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[01 Oct 2003|09:39pm]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | --the strokes ]

RPing is fun. I'm Cho @ Expelliarmus

That's why I haven't updated. I think I may just permanently switch to GJ. but I dunno yet.

Later.

be me

Age? Political affiliation? Chicken or Beef? [19 Sep 2003|04:53pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | Garbage - When I grow up ]

Happy Friday. =) Yes it surely lived up to it.

I was granted a full ten extra minutes to sleep this morning. I take what I can get, since I've experienced attending school on 3 hours of sleep and seriously contemplating tackling a girl for her cappachino in desparity to get caffeine in my system. So in my mind, I think I started the day off right.

First period was easy because she shortened our tests. Thank God for O. =) Aly is so funny. She refuses to listen to O the first she says things. Drives her nuts. *lol* Being that it is in fact the end of the week though, she cared much less than she would have ordinarily.

Vocal was easy. We just talked about singathon the whole first part of class and the time we had left after that was spent on "Rainbow". *shrug*

Oh, I haven't said a thing about singathon day. My goodness, was it fun! The filming wasn't too bad, aside from this HORRIBLE alto standing in front of me. We sang "Joy to the World", which starts on a D sharp in unison when we sing it. And she started on A sharp and stayed there! I was like "LADY WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?!" Other than that, it was refreshing to hear the final product with the men because it's difficult practicing choral SATB music with estrogen infested pop singers. Some of the choir guys are just straight up weird though. *lol*

And then it was time for solos/duets/trios to sing anything they wanted. At this time it was like 4:45 and I was outta there by 5:20. It was crunch time behbeh. Heather, Brittany, and I were signed up to sing "How Do I Live?" by Leann Rimes. Quarter to five, these two chicas start freaking out like its a serious performance, when it was just for fun for a fundraiser. They need help. Before the whole thing started and people were still filing in we were practicing in our seats. Then Ronnie came into play. Ronnie's a cute senior who isn't in choir but pulled strings to get in anyway. He knew Heather and Brittany, but he hadn't seen me before. So he was like "Hi... I'm Ronnie... Whats you're name?" I told him and he was like "Sandra, okay... Nice to meet you Sandra. Do you sing well?" I said yes, I thought so anyway, and he immediately said back "Will you sing for me?" I was like, "Er... okay" and I started to sing the first verse of "How Do I Live?", which was unanimously omitted to me. The words, if you haven't heard the song before, are "How do I get through one night without you? If I had to live without you, what kind of life would that be? Oh I, baby I don't know what I would do. I'd be lost if I lost you. If you ever leave, baby you would take away everything good in my life." I started singing and I was kinda like, looking around ya know at everyone else and he stopped me and said "No. No. Sing to me" So I did. *lol* Being that the song is about being emotionally attached, and I was singing to a member of the opposite sex, as any performer would do I played along with the songs lyrics. I sang looking intently into his eyes without a smile, and then as I got further into the chorus I jokingly went and grabbed his face then put my hand over my heart. HE GRABBED MY FACE BACK! *lol* And as my lines drew to an end our faces kept getting closer... and closer... and by the time I stopped singing we were probably hardly a full inch away from each other. I cracked up and he moved in for a kiss but I turned my face and so he kissed my cheek instead. I was about 3 seconds from hooking up with him. And he was fine. But my morals kept me from that. =) It was loads of fun though. *lol* Brittany and Heather wouldn't leave me alone afterwards. "You got closer to him in your first 5 minutes of knowing him, and I've known him for 3 years!" - Brittany

Anyway, since they wouldn't quit bugging me to run through it a few times before performing it, we went to the lobby bathrooms and sang it. I don't think I've ever heard a voice so pure and beautiful as Heather's. And she is so self-conscious of herself, its like a joke. I don't understand how someone with SUCH talent could possibly lack confidence in himself or herself. She never believes me when I say that she's a wonderful singer. Well by the time we went up to stage we were all well past warmed up and we totally landed it. We rocked. =) A bunch of people in first period never heard me sing before, and they were so surprised because around them I'd always been so softspoken and this huge voice just escaped from my mouth. They were like whoa. *lol*

But it was so much fun! Okay, back to TODAY'S recap...

3rd there was a bitch sub. =/ She assigned the test, and after we all just kinda ignored her, and I think she got the point she had neither our respect nor our attention. Her threats were just not intimidating. At all. *lol* I went and hung by Christina, Chelle, and Thomas. Chelle was drawing her dream of Shanug the Octo-man and Xena fighting underwater while people on shore made out. *lol* It was funny. SHANUG RULES ALL!

4th we got a seating chart, which was frankly an insult to MY intelligence. I was upset. But I was just glad I was still in back. Bunch of reviews for the test on Tuesday. I'll kill Mitosis and Meiosis. I haven't gotten it in the past, and I don't get it now. Plus though, I do sit by Logan. And she's pretty smart. As am I. So we help each other.

5th, we went over all the situations and stated the cases which would serve as precedent in court for whether the officers did what they were supposed to or not. Kinda interesting but I was tired *lol*.

6th was WONDERFUL! 2J is my best friend. *lol* She told everyone yesterday that we would start "El Cid" the movie and that we would be able to bring food! Michael is the biggest loser. He works at BK and he owns so he brought in burgers and chicken AND this other kid brought in a Forman! We were pimpin. The chicken was so good. And there was like chips, cookies, candy, all that stuff. But the chicken was the best. *lol* And we started the Ojos de Reyes but we didn't finish. They were planned for Monday anyway. Michael and Billy brought in these yard long wooden dowel rods to use instead of popsicle sticks. That thing is gonna take so much yarn and be so big...lol.

TARS meeting today. We treated the whole meeting like parliament, and it was refreshing to see things done so professionally. =) We distributed our constitution, elected officers, and all that good stuff. It was a lot of fun. Nolan owns. Anyway, I've gotta go eat!

Later,
Sandra

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I'm the biggest dork. [13 Sep 2003|09:31pm]
[ mood | mischievous ]
[ music | none ]

I swear. All this fantasy fiction I'm getting into nowadays leads me to believe I subconsciously have a serious issue with reality. Because I, ladies and gents, am a huge nerd.

I'm about 3 chapters from finishing Harry Potter. This is the longest I've gone without reading it. *lol* I literally woke up, had breakfast, then started reading. To all other Potter fans, don't give it away but I hope Sirius don't die. (I get this feeling in the pit of my stomach that within these next chapters my hopes will be squashed.)

I joined an LotR fan fiction community a couple days ago. *lol* Once I get time I suppose should start reading those too. After Potter. And D'Souza (conservatism book I promised Rob I'd read).

But one thing does keep me in touch with real life, and thats John Mayer. Bless that man. =) And of course, Starbucks. Iced Caramel Macchiato's always do the trick.

Anywho, Friday was boring. There wasn't a TARs meeting after school which left me uncomfortable and lonely. I'd been looking forward to it all week. Two tests in English, both easy. Davis went on a rampage again, insisting that all the "think they're smart kids" should teach the class about protein diffusion. Whenever they would ask her "is that right?" she'd be like "I dunno you tell me." It was just way time consuming and somewhat confusing. But we got it all straightened out in the end after she taught it with about 17 long words that were highly unnecessary. *shrug*. Choir was easy. There was a junior class meeting so half the class went to that, leaving the remainder of us to have a free day. I signed up for Alvez's Sacred Music Group on Thursday after All-State, only because I felt bad. Now I severely regret it. I don't wish to come to school an hour early and sing sacred music (which he wrote, by the way) with a pimple faced loser and about 10 other people I don't know. Choir geeks just ain't my style.

I got my JM poster in the mail today. *yay* I showed my mom and she's like "Why didn't you get one with his face? You can't even see it, he's turned around..." I'm like "Mom, his face isn't the point. Its more about than that." *sigh*

Anyway. I love Cait. We are talking. She's the shizzle. =) Other than that, I'm out for the night. Toodles. (*lol*)

be me

bah [09 Sep 2003|07:35pm]
[ mood | stressed ]
[ music | jm - only heart ]

my lips have just been chapstickified. woo.

i hate science. if mrs davis would explain ANYTHING just once i'd be happy. she expects us to know everything in the chapter the night after we read it. how could we poissibly understand what we're reading if we've never heard half of the words before? its a shitty textbook anyway...

but ona MUCH better note....(drum roll)

Heavier Things has been released! Go out and get a copy, son!

clairty, daughters, and split screen sadness are my current favorites. songs always grow on my later though. =)

orli is one fine piece of man. oh yes jen. ;o)

matchstick men comes out this weekend. it looks really good. me vaunts too see eet. muduhr vahckers. lol

anyway. i need to go read. more. for a nother 3 hours. fun.

JM- Daughters

I know a girl
She puts the color inside of my world
But she's just like a maze
Where all of the walls all continually change
And I've done all I can
To stand one her steps with my heart in my hands
Now I'm starting to see
Maybe its got nothing to do with me

Fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers be good to your daughters too

Oh, you see that skin?
It's the same she's been standing in
since the day she saw him walking away
Now she's left
Cleaning up the mess he made

So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love you like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mother
So mothers be good to your daughters too

Boys you can break
You'll find out how much they can take
Boys will be strong
And boys soldier on
But boys would be gone without warmth from
A coman's good, good heart

On behalf of every man
Looking out for every girl
You are the god and the weight of her world

So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love you like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers be good to your daughters too
So mothers be good to your daughters too
So mothers be good to your daughters too

be me

[02 Sep 2003|03:41pm]
[ mood | hot ]
[ music | jm - msm ]

me + in my house + no ac = someone you do not want to be around right now.

be me

My day [28 Aug 2003|03:37pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | none ]

I haven't written anything substantial in here in a long time. *lol* Sorry. I haven't really had good days till now.

I got to school late this morning. These 2 kids would NOT get out of the way of my locker. I was pissed. Then when I asked them to please move they told me I had attitude. Pssh.

We were watching Cyrano de Bergerac again today. That movie refuses to end. And its all in french so you have to read subtitles. And she's giving us a quiz once its done so we have to pay attention. Nothing like ugly french actors...*sigh* Lauren asked me what frugal meant for some reason. Frugal is a funny word. Damn jews. haha

In women's Mattingly wasn't there so she deemed Meaghan and Dani in charged. Oh joy. I don't have an issue with Meaghan, she's my homedog. But Dani is so unbelievably annoying, its like she thinks she's the shizzle cuz she plays piano. We could've had a lounge day is no one in our class played piano. But then she transferred in. Bah. Anyway everyone was really bitchy in there. Too much estrogen in one room.

We did shuttle run in personal fitness. But I didn't get to go cuz my name doesn't start early enough in the alphabet. =P It was hot. Its always hot.

Test in science. It was the dumbest stuff but it was effing hard. Thats what I get for not studying, I guess. Brian looked hot again today. The glasses add to the hottness. ;o)

Contemporary History... it was ok. He just kept going over the stuff that was on the test. Coach is funny. He stutters. But anyway the test is on the supreme court and congress. I could swear I've been freshman before, but curriculum would say otherwise. lol

Spanish test on present progressive. Easy stuff. Except the translating. I completely blacked out and forgot what "watching" and "fleeing" were. So I stuck in viendo for watching (lmao) and fluyendo for fleeing, even though i know fluyendo = flowing. My spanish jokes are funny if you get them. Michael was being a jackass in class as usual.

And we rode home. The end.

I'm off to try dance. Later

be me

rant [27 Aug 2003|03:44pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | goo goo dolls - here is gone ]

MAKE THE BACKGROUND WORK.

OR GOSH DARNIT BLURTY OFFER PAID ACCOUNTS SO I CAN MAKE A STYLE.

be me

drum roll please... [10 Aug 2003|02:23pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | stacie orrico - more to life ]

Happy Birthday Mandy!

*hehe* I love you so much. I hope your day goes GREAT. And you damn well better get my card and dime by tomorrow or I'll cry. =)

school again tomorrow. maybe i'll get gutsy enough to talk to all the hot upperclassmen at lunch...

maybe not. later.

1 will never know what its like to| be me

school [08 Aug 2003|11:17pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | silence ]

school was okay. a good vibe from the students, i think i'll find my place in a little bit of time. i realized how much i missed all my friends though. funny stuff would happen that only me and my guy friends would laugh at or there'd be a cute guy that only my girls and i would notice. they weren't there. it was a little rough but overall i'm kinda excited to go back.

not much else. i hadn't updated in a bit and i'm sorry. i was busy getting ready for today... lol with orientation and stuff. but yeah. i'll update everyday now. promise. =)

be me

day and a survey [03 Aug 2003|08:38pm]
[ mood | pleased ]
[ music | bow wow - lets get down (from my brothers room) ]

i'm excited because my personal pic will be receiving an ubercool update soon. =) a background will follow soon. once i get a paid account and change my style.

not much happened today. went to the mall. my dad spent more money than anyone else. a first. we've officially made plans to go deep sea fishing next saturday. don't know if i'll catch anything considering i'll have to get over my fear of holding live fish. but it should be fun.

survey to keep me occupied.

[[ name ]]- san
[[ Birthday ]]- february 10th
[[ Age ]] - 15
[[ Astrological sign? ]] aquarius
[[ Location ]] jacksonville, fl
[[ Sexual Preference ]] straight
[[ Marital Status ]] - single
[[ Current Hair color ]] - black with reddish tint
[[ Eyecolor ]] brown
[[ Parents still together? ]] - yes
[[ Pets? ]] a doggie. missy. lol
[[ In school/graduated? ]] - in school
[[ What do you do for work? ]] i DID work at an ice cream shop. i got a little money from it.
[[ How much do you make? ]] $7.25/hr

Preferences
[[ Black and White/Color ]] black and white
[[ Black/White ]] - black
[[ Red/Blue ]] - blue
[[ Dogs/Cats ]] - dogs
[[ Roses/Daisies ]] - roses
[[ Hair: Short/Long ]] long
[[ Boots/Shoes ]] - shoes
[[ Dark/Light ]] - dark
[[ Day/Night ]] - night
[[ City/Country ]] - city

Favorites
[[ Color ]] black, green
[[ Animal ]] - dog, horse
[[ Soda ]] sprite, coke
[[ Food ]] chicken alfredo, quesadillas, anything barbecued.
[[ Bands ]] dmb, the strokes
[[ Movie ]] roadtrip
[[ Extracurricular Activity ]] singing, softball
[[ Have tattoos? ]] - no. but oh i will.
[[ Piercings? ]] - ear lobes
[[ Have a boyfriend/girlfriend ]] no.

Have you...
[[ Stolen anything? ]] - *taps fingers nervously* just twice...
[[ Smoked? ]] - no
[[ Pot? ]] - no
[[ Crack? ]] - no
[[ Drank? ]] - yes
[[ Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name? ]] oh no
[[ Considered being a hooker? ] haha, no thanks
[[ Maybe a pimp? ]] - nooo
[[ Cheated on someone? ]] - no
[[ Been married? ]] - no
[[ Been divorced? ]] - no
[[ Are you psycho? ]] - only in the evenings
[[ Split personalities? ]] not really
[[ Schizophrenic? ]] - no suh
[[ Obsessive? ]] - no
[[ Compulsive? ]] - no
[[ Obsessive Compulsive? ]] - no
[[ Anxiety? ]] - only at times when its normal. i.e. before going on stage, night before first day of school, at interviews, etc.
[[ Depressed? ]] - i was. overcame it.
[[ Suicidal? ]] - i was. overwhelmed it.
[[ Homicidal? ]] - i could never bring myself to end a life.

HAVE YOU EVER...
*Kissed someone of the same sex: yes
*Been in love: no
*Been so drunk you blacked out: no
*Cheated on a boyfriend or girlfriend?: no
*Kept a secret from everyone: yes
*Set a body part on fire: lol no
*Had an imaginary friend: nope. i was too busy eating or something...
*Called or seen a psychic: nope
*Ever cried at a chick flick: der
*Had a crush on a teacher: *thinks back* no i don't think so. once on a sub though.
*Found a cartoon character attractive: HA, cyclops and gambit on x-men were so hot.
*Ever at anytime owned a New Kids on the block tape: no
*Prank called someone: who hasn't?

DO YOU...
*Wear eye shadow: occasionally
*Have a dog: yes
*Want a tattoo: 4
*Have any regrets: not really
*Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: no
*Have a crush on someone: yes
*Do you have a best friend: yes
Who do you go to for advice: family and closest friends
*Who knows all your secrets?: nobody
*Who do you cry with: marina, myself

DO YOU BELIEVE IN...
*God/Devil: god yes. devil no.
*Yourself: most of the time. no promises
*Your friends: more than they know.
*Aliens: psh. no.
*Love: yes
*The Closet Monster: haha, nope
*Soulmates?: yes

RANDOM QUESTIONS:
[what are you wearing] dark blue shorts, white wifebeater, silver bracelet, glasses
[where do you buy your clothes] old navy, american eagle, pacific sunwear, jcpenney
[what are you listening too] nothing
[where do you wish you were right now] in las vegas

be me

Boredom strikes again... and I read all the sb emails. [03 Aug 2003|03:54pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | maroon 5 - woman ]

What time is it?: 3:55 pm
What is the date?: 8/3/03
Why are you filling this out?: [insert title]

You You You..
Full name: Sandra Ann S------
Do you like it?: its not bad.
Nicknames: san, sandy, cheeze, sannay
If you could change your first name, what would it be?: something biblical like rebekkah or jezibel
And if you could change your middle name?: Evelyn, Elizabeth... anything with E.
Age: 15
DOB: February 10th
Height: 5’8"
Hair colour: black with a reddish tint. lol
Eye colour: brown
Where do you live?: Jacksonville
Do you like it there?: not really/not yet
Why/Why not: coming from a busy town in the middle of a desert, its hard to get used to the color green, bodies of water, dark clouds emitting rain, and the hee-haw state of mind.
Where were you born?: san diego... seems like another universe from here
Astrological sign: aquarius
Shoe Size: 8 1/2 or 9 depending on the shoe brand
Grade: 10th
School: Bartram Trail High
GPA: this past year un weighted 3.7

The Fam..
Parents names: shirley + roberto
Do you have any siblings?: yes
If so, what are their names and ages?: robert, 19
Are your parents divorced/remarried/single?: married
Pets: yes. a dog.
Names: missy
Do you like your family?: oh yes.
Favorite relative: robert [brother] in immediate family, Katarina [cousin] in extended family.
Worst relative: i don't really have one.

Favs..
Number: 5
Color: green, black
Car: Cadillac CTS, 2003 Nissan Altima
Season: autumn
Holiday: christmas
Month: february (der)
Day of the week: friday
Grade so far: tie between 5th and 7th.
Sport: i like to play basketball. i like to watch football.
Class: english
Teacher so far: Mrs. Johnson (8th grade english) smartest lady ever and my adopted grandma lol, Pagel (6-8 Chorus, 9 madrigals)
Drink: water, sweet tea, sprite, milk, oj
Candy: milky way, sour patch kids
Food: italian (chicken alfredo)
Fruit: cherries, watermelon. the summer fruits.
Veggie: potatoes
Dessert: i usually never have desert but when i do its always at restaurants and its either ice cream of some kind of cheesecake. lol
TV show: family guy, simpsons, alias, jamie kennedy experiment, jackass
Radio station: 94.9 kiss fm, 95.1 wape, 93.3 planet radio, 92.7 the beat
CD: the miseducation of lauren hill, celebrity, room for squares
Movie: roadtrip, seabiscuit, matrix
Actor: deniro, bloom, gibson, clooney
Actress: roberts, zeta-jones, dunst
Song: ever - in my life, the beatles. now - nothin' else, justin timberlake
Word: beeeyum, reer, dude
Phrase: fo sho, like whoa, like it aint no thang, like theres no tomorrow (i'm big on the comparisons)
Animal: horse and dog
Flower: violet, magnolia
Clothing store: old navy, american eagle, jcpenney, guess, pacific sunwear
Article of clothing: jeans. i love denim
Underwear: bikini... so much more comfortable than...other cuts.
State (that you've been to): Nevada. *lol*
Ice cream flavor: b'n'js one sweet whirled, cherry garcia. mcc. cookies and cream.
Breakfast food: bagels, cereal (i could live off it), hot food [eggs, pancakes, bacon, biscuits]
Way to have fun: any way as long as its efficient. lol

This or That..
Me/You: me...
AOL/AIM: AIM
CD/Cassette: CD
DVD/VCR: DVD
Radio/CD: CD
Slow dance/Freak dance: closer the freak dancing but not. if i'm gonna dance then the guys gonna dance to.
Jeans/Khakis: JEANS
Jacket/Coat: jacket
Leather/Pleather: leather
Sparkles/Bronze: bronze, cuz my skin color
Sexy/Hot: SEXy lol
Car/Truck: car
Civic/Acura: if i HAD to chose, acura.
Corvette/Camero: camero
Strong/Weak: strong
Upset/Pissed: pissed
Tall/Short: tall
Lunch/Dinner: dinner
Abercrombie/Hollister: hollister. i'll kill abercrombie.
Gap/Old Navy: old navy
Nsync/BSB: Nsync. i have no shame.
Britney/Christina: Christina
Love/Lust: love is forever. Lust is damn fun.
Gone In 60 Seconds/The Fast and the Furious: The Fast and the Furious.
Inside/Outside: Inside. Especially here. Too many bugs and...living things.
Lipstick/Lipgloss: gloss meh, gloss meh!
Silver/Gold: silver
Piercings/Tattoos: tattoos. i'm chickenshit about piercings.
Football/Basketball: *is torn*
Thunder/Lightning: thunder. though one can't really happen without the other.
This/That: this

Friends..
Who is your best girl friend?: i have more than one.
Guy friend: AC, Jason, George
Do you get along with people easily?: Usually.
Why/Why not: People tell me I'm easy to talk to. I suppose thats why.
Who have you known the longest?: Chels
Who do you dislike the most?: i lub my friends
Was your crush/bf/gf a close friend before you liked them?: nope. after. lol
Craziest: amanda (not mandy)
Loudest: chelsey, gianna, marina
Funniest: ness/mandy/george/matt
Quietest: blaise
Sweetest: amanda
Most caring: all of them
Most understanding: marina
Kinkiest: ness and mandy. lol
Sleeziest: even if i knew i wouldn't say. lol
Best dressed: annette
Biggest flirt: chels
Most likely to have a 2 year relationship: marina or annette
Cutest couple: lol there are no couples that i kno of
Most loyal: marina, but after what i put them through their all damn loyal to stick with me
Most athletic: annette
If you were stuck with only 2 friends, who would you pick and why?: mandy and ness. thats how its supposed to be.
If you could date >ONE< guy friend, who would you date and why?: probably george just cuz he's a sweetheart and funny as hell. if a guy can't make me laugh, then he's not worth my time. <3 ya jorge
If you were the opposite sex, which member of the same sex (as you are now) would you date and why?: annette cuz shes like THE PERFECT G/F. whore. lmao j/k
Most likely to be on America's Most Wanted: Marshall. Not much going for the kid.
Most likely to be a stripper: ness. or chels. lmao.
Doctor: blaise. and it will be funny as hell.
Teacher: gianna. she'd be a pimp ass teacher
Stay at home mom: either mandy or amanda
One you'd travel across the world for: mandy, marina, annette
If you could take 5 friends to paradise with you to live, who would you take and why would they be the best?: mandy because she and i could look back on an assload of memories, ness because we need to bang sometime (lmao), marina because she'd keep me laughing, annette cuz she could help me get in shape, and jason cuz he knows me best and i'll probably have his kid (lol)
Biggest wanna-be playa (boy): we're all whiteys
Biggest wanna-be playa (girl): (repeat)
Biggest thug: (repeat)
Smartest: me. i am conceited...
Who would do anything for a thousand dollars?: josh, kevin, marshall, blaise. no women, as you can see.
Who is like your adopted sister/brother?: marina/mandy
Who is the most like you?: MANDY =D

Love and Relationships...
Do you have a bf/gf?: god no
If so, who?:
If not, do you have a crush?: yessuh
If so, who?: er...
How long have you liked your bf/gf/crush?: about a month
What is their strongest quality?: super understanding. and he's beautiful.
Weakest quality?: hardly any common sense
How long have you known them?: about 3 weeks
What physical feature attracted you to them first?: his body. i'll admit it.
Personality feature: easy to talk to + funny without trying too hard
If you could kiss one famous >MUSICIAN< who would it be and why?: tie between justin (because he's fantastic and has my respect) and john mayer (because he's just frickin awesome and he could play guitar for me after lol)
If you could kiss one famous >ACTOR< who would it be and why?: orly bloom because i wouldn't be able to resist
If your single, why do you think you are?: honestly, my appearance. people misjudge me. i've always been self-conscious. and i started opening up and holding my head high too late.
What was your longest relationship?: er... my past relationships don't exist.
Shortest: (repeat)
Who was your first love (if you've had one)?: i've never been in love.
Do you miss them (if your not still together)?: (repeat)
First kiss: fred zimmerman
Most recent kiss: (repeat)
Who is one person you've liked but >NEVER< said a thing?: the one i like right now.

Past...
If you could take back one thing you did, what would it be and why?: i used to lie impulsively. i can't think up why. i met a lot of WONDERFUL people back then, but i was someone else.
Do you have any regrets?: everything happens for a reason.
Last thing you said: "get out"
Last song you heard: "don't wanna try" - frankie j
Last person you talked to: brother
If you could get back together with an ex, who would it be and why?: *cough*

Present..
What are you doing right now?: thinking of when my brother will get out of the bathroom so i can de my hair. i swear when he's getting ready for somethin he's a woman.
What cd is in your cd player?: jason mraz - waiting for my rocket to come
Are you cold?: no suh
How are you sitting?: er... my left leg is how it would be if i were sitting indian style, my right foot is on my chair, my chin is on my knee. its horrible for posture.
Is there music on?: no suh
If so, what song is it?
What time is it?: 4:52 pm
Where are your parents?: my dad's in his bedroom, my mom's in the living room

Future..
How old will you be when you graduate high school?: 18
Are you going to get married?: yes. i wanna have kids.
Although you cant tell who you'll marry, is there anyone you'd wish it would be?: not of the hoodlums i know. (sorry guys lol)
If so, who?: --
Are you going to have children?: yes
If yes, how many?: until i have one of each sex.
What will you name them?: girl - erica, anabelle, caroline, bianca, brenda... boy - jacyn, dominic, justin, james, dawson
Do you want to go to college?: want... kind of. but i will go. unless i get a break.
Which college: University of Virginia (carry out my brother's legacy), NYU, Stanford, UNC, Oxford
What kind of car will you want to drive: a car that can get me around. for college all i need is a simple sedan.
What kind of job will you have: by that time... only god knows where i'll be career wise. i pray everynight he'll place me in the music industry
Whats your expectations for when your 25?: either a successful editor of some presitigious magazine, or a singer. fresh out of college. =)

Have you ever...
Drank: yes suh
Smoked: never
Skinny Dipped: contrary to semi-popular belief, no
Prank called the police: god no
Been followed, ect by the police: no. but i did get my brother a ticket by sleeping on the road trip without a seat belt
Been high: never have, damn sure never will
Done drugs: (repeat)
If so, what?:
Stole: er... next question
Met someone off the net: almost met kim. but no.
Been in a fist fight: nope
Punched your sibling/parent: sibling yes. parent, hell no.
Wished you'd die: kind of
Tried to commit suicide: yes, tried being the operative word.
Broken a bone: never *knocks on wood*
Driven illegally: no. i will soon. *muhahahaha*
Thrown things at your parents: all in good fun
Runaway: seriously considered it
Filled out a survey this long: i've seen longer. lol


Others..
Do you right in cursive or print?: print. i'll kill cursive
Are you a lefty, righty, or ambidextrious; righty
Do you believe in God?: yes
Whats your religion?: roman catholic
What do you think of rainbows?: wicked
Do you have any piercings/tattoos?: 2 piercings. i'm getting a tattoo before junior year.
If so, where?: my ear lobes. simple simple.
If not, do you want any, where? i'll get second lobe piercings, and my tattoos... hmm. well a medium sized cross on my left ankle, "only god will judge me" along my tailbone, a song on my right arm (i'll have written a little somethin by then). maybe a flower on my right shoulder blade for my dad. nothing too big. not too much color, not too much black.
What do you think of Eminem?: he's a better person than most think
Is Tupac Shakur really dead?: yes.
What do you think of Britney and Justin?: i'll think about them positively the day i slash my own eyes out.
If you could live anywhere else, where would you live?: upstate new york, san diego, BOSTON lol, las vegas fo sho
Do you drive?: partially. i still have to get my permit. i can't get my liscense till i've driven with my permit for a year. bull honky
Do you have braces or glasses?: i have glasses
Like milk and cookies?: sure
Ever worn black nail polish?: yes. no big deal.
If your a guy, have you ever painted your nails?:
Girls, what color nail polish do you have on?: plum/berry
If you could have a 6th sense, what would it be?: telepathy or telekinesis.
If you have a magical power, what would it be and why would you want it?: super human healing. ultimately i'd wanna be a shewolverine. it would be suh-weet. ;o)
If you could be invisible for a day what would you do?: ungodly things? lol
Do you do things even when your parents say no?: usually not. unless its really important to me.
What is your favorite song to "rock out" to?: trapt - "headstrong", or nirvana - "i wanna fuck you" lol
Ever taken anything from a hotel?: usually towels. i collect the pens and matchbooks
Did you talk to your crush/bf/gf today?: yes
If so, for how long?: bout two minutes, he was busy
If not, why not?:
Do you think this is stupidly long?: frankly, yes.
Did you like it?: its ok
Why/Why not: im not bored


Finish..
What time is it?: 5:17
What is the date?: still 8/3
Why did you just do this?: [insert title here]

be me

summer windown [02 Aug 2003|10:46pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | reel big fish - brand new song ]

summer may as well be officially over for me. though there is technically a month left. but school sucks. i know.

new look coming soon. strippified. the only REAL memory i have of summer. lol anyway, mandy knows that it will soon be "sandrified" oh yeah baby.

keep a look out.

be me

justin in toronto: what a fucked crowd... [01 Aug 2003|08:54pm]
[ mood | infuriated ]
[ music | justin - love don't love me ]

http://www.livejournal.com/users/lain7/96364.html

read that review. it made my head hurt and stomach drop. i can't believe such disrespectful, hateful people live on god's great earth... jesus christ.

1 will never know what its like to| be me

decorating won-oh-won [31 Jul 2003|09:39am]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | the strokes - someday ]

I'm still in search of some black and white pics for my user pic. Or i could just take a pic of myself... whatever works out. =)

I LOST A POUND! *lol* hey, i'm proud.

School starts in 8 days. Next Friday my burden begins... pray for me.

I'll update later, I have to look around for b/gs and pics.

be me

Ain't nobody dope as me... [30 Jul 2003|04:54pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | norah jones - come away with me ]

My hair's so fresh so clean. [so fresh and so clean, clean]. =)

First entry, don't really know how to start it. I think an age old conversation might do.

FROSH SaNz: its safe to say I inhaled my food
Caitoness: inhaled?
Caitoness: was it actually food?
FROSH SaNz: somewhat...
Caitoness: or was it...CRACK
FROSH SaNz: *GASP*
FROSH SaNz: *cough from inhaling so deep*
FROSH SaNz: NEVER
Caitoness: SAN *gasp*
Caitoness: i knew you SUPPLIED IT
Caitoness: but THIS?
FROSH SaNz: *slaps you* You don't know ANYTHING bith...
FROSH SaNz: yep
FROSH SaNz: thats right
FROSH SaNz: I called you a bith
Caitoness: BITH
Caitoness: lmfao
Caitoness: i'm a bith you're a bith. we're all bithes
FROSH SaNz: shut up BITH
FROSH SaNz: omfg
FROSH SaNz: I did it again
FROSH SaNz: *DIES 4687362 times*
Caitoness: LMAO..don't call me a BITH *flips hair*
FROSH SaNz: I told you NEVER to mention my supplying career ever again
FROSH SaNz: you...stupid bith
FROSH SaNz: DUDE
FROSH SaNz: WHERE IS THE C KEY
FROSH SaNz: I swear to god this is the worst time I'm having with one gahdayum word
Caitoness: i'm not a bith
Caitoness: YOU'RE the bith!
FROSH SaNz: this is fricking stupid, i don't have time for bitches like you
FROSH SaNz: FINALLY
FROSH SaNz: I SPELLED IT RIGHT
Caitoness: YAY!!!!
Caitoness: *claps*
FROSH SaNz: lmfao
Caitoness: wait
Caitoness: *looks at San* you called me a bitch
Caitoness: BITH!
FROSH SaNz: *dies*
FROSH SaNz: this so got off my supplying subject
FROSH SaNz: lmao
Caitoness: no see...now its PERSONAL
FROSH SaNz: ...
FROSH SaNz: what are you trying to say?
Caitoness: that i'm not a bith *breaks down in tears*
FROSH SaNz: I so never called you a bith
FROSH SaNz: I called you a bitch
FROSH SaNz: you misread!
Caitoness: nuh uh!
FROSH SaNz: YEAH HUH
FROSH SaNz: lol
Caitoness: FROSH SaNz: you...stupid bith
Caitoness: SEE
FROSH SaNz: *GASP*
FROSH SaNz: that wasn't me!
Caitoness: you called me a bith!
FROSH SaNz: it was the one-armed man!
Caitoness: YES IT WAS
Caitoness: *gasp*
FROSH SaNz: lmao
Caitoness: he wouldn't be good for se...
Caitoness: nevermind
FROSH SaNz: LMFAO
Caitoness: *looks innocent*
FROSH SaNz: mmhmmm
FROSH SaNz: *looks at your profile*
Caitoness: dirty dirty
Caitoness: that wasn't me
Caitoness: it was my mom
FROSH SaNz: *looks back at john*
FROSH SaNz: no john you can't have her mom's number
Caitoness: john?
FROSH SaNz: *shakes head* so back to THIS
FROSH SaNz: mayer
FROSH SaNz: lmao
Caitoness: oh...in that case. that was me
FROSH SaNz: O.O
FROSH SaNz: CAIT
FROSH SaNz: YOU BITH
FROSH SaNz: *slap*
Caitoness: OUCH *slaps back* don't call me a BITH! BITH!
FROSH SaNz: YOUR TRYING TO TAKE MY MAN...BITH
FROSH SaNz: *slap*
Caitoness: I DON'T WANT YOUR MAN
Caitoness: *slap* BITH
FROSH SaNz: THEN WHY'D YOU WANT WHAT YOUR PROFILE SAID TO BE YOUR WORK INSTEAD OF YOU MOMS WHEN I IMPLIED THAT MY JOHNNY BOY LIKED IT?!?!
FROSH SaNz: BITH! *slape*
FROSH SaNz: omfg
FROSH SaNz: **slap*
Caitoness: BECAUSE HE HAS MONEY
Caitoness: *slape*
Caitoness: BITH!
FROSH SaNz: (oooh my subpro is going to need an update after this in the humor section)
FROSH SaNz: *gasp* You want money?
FROSH SaNz: thats what you want from my John...
FROSH SaNz: his..MONEY!?!
FROSH SaNz: he'd never give a bith like you anything
Caitoness: YOU KNOW IT BITH!
Caitoness: what if i seduce him?
Caitoness: he won't be able to resist me
FROSH SaNz: *looks back at john*
FROSH SaNz: he says he doesn't like seduction. :-)
Caitoness: and how would you know?
Caitoness: he's ALREADY with me
Caitoness: bith!
FROSH SaNz: check his foot...
FROSH SaNz: if it doesnt say "established in 1977" its not the real john :-)
Caitoness: i don't want to take off his shoes
Caitoness: his feet smell
Caitoness: SAN SAN SAN SAN
Caitoness: donde es San?
FROSH SaNz: sorry!
FROSH SaNz: my dad just got home from KOREA
FROSH SaNz: :-)
Caitoness: ohhh...Korea?!
FROSH SaNz: lol
FROSH SaNz: and my neighbor just gave me a thank you card for watching their house while they were away
FROSH SaNz: WITH a 100 dollars in it
FROSH SaNz: O.O
Caitoness: ohh...AHHH
Caitoness: MONEY
FROSH SaNz: LOL
Caitoness: *tries to seduce San*
Caitoness: lmao
FROSH SaNz: LMFAO
Caitoness: If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say, "I wanna blow you...AWAY".
Be with you every night, am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I wanna see,
"I wanna see you go down...on one knee."
Marry me today, yes I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.
Caitoness: seducive enough?
FROSH SaNz: O.O
FROSH SaNz: *nods*
FROSH SaNz: *hands you 20*
Caitoness: YAY :-D
Caitoness: hand over Haney
FROSH SaNz: *clutches him tight* HELL NO
FROSH SaNz: NEVER
FROSH SaNz: you don't get haydey either!
Caitoness: If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say, "I wanna blow you...AWAY".
Be with you every night, am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I wanna see,
"I wanna see you go down...on one knee."
Marry me today, yes I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.
Caitoness: If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say, "I wanna blow you...AWAY".
Be with you every night, am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I wanna see,
"I wanna see you go down...on one knee."
Marry me today, yes I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.
Caitoness: HAND THEM OVER BITH
FROSH SaNz: NEVER
FROSH SaNz: *takes out sword*
Caitoness: *takes out stick*
Caitoness: ummm...oh shit
Caitoness: LMAO
FROSH SaNz: LMAO
Caitoness: its wood
Caitoness: a wood stick
FROSH SaNz: lmao
Caitoness: whatever, me and my sticks can beat you anyday
FROSH SaNz: *cuts your sticks in half*
Caitoness: GREAT
Caitoness: TWO sticks
Caitoness: *sticks San with stick*
Caitoness: durr lol
FROSH SaNz: OW
FROSH SaNz: YOU bith
FROSH SaNz: *cuts one of your sticks in half*
Caitoness: *gasp* *sticks San AGAIN*
Caitoness: BITH!
Caitoness: 3 STICKS!
Caitoness: *sticks san in 3 places*
FROSH SaNz: Ow
FROSH SaNz: Ow
FROSH SaNz: OW!
FROSH SaNz: *tries to...sword you*
FROSH SaNz: lmao
FROSH SaNz: *hits your unauthentic john instead*
FROSH SaNz: *GASP*
FROSH SaNz: NO!!!
FROSH SaNz: wait...
FROSH SaNz: he's not my john
FROSH SaNz: *tries to sword you again*
Caitoness: *gasp*
Caitoness: YOU POPPED HIM!
FROSH SaNz: *dies*
Caitoness: *sticks you* REVENGE! you popped my John!
FROSH SaNz: omg...
FROSH SaNz: imagine if johns first name was cherry
FROSH SaNz: *DIES 23984721098576 times*
Caitoness: LMFAO
Caitoness: you popped my Cherry!
FROSH SaNz: omfg
FROSH SaNz: LMAO
Caitoness: Ahhh! LMFAO
Caitoness: Cherry Mayer
FROSH SaNz: *snort*
FROSH SaNz: it has that ring to it
Caitoness: he should be a woman
FROSH SaNz: NO
FROSH SaNz: lol
FROSH SaNz: he should be a GUY
Caitoness: he'd be one ugly ass woman lol
FROSH SaNz: who can play guitar!
FROSH SaNz: with...nimble fingers
FROSH SaNz: *thinks of possibilities*
FROSH SaNz: oh yes...
Caitoness: fingers
Caitoness: that YOU POPPED!
FROSH SaNz: and who happens to be ATTRACTIVE
Caitoness: *stick*
FROSH SaNz: the real johns fingers are actually long and quite nimble
FROSH SaNz: not popped. :-)
Caitoness: my real johns WERE..untill you popped them!
FROSH SaNz: your john wasn't REALY
FROSH SaNz: without the y
Caitoness: HE WAY REALY
FROSH SaNz: this sucks
FROSH SaNz: I have to go
Caitoness: Boo
FROSH SaNz: :-(
FROSH SaNz: *saves convo*
FROSH SaNz: I love you! :-)
Caitoness: lmao that was classic
Caitoness: i love you Sannay!
Caitoness: Bye Bye and good night!

so long ago yet, never forgotten. =)

1 will never know what its like to| be me

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