| Something takes a part of me |
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I woke up at 1230 today, first time i really slept in for a long time. last night was fun. all of yesterday was pretty good for the most part. i went out xmas shopping with lisa and her family to some mall in aurora. i actually did xmas shopping too, which was surprising because i had no idea what to get for anybody. afterwards i went with mike and steve to get some more lights for mike's van and then to his house to put them in. i was kind of bored for awhile because i had no idea what they were doing lol. mike a is back from college for thanksgiving so he also hung out with us. we went to the midnight show at cinemark- pulp fiction was playing. it was a good movie. so i got home around 3 and was really tired and passed out after i got home.
Today i might be going to the at large show? tomarrow i have to do homework for hours. great
Well...I'm out -Kim
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| And if I had the guts to put this to your head... |
[25 Nov 2004|09:37pm] |
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Hm...haven't written in here in awhile. yeah so a lot has changed, in a good way though. I've been with mike since last friday, we're doing really good. he's a good guy :)
Today's thanksgiving- actually wasn't a shitty holiday. i didn't eat till i felt sick either so it was good. then i had to see a movie with my mom and brad, but it was pretty good lol- we saw the incredibles.
Happy Birthday Lucy- i love u :)
Tomarrow should be fun and i'm excited about the concert next weekend
-Kim
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| In School... |
[18 Nov 2004|11:35am] |
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I'm in chem class right now...so fun! i have like nothing to do either, which is fine because it's better than work. tomarrows friday, should be good. might be going downtown, hopefully it will be fun. eh i should go, nothing to write about considering i'm in class lol.
-Kim
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[11 Nov 2004|10:42pm] |
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Yesterday was fun...
Today was not :(
I need a car to get the hell out of this house.
-Kim
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[09 Nov 2004|05:58pm] |
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I don't really know why but today i've been in a bad mood. the only reasons i can think of for this aren't very ligit for why i feel like this. it's funny how i don't even know why i'm upset.
On a lighter side, last weekend wasn't bad. i did end up seeing the play with jessi on friday. it was pretty good i guess. we actually talked to jason, yes hot jason that graduated last year...mhmm. lol. i was going to go with tina and kristen to a party or something like that at joe i foget his last name's house. i didn't go because i figured i wouldn't really know anybody and jessi didn't want to go. saturday i went downtown with mike steve rich and nick. it was interseting lol but fun. we kind of lost our way there for awhile but ended up going where we wanted. nick was insane on the way there because he was screaming on the phone to his parents about his grades and then took it all out on mike who didn't even do anything. steve was about to kick his ass lol, but in the end they were fine. the car ride home was pretty fun though, we had on blasting techno for awhile and raced some car on the express way. so sunday i went to lisa's for awhile, later to the movies with steve. i told lisa some "good news" i guess lol. she was so happy, it was pretty funny how she reacted. "oh i'm so excited! yay!" -Lisa. haha
yeah so at the movies we saw team america- ok movie. the only good parts about it were 1) the sex scene-very creative lol and 2) the speech about the 3 types of people: dicks,pussies, and assholes lol
Tomarrow is like a friday because we have no school on thursday or friday :) this weekend shall be grand.
I'm out -Kim
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| I'd sell my soul, my self-esteem, a dollar at a time... |
[04 Nov 2004|06:06pm] |
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I can't believe Bush won yesterday. America is stupid, well at least 51% of it is. I think Kerry should of won, maybe he could of cut the middle class some slack and end this war or whatever you wanna call it. Psh
Tomarrows Friday at least :) i dont even know what i'm doing this weekend though. if i'm going to see the play or not?? whatever, it doesnt matter because the weekend will at least be better than school.
I feel so confused about a few different things involving people. ehh
I'm out -Kim
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| In the middle of a gunfight... |
[01 Nov 2004|08:30pm] |
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Today was ehh. i did not want to be in school...at all. i was so tired from staying up copying homework last night lol. i just sat in class like staring blankly throughout a few periods wishing i were in bed. and i now have no clue what is going on in chemistry and i just keep getting more lost. i feel like an idiot, just watching what other people do and trying to figure it out. today was the first day of 2nd quarter, we get report cards next week. i know i'm getting an a in english, ap psych, gym, drivers ed, and spanish...and not sure about the rest.
Yesterday...Halloween. it was ok. i did my project all morning/afternoon and then went out to a poison for profit show with lisa and steve and mike. there were 3 bands that played before pfp but only one was good- digital mindy- they were like industrial, had an orgy/nin kind of feel. the other two bands i just didnt even enjoy, especially the one right before pfp. it like wasn't even music- just noise, and i couldn't take it. me and lisa were praying for it to end and it wouldn't and then i got a headache, but when pfp was up i felt better :)
The weirdest thing happened on the drive home. steve was driving on north ave and this scary black guy was crossing the street, like as we were going 55 and we were about to hit him so steve honks and then the guy pulls up his shirt and almost pulls out a gun! we didnt see the gun, if there was one for sure- but we were really freaked out. we were like- woah we could of just died right then.
Yeahh this school week's gonna be noneventful...great hah
I'm out, -Kim
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| we will fight the heathens! |
[31 Oct 2004|01:26am] |
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This weekend is going by too fast, only tomarrow left...but we get an extra hour at least! lol. so today was aight. i went over to lisa's for awhile after doing some homework and what not, ofcourse i didnt do any of my project so i'll have to do it all tom. so me and lisa hung out for awhile, went to steve's for a few minutes because he had to change from his work clothes, and then to some kids house where mike and matt were "working" in the haunted house they made. it was actually a pretty decent haunted house for being in a garage/yard. if i were younger i would probobly piss my pants lol. so then me and lisa and steve left cause steve wanted to get food and then we went to my house. mike and matt then came over too and we were only here for a few minutes because we went driving to get halloween candy (yes, they NEEDED some at 1030 lol) but almost all places were closed so we just went to jewel. when we were at a stoplight some guy in the car next to us flashed this big flashlight at mike through the window and he like pointed at him. he must've been crazy or something because we thought he maybe wanted to shoot him or race but then he did neither, which is a good thing lol.
Yesterday was fun. i went to the wilx booth show with steve mike and steves friend tina. we dressed up, well at least me and tina did. i dressed basically like a ho but with devil horns lol. it started late so we ended up just standing around outside for awhile talking. the first 2 bands, i dont remember the names, were ok, the second one much better than the first. the first did a cover of "bounce" by soad which i thought was kind of awesome minus the fact that they werent very good. wilx booth was awesome ofcourse, but it was their last show :( it sucks that theyre breaking up because a few of the guys dont get along as well as they used to. my right ear is still kind of deaf, well not deaf but less than normal hearing- sucks because i only hear music good through one ear. oh well.
Tomarrow going to the poison for profit show at 602 north. it shall be good. and ian...mhmm. haha, yeah i'm a loser.
I'm out -Kim
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| He did it all for you... |
[27 Oct 2004|08:20pm] |
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So this school week has kind of sucked, and i'm sure the rest of it won't be too great either. i've just been attempting to start by brain project thats due date was pushed back to monday instead of friday thankgod. i still have to do my movie review though which is due friday and i don't even know what movie i'm going to do. oh well. yeah, that class is pretty stressful. but me and lisa did our presentation today...it went pretty well, at least we think it did.
Halloween is this weekend and i still don't know what i'm doing, hopefully something good. friday i'm still going to the wilx booth show but saturday...??
Sadly enough i feel that...
I am too connected to you to
Slip away, to fade away.
Days away I still feel you
Touching me, changing me,
And considerately killing me.
(-Tool)
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I'm out..-Kim
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Hm well this weekend was very fun... Friday was Angie's party which was quite crazy lol. mike picked me up with matt and rich and we got over there at about 7. there were a lot of people there, especially cause her house is pretty small. some of the people i didnt know but ive seen some of them at school before, just never really met. so i got about an hour of sleep all night so when i got home at like 11 the next day i showered and slept till 6 pm lol. yes, i am a bum. so then i went to a haunted house on saturday night with mike and steve and his mom and sister. it was one in brookefield that i never heard of. the haunted house itself was pretty good, i screamed a lot lol, but we waited in line for at least an hour before so it wasnt really worth it. this chainsaw guy was outside scaring the people in line the whole time and mike started grinding on him lol. steve wanted me to grab his ass but i was like hell no. yeah so anyways today i just went over to lisa's and finished our psych project, it took forever. we almost finished it the other day but her damn computer got a virus and it was deleted so we had to redo it all. fun stuff...
Well im out, -Kim
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| This weekend |
[17 Oct 2004|02:25pm] |
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Yesterday was awesome. the concert was amazing. so we got there at about 430 and waited outside in the fucking cold for an hour which kinda sucked but we didn't really care. anberlin opened and they were pretty good. then came my chemical romance- so good! even better than they were at warped. lostprofits then played, also very good and finally story of the year who were also really good. i crowd surfed twice...fun fun. got home at about 1130. very fun night.
I took the psat yesterday morning, ah who knows how well i did. some parts were somewhat easy and others really hard, for me at least. whatever i'll find out next month i guess.
So friday was fun. i hung out with steve mike and nick, later lisa too. we went to dennys and mike's and played dance revolution or whatever. omg mike is so good at it i was amazed. i was like hell no i'm not gona do that but i did once and i was horrible lol.
I'm pretty sure i'm going to see atreyu on october 30th... :)
There's really nothing to do today except hw and cleaning haha. o well
I'm out,-Kim
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[14 Oct 2004|05:08pm] |
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So last weekend was pretty good. saturday i went to yorktown with lisa and steve and then had them and mike and rich over. we played video games and were losers lol. i took some awesome pictures ;) sunday hung out with lisa lucy steve mike and tom and then went and saw Sean of the Dead which was hilarious. afterwards we went by the Ashbury which was cool except it was freezing out. oh yeah earlier that day me and lisa and lucy ate like a whole pan of brownies which were really good except they made us feel so sick afterwards haha. i missed hangen with my lucy :)
Hm monday sucked, went to the mall with shelley and ronnie and had to buy a nice pair of black pants. i got lost in the mall because i was by myself for awhile and felt like such an idiot. quite embarressing lol. then the wake was later. all of my older relatives were like "oh you're so tall and pretty" and all this bs about my new hair color and what not, i just wanted to go home. then tuesday came the funeral which explains itself. i had a shitload of homework too.
Yesterday was okay i guess. i was at lisa's for awhile and we worked on our project, or at least tried to. today we still gotta do more of it ugh.
Tomarrow is friday and that's awesome because saturday is the day after which means the concert will be soon. i'm excited if you couldn't already tell. i have to take the psat in the morning though and that will be just great.
Well I'm out....Kim
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...Boredom sweeps through, what a grand friday hah.
Just something on my mind...
These days are closing in
The end has become apparent
We're only here for so long
Will anyone remember my name
When time has washed away the dust of our ashes?
When my head rests in a velvet lined casket?
What's out there?
What is my eternal fate?
It only just recently hit me
That this life is just a state
Mortality fading, like the innocence of line
I'm scared to death of what's to become
-Atreyu
So i have a 2 day school week coming up. monday is off and tuesday i have a funeral. he died on wednesday night and we got the call yesterday morning. i'm happy i got to see him one last time on sunday. ugh i hate funerals, not like anyone would ever enjoy them, but it's just an awkward situation. how happy or sad am i supposed to act while talking to family?should i just stay silent? it's like i've become numb to his death, it's strange. i also don't have school on friday because of a field trip to the theater. i'll be so lost in all of my classes...great.
I talked to jessi for a long time on the phone today, it was good. we find ourselves in the same position with a few things which is cool. i'm sorry that your "grounded forever" though jess :(
I'm out
-Kim
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I bought the new "In Love and Death" cd from the used today. i don't really know how it compares to the their first cd though because that one was just amazing and this one seems more...usual i guess. i'm sure i'll like it more as i listen to it though.
I got my school pictures today. wow...i look stupid. i'm getting retakes lol.
Found out Caitlyn and Tina are going to the concert with us so we'll have a ride home :)
I drove for about an hour today, didn't do too bad. i drove on cass frontage plainfield and 75th. woohoo hehe. tomarrow is my first time in class though.
Ah i'm dying for...
Hah well i'm out
-Kim
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| Yesterday...Today |
[03 Oct 2004|07:00pm] |
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Today was depressing. we visited my uncle conrad with cancer. he looked so sick, he must've lost like 50 lbs and was a strange olive color because of his liver. we only talked to him for a few minutes but he kept dozing off and falling asleep. him and his wife who just married last october just moved into their house and it was so unfinished. we were going to help them do whatever we could but elaine (his wife) had to leave for awhile so her sister was just talking to us. yetserday shelley and ronnie went over there to help paint because they went to six flags today. we were only over there for about an hour so afterwards we visited brad's wife and daughter at the cemetery which was pretty nearby, also pretty depressing.
So yesterday was homecoming which was pretty fun. i spent like half the day getting ready and stuff, got my hair done and did my nails and what not. got to chris's at about 6 and took some pics. took the trolley to the dance which was pretty sweet. stayed at the dance till 930 and went off to pf changs and then steve's house. at the restaurant lisa found this little piece of glass in her food in her mouth so we told the waiter. it ended up being this huge deal to the resturant and we got all of our drinks for free as well as the appetizers and most expensive entree. i thought that was pretty good deal and so did everydody else, paying only $6 each but my mom told me today that we shouldv'e gotten it all free and if there were adults there they wouold have given it to us all for free. oh well. there actually wasn't that too drama at the dance, which is a good thing. i remember last year how there were like 3 people crying and all this drama.
Nothing exciting going on for awhile that i know of untill the 16th...
Well I'm out, -Kim
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[01 Oct 2004|11:49pm] |
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The homecoming game sucked today,surprisingly. i thought that it would be fun because it's like the biggest game of the year and a lot of people would be there. well the weather was shitty, for a fb game at least, and a lot of people left early, so me and lucy left at halftime. it was really wet and cold and we were bored so we got a ride home from brian m which was really weird. he doesnt even have his license and thats not his car, but oh well lol. so me and lucy just hung out and talked. so lucy ended up driving me home in carl's car while he and her mom were sleeping. it was scary lol, it was pouring and the cars really old and we were afraid we would wake them up, and the gas was like on E, but i got home ok and so did she so it's all good.
I hope tomarrow is fun. and i hope that certain people don't make it not fun for other people :/
I'm out, -Kim
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I just found out some scary news: my uncle with cancer just found out from the doctor that he has 2-3 months to live with chemotherapy so without it he has even less than that. and he's in the process of moving so this sunday me and mom and shelley and maybe brad are gona go over there and help out. it's going to be so weird, i will have no idea what to say or how to act around him. and since homecoming is the day before who knows if i'll beable to sleep over anywhere. i wouldn't want to go over there with a hangover or anything.
Tomarrow i'm gona dress like a man for opposite guy/girl day. i won't look really manly but i'll wear one of brad's ties and a button-up shirt. i'ma get some extra credit :)
I'm out, -Kim
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[28 Sep 2004|06:41pm] |
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I got my braces off today! i was so excited this morning, i was afriad the doc was going to say no but she didnt and my mom agreed with me to get em off. i also got my retainers which are the invisible ones that are ok i guess considering that theyre retainers lol but i only have a clear one for the bottom for 2 weeks because i get my real one then which will fix the little space. i'm supposed to wear them 24 hours a day for 4 months. haha yeah right. i'm sure ill just wear them to bed or around the house but i'm not gonna be walking around school or w/e with a lisp lol.
So hc shit has been pretty screwed up lately but i think our group is going to pf chang's for sure now. maybe. at least we have the picture shit worked out, we're going to chris's house. after we eat we want to go to party or someones house at least but we're not even sure where. all i know is that i dont want to be going home at midnight lol.
I'm out, nothing else interesting to say
-Kim
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Ugh i have a headache :( i did too much hw that took forever. my fuckin psych class assigns us hours of hw a night. and i had this chem project with maggie and j.r. which took kind of awhile earlier. we did it at maggies house and made a hilarious video. j.r. had radiation sickness in it and was "throwing up" cold spegghettios and oatmeal and then had a horrible seizure lol.
Yesterday was good day. i dyed my hair along with lisa and steve. it's dark but i like it, and it'll fade. then lucy came over and later caitlyn. i helped lisa with her photo class by taking pictures in my scary basement lol. she got some pretty good shots in. we were in some of them and they looked like they could be from "the ring". so then we met up with tom and jake and went to eat at royal shield. it was funny, all these old people were staring at us lol. then went back to tom's and met up with mike m to go to the movies. we were running really late and we were all in mike's mini van going 100 down the highway lol. we made it to lowes in like 4 minutes. he's crazy lol. so we saw "the forgotten" and it was pretty good. it has some crazy parts in it that blew us away, blew them away literally haha.
I should be getting my braces off on tuesday! :)
I'm out...Kim
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| Been awhile. . . . |
[22 Sep 2004|09:23pm] |
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Ah i havent wriiten in here for...awhile. last time i wrote was summer. wow- if only it were still. so much shit has happened, cant even begin to explain it all. my comp. was screwed up for awhile and is now finally fixed so i dont have to sneak onto brad's laptop anymore hah. oh did i say brad? i meant asshole. yeah him and my mom havent been exactly the best, or him and i. i guess now we are "okay" but i still remember everything and it cant change. let's just say lots of fighting because brad is a whiney bitch who complains that shelley and i dont respect him or some bullshit. whatever, he should consider himself lucky for me to respect him at all, which i at least think i do. so the other day, last friday i think, he locked me out of the house. yeah- so i had to go to lisa's and went to the game and pretended i was ok and then slept at lisa's. mom said she was gonna give him hell for it but...yeah she hasn't, at least not enough. heard them a few nights ago again, was so pissed and realizes how much of an idiot my mom is.
I found out my uncle has cancer today. he has pancreotic (sp?) which also spread to his liver. his doctor said for him to prepare or something. how reasurring. he and his wife are in the process of moving now so i think were gonna have to help them soon. i hope all goes well with him.
On a better note... homecoming is coming up pretty soon. i'm going with tom. it should be fun. so far our group has 4 couples and a few randoms but were not comepletly sure of all yet. i have a pretty dress- got it with lisa last weekend. i really hope that we get definite plans soon and our group all set up.
School isnt that bad, besides the learning, getting up early, and homework parts haha. i have met a lot of people that i didnt really know last year who are cool. i dont mind most of my classes except i hate my english class. it is all annoying bitches and people i never talk to. and my gym class sucks, besides the fact i have it 1st period.
Im going to the story of the year concert with MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE the lost profits and anberlin. me and lisa are just goin so far on october 16th. still havent gotten definite rides but we dont care, were going! anybody wanna go and give us rides? haha.
I still have hw and to study for a big psych test tomarrow. just grand.
I'm out, maybe ill write soon?lol -Kim
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