12:05am 16/07/2004
mood: crushed
I just got this to vent. Perhaps I'll actually make the colour's pretty and such, but for now, it will do. I think Sean and I will break up. He says he needs to do some soul searching. I don't know, I can't live without him. He's the only one who makes me feel perfect and special. Without him, I can't be happy. No one else wants me, and now he doesn't either. What the hell is wrong with me? Is it because I'm fat? Ugly? Quiet? Shy? Weird? I just don't know anymore. It seems like I'm just not meant for love. Everyone says to give it time, but I can't. It hurts to be alone. No guys are ever interested in me, and I meet loads.

You know what, fuck this. I'm going to go cut.