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[22 Jun 2003|06:22pm] |
dear lauren who's last name means war,
i hate you
the end.
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[05 Jun 2003|05:48pm] |
"if yr best friend gets it, that's all that matters."
-kathleen hanna
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| for betsy |
[28 May 2003|08:24pm] |
when i am older
i want a daughter with white-blonde hair and
an infectious smile and
she'll wear a crown of flowers every day and
when she is five we will go to the park and
she will whisper in my ear the meaning to life and
the secrets of nature and
why the wold works like it does
i'll fiish this later, maybe
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[15 May 2003|09:07pm] |
THE CHALLENGE: Answer the following questions using lyrics from ONE artist/band.
bright eyes
Male or Female?
I know not who I am
[haligh, haligh, a lie, haligh]
Describe yourself:
Two pills just weren't enough.
The alarm clock is going off but you are not waking up.
This isn't happening. It is
[the center of the world]
How do others feel about you?:
When was the last time you looked in the mirror?
Because you have changed.
Yeah, you have changed.
[sunrise, sunset]
Describe your current/ideal boyfriend/girlfriend/spouse:
Does he kiss your eyelids in the morning when you start to raise your head? And does he sing to
you incessantly from the place between your bed and wall? Does he walk around all day at
school with his feet inside your shoes? Looking down every few steps to pretend he walks with
you. Does he know that place below your neck that is your favorite to be touched and does he cry
through broken sentences like I love you far too much?
[the calendar hung itself]
Describe how you feel about love:
Something vague that we are not
seeing, something more like a feeling.
[something vague]
How do you feel about yourself?
Now you have become everything you said that you never would be.
[sunrise, sunset]
Share a few words of wisdom:
Soon all the joy that pours from everything makes
fountains of your eyes because you finally understand the movement of a hand waving you good-bye.
[the movement of a hand]
Describe your feelings right now:
So please forgive what I have done
No you can't stay mad at the setting sun
Cause we all get tired, I mean eventually
There is nothing left to do but sleep
[no lies, just love]
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[05 May 2003|06:20pm] |
mediocrity rules
no. it doesnt.
been feeling crappy lately
lack of motivation + the wanting to change = me
xoxotaryn
ps: melancholy is so fucking hardxcore
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| 003: my nyc adventure |
[23 Apr 2003|12:26pm] |
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mood |
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exhausted |
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music |
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blister in the sun / violent femmes |
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wow. nyc has to be my new favorite place ever.
took the train in [10$]. eric and i walked around for a while with no real destination. went into the village. bought "am i blue" @ a gay book store [7$]. we dined at one of the "papaya" places for lunch. eric and i both had 2 hot dogs and split an order of fries. we took the subway to central park and sat and talked and saw a dog that ran like a ferret. after a while of being lost and confused, we finally got to Soho [thats where we wanted to go the whole time]. lots of cool stores. i bought a pair of big dangly earings @ girlprops that i absolutely LOVE[10$]. we ate dinner at friday's [ps: their nachos übersucked] and then took the 9 pm train home.
i am so insanely tired today. i was supposed to go thrifting in asbury but i have homework and room cleaning things to do. i can't believe spring break is almost over. i don't want to go back to school. ever.
xoxotaryn
edit: buy me these, please?!
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| 001: fresh start |
[21 Apr 2003|06:02pm] |
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satisfied |
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music |
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polaroid baby |
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new journal = fresh start.
it is spring break and i think i'm finally starting to understand whats going on in my life and where i want it to go. sort of.
i'm in the process of switching schools, finding a better group of friends, and cleaning up my life in general. i've finally figured out who i want to be.
watch out world, i'm back with a vengance.
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