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thanksgiving was okay. boredom was killing me so i took that fake invitation my sister gave me to her dinner. it wasnt as akward as i thought, and me and maritza actually talked somewhat. nothing personal of course. she gave me a "im sorry" gift: one of her old ids where she looks like me. but no apologies. so now she calls me and tries to pretend like nothing ever happened. i thought i have forgiven her but it still hurts so bad. i cant forget the betrayal. does this make me a bad person? i just dont want to get hurt again.
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| fuck my brains out, im dying on the inside |
[08 May 2005|10:10pm] |
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love is an accident....waiting to happen
desire is a stranger....you think you know
intimacy is a lie....we tell ourselves
truth is a game....you play to win
a heart is....something you can never control
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| come away with me to our secret place, know one will see we are all alone |
[26 Jan 2004|09:13pm] |
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Everyone says that there's got to be 100% trust in a relationship, but what about every thing else a relationship needs? To trust someone a 100% means that the person you are with is faultless. WAKE UP PEOPLE. No one is perfect. By trusting someone that much, it's bound to be devastating when something bad happens. People make mistakes. People lie. It happens.
Take a look at the subject: Relationship= trust+commitment+communication+the ability to accept fault in your other half+forgiveness. There's 5 things that equal that 100% relationship. Each thing is 20%. Yes, that doesn't seem like a lot, but with everything has to work together. With one of those missing, or lacking, how would you define your relationship?
Commitment is pretty obvious, so I won't touch that.
Communication is a pretty needy thing to. It's not just talking. Listen too. Really listen. Question things that are unclear to you. Do not assume your other half understands everything because it's not going to happen like that. That's when miscommunication starts and has a snowball effect.
The ability to accept fault ...come on now. Pretty self explanatory.
Forgiveness is within all relationships too, especially when you care about someone so much that they make you happy. If something happens that you don't like, don't run. Find out what/why whatever happened, happened. It's too easy to give up, but not many people are willing to fight. So what if it's some horrible ordeal, at least you understand and didn't go jumping to some conclusion.
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