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    Friday, November 22nd, 2002
    5:18 pm
    I wonder
    I wonder who he thinks he is?
    I wonder at what age he became an asshole.
    I wonder if he ever thinks about who he really is and gets just a little dissapointed.
    I wonder if there is any one who can get through to him.
    I wonder if he knows what I think of him.
    I wonder how long I'll stay
    I wonder what hell do when he realizes thats not love in my eyes anymore.

    but most of all I wonder how long he can stand himself.
    5:18 pm
    I wonder
    I wonder who he thinks he is?
    I wonder at what age he became an asshole.
    I wonder if he ever thinks about who he really is and gets just a little dissapointed.
    I wonder if there is any one who can get through to him.
    I wonder if he knows what I think of him.
    I wonder how long I'll stay
    I wonder what hell do when he realizes thats not love in my eyes anymore.

    but most of all I wonder how long he can stand himself.
    Wednesday, November 13th, 2002
    1:27 pm
    I hate Him
    I think I have been with him to long, the stress and emotional termoil are simply not worth the effort to stay in this any longer...

    I say this about every few months, when will I do something about it? Life is so much easier, happier and worth while with out him. Will I stay with him untill its so bad that I hate him, or do I honestly hate him already.

    Its kind of like the uncle that every one despises, no one likes him but hey hes still family. So there he is right across you at grandmas dinner table at christmas.
    Tuesday, November 12th, 2002
    4:08 pm
    I was late to work today, last night I had a dream that I quit my job. I cant say that I love my job but the fact that I no longer had it scared me.
    I need to find religion, this has been on my mind for some time now the only problem is what religion. I think I'v been to about every church there is but none have felt right.
    I think that if I woke up at 4 in the morning I still would be late to work.
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