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| 11:17am 28/12/2003 |
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mood:  chipper music: You're My Angel - D. N. Angel
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isn't my new layout pretty?!?! ^_^ it's Tsuzuki from Yami no Matsuei and I have the "Shiroi" version of him. Niichan's site has the "Kurai" version of him. ^_^ go to his site and check it out it's really cool looking!! |
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| Taking Over Me |
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| 07:47pm 22/08/2003 |
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mood:  tired music: Fire - Paulina Rubio
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Taking Me Over
you don't remember me but i remember you i lie awake and try so hard not to think of you but who can decide what they dream? and dream i do...
i believe in you i'll give up everything just to find you i have to be with you to live to breathe you're taking over me
have you forgotten all i know and all we had? you saw me mourning my love for you and touched my hand i knew you loved me then
i believe in you i'll give up everything just to find you i have to be with you to live to breathe you're taking over me
i look in the mirror and see your face if i look deep enough so many things inside that are just like you are taking over
mirror my heart |
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| Haunted |
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| 03:43pm 22/08/2003 |
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mood:  lonely music: Possesion - Sarah McLachlan
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Haunted
long lost words whisper slowly to me still can't find what keeps me here when all this time i've been so hollow inside i know you're still there
watching me wanting me i can feel you pull me down fearing you loving you i won't let you pull me down
hunting you i can smell you - alive your heart pounding in my head
watching me wanting me i can feel you pull me down saving me raping me watching me watching me wanting me i can feel you pull me down fearing you loving you i won't let you pull me down
stop raping me... |
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| Hello |
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| 09:41am 20/08/2003 |
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mood:  crushed music: You're Not Alone - Olive
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Hello
playground school bell rings again rain clouds come to play again has no one told you she's not breathing? hello i'm your mind giving you someone to talk to hello
if i smile and don't believe soon i know i'll wake from this dream don't try to fix me i'm not broken hello i'm the lie living for you so you can hide don't cry
suddenly i know i'm not sleeping hello i'm still here all that's left of yesterday
stop trying to fix me im not broken! |
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| My Immortal |
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| 09:37am 19/08/2003 |
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mood:  apathetic music: Gone Away - Offspring
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My Immortal by Evanescence
my immortal i'm so tired of being here suppressed by all of my childish fears and if you have to leave i wish that you would just leave because your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears and i've held your hand through all of these years but you still have all of me
you used to captivate me by your resonating light but now i'm bound by the life you left behind your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
these wounds won't seem to heal this pain is just too real there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears and i've held your hand through all of these years but you still have all of me
i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone and though you're still with me i've been alone all along
are you still with me? enjoy! |
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| Whipser |
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| 02:47am 18/08/2003 |
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mood:  worried music: listening to niichan say he's green... >.< gomen nasai!!!
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Whisper
catch me as i fall say you're here and it's all over now speaking to the atmosphere no one's here and i fall into myself this truth drives me into madness i know i can stop the pain if i will it all away
don't turn away don't give in to the pain don't try to hide though they're screaming your name don't close your eyes God knows what lies behind them don't turn out the light never sleep never die
i'm frightened by what i see but somehow i know that there's much more to come immobilized by my fear and soon to be blinded by tears i can stop the pain if i will it all away
don't turn away don't give in to the pain don't try to hide though they're screaming your name don't close your eyes God knows what lies behind them don't turn out the light never sleep never die
fallen angels at my feet whispered voices at my ear death before my eyes lying next to me i fear she beckons me shall i give in upon my end shall i begin forsaking all i've fallen for i rise to meet the end
niichan loves this song too.... ::begins to cry... AGAIN:: WAHAHAHAHAHWAHAHAHAHWAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!! N: Daijobou ka? ::eyes widen as the room is filled with water that is towering over him:: aah damn... ::is crushed by impact of water washing him out into the hallway:: is crushed and swirly eyed? @_@ N:itai...... Me: NIICHAN!!!! DAIJOBOU KA?!?!?!?!?! N: i...i...i.. Me: are you hurt? are you ok???? niichan what is it???????? N:i...i...i.. Me: Hai...? N: i... am green Me: >.< i think he lost his mind while being carried away in the current.... >_>; |
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| Tourniquet |
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| 08:41am 17/08/2003 |
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mood:  moody music: 10, 000 Miles - Fly Away Home
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Tourniquet
i tried to kill the pain but only brought more i lay dying and i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming am i too lost to be saved am i too lost?
my God my tourniquet return to me salvation my God my tourniquet return to me salvation
do you remember me lost for so long will you be on the other side or will you forget me i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming am i too lost to be saved am i too lost?
my God my tourniquet return to me salvation my God my tourniquet return to me salvation i want to die my God my tourniquet return to me salvation my God my tourniquet return to me salvation my wounds cry for the grave my soul cries for deliverance will i be denied Christ tourniquet my suicide
niichan has officially fallen in love with this song... -_- i feel left out... he's leain me for a song.... ::begins the waterworks:: WAAAAWAAAAAAAAWAAAAAAWAAAAAAAAAAWAAAAAAAAAAAWAAAWAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!! i dun wanna even say enjoy..... ::sniffle sniifle:: |
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| Forever Love |
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| 10:35pm 16/08/2003 |
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mood:  uncomfortable music: Devil's Thrill - Yami no Matsuei
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Forever Love by X-Japan X / 1999
Mou hitori de arukenai toki no kaze ga tsuyo sugite Ah kizutsuku koto nante nareta hazu dakedo ima wa...
Ah kono mama dakishimete nureta mama no kokoro o kawari tsuzukeru kono toki ni kawaranai ai ga arunara Will you hold my heart namida uketomete mou koware souna All my heart
Forever Love Forever Dream areru omoi dake ga tanishiku setsunaku jikan o umezukusu Oh Tell me why All I see is blue in my heart Will you stay with me kaze ga sugi suru made mata raretsu All my tears
Forever Love Forever Dream Kono mama soba ni ite yoru ke ni areru kokoro o dakishimete Oh Stay with me
Ah subete ga owareba ii owari no nai kono yori ni Ah o umo no nante nani mo nai anata dake Forever Love Forever Dream kono mama soba ni ite yori ke ni onurieru kokoro o dakishimete Ah Will you stay with me kaze ga sugi saru made mou dare yori mo soba ni!
Forever Love Forever Dream kore ijo arukenai Oh Tell my why Oh Tell me true oshiete ikeru imi o Forever Love Forever Dream areru namida no naka kagayaku kizetsu ga eien ni kawaru made Forever Love
^^ forever love enjoy! |
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| Dakishimeru Hoka Ni Nani Ga Dekirundarou |
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| 07:31pm 15/08/2003 |
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mood:  sleepy music: Datenshi Blue - Kaikan Phrase
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Dakishimeru Hoka Ni Nani ga Dekirundarou by Kaikan Phrase
nemuru kimi no madogoshi ni sora ga yaseta tsuki o asa yake ni tokasu
riyuu mo naku toki ha nagare kimi hitori o otona ni suru yo
hareta shuumatsu ha umi made aruite arashi no yoru ni ha BEDDO de jareatta ne
yume no kakera sae sagasenai boku ga kimi no tame ni ima nani ga dekirundarou? ...dakishimeru hoka ni
natsu no koi ni yakedo shita mune ha fuyu no mae ni yasashisa o nedaru
ara kezuri na ai ha itsumo kimi no egao yuuutsu ni suru yo
deai no binetsu ni futari ha kagayaki Kiss o bara maite hoshikuzu atsumeta ne mahou ga togirete odorenai boku ha kimi no tame ni ima nani ga dekirundarou? ...dakishimeru hoka ni
i really think that's a beautiful song... ::sigh:: enjoy |
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| Your Move! |
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| 04:29pm 14/08/2003 |
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mood:  dorky music: Kiss Me, Thrill Me, Kiss Me, Kill Me - U2
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Your Move by Yuu-Gi-Oh
It's time to duel and there's no backing down The heart of the cards is where magic is found
We played this game before But never quite this way It's like an all out war With monsters at our play
Yugioh! He's the king of games! Yugioh! King of games!
Instrumental
Your move!
It's now your turn and the traps have been set We got one last surprise and it ain't over yet!
Bridge 1
They got the upper hand But that won't last for long It's time to take a stand And show them that you're strong
Repeat Chorus
Egyptian secrets are revived Ancient Powers have survived With all the rates all black and white Friends will help to win the fight Solve the puzzle's mystery Unlock the hero's destiny Now alter egos now one knows Side by side they fight their foes
Heeeeeey! It's time to duel!
Bridge 2
These duel identities They struggle for control! To personalties Inhabiting one's soul!
Bridge 3
It's not a match you're in It's much more like a brawl! The only way to win You've gotta risk it all!
Instrumental
Your move!
Repeat Verse 1, Bridge 1, and Chorus
that was nice dun't ya think? ^^ enjoy! |
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| Face Up, Face Down |
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| 10:25am 13/08/2003 |
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mood:  artistic music: Whipser - Evanescence
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Face Up, Face Down by Pegasus Yu-Gi-Oh
Welcome all my honored guests To the ultimate duel with the best of the best At my invitation you've come to compete For the honor of suffering the final defeat
Isn't it grand what I managed to do By kidnapping those closest to you I've taken their souls to lay on the line In a winner take all duel for all time
Let's play the game I'm sure you all know how But watch yourselves my foolish friends You're all in my world now
Face up, face down Attack or defend Face up, face down This battle's to the end Face up, face down Stay on guard Face up, face down Play your strongest card
My arena awaits us all I built it myself, it's just down the hall I wish this day hadn't come so fast You see I truly wanted your pain to last
Face up, face down Attack or defend Face up, face down This battle's to the end Face up, face down Stay on guard Face up, face down Play your strongest card
All your cunning strategies All the tricks you try Look like merely child's play To my Millennium Eye
Your turn, Yugi boy
What's wrong now, you look so sad Losing your soul doesn't feel that bad Those you love have told me so And soon my friends, you too will know
Let's play the game I'm sure you all know how But watch yourselves my foolish friends You're all in my world now
Face up, face down Attack or defend Face up, face down This battle's to the end Face up, face down Stay on guard Face up, face down Play your strongest card
Face up, face down Attack or defend Face up, face down This battle's to the end Face up, face down Stay on guard (Fade)
there we go. click! enjoy! |
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| Imaginary |
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| 10:37pm 12/08/2003 |
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mood:  blah music: Taking Over Me - Evanescence
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Imaginary by Evanescence
i linger in the doorway of alarm clock screaming monsters calling my name let me stay where the wind will whisper to me where the raindrops as they're falling tell a story
in my field of paper flowers and candy clouds of lullaby i lie inside myself for hours and watch my purple sky fly over me
don't say i'm out of touch with this rampant chaos - your reality i know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge the nightmare i built my own world to escape
in my field of paper flowers and candy clouds of lullaby i lie inside myself for hours and watch my purple sky fly over me
swallowed up in the sound of my screaming cannot cease for the fear of silent nights oh how i long for the deep sleep dreaming the goddess of imaginary light
i really liked that song. now that i have the cd for it, i think nearly every song on that cd will be posted on this site, soemtime or the other... ^^. paper flowers... enjoy! |
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| Going Under |
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| 06:38pm 11/08/2003 |
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mood:  hot music: Hello - Evanescence
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Going Under by Evanescence
now i will tell you what i've done for you 50 thousand tears i've cried screaming deceiving and bleeding for you and you still won't hear me don't want your hand this time i'll save myself maybe i'll wake up for once not tormented daily defeated by you just when i thought i'd reached the bottom i'm dying again
i'm going under drowning in you i'm falling forever i've got to break through i'm going under
blurring and stirring the truth and the lies so i don't know what's real and what's not always confusing the thoughts in my head so i can't trust myself anymore i'm dying again
i'm going under drowning in you i'm falling forever i've got to break through
so go on and scream scream at me i'm so far away i won't be broken again i've got to breathe i can't keep going under
i just got the cd niichan imported from america for me! I really liked this song and Bring Me Back To life. Also i like one of them called "My Last Breath". i think i'll make that one tomorrow's lyric. e.- major linkage enjoy! |
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| Shinning Collection |
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| 10:25pm 10/08/2003 |
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mood:  hungry music: Yuragu Koto Nai Ai - GetBackers
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Shinning Collection by Nittle Grasper Gravitation
Garasu no bedo ni toraware no motion Tesaguri de shukujo wa kamikudaku Soliday na tail de midara na hane collection Himei hodo mujaki na yoruga hoshii
Yuuutsu no borode odoru jiyuu to uso ni tsuda nukare Moroku maichiru puzzle kono shihai kara tobitate
Kiss shining hitomi ni kuchizukete Toke dasu hanabira mo jama ni naru Make me shining irozuku shigeki no hate ni Kagayakihajimeta maboroshi
Shikai wo nukedashita panorama no dimension Kanpeki na gitai wa tada furueru Cheap na shokushu wa mitsu wo motomeru reaction Tsumetakutemo hiwai na kimi ga mitai
Nanairo ni moteasobu waki-da-shita kairaku no umi Kage ga fuchidoru game kono sekai kara uchinuke
Kiss shining kodoku wo katashidori Karamaru koukai ga kuu wo kiru Make me shining chirabaru kokoro no hahenra Mabushiku sugisaru kibou ni
Ta-iki wa somaru akaku nureta yubisaki ni habatakenu chou no namida Subete wa suna ni naru shining, make you cry
Kiss shining hitomi ni kuchizukete Toke dasu hanabira mo jama ni naru Kill me shining irozuku shigeki no hate ni Kagayakihajimeta maboroshi
Please don't cryin' kodoku wo katashidori Karamaru koukai ga kuu wo kiru Make me shining chirabaru kokoro no hahenra Mabushiku sugisaru kibou ni
and that was the gravi song!!! there will be lots more since i absolutely Shuichi from Bad Luck. clicky click enjoy the song! ^^ |
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| Mr. Deja Vu |
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| 11:17pm 09/08/2003 |
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mood:  accomplished music: Condoru Wa Tsubasa De Ikou - GetBackers
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Mr. Deja Vu GetBackers
Kumo ni mizu tamari afurete sora ga naki dashisou Oboreteiku nichijou no naka mabuta no uratsumetai Nagai yoru hitori koete tameiki de keshita asa no oto Tori modosenai zureta jikan wa mou maki modosenai
Mr. deja vu kimi ga inai maboroshi ni natta hibi Kizuita no kimi ga inai tokei no hari wa ugokanai Speak to me
Tsuyogatte ita no wa dare yori yowasa o shitteta kara Koronda kizu koraeta yoru mo mimamoru youni kimi wa Hontou no yasashisa o hajimete oshiete kureta ne Demo todokanai tsutaerarenai Tsuki ga kasundeiku
"Sayonara" to iwanai mama hitori kiri ni shinai de Eien nante nai toshitemo akai nido o shinjite itai
Mr. deja vu kimi ga inai eranbe nakatta hibi Kizuita no kimi ga inai tokei no hari wa ugokanai Speak to me
"Sayonara" to iwanai mama hitori kiri ni shinai de Eien nante nai toshitemo akai nido o shinjite itai
finally got this song!!!! i love the GetBackers music!!! ^^ linkage enjoy! |
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| The Last Song |
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| 09:30pm 09/08/2003 |
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mood:  ditzy music: With You - Avril Lavigne
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The Last Song by X-Japan
Watching the stars till they're gone Like an actor all alone Who never knew the story he was in Who never knew the story ends. Like the sky reflecting my heart All the colors become visible When the morning begins I'll read last line
Owaranai ame dakishimeta yoru ga asa o mukaeru Kokoro wa mada nureta mama
In endless rain I've been walking Like a poet feeling pain Trying to find the answers Trying to hide the tears But it was just a circle That never ends When the rain stops, I'll turn the page The page of the first chapter
Kizutsuku dake kizutsuite wakatta hazu no kotae o Doutshite mada doui kaketeru
Am I wrong to be hurt Am I wrong to feel pain Am I wrong to be in the rain Am I wrong to wish the night won't end Am I wrong to cry But I know, It's not wrong to sing The Last Song Cause forever fades
Kigatsukeba mata hikari-yoru no sora o mitsumeteru Sukoshi-zutsu kiete yuku OUR MEMORIES Kizutsuku dake kizutsuite wakatta hazu no kotae o Doutshite mada dou ikaketeru
I see red I see blue But the silver lining gradually takes over When the morning begins I'll be in the next chapter
Owaranai ame dakishimeta yoru ga asa o mukaeru Kokoro wa mada nureta mama Kizutsuku dake kizutsuite wakatta hazu no kotae o Dou shite mada dou ikaketeru
^_________^ mew!!!!! i love this song. half japanese, half english. it's a lot like another song i like a lot. "Open Up Your Mind" from Saiyuki. hmmm. i think i'll do that one tomorrow. ^^ click here enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| Anbaransu Na Kiss o Shite |
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| 02:05pm 08/08/2003 |
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mood:  thirsty music: Angel's Crying - DJ Mystik
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Anbaransu Na Kiss o Shite by Yuusuke Yu Yu Hakusho
Wareta kagami no naka Naite iru Naite iru Hosoi tsuki no nazoru yubi
Dare wo yonde iru no kieta koi no senaka Nando demo Nando demo Kimi no mado wo tataku kara
Yoru no kasokudo ni senaka osarete Ito ga kireru you ni Tada, kimi wo kimi wo tsuyoku daite 'ta
Anbaransu na Kiss wo kawashite Ai ni chikazuke yo Kimi no namida mo kanashii uso mo Boku no kokoro ni nemure
Kinou e no Merry-go-round kimi wo hakonde yuku Tometakute Tometakute Boku wa kagi wo sagashite 'ru
Kuzureochisou na sora wo sasaete Hitori tachitsukusu Tada, kimi no kimi no soba ni itai yo
Anbaransu Kiss de kakareta Futari no shinario Ai to yobu hodo tsuyoku nakute mo Kimi no subete ga itai
Tada, kimi no kimi no soba ni itai yo
Anbaransu na Kiss wo kawashite Ai ni chikazuke yo Kimi no namida mo kanashii uso mo Boku no kokoro ni nemure
Kimi no kokoro ga boku wo yobu made Dakishimeaeru hi made
and that's that. im glad i could get a link to this one. download here |
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| Crucify My Love |
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| 03:15pm 07/08/2003 |
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mood:  crushed music: 無終り雨 - X Japan
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Crucify My Love by X-Japan Tokyo Babylon & X/1999
Crucify my love If my love is blind Crucify my love If it sets me free Never know never trust "That love should see a color" Crucify my love If it should be that way
Swing the heartache Feel it inside out When the wind cries I'll say goodbye Tried to learn, tried to find To reach out for eternity Where's the answer Is this forever
Like a river flowing to the sea You'll be miles away and I will know I know I can deal with the pain No reason to cry
Crucify my love If my love is blind Crucify my love If it sets me free Never know never trust "That love should see a color" Crucify my love If it should be that way
'Til the loneliness shadows the sky I'll be dailing down and I will know I know I can clear clouds away Or is it a crime to love
Swing the heartache Feel it inside out When the wind cries I'll say goodbye Tried to learn, tried to find To reach out for eternity Where's the answer Is this foever
Crucify my love If my love is blind Crucify my love If it sets me free Never know, never trust "That love should see a color" Crucify my love If it should be that way
i had to put this song here. It's X Japan soo you know it's good. here's the link |
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| Namida no Huricane |
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| 03:10am 07/08/2003 |
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mood:  crushed music: Golden I - Mindless Self Indulgence
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Namida no Hurricane by Pierrot GetBackers
sennen ni ikkai no koi nante mon ja nai futari no tame ni sora to daichi ga ugoiteta shakariki na hi yo Come Back!
mafuyu no umi ni nageta misanga oto mo tatezu kiete shimau no ne bouhatei makka ni moeru gogo
nami ga spancoll mitai ni kirei ne konna ni, dakara, sou waratte furimuicha dame saa, iku wa yo!
arashi ni dakarete yume kara Jump!! eien ga oshiyoseru Island hateshinaku sunda sora o motome kizutsuita kamone mo tonde yuku namida no Hurricane! kanjitai no tokimeki: How to make it? Neon ga mabushisugite mienai omoide wa kokoro yusaburu wana
Asufaruto ni saku hana no you ni tsuyokute utsukushiku naritai to chikau yo donna ni kodoku demo
unmeitte Do you know? What can I..... dakedo konna shoppai ame ni mou jibun o kakushitari shinai saa, iku wa yo!
arashi ni dakarete naosara Jump!! Motto atsui mirai no Sunshine kono mune no kajitsu hajikeru kurai sekaijuu makikonde jouriku chu namida no Hurricane!
Sayonara wa itsumo sagashiteru taiyou megake hashiru yuuki ashita no watashi wa koko ni inai mezametara kawaru no sa... yeah yeah yeahhhh!!!!
arashi ni dakarete yume kara Jump!! eien ga oshiyoseru Island koko kara hajimaru tabidachi ima kagayaku you ni omoikkiri naite mo iin desu ka? namida no Hurricane!!!
niichan really likes that song. he could just sing it for hours, nin-stop. lol. right now though, i don't think that'll help much. he's not much the mood for anything. here's the link |
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| If You Still Believe In Love |
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| 06:06pm 06/08/2003 |
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mood:  sore music: A New Day Has Come - Celion Deon
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If You Still Believe In Love by Dennis Martin
I had a dream that I could fly I can feel each moment as time goes by
We'd never be too far away You would always be here I heard you say
I never thought Thought that it would be our last good bye I still can dream that one day love will fall from the sky
Do you still remember All the time that has gone by Do you still believe that Love can fall out from the sky (if you still believe---in love, in me....do you believe)
If from where you're standing You can see the sky above I'll be waiting for you If you still believe in love
Find a way To bring back yesterday Find a way for love
I hope you'll stay When tomorrow comes today Love will find a way
I'll be waiting for you In my heart you are the one If I cannot find you I will look up to the sun (if you still believe---in love, in me....do you believe)
If from where you're standing You can see the sky above I'll be waiting for you If you still believe in love la la la la (4x)
I really love that song.... it's very romantic. ^^ i wanna try and cheer up niichan. he's been really worried about me lately cause of... oh. well he'll probably talk about it in his journal. i little confrontation happened today and he was very protective and negative on himself for "letting something happen to his precious kitsune" ^^; im fine though. just a little sore and tender on that arm. the injury wasn't all that deep (thankfully). i'll just have to type with one hand and try not to puch it too much. anyway enough of my talking. here's the link to the song"If You Still believe In Love" enjoy and comment if you take my song!!!! ^^ |
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