|
||||||
|
Well it snowed today :D i was soo happy, cause i got my snowboarding boots today, and im going snowboarding with emmy and maybe sam tomorrow :D aww i love those kids there super duper cool! and im soo happy about going to see my chemical romance and finch with mallory its gonna be soo good.:) i need to get a new leash for my board.. i need to take it out for a walk!!! lol.. well i do need a leash for it and a stomp pad. i love my new board im soo excited about tomorrow. i dont wanna go to school tho. i got some more art supplies so im gonna be painting soon, i love painting even tho i suck at it! i love drawing too and i suck at that also. i just dont have as much creativeness as i did before. like in grade 9, i was super crazy and was really outgoing with my art and even my whole outlook on life, and then things started to suck and my life didnt shine as brightly, and now im dull and have a general negitive outlook on life and i think my art is showing it. plus lack of motivation i have no desire in anything anymore, and i hate that about myself, after i found out how cold the world is,and had all my dreams crushed like a small animal, i started analyzing it and then i was like.. why bother.nothing ever changes.. or at least for the last 2 years it seems this way. anyways thats my whole outlook right now. i leave you with this.. Boardwalk dream all boarded up another souvenir made to be broken chasing the sun isnt my kind of fun. i'd rather sit and catch snowflakes on my tongue, when summers gone i wont be sad as you cling on to all the good time that you've had 'cause beding alone isnt areally all that bad **The Ataris** |
||||||
|
|
cynical.