brand spanking new. bienvenue. writing in a blank diary is like an aerobic spandex-clad birth. the push and rocking of the womb makes me envy the retired baby. this page is the great void. the "qu'est-ce qui passe? rien" statement. the eternal white. these ghosts down martinis and the occasional vodka. i feel small here. the twin of a cigarette lung. i yearn to thrive and spread my words from page to page. |