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Sunday, January 5th, 2003

Time:1:50 am.
Mood: depressed.
Music:Boys Night Out.
this is my first entry. it wont be a very long one thats for sure. i had to work tonight and i really dont like my job, i know everyone says that, but i just started and im really horrible at it. im sure they will fire me soon ! stupid jobs. i have to work tomorrow also, not looking forward to that, and im really not looking forward to going to school on monday. i really just wanna crawl into a dark hole and not come out for a long period of time, everything as been going really shitty lately, and nothing seems to be looking up right now. like last week i got a speeding ticket!!! and i wasnt even going over the speed limit that much, it was a younger cop and i guess he thought he was doing his duty by stopping a teenage girl from speeding over the limit by 5 km.. yes your doing an amazing job officer.. your getting me in shit with my parents for being out late, and now making me pay this fucking 50$ ticket with the money i make at a fucking chain corporation that sucks ass. now i have to drive to whibty and pay this ticket. im kinda ticked off because cops are always pulling me over for stupid reasons. if i was going fast.. maybe i would deserve it. but i wasnt !. anyways enough whining from me, im really getting excited that this is my last year of highschool, and i just cant wait to get out of this town and go travelling for a bit. i really wanna start taking photographs, and maybe someday becoming a photographer, i would dig that kinda job, i would dig it if i got to take promo-shots for bands that would be sweet. well im off to bed. *This is the bed that I have made this is the grave where I will lay these are the hands where I will bury my face*
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Time:5:35 pm.
Mood:restless/worried.
Music:The New Amsterdams- when we two parted.
conor%20oberst
who's your indie rock boyfriend?

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i took a quiz to see who would be my perfect indie rock boyfriend, and it would be CONOR OBERST from bright eyes.. i love bright eyes, so i thought it was kinda funny that i got him as my indie rock boyfriend. thats just me
today was wicked because i didnt have to go to work, but it sucked because i got up and thought i had to go, so i didnt get to sleep in! :( i went to the mall and got a new lip ring, that makes me happy. all in all today has been decent. i hope tonight i will get to talk to someone that ive been meaning to but havent found the right words to say. its really getting painful and i really dont know what to do, this town sucks and i cant seem to find anyone who shares the same interests as me. someone take me away.
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