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Monday, January 6th, 2003

Subject:does anyone even care?
Time:10:21 pm.
Mood: frustrated.
Music:Saves The Day- A Drag In D Flat.
okay, it seems my friends just dont give a fuck about me today, its like i dont exist and they dont care about my problem right now. heres the problem, i need to go to whitby to pay this fucking ticket that i didnt deserve in the first place, and i would really like someone to come with me because i dont like driving alone, and no one is up to it, which is complete bullshit, i cant believe them, the one time i really need them to stand beside me and give me some kinda support there not here to give it to me. sometimes i feel like im getting completely used by them. i am always around supporting them with whatever they need. and this one time i need someone no one is here for me. this is complete shit. i still have one more person to ask,maybe she will come with me. its not like im asking for a fucking ride or gas money i just want the comfort of not being alone, i dont like driving alone... well other than being really pissed off about that situation i had a good day, me and andrea hung out and went to blockbuster, and the library.. good times, we photocopied this book on sex, they had nude pictures of chick and guys doing it.. lol it was funny, man im soo immature sometimes.im gonna put one of the photos in my locker i think. it would add to the random collection of stuff in my locker.
tomorrow i have to work at 4.. im really not looking forward to it. wednesday is nightschool night, and hopefully me and karly go together, and hopefully before we go to nightschool we can go to whitby and get my fucking ticket paid off... gah i hope she doesnt mind skipping fourth to get to whitby on time.. the stupid place closes at like 4 30... lazy cops. i hope karly does this for me... i would have her babies! anyways enough about that. im sick of this
If every limb were broken,tires had all worn thin and my toes are all in pieces.
Do you know what I would do?
I would play can you drag yourself 200 miles
with just your fingernails?
A little game that I made up.
Do you know that I never ever lose?
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Subject:without.you.
Time:10:31 pm.
you were everything i wanted
now your the only thing i need
without you my world is filled with-
sleepless nights, restless thoughts
of what went wrong.
i can't dream knowing that you arent here.
your gone, like i wish my life to be,
without you nothing is important to me.
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