| 世上只有媽媽好，有媽的孩子像個寶～～ |
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唉～～～今天忙得不可開交，因為媽媽病了…
又要煮水，煮飯(我切菜，老頭下廚)和洗碗…這種累人的事，媽媽每天要做…還要洗衣！
我偶爾才做一次乖孩子…老頭更糟糕，只會在客廳看電視(我不在時也如此) o.O
媽媽實在是很偉大！以前病了都有媽媽無微不至的照顧，現在媽媽病了…
我卻手忙腳亂的…
唉，媽媽真可憐～發燒38度，頭痛得很，卻因全身疼痛，胃又不舒服，而無法入睡…結果越燒越頭痛 (*__*)
剛才媽媽吐了，吐在洗手盆，結果塞住，我還得處理…剛剛又吐了…不過吐了就舒服點，至少還可以睡一下。
現在體溫昇到38.4度了，退燒藥好像沒作用…
媽媽一直「哎呀，哎呀」這樣叫，聽了看了也覺辛苦…可我卻沒辦法減輕她的痛苦…
照顧一個人比照顧自己要難得多喽～
grrrr 這裡細菌是不是特別多啊！？每次都在這兒感染…甚麼鬼@#$%病嘛！
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| happy to see me?? |
[30 Apr 2005|09:36pm] |
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gud gawd...juz tot i'll come stop by once in a blue moon....
and yes...the moon tonite is quite blue indeed.
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| losing time.... |
[02 Jul 2004|10:33am] |
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another 31 hours and i'll be on my way back home. shudn't one feel gud to be finally home???
summer has been really fun....but it passes by so soon...so quickly...so sad.
*sigh* i just can't bear to leave my beloved one...though he's going back home as well, but we won't be able to spend everyday together for 2mths...i dun even noe when i can see him...and once school begins again...i won't have much time to spend with him coz of my busy studio work. i dunno wat's gonna happen next semester...kinda scared..coz by then i'll be slacking way too much and i prob won't get back to the studying mood in a short while's time. SUX xp
....been mths since i last blogged here...so thought i'll leave a msg once in a while.
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| ....love fatigue.. |
[25 Apr 2004|09:57pm] |
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love is gone when there's work to be done.
i lost my love when there's work to be done.
heart is aching.
mind is twisting.
every minute, every day.
how i yearn for these thoughts to stop.
how i yearn for these feelings to die.
should i end it?
or should i stay strong?
my confusing heart is not helping much.
love is gone when there's work to be done.
my heart is aching.
i am going crazy.
...end it, please.
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| studio music precedents |
[20 Mar 2004|10:31pm] |
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nice!
vivaldi, chopin, millet, irish music, charlie parker, tito puente and his orchestra, yo-yo-ma, the dave brubeck quartet and miles davis & quincy jones....
vivaldi's winter cools my spirit. ^_^
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| :: registration status :: |
[15 Mar 2004|09:23pm] |
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Ms Tan,
A yound lady found your wallet and returned it to the Hub. We located you from your CMU ID We have your wallet in the Hub. Please come in after 10:30 on Tuesday to claim. Please ask for Lorraine
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| broken apart. |
[15 Mar 2004|08:42pm] |
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gosh.
i wasted the whole day.
first i accomplished nothing during the field trip.
then i lost my wallet.
and i fell asleep in the lecture.
how much worse can things get in the future?
i'm tired..mentally tired...but i still have to write a response to the lecture.
wat am i supposed to write?
i had no idea wat was going on in the lecture.
i feel so lost and insecured.
i see no future.
i see no light.
i see no hope.
i am depressed.
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| sayonara~ ....spring break. |
[14 Mar 2004|04:33pm] |
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It's Sunday, March 14th 2004 today.
It's Monday, March 15th 2004 tomorrow.
It's a weekend today.
It's a weekday tomorrow.
It's a holiday today.
It's a schoolday tomorrow.
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/O\ 8:30am physics lecture is awaiting me....I MUST GO.
/O\ 1:30pm studio is awaiting me....I WILL GO.
/O\ endless amount of work is awaiting me....I HAVE GONE.
Visit me at wakeup.to.archiryan...I am waiting.
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| http://wakeup.to/archiryan |
[07 Mar 2004|03:44pm] |
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i will be posting photos of my current and past work from studios on this website, hosted by my university.
right now under the current project section is a complete collection of photos and documents on my room project. we were to design a room to accomodate a person to sleep, sit and stand. working within the dimensions of 11"x11"x17" at 1/2"=1'-0" scale.
to be honest, i did really well in this proj. my review went well...the prof liked it even though with some negative comments: "..may be too much is happening in there.." and "i'm not sure how to resolve the problem, but you can try taking these out and see what happens..maybe it's better, maybe it's not..."
right now, my model is on display in the glass cabinet and my maya pictures are pinned up outside studio too. ^_^ *happy me* and i shall continue to work hard in studio...our next proj will be designing a building based on a piece of music...hmm~ my roomie is a music major, does that help? =P
anyway, do check my site often...coz in the near future, i'll be posting stuff on my first proj this sem...the bench proj. giving me headaches whenever i think about it....the proj is not over yet. we finished the designing stage in our studios...but now we gotta put our design to work in real life. we'll be building our very own benches in the woodshop. and seriously i'm falling behind schedule. gotta finish fabricating my wood in the shop by end of spring break (gave myself an extension =P). and big big prob...coz i changed my design after ordering my supplies of wood, so big chance i'm facing a shortage of materials now...!! i haven't sort out the new amount of wood i need. partly due to my laziness, and partly becoz i was busy with the room proj b4. now i really need to sort that out....important.
studio is getting more exciting these days as compared to the last semester...isn't it?
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| long story short |
[07 Mar 2004|02:57am] |
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hmm spring break is here...so i thought i'll post something "new" up here.
"NEW"...not exactly so since it happened last october 31st...halloween.
someone really important came into my life. the first time i got myself......a boyfriend.
such feelings just come by so suddenly....we were still pretty good friends and then *poof*! we became more than just good friends. perhaps i have seen it coming to me...just a matter of time..sooner or later.
however, bad things always happen that took my happiness away from me again and again...and usually i'm caught off-guard. u shud noe that such a feeling is a torture...it makes you vulnerable.
i don't know if i shud still call him my "bf"...at least not in the face of my family...
but one thing i do know is....i still love him, even more dearly than halloween.
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| yippee!! |
[07 Mar 2004|02:30am] |
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\^O^/ i'm soooooo happeeeeee!!!! i got a 93% for my latest physics exam!!
heh my efforts have finally paid off this time!
i was kinda worried after the exam...coz there were rumors on how badly ppl did on this exam and the results took so long to finalize this time. the prof and ta's even had a meeting to discuss this issue.
class avg was a 67%. ahh......i'm just sooooooo happeee.
wanted to call **loonie** immediately to tell him the good news. but got to his voicemail. stupid **loonie** didn't charge his cell and forgot to bring his charger with him to philly. sad~ it's been 2 days..and i miss him a lot. i'll just have to wait till the morning when he calls....*~*
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| my new website |
[06 Mar 2004|02:18am] |
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yoohoo~~
it's been a long time since i last *blurted* last semester.
it's mid-sem now again...and i'm alone in pitts, my dorm..typing on my laptop...building my webpage for the new semester.
here it is --> http://wakeup.to/archiryan
hope you like it. and sign the guestbook plz!
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[08 Oct 2003|10:16pm] |
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URGH!! i'm sooo soooo stressed now...weekend is coming but i dun feel the excitement at all.
just finished my physics exam this morning, which is a rather happy thing cuz it wasn't as hard as i had expected...BUT good things never last. i feel so stressed in studio today. having absolutely no idea of how i shud proceed to the next stage. i'm stuck on the same problem for the past week! i dun really get it...my instructors commented on the abrupt geometric change between a triangle and a pentagon. i've been looking at my pine cone for days...and i still can't figure out the connection. i tot i could just integrate it into the spiralling structure of the specimen, but doesn't seem to work well on the experts...gosh~ i'm so screwed. the final model's due on friday...and i'm clueless.
sorry...guess i'm confusing you with all the studio, triangles, pentagons and stuff. i'll explain more when i have the time. just be glad that i'm back to the stage.
*sigh* just came back from history film today..."Black Robe" (1998, Bruce Beresford, director)
( Review & Focus )
and believe it or not..i actually cried when the barbarians sawed off the priest's index finger with a clam shell.
oooo how i just love the movie~ wished i could cry more though...i need a break!
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| ::Wireless Ethernet Connection:: |
[18 Aug 2003|06:39pm] |
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yooohoooo~ finally my sis set up my internet connection for me. *muah*
ok no time to talk. checking out the art store and stuff online.
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| IT'S SHOW TIME! |
[12 Aug 2003|01:48am] |
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Life has been just fine...normal. Didn't work, let alone to even exhaust my brain...
I've been busy playing PS2 these couple of days. Yes, just fell in love with Dynasty Warriors 4. It's so much fun though some of the levels are really hard. I kept on losing to Lu Bu. *sobs* I'm playing as Zhao Yun by the way. He's my favorite character. ^_^ Thinks he looks the coolest of them all.
I tried a bit of Kingdom Hearts too. But didn't really like it. Too difficult for my lil brain. Had to rely on walkthroughs... ~_^
Next, Tekken! This is a slightly older version...my sis couldn't afford to get the new one. Haven't played it for a long time. When I was here last time, most of the mystery characters had already been unlocked. But this time, I had to start from scratch cuz the game memory had been overwrited. Well I feel that I'm getting better at Tekken. Although it took me quite a while to recall the techniques etc....
And I finally watched Finding Nemo! I loved it! Perhaps Nemo is your favorite character, but I like Dora more. Crazy silly manner, just like me. hehe
I still have 6 episodes of Hanada Shonen Shi to catch up with and more than 20 episodes of Hajime no Ippo. Time is running out, however. I'll be leaving for Pittsburgh on Wednesday. How sad to leave such adorable pets behind!! waaaaaa~~~
Note: Time stated as Atlanta time.
P.S.: The kitten is sleeping on the couch now...kawaii desu-ne~~ Just managed to take a picture of her adorable face..and gave her kisseszz on everyone's behalf. EVERYONE~
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| I don't suffer from insanity...I enjoy every minute of it. |
[10 Aug 2003|11:30am] |
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9:14am just woke up and wanna update what i've been doing these days. went to emory university yesterday and looked at its michael c. carlos museum, which we were lucky enough to find ramesses i: the search of the lost pharaoh currently on exhibition. but that wasn't much. the only valuable thing in the room was the mummy of ramesses i. it wasn't just a mummy...wrapped up in bandages and slept in a coffin. this time, we get to see what's under the sicky yellowish bandages. yes, the dead dried body of ramesses i. *amazed* so dried that it resembles a skeleton, not a used-to-be-body-with-flesh. unfortunately, i wasn't allowed to take pictures in there and they weren't selling any memorable postcards of this particular exhibition. so the only thing i have left of ramesses i, is the memory. but egypt related, my sister bought me a bookmark, with list of english-hieroglyphs on.
emory university didn't have much of a beautiful campus in fact, so i'll comment less on it. *faint smile*
after emory, we drove further north to northlake mall. there, i got a another lil gift from my sister. an eeyore! originally priced 42.50, i get a 20% discount off storewide merchandise! if you get a stitch, you get an additional 15% off.
i just watched an episode of hanada shonen shi. and it's so funny! though it's a lil bit r-rated...umm...e.g. episode 8, about hanada met this orita ghost, who has an obsession with women's breasts. well, from young he was always studying hard...longing to get into tokyo medical school but failed 2 consecutive years. when he finally got in at the age of 20, he suffered a terminal illness and died suddenly. so before he could live peacefully in the other world after death, as a virgin, his last wish was to bury his head in a woman's breasts. but not just any woman you see. he wanted a cute and tight woman...and he went on the whole night describing to hanada the kind of breasts he liked. sick isn't he?
I don't suffer from insanity. I enjoy every minute of it.
Would you like to see this on your t-shirt? Pay me 10 bucks if you want that. Cash only.
really feeling dirty haven't shower for a day.
note: time noted is in Atlanta.
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[06 Aug 2003|01:05am] |
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That's where I went today...the whole morning+afternoon. Unfortunately, I wasn't "allowed" to get anything except 2 pairs of socks from Reebok for $5.95.
My dad as always complains that I shouldn't buy things if I don't need them. True, I agree. But as always too, my dad, while on one hand he "forbids" us to waste $$ and on the other wastes $$ generously himself. wtf?
I was really angry at first...can never stand his behavior. But cools me down when I came home to see two cute lil faces...kobe and chibi. Sooooo DAMN CUUUTTEEE!
Pictures will not be available these days as I'm still extremely lazy to do anything serious. And I call uploading pictures as serious. Busy wanting to check out what the pup and kitty is doing. Ah~ and I haven't been playing with The Goonie City [SIM]. Know why? Cuz I def suck at it. Currently on deficits and loads of loans to pay off too. Still figuring how to save the city without having to del it. Only after starting playing with SIMs, I've suddenly realized how similar it is when you view the earth from the aircraft up above. I was actually examining the structure of Georgia when I was flying over on Saturday. Ain't it cool? You're actually one of the SIMs.
*sigh* gotta go sleep now. I'm really feeling a bit drowsy. Been sleeping late these days and waking up early. It's about dogs and cats. Just last morning I found chibi the cat right at my feet pouncing on something...realized it was a blue feather, disconnected from one of her handmade toys. soooo cute!
Note: Time stated as Atlanta time.
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| aloha~ |
[03 Aug 2003|12:01pm] |
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at last!!! after 5 days of , i finally get access to the internet! and i realised i actually sux at foosball! darn, how did i think i was good all these years. my stupidity and my clumsiness. totally not good at anything at all.
ok darn...that was my sister...this is what happens if you share a computer with someone this idiot.
okies anyway..check this out first.
http://www.xuanxuan.com/jokeshow.php?id=453
i'll update more laterz.
Note: Time stated as Atlanta time.
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| Day Two |
[01 Aug 2003|12:21pm] |
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Note: Time in SF is 15 hours slower than time shown in this entry. [ie. July 31st 2003, 9:21pm]
I went to Chinatown today! yeah~ and guess what I bought? MORE MOOD RINGS!! haha
I got one for each sisties and my dad wanted one disregarding the fact that he couldn't even fit it on his lil finger. Mine has the "LOVE" word round the ring by the way.
hmm..my dolphin mood ring is showing dark blue now and my new love ring is showing blue~blue-green...lemme see..it means that I'm feeling relaxed, calm, loveable, very happy, passion and..romance?
Sure I am relaxed and very calm, happy. Don't you always feel so after a hot shower and a couple episodes of Friends and Jerry Seinfield? [good as new] But I think the ring missed out something...Irritation from muscle-aches. Imagine that you have to carry two/three kgssss of STUFF on your shoulders everyday from 9am to 6:30pm NON-stop! I daresay I've walked through alll streets in the Financial District when we were trying to figure out where to board a GG Transit bus, the whole morning!! Plus the tour around Chinatown and back to BART Powell Station by feet! They're tired, they're painful and they're stiff like logs. Trust me, rent a car here when you've got the $$. Better spend time looking for parking lots than get yourself worn out in just a day.
Right, went to Golden Gate Bridge this morning. ahhh it was sooooo foggy and soooooo freakin' cold up there! *shivers* Well you're never gonna believe that we actually spent a longer time in search for the GG Transit bus stop downtown within Financial District than the time that took us to appreciate the spectacular views and WEATHER up on the bridge. And I really mean to appreciate the weather. Of course, it was freezing at the beginning. But the longer you stay up there in the winds, the more you'll come to appreciate the weather...you know, getting adjusted to the coldness and NUMBNESS that holds throughout the entire body. oh~ perfect outing.
I managed to get myself THE PENNY PASSPORT - Souvenir Penny Collecting Book at golden gate's gifuto shoppu. Yes, that's exactly what's written on the plate, even got a photo because of that. awwww just how much I love these pennies!! So far I've got a penny of San Francisco Golden Gate Bridge (yesterday) and another of Chinatown Gate. I've got more at home, including Dexter's Laboratory and Powerpuff Girls (from CNN.com in ATL). "Turn your penny into a souvenir." - what a brilliant idea this is! Who came up with that anyway?
Tomorrow's the last night in SF. Should be getting to Berkeley in the day.
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