Jessi's Blurty

And so life goes on... I just got done reading a good book called "The Host" and it's pretty good. I do suggest it to read... It's the same woman who wrote the Twilight series if anyone had read them. That series is good too. I got through all three in no time! I just get started in a book and cannot seem to set it down! If only life were really like that at times... to where you just can't stop no matter what happens... I guess I get a high in books that I read that go on with life, and fantasy. I guess I get so wrapped up in them that I forget about reality sometimes. I wish so much life was like a normal fantasy story with "true love" and all. But.. once I do end up having to set the book down I dream about it, and wish so hard that I lived inside the book... maybe someone should smack me upside the head with one soon before I become a loser who just reads books all the time forgetting the world around me... wait.. too late. Ugh...

Anyway, things are going well with me right now I guess you could say. I'm very happy that things are begginng to flow smoothly again. THere for a little bit I was thinking that I was losing my mind... That things were going by so fast that I didn't have a chance in catching my breath....

So the other night Justin and I were arguing, and I hadn't said anything to him all day and then when I went to take him home we sat in silence, but then I just couldn't help but kiss him. I practically lunged at him.. I believe that I caught him off gaurd, but he still flowed with it... Then he began to touch my face and wrapping his hands around me. I could feel the heat from my body rise, and my breath short... I thought I was going to go into shock, we'd never been like that before. I loved it.. and as you can guess one thing led to another.. I love it!! I may say some things that I wish I hadn't because I know that I do love him with all my heart and I do not want to be without him. Perhaps I did get my fantasy after all. :)

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