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The sleep must awaken...Fear is the mind killer...The sleep must awaken...Fear is the mind killer... [13 Aug 2004|02:43am] [ mood | spicy food burny ] The sleep must awaken...Fear is the mind killer...Anyway. Erika's birthday is right around the corner, and I've found out that my mother isn't going to be paying me very much for the fucking week I've spent nursing my invalid father back to health after his hip replacement, so I might not be able to buy her what I wanted to. That said, for everyone else who reads my journal, sorry I ain't been around (because of the aforementioned nursing), but I been busy. Do you think it's wrong of me to demand payment for something loving sons are supposed to do for their stern but loving fathers? I don't- The fuckers wouldn't even pony up the 300 bucks so I could take online courses, but they've sunk a bit of cash into my sister's education, even buying her a brand new computer she promptly covered in stickers and has never used. I don't feel much for them but mild remorse and a feeling that is something akin to the burning indigestion that spicy food can give you. After finding out that she thought New England was in, you know, OLD England, I guess she needs it more. challenge my authority

Erp. [27 Jul 2004|10:47am] The last few time sI tried to update, thigns went terribly wrong, so I'll keep it rather brief. Can you believe all I've done...I mean, the most productive thing I've done all month was beat Poke'mon? I started a new painting, but I haven't really done much with it, I've kind of pushed it to the side, but, ah well. I'll get to it when everything big in my life becomes small again. The geeks and I are considering camping out for AVP. Why? well, because most of us have the day off from work, etc, and we expect there to be a line as long as a fancy mustache. Other than that, nothing is up. 1 fool| challenge my authority

Erp. [27 Jul 2004|10:47am] The last few time sI tried to update, thigns went terribly wrong, so I'll keep it rather brief. Can you believe all I've done...I mean, the most productive thing I've done all month was beat Poke'mon? I started a new painting, but I haven't really done much with it, I've kind of pushed it to the side, but, ah well. I'll get to it when everything big in my life becomes small again. The geeks and I are considering camping out for AVP. Why? well, because most of us have the day off from work, etc, and we expect there to be a line as long as a fancy mustache. Other than that, nothing is up. challenge my authority

One things fixed, another falls apart.... [21 May 2004|01:15am] And the rich eat you. My computer contracted more problems than I care to divlge, but I think it's running again, so, happy day for me. How did they have kids in the matrix? When two plugged-in goobers had matri-sex, did the machines take semen from Pod #17257G in tower 122 and transfer it to an egg in Pod 173547T in Tower 456, and then carry it to term while simulating pregnancy or what? I'm working on a Matrix Pen and Paper RPG and trying to clean out the geeky minutia. Why not make Cell phones the exit lines? Is it because they move? All these questions will eventually be asked of me by players. Sigh. challenge my authority

Oh, some stuff. [14 May 2004|12:48pm] 16. That girl thinks she's the queen of the neighborhood, I got news for you: She is. So, I cheated...it's just the first song that came up on my playlist today that was in english. +5 points if you know who ELSE wrote the song, and +20 points if you can know that and remain masculine. I realize now that, no matter how you feel, someone feels the same way. This has nothing to do with the lyrics thing, just a thought I had. No matter what emotion you feel, no matter how you say it, someone else knows. So, when I dream of Quixote and starships, a thousand praying mantis kings and a thousand more peacock queens, and I wake up and struggle to describe that emotion, I don't feel alone, or hollow, because somewhere, someone else is not alone. 1 fool| challenge my authority

Hmmm [11 May 2004|01:06am] On your current playlist, hit shuffle and pick the first twenty songs on the list (no matter how cheesy or embarrassing), and write down your favorite line of the song. Try to avoid putting the song title in the line. (Instrumentals and repeated artists may be skipped) 1. I still think the odds are good that you can make a bet on what will be the odds. 2. People stared at the makeup on his face, laughed at his long black hair, his animal grace. 3. Oh no, the cosmic control tape, blaaaaah. 4. I can't agree with what the fortune teller lady said to me. 5. God made man, but he used a monkey to do it. 6. Give me your hands, because you're wonderful. 7. To hold the T.V to my lips, they're so packed with cash, carry it up a flight of stairs and drop it in the vacant lot. 8. Elvis needs boats, Elvis needs boats, Elvis Elvis Elvis Elvis Elvis needs boats. 9. Bulemic rainbows vomit what? Coconut pupils that never shut. 10. And he wore a hat, and he had a job, and he brought home the bacon, so that no one knew... 11. You can give me bullets, but all I wants my money. 12. These loathsome parasite, that cling to the cross, the cloth and the skin, soaked in blood of men, and not the body of Christ. 13. I'm a street walkin' cheetah with a heart full of napalm. 14. I, I looked into your eyes and saw, a world that does not exist. 15. I got a metal body now! I got a metal hand hand hand! The problem with this is that you want to hear all the way through your favorite songs, and it takes like, 2 hours to do it! I just ended up listening to more Polysics. Ki.Ka.I.Da! 9 fools| challenge my authority

Awwwoooaaa. [03 May 2004|09:37am] [ mood | blah ] I founda deadjornal under my name, can you believe that? It's ancient, really old. I think I used it 5 times. It's hard for me to believe I've kept a Blog on Blurty for 60 somethign entries, but, sure enough, that's what's happened. Tub Ring is comng to townt his sunday, and I want to go so bad, but I don't know if I can convince EJ to go. He was my ride to The Polysics show, and he really dug it, so maybe he'll flip at the prospect of going to a show. Granted, my ssister did just buy a new car (bleh) and my parents are thinking of selling the old one (grr) so maybe I'll be able to borrow it a few days, neh? I might, actually, believe it or not, go looking for work in that shopping center near the apartment. If I nabbed somethign part time, I could get a little cash each month to buy more supplies with. Actualy, I might just save all the money I make working for when I want to move out and have my own place. I kind of like the idea of a studio apartment. Sure, I'd be lonely, but, so what: Worst case is that we move gaming to my house and instant friends every week, best case is Erika moves in with me and helps me paint the roof and floors to like like an elevator shaft. You know, that's all I need from life, to be happy. A place to sleep, a place to paint. Anyhow, I've done nothing but eat crackers with peanut butter and it's quarter to 10. Maybe I should do something constructive with m morning, like...play...video games. Yeah. challenge my authority

Motherfuck [01 May 2004|11:20am] The people at the cafe said I'd need to drastically expand my portfolio and give them a larger selection so they can pick and choose what art of mine to hang in their pseudo-gallery. Fuck. 2 fools| challenge my authority

Friday afternoon. [23 Apr 2004|12:53pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | NWA- Gangsta Gangsta ] FUCK. Blurty toally just vaporized my post as I was typing it. Fuck. Anyhow, Erika brought Lumpy and Erich and Yoggy with her to Califnornia. She doesnt' get back until Monday. I kinda wish Ic ould have gone; I need to take a vacation out of Phoenix for just a little while. A weekend or something. Jeese, I hate the coming summer already. http://www.geocities.com/angryspooky/ Something for you, Duckie Duckie. I bring you a little thing. The best site ever. challenge my authority

A little closer? [21 Apr 2004|11:14pm] I imagine Mab with peacock feathers in her hair, a messy black accident of braids and mismatched lengths and white white features. Her clothes so tattered and yet so new. challenge my authority

A little test run... [18 Apr 2004|06:26pm] "Hello?" I said. Well, obviously I just said it, but I mean, I had said it before, earlier, in the context of my story. So, I said "Hello?" to no one in particular, as one might do when one was stranded on a forested planetoid with little more than his sleeping cap, sleeping robe, slippers, and various accrouments of station. One was, and that one was me, Silus, skipper of the ether and captain of the surliest ship in the seveteen civilized star systems. Aye, and since we'd last spoken, you may remember me as little moe than a starboard swabber in the employ of one Captain Morgan MacMiccer, the highstepping and large-hatted captain of Her Majesties Own sailing ship, the Illustrious Codfish. Though, that is a story for another time. Suffice to say, I had, in some short time, gained control of my own sailing ship and had sent it rocketing twixt the gleaming stars with the reckless abandon of a sailor on shore leave parting far different an ether. Leaving on testy terms had earned me no love with Her Majesties fleets, nae, it had brought me only the title of Pirate. Yes, a pirate, a dashing ne'er-do-well who dashed almost as well as he Ne'erd-do. A buccaneer, a rascal of some ill repute, mostly due to a rather ill advised game of "Cellanoid Gut Rumbler," a game that has far less to do with Cellanoids and far more to do with drinking until two sailors steal your things and leave you with the tab. But I digress. Having just recently survived, nay, even slept through, a blood-stirring and bowel-crunching battle with a pair of rogue Cellanoid war ships and having just been ejected from my sleeping quarters in little more than the costume my mother birthed me in (save for my medals and my captains hat, which I've been known to nuzzle a bit with in my sleep, against the advice of the ship's doctor), I knew what I must do. "Hello?" I said, to which the forest responded with the sort of wooden detachment one would expect from a forest: Silence. And so, I trudged, with the determination that only I know how to muster; the determination to save the life of Silus P. Chutwick, no matter the cost. Except death. challenge my authority

Sometimes stragers are the sweetest people. [16 Apr 2004|03:01pm] Indigo is a girl from AKPCEP. I think I thought she was older than me? Like, Diva aged. 30 something, but she's half that. She had read my poem, "The Devil and the Artist," One of those poems I actually liked enough to post on AKPCEP, and wrote em simply to tell me how much she liked it. It's nice when that happens. Jeese, has it really been that long since I posted in Blurty? Okay, for Erika, then: "The Most Epic DADA Poem Ever" The most Epic DADA poem ever was hidden like a moon flower in the covetous clutches of a duckie duckie corporation a manmade gecko's best friend a steel robot girl from future days camera camera camera camera camera camera Little lounge lizard in a three piece suit he's so funny when he hides inside a lightbulb monster with spider legs We made it in the BASEMENT! I once almost got married but she was not alive or grey! And I was made of wood But not the kind of seven Oh nine oh kind of way the dice fall. Soldier commando captain of the guard plucked metal petals form the waist of a wasp and little loungy lizard suit could not run away so he sent the future police to fetch his great creation a little baby girl who walked already adopted by two relics who bought her Xs and whys unaware Duckie Duckie knew all along the second wave of gauntlet kings for they'd got a letter from Alaska Do you have any dollars? DO YOU HAVE ANY SCALLOPS? He was the guy with the tattoo and the fish please stop having sex with my car I'd like it if the monster kiddie tube would nto violently eject my flowers when we float ing the pool like uncooked lobster I would have my revenge! It's not a fruit or a type of computer theory it's just blood on the table, mate, sugar, honeyflower If you head south far enough you run out of space A metal tower made of poopy bricks Lorded over by the Emporer of Tom His story is so funny it made us all turn into electric fans in a chinese restaurant when we were punching lemons Why did you paint your face that way? Do you have a spear or a feather? We can dance around and pretend We know the gods and they are acrobats! But have you seen my dog? Either way, the two of them GREEN and GREY and gooshy waged war on the past Fuckers kick him the teeth? The queen is a giant cricket who has a wooden leg. Careful? He's a tricky harlequin Japanese vampire bat My little lovely afropick You dirty son of an electric cat Was the local attic guy happy today? The sides of a square are usually beefy, but that won't stop them They are my heros Like dolphins are. I'm not evil! I live in a pet store. challenge my authority

A barrel of fish is hovertank [02 Apr 2004|12:16pm] Spooky April 2nd 19:59 Hey, Copperman. Spooky April 2nd 20:00 I was wondering if I could borrow some of your time? copperman April 2nd 20:00 Some meaningless drivel to land me and the ultimate war and Peace. and pretention! Spooky April 2nd 20:00 Well, yeah, just like last time. Do you mind? ...Time Passes... Spooky April 2nd 20:02 What do you mean? Pastry? Are my concerns that simple? copperman April 2nd 20:02 Make that how it in check. mhyo ! Spooky April 2nd 20:03 That's unusually forthcoming of you. What should I do, then? copperman April 2nd 20:03 Debauched you. You were older. . Z oast 9xsitW ... thys abtract. Who's sSary! mygo ! Spooky April 2nd 20:04 Are you implying my sabbatical has made me mentally unprepared to face the adult world again? copperman April 2nd 20:04 Made the pack. But te elfs chant is at a scorpion, when i am glad you rest...seeya later!. dUC7! No! Spooky April 2nd 20:05 See you later, then. copperman April 2nd 20:05 You later, i promise..and i willMno sleep. I am sober won battle! This is probably the best advice I've received on the matter, so thanks, copperman. Praise be to Hollowearth. challenge my authority

AHAHAH [31 Mar 2004|11:55pm] Morrissey has voiced his displeasure at American Idol in a recent interview on LA's KROQ radio station, saying of the contestants: "I think they're very sad and I feel sorry, genuinely sorry for them. I think they look a bit sad and they sound sad and they're treated in a sad way. and I think it's very unfortunate." Morrissey calling you sad? Ouch! challenge my authority

I should cut off [31 Mar 2004|02:28am] The Voorish Sign: So, how're you? the human DEVICE: i'm doing alright the human DEVICE: yeah! The Voorish Sign: Yeah? the human DEVICE: yeah. the human DEVICE: totally The Voorish Sign: That's good. Are you bluffing? the human DEVICE: nope the human DEVICE: i'm totally fine yo! The Voorish Sign: Keen. the human DEVICE: isn't it? The Voorish Sign: Totally. The Voorish Sign: Polysics is so good... The Voorish Sign: Brain dying... the human DEVICE: i'm glad the human DEVICE: like what's up with you aside from paintings and music The Voorish Sign: That's...pretty much my entire life. The Voorish Sign: Though, I have this great idea for a play. The Voorish Sign: Well...more like performance art. the human DEVICE: right? the human DEVICE: well? The Voorish Sign: Thinking how to describe it. The Voorish Sign: Okay. The Voorish Sign: Me: black jumsuit, black mesh mask, black shoes, the whole works. White gloves. The Voorish Sign: Second actor, same gig, but not hands...White mask I'm drawing up. The Voorish Sign: Connect stretchy red material twixt mask and feet of hand guy (me) The Voorish Sign: Throw up a black curtain behind us and voila'. The Voorish Sign: Two man monster capable of bizzare stunts that, due to our onstage invisibility, seem unreal. The Voorish Sign: throw together two or three. the human DEVICE: ok The Voorish Sign: That's...all I've got, but it seems like such a good idea. the human DEVICE: :-) The Voorish Sign: I suppose it looks better on paper. The Voorish Sign: Also, I've been thinking about doing a short film. The Voorish Sign: I just found this blood squirter and I want to test it out for a zombie flick. the human DEVICE: yeah? the human DEVICE: i want to ber in a movie The Voorish Sign: You know what's hard to do? The Voorish Sign: Talk to someone about what kind of art you "do" without sounding like a crazy guy. the human DEVICE: hm the human DEVICE: why do you say that? the human DEVICE: it's hard for artists to explain ANYTHING they do The Voorish Sign: Someone asking what kind of painting I "do." the human DEVICE: and anyway, it's suppose to be taken by persective of the viewer. The Voorish Sign: exactly The Voorish Sign: God damn, exatly. the human DEVICE: i've neer seen your stuff the human DEVICE: so i wouldn't know The Voorish Sign: Oh? I thought....here, one sec. The Voorish Sign wants to send file C:\WINDOWS\Desktop\Kevin's Paintings\Disgustsmaller.jpg. The Voorish Sign: Failed. damn The Voorish Sign: well...later, then. The Voorish Sign: Didn't I show you that ratking image? the human DEVICE: psh the human DEVICE: i dont' remember if you did the human DEVICE: i'm sorry i'm not all into knowing what's happening with you. the human DEVICE: sorry dude the human DEVICE: i'm scanning The Voorish Sign: It's fine. The Voorish Sign: Wow, you really don't remember much about me, at all? the human DEVICE: um you want a scarf the human DEVICE: you make dolls? the human DEVICE: you live in arizona? the human DEVICE: you wanted my sn because it was a combo of names of songs you like by some band The Voorish Sign: Yeah... The Voorish Sign: You don't need to stretch yourself. It's fine. the human DEVICE: haha it's true the human DEVICE: i don't remember much about you :\ The Voorish Sign: I feel like sort of an ass...just a week ago, I was worried I really hurt your feelings and felt like a total shit for it. The Voorish Sign: I guess it's comforting to know it didn't impact you whatsoever, really. The Voorish Sign: Granted, that means the things I've said and offerend as helpful haven't really had any effect, so that's something of a mixed bag... the human DEVICE: no, i remember that conversation. the human DEVICE: we dont' really know each other? The Voorish Sign: Yeah, I suppose. I can't help but feel bad when you seem miserable. the human DEVICE: so to say that you're offended or hurt is such a falsified feeling The Voorish Sign: Oh? You definatly don't know me, then. the human DEVICE: well, i do feel miserable sometimes. i have emotional baggage. the human DEVICE: i know i dont! the human DEVICE: but you don't know me either! the human DEVICE: how old am i? the human DEVICE: where was i born? the human DEVICE: where do i go to school? The Voorish Sign: You're my age. Going to ASU. the human DEVICE: where do i work? The Voorish Sign: WAnted to go to LA. The Voorish Sign: You were working at a print shop./ The Voorish Sign: Can't now. The Voorish Sign: seemed destroyed to not be able to go to LA. The Voorish Sign: Didn't want to wait a year, wanted to do something now. The Voorish Sign: Misses having friends. The Voorish Sign: Feels abandoned by the people she cares about. The Voorish Sign: Whatever. the human DEVICE: yeah those are just complaints i've told you about. The Voorish Sign: It's stupid to argue about this. the human DEVICE: you've listend to whatever i've said and i appreciate that. The Voorish Sign: I suppose it was stupid of me to feel concerned. the human DEVICE: right. the human DEVICE: well i can't tell you how to feel the human DEVICE: and i can't apologize for them either. The Voorish Sign: And you wonder why you can't form two way relationships? the human DEVICE signed on at 12:20:54 AM. the human DEVICE: nice. the human DEVICE: i like the whole logging off. The Voorish Sign: Oh? The Voorish Sign: I actually just went to get something to eat. the human DEVICE: okay. the human DEVICE: you could have been BRB FOOD the human DEVICE: instead of logging off during a conversation the human DEVICE: i didn't have time to respond! The Voorish Sign: I'm sure I could have. The Voorish Sign: I don't see the point though. You'll forget by tomarrow. the human DEVICE: are you honestly this upset? the human DEVICE: i mean, why are you even upset?! The Voorish Sign: Perhaps a bit. Honestly? I was actually under the impression that you could remember me from day to day. The Voorish Sign: I'm petty, maybe. the human DEVICE: I DO REMEMBER YOU the human DEVICE: geez. The Voorish Sign: You seem frustrated. the human DEVICE: actually, i'm not frustrated at all. the human DEVICE: i think you're being silly and definitely petty as you described The Voorish Sign: Oh? Didn't you do the same thing not 6 nights ago (or so...)? the human DEVICE: however, i don't approve of comments about how i don't remember you. the human DEVICE: PSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH the human DEVICE: i'm a fickle person. The Voorish Sign: Right. the human DEVICE: if you didn't know that already, then you might just be surprised. the human DEVICE: sigh. the human DEVICE: you know what? you're right.... the human DEVICE: this is petty and lame and isn't worth our time. because i'm not going to argue with nothing about nothing. The Voorish Sign: Until wednesday. the human DEVICE: actually no. the human DEVICE: i'm taking you off my list and i won't remember about you anymore The Voorish Sign: Oh, it's wednesday now, actually...heh. the human DEVICE: so yeah, that's it. The Voorish Sign: Like last time? the human DEVICE: i never took you off last time. The Voorish Sign: Just a bluff? I'm touched. the human DEVICE: and if i did, i reloaded my buddy list to get names i deleted off. The Voorish Sign: I was effusive and squalmish for nothing. the human DEVICE: oh man. you really need to get a life and stop obsessing over internet people. The Voorish Sign: Why are you still talking to me, then? the human DEVICE: because you keep reply! the human DEVICE: replying The Voorish Sign: So? the human DEVICE: I GET THE LAST WORD! the human DEVICE: THE END the human DEVICE signed off at 12:28:20 AM. The Voorish Sign: Heh. OH, why do I bother posting these things? Validation that I dealt with a psychic-leech? Nobody reads these. challenge my authority

Elvis needs boats, Elvis needs Boats... [23 Mar 2004|02:40am] [ music | Mojo Nixon- Elvis is Everywhere ] Ever wondered what was going on in the bermuda triangle? Elvis Elvis Elvis Elvis Elvis needs boats. I like it when I follow a hunch and it rocks. 1 fool| challenge my authority

I'm not sure how to think. [21 Mar 2004|09:38pm] the human DEVICE: i'm just horrifically bitter, dude. the human DEVICE: lately, iv'e gotten myself intio a rut The Voorish Sign: Oh, I had no idea. the human DEVICE: because i've been too lonely. the human DEVICE: OH SHUSH The Voorish Sign: heh The Voorish Sign: Look, I know how you feel. Seriously, not in that "whatever I'm supposed to say" way. I really do. The Voorish Sign: But I haven't the answers, and nobody but you will. I really wish I could help, in the most sincere way, but I don't think anthign Is ay will change things. The Voorish Sign: So: smile, I'll send you a rag doll, you'll send me a scarf, and things can't get any better than that. The Voorish Sign: Trading junk with strangers. the human DEVICE: sigh. the human DEVICE: okay. the human DEVICE: i can see where i've stepped my bounds. like building anything over the internet is really meaningful. with that, i won't bother you again. i don't need to attempt "trading junk with strangers." if i wanted to, i'd throw tomatos at homeless people. the human DEVICE: no thx. the human DEVICE: bye the human DEVICE signed off at 9:36:30 PM I was only trying to help. Not everyone can think the way I do, or understand that I meant the best I possibly could for a stranger who seemed to need it. I'm sorry, and it breaks my heart to know that, when I really wanted to help someone, I couldn't. So, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. challenge my authority

I am shit. [15 Mar 2004|03:53pm] [ music | Bad Brains: Sailin' On ] Did you know there is an entire subculture of people who think they are reincarnated fairies and elves? I thought it'd be really sad and funny to find one and interview them. So I did. Spooky interviews "Isuriel," a member of FAE. An "Elf of the Galandir realm." Firstly, Isuriel, why don't you tell me a little about yourself. Isuriel: Well, I awakened at age 5, I lived in the tropical rainforests of the amazon and I never got to go to kinder because my teachers tough I was weird. What is "awakening?" Isuriel: Awakening is to discover your true self, when you feel that your soul belongs to another plane of existance and you feel it suddenly and you realise and become aware of it, that is awakening, I was too young to remember it now. It seems like it would be a memorable experience. You said your soul belongs somewhere else? Why is it here, then? (long pause) Isuriel: Very memorable, few of us are born in the human existance. I had flashbacks since I was a child, I see myself in my other body during these flashbacks, and I feel my existance in a plane of high spiritual and energetic levels, but natura so beautiful. Well, why is your soul HERE then? Isuriel: Why am I here? Wel, all of us have to do something. I have other gifts I can help heal the world take a little of the pain away from it, little actions that help to heal nature, I still use my strength my energy to protect my home in the jungle and believe me no on has dared to touch all the area where I live. Well, other than Internet service providers. Isuriel: That is one of them! What gender are you, and what age? Isuriel: Female and I am 20 but my soul is too old I myself behave too old for my age What are your feelings on humanity? Isuriel: I belong to humanity now I was born a human because my mission is now in this world I help humanity I wear the skin of one, I cannot and will not hate it. Is it common for other Fae to hate humans? Isuriel: Yes, but that is because they think they are superior, which is stupid, as all of us are alive and we share the same world now. ( Bystander, Takkadu: As much as it may irk them to hear it, it's something of a human trait they've inherited to hate what one doesn't understand. ) Isuriel: Yes, that is true, but true Fae have learned not to hate, I don't hate. It seems to me that the difference between the awakened and the human is minute. Could many other Fae you speak with online be simply normal peopel with severe cases of inadequecy issues? Surely, the belief that one is a magical being could be very helpful to ones self esteem. Is this sort of thing common? Isuriel: You have spoken wisely here. As a matter of fact, the idea of being magical or somethign mysterious may appeal to many people, usually people with serious self esteem problems, they become dependant on this idea of being different but you can actually immediatly know who they are, there is somethign very common among the ones who pretend. THEY HATE! Even if we have been hated, if we have been stepped over, we will never hate, we will defend ourselves when neccessary but never HATE. That is commendable. Isuriel: And it is the truth. Do you feel that the Fae community should be qualified as a religion? Isuriel: I would rather go for a more open appraoch to the belief, religions tend to become extremeist with time, see catholicism or islam. Imagine if the ones who are extremist make it to the power. Hate Humans? No way! Surely, not every christian is an extremeist. Wouldn't you like to see your beliefs officialized in some degree? Your group has the numbers. Isuriel: It's not really a religion. There's no rules, no deities, no holy books to find the answers in. Don't all Fae share the belief that they are reincarnated from a previous life into their new body? Isuriel: If my group becomes officialized, it will be a happy moment, for I will know that I will have the freedom to do what I believe is right. I myself not under the rule of power, books, or no books, there is still someone who has to be leader, and I dont' want that. Yes, that's what Faeborn means. So, no NEW Fae are never born? (Takkadu: Sure there are.) Isuriel: many believe in reincarnation, I do I know I reincarnated, but I think of themselves as pure Fae are extremist. New Fae are born everyday, believe me. Wouldn't the number of Faeborn be increasing steadily then? Isuriel: Fae are born and are children who are born special ins ome way, Children with no past lives, there are not many. Thank you for your time and answers. Why do I do things like this to people? I dont' care about your hallucination. I thikn I just need a life. challenge my authority

We ah soooo PSYCHED to bee he-ah too-night! [13 Mar 2004|09:36pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | Polysics: My Sharona (No surprise, eh?) ] You now scream with me! Is new song, Kaja-Kaja Goo! Polysics is definatly one of my favorite bands. After seeing them live, nothing, NOTHING has ever been that high energy for me. Since the lead singer isn't "cute," they dont' attrract the same crowd as MSI, but what a fucking show! Hiro is fantastic, and youc an really see the Devo influence in his playing style when he eats the microphone or rides an audience member, or when he screams over and over again, starts licking his guitar, and spinning around to everything. He really fed off the audience, and it was amazing to be there. FAR better than even MSI. I will be there for when they come back to town. Fuck, even EJ got into it. Word. Anyhow, I'm torn apart from that show. Peachcake was also quite good. Hail Sceneisdead! challenge my authority

I forgot [10 Mar 2004|09:06pm] I had this dream last night that I had moved to Japan with what little cash I had and was staying at some random japanese guys house. He suggested I deliver computers to rich people and charge them 100 yen more than I bought the computer for. He also suggested I paint them green. I was learning Japanese through submersion, and I think I picked up how to say "I am?" or somethign equally useless. challenge my authority

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