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Im MaKING a New USER nAMEEE
APril_marie
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[21 Nov 2004|07:28pm] |
i loVE these things!
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[14 Nov 2004|02:28pm] |
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well alot has been going on.. im still going out with Andrew.. im happy about that =D andi just talked to Branden online.. and hes tellin me how he likes me alottt.. and it makes me sad b.c hes a reallly nice guy and i think i would have liked him if he still lived here .. but i told him taht i cant deal with a long distance relationship and that would just kill me.. so idono hes commin up here this weekend.. and im scareddd about that b.c i dont want to cheat on andrew b.c i reallly ferreal like him.. andi like branden i think .. and if he comes here and i cheat on andrew and he goes back and then ill probably regret it... man ijust dont know.. if ppl read this .. and have any advice for me.. please please comment.. b.c im ferreal twisted right now..
welll i think me crystal and rachael got andrew in trouble last nite.. b.c he came to crystals.. and he was supposta be home b4 like 10 - 10 30 or w.e and his dad called and i think he got in trouble.. and i tried to call him today but he didnt answer.. so idono i think i ferreal like him alot.. he needs to be a LITTLE more affecionate towards me.. but hes getten better.. welll.. uhmm idono im gonna go and think about how ima react this weekend if he ferreal comes... so dont forget to leave me some comments.. oh yeah dont yall love my new layouttt ;D
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well not alot has been going on.. uhm i went to the mall with Kayla, Andrew, David, Michael, and Brady yesterday.. it was okay i guess.. lol just a regular day at the mall .. except dave got me crackin up tlakin about switch day.. lol and the why he says bitch lmao hes funny.. but yeah well my soccer beam is doing bad uhmm we have lost allll of our games and i am starten to get pissed... well my aim is freakin messin up my computer so i deleted it and now im downloading it again... hopefully it will work okay this time.. lol well me n andrew still go out... hehe yay =D yeah uhmm it will be a month on the 10th.. god it seems like longer..
okay uhmm what else.. well welllll i changed my layout to tinkerbell and i think its just adorable lol..im getten ready to do my hair again its gonna be blonde MORE! lol im excited.. well as soon as i got 8 dollars to go buy it lol.. uhmm halloween is coming.. i dont kno if i spelled that right... but owell.. im not too sure what ima be yet.. i might be a soda pop girl with kayla.. or me n crystal had the idea to go as cinderella and snow white... lol but my hair isnt short enuf to be snow white.. so idono about that.. well i guess thats about all for now my aim is almost done and ima be pissed if it dont work lol
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well not alot has been going on .. me and andrew still go out .. and it was a week this friday.. yea im kinda getten sick of the fact that hes actin extremely goofy when hes around brady.. and then like when its just me n him hes all cool n everything.. ugh idono but it dont matter.. i hoipe he can get over it thou... well as you all know school started.. and its okay.. other then the fact that Algebra 1 is hard as crap! LOL hopefully it gets better... but u kno how that goes.. uhm lets see well crystal is in all of my classes but gym N keyboarding.. and shes gonna get her bells switched hopefully.. so she can be with me lindsay jordan n everyone else.. that would be grrreat.. lol
but yeah andrew is on the 2nd follr.. so i dont get to see him as much as i like.. lol we might have to skip some classes and meet somewhere.. lol but i dobut that will happen.. well other then that basicly im happy...
uhmm my brother is still an asshole he got his lisence taken away... b.c he tried to run away ((dumbass))
umm well yeah im waitin for crystal to wake up.. she took over my freakin bed lmao..
11 MAKE A WISH!
lmao.. well thats about all for now.. i think i might hit up kayla.. i havent seen my boo im forever!!lol
<3 April
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| WHERE DO I BEGIN!! |
[09 Oct 2004|09:57pm] |
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welll i have alot to write.. lol
lets just start with andrew <3 hehe.. yeah well andrew and i are going out now.. lol he asked me out today :) **BIG HUGE SMILE!** hehe..yea hes so sweet.. hes like perfect.. i wanna stay with him for AWHILE!and i hope we stay together for a while.. i would be extremley sad if we didnt :( so hopefully this is real.. not some dumb bullshit relationship.. well im updating b.c crystal said i needed to.. and my fingers hurt and im getten verry bad at typing.. lmao
SoCCER wellll our first game is tomorrow.. =] HOLLA! lol but yeah (( andrew plays soccer too!)) hopefully.. we'll do okayy i dont think our team is all that great this year.. but u kno we'll see what happens.. well.. i guess thats all for now.. but OMG ME N CHRIS ARE FRIENDS!!! THATS UNBELIEVEABLE! » I did NOT spell that right!!! lmao
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WOOOAAAHH a ABSOUTLEY LOVVVEE my new layout.. i mgiht keep it as this for a while..
well some people are slacking off on their commenting.. and i would like it if ppl read this and they would comment? well yeah i got a Diaryland journal.. and i think it is beautifulll
apriljoyner.diaryland.com
go there if you want to see it «3 hehe.. well uhmm not a damn thing has been going on!!!! but i am going skewl shopping realll soon.. hopefully tonite with kayla n mommie.. since crystal went to katherines.. and i cant get a hold of her =\ yeah i thought we had plans.. owell.. but uhmm tahts all ima write for now im bout to go get in the shower
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well im setten here waitin for nickey to get out of the shower.. and then were gonna go to my house..
well i thinkim really depressed right now.. my friend becca told my brother that joshy was 17.. and OF course HE TOLD MY MOM so i had to call josh and tell him that i cant talk to him anymore.. and he walike oh well i dont wnana get oyu in trouble.. and then i was like yea but i lik eu alot .. and he wa like yea me too.. and then i started crying.. and it was HORRIBLE and im verry sad about that.. but u kno there has got to be a perfect guy out there for me » Says Crystal well yeha well shes out of the shower now.. and i think were gonna go to my house .. so thats all
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| i LOve THiS |
[20 Sep 2004|09:25pm] |
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BOY: i SAW HER TODAY
GiRL: i SAW HiM TODAY
-BOY: iT SEEMS LiKE iT`S BEEN FOREVER
GiRL: i WONDER iF HE STiLL CARES
-BOY: SHE LOOKS BETTER THEN BEFORE
GiRL: i COULDN`T STOP STARiNG AT HiM
-BOY: i ASKED HER HOW THiNGS WERE GOiNG
GiRL: i ASKED ABOUT HiS NEW GiRLFRiEND
-BOY: i`D CHOOSE HER OVER ANY GiRL i`M WiTH
GiRL: HE`S PROBABLY REALLY HAPPY RiGHT NOW
-BOY: i COULDN`T LOOK AT HER WiTHOUT STARTiNG TO CRY
GiRL: HE COULDN`T EVEN LOOK AT ME
-BOY: i TOLD HER i MiSS HER
GiRL: HE DOESN`T MEAN iT
-BOY: i MEANT iT
GiRL: HE DiDN`T MEAN iT
-BOY: i LOVE HER
GiRL: HE LOVES HiS NEW GiRLFRiEND
-BOY: i HELD HER FOR THE LAST TiME
GiRL: HE GAVE ME A FRiENDLY HUG
-BOY: THEN i WENT HOME AND CRiED
GiRL: THEN i WENT HOME AND CRiED
-BOY: i LOST HER
GiRL: i STiLL LOVE HIM
and i love this song
DoNT take ThE GIrl - Tim McGraw
Johnny’s daddy was taking him fishin’
When he was eight years old
A little girl came through the front gate holdin’ a fishing pole
His dad looked down and smiled, said we can’t leave her behind
Son I know you don’t want her to go but someday you’ll change your mind
And johnny said take jimmy johnson, take tommy thompson, take my best friend bo
Take anybody that you want as long as she don’t go
Take any boy in the world
Daddy please don’t take the girl
Same old boy
Same sweet girl
Ten years down the road
He held her tight and kissed her lips
In front of the picture show
Stranger came and pulled a gun
Grabbed her by the arm said if you do what I tell you to, there won’t be any harm
And johnny said take my money, take my wallet, take my credit cards
Here’s the watch that my grandpa gave me
Here’s the key to my car
Mister give it a whirl
But please don’t take the girl
Same old boy
Same sweet girl
Five years down the road
There’s going to be a little one and she says it’s time to go
Doctor says the baby’s fine but you’ll have to leave
’cause his momma’s fading fast and johnny hit his knees and there he prayed
Take the very breath you gave me
Take the heart from my chest
I’ll gladly take her place if you’ll let me
Make this my last request
Take me out of this world
God, please don’t take the girl
Johnny’s daddy
Was taking him fishin’
When he was eight years old
oh yeah i jsut realized that TODAY would have been ME N JEFFS 3 months :( ..... owell
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well okay i am bored so i just thought i would update..
uhmm last nite was okay.. i talked to chris and crystal stayed over uhmm while i was talking to chris he once again asked me if i new what i wanted and i do but i dont want to break his heart so once again i said im not sure yet.. but hes such a nice guy and i dont want him to hate me.. but i kno that sooner or later i am going to have to tell him taht i want to be with Josh and not him.. but its gonna be hard.. well uhmm crystal told me the other day about jeff still likin me and i like him SOOO much.. but its just the face taht i poured my heart out to him and he didnt give me any response and now hes tellin ppl taht he still likes me.. i mean what is a girl to beleive :-\ well uhmm i guess tahts about all.. i think tomorrow ima go up to the church with jessica and watch all the skaters ;D ya kno waht i mean.... and well i think i gotta cold lmao.. and it sucks.. b.c now i cant kiss joshy.. lmao owell
well heres a BAD picture of jeff.. but its the only one that i have... so owell
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okay john is the one in the middle.. but he looks bad there.. hehe.. hes a fag thou.. but hes sexy.. hell hes a good kisser too.. lmao
okay.. the short one is Nathan.. Crystals Man.. aww there almost at a month!! thats so sweet
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[14 Sep 2004|02:05am] |
i like putting pics in here.. lmao
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well this might be long.. it just sepends on how much i feel like spilling my heart out tonite well i dont know where to start..
i guess Crystal god im so glad were tlaking about all of this.. im balling my eyes out as we speak... but we dont need to talk about that.. uhmm u are like my fuckin other half and i feel like im losing you.. weve grown apart.. and weve changed.. but i dont want that to get in the way of our friendship.. if something were to happen to you i would fucking kill myself.. and thats the truth.. next year.. its going to be alot diffrent.. and i dont kno waht im going to do.. it'll be hard.. but we'll be okay.. im really really glad we got things in the open and hopefully they will get better..
okay.. next.. uhmm //Guys\\
well.. uhmm me and john just broke up... im kinda glad.. he wasent really the kinda guy i was looking for... but i think i deffinately found the guy that i am... Josh Jones.. god.. hes the sweetest guy ever and hes so sexy.. but i have to tell chris .. b.c i have been tlaking to him b.c i didnt kno if the me n josh thing would work.. but i told my brother he was 16 and my mom that he was almost 16.. so hopefully everything will be fine and i reallly like him slot.. but i really dont want to break chris's heart.. b.c hes a reallly sweet person to.. but i dont think im feeling the vibe anymore.. i mean yeah i like him n everything... but it wouldent be the same if we went out... and hes going to a va. beach skewl.. so that just wouldent work out for me..! okayyyyy... wellllll
Jeff told crystal taht he still liked me.. so i realllly have no fuckin clue whats gonna go on with that.. idono if i really would go back out with him.. b.c i like poured my heart out to him..and he said nothing.. so waht makes this so diffrent.. welll.. i guess thats about all taht i can think of...
and this
If god brings you to it.. he'll bring you threw it..
And THERE^ is a pic of me from like a week ago..
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sorry i havent updated in a long time.. ive been buzy
WOAHH this is gonna be long and i dont feel like writing much b.c im kinda mad right now..
well ill tell yall waht i have been doing..
okay wellll i was going to hook up with this guy named andrew.. but that didnt work out once agian someone lead me on and then started goign out with another person.. so i was like u kno frget taht mess.. well yeah this guy josh lieks me alot supposebly lol so idono i might talk to him..
and hes a realllly sweet guy and hes cute to.. so its all good
uhmmw ell i went to the mall today and got some madddddd cute stuff (( a new outft and some madd cute thongs))lol well uhmm im in search of a b.f so an single guys.. HOLLER!
tahts alll sorry its to short
<3 April
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well not alot has been going on.. i think.. uhmm well josh called.. and crystal someone out there does care lol.. but yeah im still missin jeffrey like crazy.. but ive said how i feel and now its up to him to do his part.. hopefully he'll do his part.. b.c if not ima go crazy.. lol .. ne ways ..w ell right now im a stephies and i thought i would update b.c i have nuthen better to do.. lol im on her moms computer.. aint that crazy.. everyone in their house has a computer .. lol no better yet more like evey room.. lol but its so cool.. b.c billy n morgan are commin over tomorrow and thats great b.c morgan is sexy.. lmao.. well atleast the last time i was him he was.. lmao.. but yea i dont care none of these guys mean anything to me cept jeff.. and maybe jacob a little little bit.. but idono i really do hope jeff feels the same way.. b.c then i would be heart broken if i let something so good go and lost it.. like forrever that would SUCK BUIG TIME.. lol well i guess that all for tonite.. ill wtire when i get some more time.. wow andrew just imd me and said i was sexy... lmao yeah right..
ExeZ;Nd;OoHs_April.Marie
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| GETTEN BETTER! |
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wellll.. tonite was better i beleive.. i met this GREAT guy that said he likes me and he got my number... and me and crystal are alright now i guess.. but she kinda got jumped tontie.. and i wish i would have been there.. b.c even if i was mad at her... i cant jsut let me best firend get beat up by some girls that were my friends.. i mean i dotn care i fi would have gotten jumped to.. if we go down.. then nigga we go down together! well im excited about JoSh well yea.. i saw jacob the other nite.. ahha waht can i say
PIMPEN AINT EAZZY!
well here i did this <3
I am not: a boy?
I hurt: ppl that are close to me
I love: My GiRRLS!!
I hate: TrIcKs!
I fear: SPIDERS!
I forgot: To take my contacts out
I remember: Tonite
I imagine: Being with one of the guys i like ..Jeff,Josh, or Jacob WOW 3 J's!
I hope: someone out there really cares about me?
I crave: chocolate.
I regret: FIghting with Crystal
I care: about the ppl i hurt
I always: want waht i cant have
I want: to be left alone a lot.
I feel alone:when my hosue is empty and im layin on my bed talkin to crystal O_o
I listen: To my heart
I hide: My feelings
I pretend: that i dont care and i sit back and get hurt.. all over again
I drive: a llama.
I sing: ALL THE TIME!
I cry:Alot..
I destroy: LIGHTNING BUGGS!
I dance: 247
I write: poems, names, stuff in general
I wake: in the morning
I breathe: i would be alive if i didnt?
I play: SOCCER NUGGA!
I venture: into the kitchen.
I find: food in the fridge.
I pray:FOR WHO KNOWS .. alott!
I miss: My mistakes..
I kiss: Who i want to
I succeed: in alot
I search: for cookies O_o
I learn: uhmmm.. thats a good question
I feel: happy (( AT THE MOMENT))
I know: that Josh is too old for me :(
I joke: of alot of ppl... im a hater!
I say: alot?
I change: my aim screen name a lot.
I fail: wasn't this question already asked?
I dream: about alot.. i just dont like to talk about them
I believe: im miracles
I wonder: where will be a week from now?
I want: A FASTER COMPUTER!! AND I WANT THIS OLD THING TO BLOW UP!
I worry: about my friends.. sometimes.
I wish: o_o i swear, these questions are getting redundant.
I fight: with people.
I need: someone who cares
I am: April.Marie
Take it eazzy yall Exez;Nh;OoHs!
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its not like anyone cares
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[18 Aug 2004|12:38am] |
+ name: April
+ nicknames: Cupcake,Schmoe
+ sex: chick
+ birthdate: Januaury 3, 1991
+ star sign: Capricorn
+ place of birth: virginia
+ current residence: portsmouth
+ hair colour: brown
+ eye colour: blue
+ height: uhmm.. a little over 5'9
+ writing hand: right
BODY iLLS + SKiLLS
+ do you bite your nails: eww no
+ can you roll your tongue: roll ur tounge.. i dont think so.. unless it has to do with kissing?
+ can you raise one eyebrow at a time: ive tried.. but i cant do it
+ can you blow smoke rings: nope
+ can you blow spit bubbles: duh thats easy.
+ can you cross your eyes: yess sirr
+ coloured hair: nope
+ tattoos and where: nope
+ piercings and where: 2 in each ear.. and on my 15th b.day bellybutton ring
+ do you make your bed daily: yea
+ what goes on first, bra or underwear: not sure.. (( in crstals case .. she likes to be nakey!))
+ which shoe goes on first: left
+ speaking of shoes, thrown one at someone: hell yes
+ how much money is usually in your wallet: uhmm like 10 on my GOOD DAYS.. but usually verry little
+ what jewelery do you wear 24/7: necklace and link bracelet
+ what's sexiest on a guy: THE SMILE BOYYY.. eyes are a plus too
+ what's sexiest on a girl: I dont flow crukid
+ do you twirl your sphagetti or cut it: twirl
+ how many cereals are in your cabinet: WE HAVE LIKE EVRY FUCKIN KIND OF CEREAL!
+ what utensils do you use when eating pizza: my fingers
GROOMiNG[prepare to be grossed out]
+ how often do you brush your teeth: once usually but if i eat something twice
+ how often do you shower/bathe: everyday
+ how long do these showers last: long.. 30 man..and mom gets madd!
+ hair drying method: Hmmm.. depends on how i wanna wear it..
+ do you paint your nails: i cant keep the polish on (( bad habit))
+ do you swear: who dosent..
+ do you mumble to yourself: all the time
+ do you spit in public: onlee on the SOCCER FEILD!
+ do you pee in the shower: yep
+ in the cd player:umm.. me and kaylas Mix Cd.. mechille branch it would be t.b.s bu ti left it over Kats :(+ person you talk most on the phone with: Crystal,Kayla,Cody
+ what colour is your bedroom: Freshly painted PINK!
+ do you use an alarm clock: hell mutha fuckin no..
+ name one thing or person you're obsessed with:my eyebrowls and the person... uhm.. at the moment.. jeff
+ have you ever skinnydipped with the opposite sex: naw
+ ever sunbathed in the nude: nope but i plan too and in thongs.. ((crystal)) lmao
+ window seat or aisle: window
+ what's your sleeping position: RIGHT SIDE ALWAYS!
+ what kind of bed do you like: soft.. and squeshy and comfy
+ in hot weather do you use a blanket: yup
+ do you snore: when i do.. its loud :(
+ do you sleepwalk:i ahve before
+ do you talk in your sleep: i mumble backwords (( so my mom says, she thought i was posessed as a child))
+ lights on or off: ALL THE WAY OFF! NO LIGHTS CAN BE ON IN MY HOUSE!
+ do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on: not usually.. if i do i wake up..
WHEN WAS THE LAST TiME YOU
+ were kissed or kissed someone: not too long ago.. possibly 3 weeks.. (( my break up with jeffrey :( ))
+ watched bambi: AWW BAMBI!
+ cried: hmmm.. im ferrever crying.. 2 nites ago i woke myself up crying.. i was dreain about my brother :'(
+ talked on the phone: liek an hour..
+ read a book: haha schools out bitch
+ punched someone: i love to punch people.. lmao
+ where do you see yourself ten years from now: in alabama with Crystal and our husbands =)
+ who are you gonna be married to and where: Probably Cody Grahm Hopefully somewhere on the beach
+ how many kids do you want to have: either twins or just two kids a boy n a girl
+ your profession: lawyer
+ future college: uhmm.. UVA VT Willian and Marry possibly
FRIENDS
+ who is/are your best friend(s): Crystal Kayla Stephie Cody W
+ what friend do you hang out with the most: uhmm.. Crystal probably..
+ what friend makes you smile the most: Kayla
+ friend that you fight with the most: Crystal :-\
+ one you talk to the most online: Kayla (( i think?))
+ friend that you miss the most: Brittany.. (((lots of tears there))
DO YOU LIKE
+ pop music: sometimes
+ rock music: yes
+ punk music: LOVE IT
+ rap music: some
+ r&b music: YES SIRR!! ME N KAYLA WITH OUR PIMPEN SONGS!
+ country music: yeppp
+ jazz music: naw
+ classical music: naww
+ new age music: whats that?
+ what is one band/singer you love that no one else does or seems to have heard of:Fall out boy?? not many ppl know who they are?
LoVe
+ boy/girlfriend:Hopefully soon to be jeff.. IONO WHICH ONE THOU!!
been in love: hmmmm... yes :-[
+ ever had a long relationship: Yes sir..
well thats all for tonite.. i think ima work on my layout <3 always April
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