I just got off the phone with some one right before i finished reading my interpersonal communication book. I realized how much i can apply things from what i have read to everyday experiences with people. One thing that really grabbed my attention was the theory stated that people tend to think of why an individual acts the way they do to others. I start to think of how some people treat me. Why do they say things to people that are so hurtful? What are they thinknig when they say these things? Is there really anything to gain ffrom being hurtful to people you consider close to you? In one theory i was reading about is how by saying a few hurtful things can start to deteriorate a relationship with some one. Instead of trying to do any good, people just continue to harm anything good that can happen in a relationship with someone. I think quite often people like this push away from people . .. afraid of being codependent. Instead bthey push away so much that they can become over dependent and not have good relationships with others. I dont know maybe i am talking out of my ass. But seriously, you have to think. Why do people do what they do?
Well, today seems a bit better than the last. Unfortunetly i got a $25 parking ticket for parking by my class this morning. So fun times . .gotta go fight that today or tomorrow. Had another dissapointing phone call with someone. I wish that whole situation will work itself out eventually. On to some cheerful news, i actually got scheduled at the Mt Pleasant store, so yippy i work wednesday!! And ofcourse tuesday and monday of next week. So i can now make some more money. I like my classes this semestr for the most part. I want to seee if i can go apply for becoming part of the techer education program for next semster. so i have to go find out more about that this week. The earlier the better. Also, going to try to be a sororighty girl. Could be fun, right? I'd like to meet more people at this school and make some more friends. I love the girls in trout 316!! they are all hotties! I hope Danielle will cheer up about things though. Its not a good thing when she's upset, we all like her happy. I'm looking forward to sharing a place with miss Heather Flores over the summer as well as seeing Senior Dustin and his side kick Scottie!!! Woohoo!!! I am supposed to find out about this house sometime this week. I hope we get it! Its super cute! Plus i can just picture my sweetie Andrew helping me with remodeling and spending weekends with each other. (things will get better soon. I promise.) So my idea this week was to have a bowling night once a week with the girls. But i dont know how well thats gonna work out. No one likes to bowl up at CMU. If anyone does, let me know. Well, this is all i gotta say for right now. Let me end this entry with a funny joke i found online. Gimme your input and tell me what you think of it. Lots of love!
A young, beautiful woman gets into the elevator, smelling like expensive perfume. She turns to an old woman and says arrogantly, "Giorgio Beverly Hills, $100 an ounce!"
Another young, beautiful woman gets onto the elevator and also smells of very expensive perfume. She arrogantly turns to the old woman and says, "Chanel No. 5, $150 dollars an ounce!"
About three floors later, the old woman has reached her destination and is about to get off the elevator. Before she leaves, she looks both of the women in the eyes, turns around, bends over, farts and says, "Broccoli, 49 cents a pound!"
Current mood: drained.
Current music: lifehouse - "everything".
My first journal entree is not going to be the coolest thing ever because of the mood i am in. I havent had the greatest day. Slept alot and havent accomplished to much yet. Got into another argument with someone and felt like shit about it now. Things just feel hopeless for me right now. I dont know exactly what I should go do. I have to go to my mt. pleasant lonestar and talk to the manager about scheduleing me for the 6th time and hope that he is there. But, i dont really feel like going. Its gonna be a pain in the ass. I gotta get all ready and look descent to go in there for five minutes. Not the coolest thing in my opinion. With my luck he probably wont even be there. Grrrrrrrr . .. I hate people. Why cant the world just be nice to everyone. I need gas, need to do my homework and need vto go to the library, buti am in a very lazy mood. The next thing that i will probably here is that i wont be getting my own place and that i am stuck in the dorm for another 4 years. Oh man, that would be the worst. Shit happens i guess.