||The Voice Within-Christina Aguilera
OMG! Guess what you guys? OK, well since the last time I updated, some stuff has been going on. Well, as you know I'm in NY. Well, Jesse McCartney lives in NY, along with the other former DS guys. Well, I started hanging out with him again. We used to be like, BEST BEST BEST friends. So, we started hanging out one day, and he's mad cute. I had STRONG feelings for him, and EVERYONE knew. Everyone but him. So, we just hung out everyday (when we were free) and just, chilled. Well, one day, I was sitting on my tour bus alone, browsing the web. Jesse knocked on the door and I let em in. We were sitting (he was sitting REALLY close, like almost on my lap) together, playing on the computer, chatting with our friends online. He goes "Hey Ann', why don't we turn the comp off and just talk?" so I said "Sure!" and put on my away message. We talked about EVERYTHING. I almost let it slip that I like him, it went like this:
Me:So, how's your dating life been? (yes cheesy i know)
Jesse:*gives strange look and grins* Good...you?
Me:Yea, you know how the dating back home is *giggles*
Jesse:Yea. But of course, you're so beautiful, I wouldn't be suprised if you had tons of boyfriends!
Me:Yea...speaking of that Jess...I have something to tell you.
He sat there staring at me, I was like "what?" and giggled. He laughed at me "Do you always look that cute?" "Um...I don't know why?" He didn't answer me. He stared at me, I stared at him. He leaned in......and...kissed me! It was my first kiss ever, with Jesse Mcartney my crush, and BEST FRIEND! I was so happy. Nesee and Ro-Ro walked in (Fetta was out with Laila shopping) from rollerblading. "What's going on here?" Nesse laughed. "Nothing!" Jesse and I said at the same time. "Sure!" Nesee and Roro said.
The next day, Jesse called my cell phone and asked me to meet him at the pierre. I showed up, and he was there with his feet dangling over the side, not touching the water. When he turned to look at me, with his hair being ruffled by the wind, he looked so great! We talked, and neither one of us said anything about what happened the day before. Then finally:
Jesse:So....what happened yesterday, it was......well it was really good *chuckles*.
Me:Yea.....you could definetely say that *giggles*
Jesse:Listen, Anna, I like you. I like you alot. And, I don't know about you, or how you feel, but I know I want to take our relationship to the, more than friends level. So....yea.
Me:Jesse....I like you two.
Me:Yea! I've liked you for a while, actually, you're the only one who didn't know.
Jesse:Than...will you.......will you be my girlfriend?
So....then he kissed me! I'm so happy with him. He's really like, he's such a great friend, and a really sweet boy. He's defenitely.....special. So now I'm all happy. At first, I was thinking about losing my virginity to him, but I'm not ready! I mean, I'm only 14 years old! And we've only been together for a few days. So.....maybe we'll see where things take us in awhile. But for now, just kissing, hugging, and...........other things. Heh heh. Well, I'm gonna go hang out with RoRo, Fetta and Nesee.
PS:[I need someone to roleplay Jesse McCartney for me, of course going along with this storyline! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE let me know if you wanna roleplay Jesse!]