| New Journal |
[20 Dec 2004|09:05pm] |
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It's time for a new journal to fill with new memories. The bad and the good.. i grew up a lot since i started writing in here even though it was just a couple of months.. its time for a new journal.
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| Another Update. |
[23 Aug 2004|03:03pm] |
My Life Revolves around Hana and Cho, The Love of my Life is named Hiro and I'm currently still living with my sister, Mio. I have a job at this local Shrimp Bar but I'm going to quite soon, I need a better paying job! lol
Me-Hey! Did you get a hair cut?
Hana- No..
Me-Yes you did!
Hana-Your just seeing things!
Me-No, No You got a hair cut!
Hana- No I didn't
Me-Okay then How do you explain your hair being shorter.
Hana-It's not.
Me- Oh.
*Cho laughs wildly in the background*
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| Hello Friends! |
[23 Aug 2004|02:53pm] |
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I havnt updated in the longest time I totally forgot about this thing when my internet broke, I just got a new computer about a month ago and well I just realized that I still had a blurty, going back threw my old entries made me think.. its scary, but hey.. Hello Everybody! and no I didn't die.
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| anime ^_^ kiwi |
[05 May 2004|03:24pm] |
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I didn't write for a while and im sorry... today im going to be all open okk? lol
The reason why I always want to go back to my childhood is because basicly
i never had one. When I was a 10 years old girl My mind was set to these
rules 'I only spoke when spoken too' and 'I only talked when i wanted to
be hear by other' other wise i didnt say or do anything, at the time I lived
in Japan with my Aunt and i never met mio, my mother or father yet I never
even knew that they exisited.. When I was around 12 I was sitting in my room
and my Aunt comes in with some girl and says 'this is moimika, your sister she
is 15 years old' and im like 'Okay, cool.' I felt like this was normal and I still
think it is well at least to me, im not upset at my parents at all for leaving me
at my Aunt's house and not being introduced to my mom until i was just 14
she came up to me and said 'Are you Ren?' and im like 'Yes' and she was like
'REN! Im your mother!' and im like 'Okay, Cool. Where's my dad' *pause*
'He couldn't make it' and then when im 16 i find that my mom was never married,
therefore i do not have a dad.. At 16 i realized not to trust anybody, not even
your parents. I always want to go back to age 14 cause thats when me and mom
went to Hawaii and I met all these people. Although I met Hiroshi in Japan when I
was 12 but we really didnt know each other until later later in Hawaii... I am now
17 and I only new my mother for 3 years... Although I only lived with her for 1
year the other 2 years she lived in Japan. she still does. a couple of months ago
my mother called me up and told me that I wasnt a mistake and She wanted to
have me more then ever, maybe not with the right person but she wanted me..
if she wanted me soo bad why did she desert me for 14 years and she took care
of Mio! grr.. bye!
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[19 Apr 2004|09:21pm] |
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I had a dream that I still loved 'him'....
I feel like sleeping beauty, just without a prince, so that means im forever dreaming
I want someone. Someone to love. Someone to hug. Someone to make me feel safe. Someone to kiss.
but I still havn't found 'him'. it's not like I been searching for him, i believe that he will come to me and
ill fall in love. but it's not happening. ggggr.. I WANT TO LOVE SOMEBODY AGAIN!!!
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