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OH MY GOD. i just had the most amazing night ever! me and ryan and her friend sherea(?) spent the night over at this guy cody's house with 3 other guys. it was awesome! i hooked back up with a fling from last summer, chris barberena, ryan got with cody's girlfriend's brother, vince, and sherea got with this guy blair smith. it was a fun night... free keg... hehehe... hot tub... cody made us strip down and jump in the pool in order to stay in the hot tub. all six of us slept in this little office room in his garage... i've been there once before... *wink* all six of us! me and chris were all cozy and stuff... he's soooooo sweet! he kept making sure i was comfortable, etc. he is the sweetest guy! i was kinda hung over this morning when i woke up (after like three hours of sleep), and i had a little stomach ache, and i said, "i feel like shit!" and he wrapped his arms around me and asked if there was anything he could do to make me feel better. he is soooooo sweet. he just graduated and his birthday is in may. lol he's going to college in stephenville... my aunt and uncle live there! lol i spent the night with him and i miss him so much! *tear*
me and ryan went thong shopping yesterday... got some AWESOME thongs! hehe... i got my ears peirced again! haha! oh yeah... chris kept asking if my ears were hurting, and he kept checking up on me. i loved just laying there in his big, strong, tan... sexy arms. he's got a GREAT body!
well, i'm going back to tennessee tomorrow, and i hate it.
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[02 Jul 2003|09:42am] |
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oh MY god! guess where i am! TEXAS! i'm at my daddy's office... boring stuff... but at least i'm home! i'm here for a week anyway. i flew in yesterday from nashville. i had to go through houston though, but it wasn't too bad. i sat by this cute guy on the way from houston to dallas. he lives in SAGINAW and will be going to ryan's school next year! : D his name is colton mcadams. he has beautiful eyes. anyway... we got ready to take off, and we sat on the runway for like 20 minutes, and we had to pull off b/c there was a big storm coming, and we sat there for another hour and 15 mins... so we had an hour and a half delay. fun stuff! me and this other girl that was sitting with us played this game where you have a bunch of dots and you try to make squares and whoever has the most squares wins. after i beat her really bad, me and colton played speed, and then we all played bs... which i lost horribly. finally we took off. we listened to our cd players, and chatted for the 45 minutes that it took to fly here, and we all exchanged IM s/ns. anyway. i get to spend the night at ryan's sometime. when i do, i get to see chris davis... who i haven't seen in forever (well 2 years at least...) i'm soooooo excited! one of the guys my daddy works with is having a swim party/ cookout on saturday and daddy and i are going. well... i gotta get off for a little while! I LOVE TEXAS!
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[07 Jun 2003|06:35pm] |
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hey ya'll! been a while since i wrote! a lot has happened in the past few months! first of all, me and iris almost got in a fight, b/c kalyn went behind my back and told her some stuff she shouldn't have. but it's all over now. school's out, and i'm not worried about it. me and chris roberson are goin out now. i haven't seen him since i think wednesday. but i think we're gonna do something on monday, so i'm content. i talked to mark last night. i miss him a whole lot! i wrote him a letter that's like 8 pages long. i was surprised i could write that much! i can't seem to get ahold of chris davis, he's never home when i call! me and keri mundy have become best friends. she's so sweet. she always seems to end up waking me up for some reason. lol anyway. her cousin is hot... i think i know when to take a hint though. oh well. brandon and trey are helping us move up to springfield (well adams). i get to go to one of the most redneck schools here! wippie! NOT! anyway. one of our cats had kittens (or "kiddens" as keri says) over spring break and they're about 7 weeks old. they are soooo cute! they're so hyper, it's adorable! well... i can't think of anything else to say. i think that's about it! i miss all my texas friends... i wish i could go visit them, but i have to move instead.
aight! peace out!
~Kayla~
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[26 Mar 2003|07:22pm] |
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i'm fuckin pissed. i'm sooooo fuckin pissed. i can't even describe how pissed i am. i just want to beat the shit out of something. i wish i had never moved here. i miss my friends, and i can trust a total of about 5 people at this fuckin school. (ya'll know who u r) i miss my "sista" ryan and my *future husband* mark and all my other friends that i haven't talked to in forever.
i <3 bg & co-d! problem is... i think bg likes someone else, and co-d said he "kinda sorta" likes me. so i can't get a man, and the ones i want... don't want me. i'm fuckin screwed. i fuckin hate tennessee. i'm sooooo glad i got my biches cuz i would hate my life. i love you kalyn. ur my best friend up here! you and hillary. god if i didn't have u guys, i would have moved in w/ my dad and been horribly miserable.
ryan u r my best girl and i love you. you're my sister for ever and ever. i can't wait to see you!
i'm so fuckin pissed. i'm gonna be in the worst mood tomorrow. well i'm gonna go.
~Angel Eyes~
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[25 Mar 2003|05:58pm] |
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i'm talkin to hillary on the fone! aww she was gonna come over for dinner but her daddy isn't comin home tonight. damn! well i guess i have to go close the gate. anyway... michael's a fuckin asshole. i fuckin hate him. i can't believe i even thought about goin back out w/ him!
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aww my kitty's pregnant & u can feel the little babies! AWWWW!!!! mmmmmm shepherd's pie for dinner! yummmmm!!!
damn brian and iris are prolly gonna be together for a long ass time... *tear* oh well. i'll find someone eventually... damn!
"Wait bitch i'ma blow my kisses
Get pissed then throw my dishes
Ya'll niggas know just who this is
WHOO! WHOO! In the head so vicious!"
i love u i_love_chock !
i <3 bg & co-d! 2 hella fine guys baby! lol
~Angel Eyes~
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 i_love_chock is my BFFL! i love you! hey! i bet u a million g's that brian and iris don't last long! i still like him... oh well. i gotta admit i'm a little jealous when i see them in the hall.
lol man hillary prolly thinks i'm obsessed w/ cody cuz we walked thru the gym like a billion times! o well. i don't even think he likes me. *tear* i don't know. brandon supposed to talk to him for me!
i really do still like brian tho. if him and iris DO break up... we'll prolly go back out. she's not really his type. have u seen how her ex looks at her?! OMG he is soooooo still hung on her. i wish they would get back together so i can have him back... but oh well!
cody knows that i like him now! me and crystal were writing a note and i said, "cody's hott!" and he read it and underlined it and asked who wrote it... yeah. i'm screwed... lol what if he doesn't like me?! oh well. it was worth the shot!
i <3 brian and cody!
g2g!
~Angel Eyes~
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you know... i'm not mad... i'm HAPPY. shit i wish. i am so fuckin pissed at michael! he can tell everyone BUT me that we're not talking anymore.
i_love_chock & chock r 2gether!!! lol
i <3 someone.... he knows who he is!
BB told him i like him! ^
cherriez_biche has anthrax! RUN!!! i love u guys!
i don't really feel like writing... so i'm gonna go.
~Angel Eyes~
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[22 Mar 2003|10:25pm] |
ahh! i'm at i_love_chock 's house! lol we're just chillaxin up dis mofo! lol we're comparing toes! lmfao! i don't know what's going on between me and michael. he hasn't made up his mind. grr.
i love mark! i got to talk to him tonight! aww!
me and i_love_chock and nills almost got kicked out of mickey d's! AHH! we couldn't get in the taco bell, and they wouldn't let us back in the bowling alley. stupid bastards. man and robocop wouldn't stop following us! he followed us all night!
life is confusing!
song of the moment: "Bombs over Baghdad" - Outkast
~Angel Eyes~
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[20 Mar 2003|05:13pm] |
alright... i am officially confused! one day, he says he wants me back. the next, he acts like i'm just a friend. he hasn't hardly talked to me today. michael, MAKE UP YOUR MIND! if you don't want a g/f right now, i need to know so i can get on w/ my life. quit leading me on.
anyway...i_love_chock and me got sent to ISS today... lol just like i said we would! we can't stand mrs durr. my mama can't even stand her and she's never met her!
i have a horrible headache!
i love mark!
~Angel Eyes~
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[19 Mar 2003|06:01pm] |
i'm on the phone w/ michael. u know what he said? i asked him where we are, and he said "we're closer than we were yesterday. we're talking!" what the hell?! lol i don't know. i'm confused.
iluk! BFFL! i am SO sorry about dustin! that is horrible! i wish i could be there to comfort you, but i live like 40 minutes away and i don't have a license! otherwise, you know i would be there in a heartbeat! i'm SO happy we're friends again! let's get sent to ISS tomorrow so we don't have to look at durrs deformed bitch ass. lol nah my mom would kill me!
i love mark!
michael... we're "closer" damn make up your mind!
love
~Angel Eyes~
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[19 Mar 2003|05:30pm] |
okay... me and michael are pretty much back together...
here's what he wrote! and i quote: "... we are talking again... you asked what changed my mind, i have wanted you back ever since we broke up. i wasn't going to barge in when you were going out w/ that guy. i wanted you to be happy and i figured that you wouldn't want anything to do w/ me. but i do want you back..."
whoa. i'm kinda skeptical... he's acting different than when we were actually together. he was really sweet to me and my friends, but now he's... different. i don't know.
anyway. me and i_love_chock got in an arguement today in 3rd. but i think we're friends again... right? lol i just hung up on michael. i don't stay on hold. i don't care who's on the other line. he should be happy i sat there as long as i did. i sat there for almost 10 minutes and i got tired of just being on the phone, so if he really wants to talk to me, he'll call back! otherwise, i'll talk to him tomorrow.
well... my mom is having surgery again on friday, so there goes one night this weekend. but saturday it's on and poppin! lol
~Angel Eyes~
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[18 Mar 2003|05:29pm] |
man i wanna know what the hell is up w/ michael!? he's actin like we're back together... i'm a little confused! i mean, i can see why he would want me back... lol JP i'm not like that lol
but jenna... man she fuckin gets on my damn nerves! she told jacey all that shit, u know, bout how if she has somethin to say to someone she'll say it to their face? well she was fuckin talkin all kinds of shit about me, IN EARSHOT, and she didn't even say a damn word to me! fuck all that shit!
new subject! man i'm gettin sum good shit from my ex! (dime baby! i'm takin my meds this weekend!) lol
michael is still my sweetheart... i know we broke up like a week b4 valentine's, but at least he didn't do it ON valentine's. for that i'm thankful. but he's still bein like we're back together. i'm confused. and he picked an opportune time to be like this too! me and brian just broke up last week! oh well. he gives me money to buy a drink everyday. oh well. whatever happens, happens!
ILUK! i'm sorry ur pissed! i love you! BFFL! take ur meds biche! lol
B-I-C-H-E s 4 life!
i love mark! he is my past, my present, and my future. i miss you and i love you.
peace
~Angel Eyes~
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[17 Mar 2003|07:23pm] |
jenna... what a bitch! lol man i wish she would just go away and leave me alone! i never did anything to her! oh well! i'm back on the single scene!
ILUK! BFFL! i'm talkin to u right now! man we needa get suma that hallucinating rye bread babe! lol man that was great! u gotta bowl? lol
i love mark!
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