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nik made me an lj.
username & decoration and all.
i think its still being worked on.
kuz i suck and she doesnt.
username: lack_0f_color
see ya there.
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[22 Apr 2004|10:09pm] |
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old song..but its kinda right
finally, the way i carry myself comes naturally
but i don`t understand how i can change
when you`re around me something`s wrong
release this vice; cause i`m frustrated & ..
i can`t keep hiding in this smile
i can try to for a little longer
i can`t stop lying to myself
i`m stuck between
these lines i`m drawing
i can`t keep crying
it`s your brown eyes that keep me here
it`s your eyes that keep me here
i`m stalling, but i`m not trying to
there must be something else that i can do
to keep you here
forgive me, i don`t know how to act
when you`re near me something pulls me back
you say you feel the way i do
i don`t see it
i can`t keep hiding in this smile
i can try to for a little longer
i can`t stop lying to myself...myself
i`m lost again
i`m sick of searching
i can`t keep lying
it`s your brown eyes that keep me here
it`s your eyes that keep me here
but behind those eyes
there`s something more
i`m falling for more than just another pretty face
i adore you so...
hanging out with tonya tomorrow. :]]]
were going to mall & grange.
;]
<3
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TONYA!!<33
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[13 Apr 2004|12:23pm] |
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this is nathan and i am at anna home cuz its really FUCKIN cool here and we are about to go to safeway to get me a soda cuz im in dying need of a soda sooo yess if you have a problem with that then thats TOO BAD!!!!! hahah i like this thing its quite fun indeed im starting to get sick of that word cuz i use it soo much soo im try to stop...anyway im dont cuz i dono what else to type YEEEEE HAAAAAAA!!!!! RIDE EM' COWBOY!!!!! hahahaha i dono whats thats for but yea ttyl byeeebyeeeeee!!!
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[08 Apr 2004|10:19pm] |
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im bored.
assembly made me cry
tomorrows a min day. :}
i dont know what im doing.
stole this from nik.
1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: "...stable, something that was forbidden. The only reason..."
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch? water bottle
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV? cosby show
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is: 1015..my phone just lit up i knew it
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?: 1015
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?: music & nana
7: When did you last step outside? What were you doing?: when i got home from dinner. walking from car to house
8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?: livejournal
9: What are you wearing?: jeans, nates jacket, white shirt
10: Did you dream last night?: not that i remember.
11: When did you last laugh?: not long ago. my papas crazy
12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?: pix & notes & eminem poster
13: Seen anything weird lately?: probablu.
14: What is the last book you read?: two for the dough, now im readin full house [NOT MARY KATE AND ASHLEY[.
15: What is the last film you saw?: in theaters..secret window..and i cant remember
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?: car
17: Tell me something about you that I don't know: im shy
18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?: dont know.
19: Do you like to dance?: when im in the mood
20: George Bush: eh
21(a): Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?: Kayla
21(b): Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?: Matt
22: Would you ever consider living abroad?: no?
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im allowed to bitch and complain.
ok YOU ARE A FUCKING BITCH.
i dont know why ive put up with your stupid ass backstabbing bullshit.
before i was just annoyed
now im fucking pissssssssssssssed.
i LOVE how i tell you something and you go run along and tell him
thanks a lot you bitch.
yeah hey fucking me over is JUST fine too?
your both assholes.
im not fucking oblivious okay?
i know what happens..i know all about your stupid shit.
do you REALLY think i dont see this shit happening in front of my eyes? im not blind either thanks.
and for you, i know about all those other girls...im not stupid, do you think i dont know and im just too oblivious? no i know, but i guess i dont care.
even though i really do. but you wouldnt care if i did would you? asshole.
it feels really good to let this shit out.
im tired of " NOT CARING " .. ya my ass.
whatever.
ps its my blurty and i cant bitch and moan all i want.
what fucking ever !!
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[04 Apr 2004|11:11pm] |
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hey
i like you a lot
" my pepe, it burns like hell "
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" theres alotta kinds of penis diseases out there "
i like chapelles show.
my dad watched it last night, it rules.
i went downstiars n it went like this
pops: i just finished watching your show
me: my show?
pops: chapelles show, its funny. and before that we watched reno 911.
the end. sometimes my parents are nice.
i like kelly.
i like yeti..sometimes.
except when i cant take pics.
i like randomly calling her to disscuss yeti.
<33
friday nik went with me to caballo.
and thne we went to whole foods.
and we sat in my car with ray and rob.
holy shit..ive never luaghed that hard in 5 mins.
EH SIR WUH JA LIKE UH SOME UH HAIR SIR??!?!
nikole was like: "EH, MA'AM WHAT KIND OF CHICKEN DO YOU WANT?" to your mom
um.
cant wait til youth group tuesday !!
i still have hw.
i hid my report card.
today i went n saw jazz<3
then jarred and dan came over.
then we went to dans
and watched random shit. it was hella funny.
and :)
then i came home.
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[03 Apr 2004|08:30pm] |
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today i went to sacramento. to a barrel racing clinic.
i wanna hate you so bad
but i can`t stop this
anymore than you can
so honestly
how could you say those things
when you know they don`t mean anything
and you know very well
that i can`t keep my hands to myself
hands to myself
i wanna hate you so bad
but i can`t stop this
anymore than you can
and this is all wrong
and it shows
the certain things i promised
not to let you know
im bored bye<3
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ABOUT YOU
Your full name:: anna kathleen stine
Age:: 15
Height:: 5'3
Natural hair colour:: light brown
Eye colour:: green/broen hazel it changes
Number of siblings:: 0
Glasses/contacts?:: nope
Piercings:: 1in each ear
Tattoos:: none
Braces?:: never
FAVOURITE
Colour:: blue/pink
Band:: a lot
Song:: 2 many
Stuffed animal:: duno
Video game:: mario something
TV show:: chapelles show/cops/mtv shit
Movie:: pirates/you got served/others
Book:: something by janet evanovich
Food:: mexican / taxis:]
Game on a cell phone:: snake
CD cover:: duno
Flower:: rose
Scent:: hollister
Animal:: horse/penguin/dog
Comic book:: duno
Cereal:: honey nut cheerios
Website:: duno
Cartoon:: family guy
DO YOU
Play an instrument?:: no
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: no
Like to sing?:: to myself with music loud
Have a job?:: no
Have a cell phone?:: yep
Like to play sports?:: horseboppin
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: no=\
Have a crush on someone?:: yea =\
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: nope
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: 5 exactly
Have any special talents/skills?:: double jointed elbow/horseboppin?
Excercise daily?:: i DID ride my horse almost everyday
Like school?:: no
CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: no
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: yes
Speak any other languages?:: spanish
Go a day without food?:: yea
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: yea
Read music, not just tabs?:: used to, when i played piano
Roll your tongue?:: yea
Eat a whole pizza?:: doubt it
HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:: yes
Cried to get out of trouble?:: yes
Gotten lost in your city?:: sorta
Seen a shooting star?:: yes
Been to any other countries besides the united states?::canada
Had a serious surgery?:: um. i got surgery on my wrist 3 weeks ago n got screws. is that serious?
Stolen something important to someone else?:: no
Solved a rubiks cube?:: I HATE THOSE*---NO
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: all the time
Cried over a girl?:: yea--friends
Cried over a boy?:: yea. today actually
Kissed a random stranger?:: no
Hugged a random stranger?:: yes
Been in a fist fight?:: with my friends?
Been arrested?:: no
Done drugs?:: once
Had alcohol?:: yea
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: soda
pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: yes
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: no
Swore at your parents?:: yea
Been to warped tour?:: no
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: yea
Been in love?:: close
Been close to love?:: yea
Been to a casino?:: yea
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: my mom thinks we hit a rabbit in nevada but i dunt remember
Broken a bone?:: yep..i have a broken 1 rite now[wrist] & i broke my elbow wen i was 3
Gotten stitches?:: from my SURGERY 3 weeks ago--yes
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: maybe?
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: nope
Made homemade muffins?:: yes
Bitten someone?:: yea 2nite
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: yea
More than 5 times?:: no
Been to niagra falls?:: no
Burped in someones face?:: maybe
Gotten the chicken pox?:: yea
WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:: today
Went to the bathroom:: 5 mins ago?
Saw a movie in theaters:: hmm cant remember
Read a book:: today
Had a snow day:: i dont think
Had a party: uh i hant had 1 in hella long
Had a slumber party:: duno.
Made fun of someone:: today
Tripped in front of someone::today
Went to the grocery store:: costco last week ?
Got sick:: sickk rite now
Cursed:: 30 mins ago?
PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:: eh
Black/white:: black
Lights on/lights off:: off
TV/movie:: depends on the movie
Car/truck:: car
Body spray/lotion:: lotion
Cash/check:: cash
Pillows/blankets:: blankets
Headache/stomach ache:: hm. stomach
Paint/charcoal:: paint
Chinese food/mexican food:: mex..duh
Summer/winter:: winter
Snow/rain:: snow
Fog/misty:: fog
Rock/rap:: rock
Meat/vegetarian:: meat
Boy/girl:: boy
Chocolate/vanilla:: chocolate
Sprinkles/icing:: icing
Cake/pie::cake
French toast/french fries:: fries
Strawberries/blueberries:: strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:: pool
Hugs/kisses:: kisses
Cookies/muffins:: cookies
p33n/bewbz:: hmm
Wallet/pocket:: pocket
Window/door:: door
Emo/goth:: emo
Pink/purple:: pink
Cat/dog:: dog
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: short sleeve
Pants/shorts:: pants
break:: summer
Spring/autumn:: spring
Clouds/clear sky:: depends on temp
Moon/mars:: moon
FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?:: best-- 5
What are their names?:: tonya, nik, joanna, sally, bri
Do you have a best friend?:: ^
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: uh..yea. a guy
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: duno
Have you ever lost a friend?:: yea
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: duh
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: SNORKLE BOB
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: yea
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: duno
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?::too much
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: yea
What friend have you known the longest?::danika .. but here joanna
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: maybe
If so, what is it?:: -
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: i try to hella
Do any of your friends drive?:: yea
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: yep.. 6 years ago
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: a lot..
What do you think your friends think of you?:: i hope they like me a lot
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?:: close i guess
If you have, with who?:: :x
Are you single?:: yea
Are you in a relationship?:: no
If so, for how long?:: --
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: sorta
What is your idea of the best date?:: nething
What was your first kiss like?:: nothing exciting
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: lol 2/3rd grade
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: no
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: hmm
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: ya
Have you ever been dumped?:: eh
Have you ever dumped someone?:: eh
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: :o
WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers:: feet
Hat:: head
Hard:: haha--sicko
Free: $$
Space:: ship
Taste:: shitty
Good charlotte:: lame
Red:: lips
Deep:: water
Heart:: broken
Cord:: wire
Cheese:: togos
Rain:: bow
Work:: sucks
Pedal:: push
Head:: haha:x
Bed:: cozy
Hardcore:: music
Race:: run
Knife:: cut
Jump:: fall
I....
am:: happy
want:: :]
need:: friends
crave:: pepsi
love:: :x
hate:: you
feel:: tired
miss:: amy
am annoyed by:: ha
would rather:: hav an unbroken wrist
am tired of:: fags
will always:: be lame
SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?:: rock?
What time is it now?:: 1109
What day is it?:: wednesday
Whens the last time you called someone?:: hm. 9ish
How much money do you have right now?:: duno. wutevers leftover from mall
Are you hungry?:: no
Whatcha doin?:: this n almost math
Do you like parades?:: ya
Do you like the moon?:: ya
What are you going to do when youre done with this?::math
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: sorta
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: fly--read minds
Have you ever had a picnic?:: yea
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: pink one
What about sock em boppers?:: BOP!!
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: no
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:: sumtimes
pretty?:: no
sarcastic?:: a lot
lazy?:: ya
hyper?:: sometimes
friendly?:: after i get to kno sum1
evil?:: if i wanna
smart?:: nope
strong?:: rarely
talented?:: no
dorky?:: very
ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high:: hm
skip:: a lip[horse i kno]
dance:: sally
lonely:: me
pen:: joanna
flower:: sally
window:: me
psycho::me
brain freeze:: --
orange:: chelsea
sassy:: --
jelly:: --
FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:: against
love:: for
drunk drivers:: against
airplanes:: for
war:: against
canada:: for
united states:: for
rock music:: for
gay marriage:: for
school:: against
surveys:: for
parents:: against
cars:: for
killing:: against
britney spears:: for
coffee:: neutral
pants:: for
WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:: mebe
Play strip poker?:: maybe
Run away?:: i hav but only for a little bit
Curse at a teacher?:: no..i sed "pissed odd" to wainy n he got mad
Not take a shower for a week?:: if i didnt hav a choice
Ask someone out?:: probly not
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: hope not
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: i duno
Go scuba diving?:: no
Write a book?:: no
Become a rockstar?:: no
Have casual sex?:: yes
LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:: dove
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: today:]
What kind of computer do you have?:: um. not sure
What grade are you in?:: 10
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: yea lol
Or just make out?:: that too
How many posters do you have in your room?:: 1..i hav 1 i need to put up
How many cds do you have?:: who knows
What time is it now?:: 1216--i got distracted a lot today
im on the phone with nate.
after school i went to ryans
then came home n went to taxis with sally.
then mall with sally.
then he took her home
n he came over
n we watched south park.
i still havnt done ne hw.
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| HOW MUCH OF THIS IS FAKE |
[31 Mar 2004|04:51pm] |
alrite random shit has happened.
um
i should be happy.
surprise today i wasnt
i just cried. sucks
im waiting for sally so we can go to taxis :]
tonya & joanna get off grounding tomorrow
its also my horses bday.
k im done being dumb.
<33
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i`m all ears
& i`m all scars
to hear you tell me
"girls like you, you try too hard;
to look not quite as desperate"
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i feel like updating
i had surgery.
im fine--monday i get xrays & stitches out & maybe screws loosened?
yuck.
i cant remember much.
tuesday youth group. nik came. & ray. & derek.
it was fun.
wednesday went & saw mi caballo<3
my mom left for her friends house n got home at 1. in the meantime..
nate calls n him n dustin come over @ like 9 til 930.
then 1030ish jarred calls & him dan kevinp come over. then leave.
thursday i went to CELIAS<33 & COSTCO[[I GOT SICK MARKERS!1]
today i went n saw jaZZ<3..
then taylor picked me up & we went to her house[[BRIANA CAME TOO:D]]
then they go in hot tub & jarred n dan come over, i almost got pushed in but my wrist cant get wet--itll get rusty or something.
then i went home.
my eye twitches when im mad now; it did it a lot today;;; hmmm.
my cousin& her husband r here. and my aunt n uncle.
in 2 weeks my nana[sargeant<--selected few will get that] & papa r coming
nite
<3
i`m so tired, i can`t sleep
standing on the edge of something much too deep
it`s funny how we feel so much
but we cannot say a word
we`re screaming inside
we can`t be heard
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[14 Mar 2004|10:32pm] |
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Hello my future girlfriend,
My name is Anna
This is what I loooook like --
nikole did that. i broke into this entry.
i broke my wrist [ i was riding my horse n he tripped n i popped off but luckily he didnt fall ] so thats me. i havnt gotten my actual cast yet, ill probly have it 6-8 weeks. no horseboppin for a while..such a bummer i cant do nething by myself.
i didnt do my english essay or hw. damn!!!!
wednesday i was sick.
thursday horsebopppin then dan n jarred came over.
friday mall then left with jarred n briana n went 2 ryans n shiiiiiitt.
sat rodeo & wrist
today secret window/taxis/old navy/best buy with nik..
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[09 Mar 2004|12:00am] |
you bore so much shame to love me
--sorry you get shit cause of me
--sorry i`m not perfect.
--sorry im "disgusting"
--sorry i`m not hella cool
--sorry for everything wrong with me
wtf do i waste my time ? its not like you care .. @ ALL.
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i love when i`m all happy. and then i think about it.
and it fucking sucks ok.
i`m so naive.
no shit he`s using me ?
wow..i`m soo dumb.
see ya..
i would do anything
if you would say that you love me
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[03 Mar 2004|09:45pm] |
OH HEY UR TIGHT !!
LETS JUST TALK ABOUT ANNA TO A CERTAIN PERSON A LOT SO SHES TIGHT !! god.
wow wow wow wow wow
omg i`m pissed !!
K SEE YA.
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well well..
got my horse.. [ UNLESS BLOODTESTS COME BACK WITH HYPP DISEASE THING, then i`ll be pissed ]
the ass we bought JAZZ [ el horse ] from, a cop, told little white lies about jazz. said he was younger, and wrote stuff down on his registration(sorry you dont do that.)
well find out next week if he has HYPP. [ fingers crossed he doesnt ]
jazz is getting brought up to the stable tomorrow, i`m gunna go see him again after school. my mommy named him jazz kuz hes black, and hes calm but forward..and my dad likes jazz..
id put pics on here but i dont know how =\\\.
he needs new shoes. and were getting all his accesories in like green and blue :]
k i have C in science ;]
d in spanish and histroy :-x
dustin and nate came over today.
nothign else
<3horsebop
ps -- if you have HBO watch this show called DEADWOOD kuz 'jazz' is on it..but i duno how much footage of him ..
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[19 Feb 2004|09:46pm] |
i`m getting a horse..it`s like UNREAL..
or i hopefully am if we can find one..
right now we have 3 in mind ..
i`d post pics of one of em, but i duno how =\
this is the most exciting thing in my life right now lol..
um if we get a guy, it`ll be ROMEO<3
and a girl .. i`m not quite sure, IDEAS PLEASE. ..
nikole had some ideas .. :::
nikole was like: Horsebop Elephant << full name
nikole was like: girlbop
welll
nothing exciting else happening.
<333horsebop herself
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[18 Feb 2004|10:13pm] |
..fuck what i said -- it don`t mean shit now
[[ skip this line plz ]]
fuck all those kisses, they didn`t mean jack
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[17 Feb 2004|06:13pm] |
BigDNumber11: i dint see u today
LMFAO TONYA!
DINT C U 2DAY!! 1
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time for youth group..see you
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