um...i'm back   
12:49am 18/01/2004
 
mood: crushed
music: Relient K - Trademark
but you already know that. i guess that i should have posted sooner but i don't care. if anybody knows a good christian bassist or guitarist that likes hardcore (and goes to A&M or blinn) let me know. daniel and i are gonna start practicing next week once he gets his drums back up here. OMFG i want to play so badly. definitely need to keep practicing on my own too. i'm looking for an MBox on ebay, then i'll be able to record myself. god i can't wait. anyway, i know you don't really care about what i've been doing lately, so here's a survey. maybe that will entertain you.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | Pain
02 | Losing a close friend
03 | Dying a painful death...not death in general
THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | Friends = Michael, Wes, Sam and many others
02 | My brother
03 | Will Ferrell
THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | Baseball
02 | Playing Guitar
03 | My cats
THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | Bad drivers
02 | Ignorant people
03 | Indecisive people
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | Spongebob's popularity
02 | How Johnny Depp and Ashton Kutcher beat Brad Pitt on VH1's 100 Hottest Hotties
03 | Why it is so hard to find a bassist
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | My laptop
02 | Books
03 | CDs
THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | Filling this thing out
02 | Talking to Adam
03 | Listening to my kickass music
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | Get married and raise a family
02 | Go to Australia, among other places
03 | Play a few shows
THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | Play guitar
02 | Program web pages
03 | Make deviled eggs
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | SARCASTIC
02 | Witty
03 | Silly
THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | Advanced mathematics
02 | Listen to popular music
03 | Resist eating sweets
THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | AS I LAY DYING
02 | BELOVED
03 | MEWITHOUTYOU
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | Indeed
02 | Quotes from Comedy Central / Adult Swim
03 | No I will not make out with you (hah..jk)
THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | Italian
02 | Japanese
03 | Chocolate things
THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | To play the guitar like a motha fu&&in madman
02 | Discipline in my faith walk
03 | How to drive a stick
THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | Coke (aka... any drink of the soft variety)
02 | Some sort of juice
03 | Tea
THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | Shining Time Station
02 | HE-MAN
03 | Muppet Babies
RANDOM QUESTIONS...
01 | Spell your name backwards: rekaburB noscirE craM
02 | How did you get your blurty name? It's the apartment I live in...dumbass
03 | Are you homosexual? No
DESCRIBE YOUR:
[ x ] Wallet - Black Independent trifold w/ an optional chain
[ x ] Hairbrush - 6 inch black comb, or 3 inch white fold-out that I jacked from the hotel in Japan
[ x ] Toothbrush - Blue and clear
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily - Wallet chain, wristbands, "necklace" - not daily but when I feel like it
[ x ] Pillow cover - Currently Garfield chasing Odie
[ x ] Blanket - One woven one from Mexico, one that says Texas aTm on it
[ x ] Coffee cup - Big Astros mug...double size
[ x ] Sunglasses - none at the moment
[ x ] Underwear - Fruit of the Loom boxers or boxer briefs
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume - My natural "boy smell" as Alicia calls it (evidently it's very attractive)
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - As I Lay Dying - Frail Words Collapse
[ x ] Piercings - None...but I want a few
[ x ] What you are wearing now - Blue FOTL boxers, ankle socks, dark green pants, ZAO t-shirt, wallet chain
[ x ] In my mouth - Teeth and chocolate residue...mmm
[ x ] In my head - Music
[ x ] Wishing - That I could play a lot better
[ x ] After this - Practicing guitar
[ x ] Fetishes - Um....well... nah, I'm not gonna tell you
[ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what? Hey, this is not that type of interview, ok! I'm not revealing dark secrets about my past.
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - Friends at home
[ x ] Is next to you - To my left...empty space, closet door (open), filing cabinets, wall. To my right...empty space, Marcus, his computer, wall.
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - Fight Club, Usual Suspects, Braveheart, Indiana Jones, LOTR...many more
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to - PRACTICING!!!
[ x ] The last thing you ate - Chocolate Santa
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - Pain
[ x ] Do you like candles - Meh
[ x ] Do you like incense - YES!
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - I used to try to drink the blood from my cuts when I was a kid...
[ x ] Do you believe in love - *sings* "I believe in a thing called love. Just listen to the rhythm of my heart..."
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - yea...kinda
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - Not really
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - Hell yes
[ x ] What are some of your favorite candies - Chocolate, lots of chocolate
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - How annoying they really are


Signing off,
Marc		  
   

(1 broken heart | .the frailty of words.)
 
:)   
01:10am 18/01/2004
 
mood: loved
music: MeWithoutYou - Everything Was Beautiful & Nothing Hurt
wow...i feel good. thanks jennifer.		  
   

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