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I wanted to be wanted to before I was loved. BY. CNT [28 Jan 2007|10:57am]
borderlineana
I wanted to be wanted to before I was loved. BY. CNT
http://www.anorexicweb.com/InsidetheFridge/proanorexia.html

I lovw my boyfriend and my self
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weight [17 Jun 2006|09:47am]
borderlineana
Hi,
Im 17 turning 18 in early Aug. I want to lose weight to i've been ana miaa abd bdd. I'm still a little bit of all of them. You have to be strong and sucicide is not the way out of anything its selfish and lazy and poor or neglected character. Stay strong and stick to you goals. Get angry at your self and work harded dont get all self pitied and gave up or in to suicied It's selfish ana is a community to self improve with inspiration all though some do the opposite and self destruct. remember this

I want to be the best i can be improve and work on all your weaknesses make your self face them and incounter them even though you hate it you have to deal with it. No matter how hard it is and then you will have the strength to reach your goals. I use to try and hide and cover my fat when ever i went out. that jusr babies and and keeps you from trying to burn it off. Dont hide it you gained most likly you did it to your self although some have health disorders which is in that case you didnt do it to you self however. Its your body dont hide it. That will empower you to change it. I have some much to share im kind of in a rush though.I do hope you read this I usualy never post so i do hope you read this. I think the moral of our core is getting low lol ( i went to a military school sorry i couldnt help it) but it is getting low so i wll post this orginal comment to you (Caitlin) in a lot or ana rooms i did not put you user name but you know who you are and. Theirs so many Caitlins that no ones going to know which one im talking to accept you Caitlin
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weight [17 Jun 2006|09:44am]
borderlineana
Hi,
Im 17 turning 18 in early Aug. I want to lose weight to i've been ana miaa abd bdd. I'm still a little bit of all of them. You have to be strong and sucicide is not the way out of anything its selfish and lazy and poor or neglected character. Stay strong and stick to you goals. Get angry at your self and work harded dont get all self pitied and gave up or in to suicied It's selfish ana is a community to self improve with inspiration all though some do the opposite and self destruct. remember this

I want to be the best i can be improve and work on all your weaknesses make your self face them and incounter them even though you hate it you have to deal with it. No matter how hard it is and then you will have the strength to reach your goals. I use to try and hide and cover my fat when ever i went out. that jusr babies and and keeps you from trying to burn it off. Dont hide it you gained most likly you did it to your self although some have health disorders which is in that case you didnt do it to you self however. Its your body dont hide it. That will empower you to change it. I have some much to share im kind of in a rush though.I do hope you read this I usualy never post so i do hope you read this. I think the moral of our core is getting low lol ( i went to a military school sorry i couldnt help it) but it is getting low so i wll post this orginal comment to you (Caitlin) in a lot or ana rooms i did not put you user name but you know who you are and. Theirs so many Caitlins that no ones going to know which one im talking to accept you Caitlin
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I LOST 4 LBS!!!! [14 Apr 2006|09:16am]

dawnbundy
ok here we go its friday and i said i was going to start posting my weight from now on every friday to see how i do over the week.
dawn bundy
hgt:5'7"
highest wgt: 146
current wgt:................132!
last weigh in:...............136
lost weight:4lbs!!!
goal weight for next friday: 128

i could actually be lighter than this because i am on my period right now but i am really happy about loosing 4 lbs. i had 2 days of binging last week so i thought it was going to set me back but i guess my days of fasting and my pilates has been paying off because i lost 4 LBS!!! YAY!! WOOT WOOT!! ok so i wont be able to update for the next two days because i am staying at my sisters tonight and tomarrow i am going out of town for easter dinner (i know a day early) and they dont have internet and neither does my sister! i know cavemen!! so i will update on sunday how my weekend went. im not really nervous about eater dinner because we are eating at my sisters in-laws and her mother in law used to be anorexic so there is going to be a lot of salad, and me and my sisters mother in law always eat together so it wont be bad. even though i wish i could have easter dinner with MY family back at home i wasnt able to make it home for the break because of work but its ok now i wont eat fattening food. but enough already from me im off. so until sunday ladies!! take care and keep up the awesome work!CAN I GET A HOO HAA?!!!
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[13 Apr 2006|05:25pm]

dawnbundy
ok so i decided that every friday i am going to post my wieght to see how i do over the week. so tomarrow i am going to weigh myself and i am really nervous! what if i gained weight over the week instead of lost??!! eeek im really nervous. i hate getting on scales because i hate seeing those high numbers. so wish me luck and lets hope for the best. i hope you all are doing well and shedding those pounds off!
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[10 Apr 2006|08:06pm]

dawnbundy
well i am new to this community and i just thought i would leave a post saying hi. right now i am currently at 136 lbs and i am 5'7" and i feel like a heffer. i need to loose this weight so i have been on a fast for only one day but i want to do 3 days. its going to be hard and i need any help i can get to get through it. i can do and i have to if i want to be thin.
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Burnt flowers fallen [24 Oct 2004|12:47pm]

anorexic_hope
Sorry I havent updated Ive just been so busy with alot of stuff.
I've reached a plateau can anyone help me?
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today was only yesturdays tomorrow..* [16 May 2004|06:04pm]

thinnestofall
[ mood | determined ]
[ music | The Used ]

im new to this community.. i have been diagnosed anorexic.. but im more bulimic than anything. i really dont think ana or mia is bad. i think thats just how we deal. i also am a cutter .. which i know this community isnt about.. but i wont talk about that here... ill write later.. i just wanted to say hey..

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Stats [11 May 2004|05:09pm]

anorexic_hope
height: 5'4
CW: 105
HW: 130
LW: 100
Short Term Goal: 100
Long term goal: 95
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Stats [11 May 2004|05:09pm]

anorexic_hope
height: 5'4
CW: 105
HW: 130
LW: 100
Short Term Goal: 100
Long term goal: 95
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[11 May 2004|05:03pm]

anorexic_hope
[ mood | full ]

I want to apoligize for not updating sooner. I've been pretty busy with alot of things lately. And I was wondering if anybody would like to help run this community.

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Welcome [19 Apr 2004|03:24am]

anorexic_hope
[ mood | anxious ]

I created this community for people like myself dealing with eating disorders.
Please do not come here looking for a eating disorder or for quick diet tips
If you are then its not for youl.
Take care,
your community maintainer
Willow

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