Jessi's Blurty

There's nothing wrong with my life but yet I seem to be upset. I don't know if it's because I think of the past or not, but it's good for me now. WHy do I still feel this saddness that is still so strong inside of me. My past comes to haunt me all the time. It'll just hit me one day, or I'll just be reminded of it somehow.
It's like sometimes I feel as though i have to bleed in order to know that I'm alive, to know that it's real. Just to know that everything that's around me is reality, and not only a dream. A pinch will not due.

Current Mood: depressed