| 12:13a |
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRr
I am soooo mad about my job right now. I am so done right now. I am leaving for a weeklong VERY MUCH NEEDED vacay on Monday night, and it can't come fast enough.
seriously, I'm going to throw something. at someone. it's not my coworkers' fault. I just need a break. I also hate not having a roommate. I hate being alone. I hate not having weekend plans, and obviously I am not being positive right now.
I hate the scale. I stepped on it this morning. And I hate it. Hate it hate it. I wish I could blame it on muscle mass but no...haven't been a very diligent excerciser lately, I'm sure that's exactly the problem. Problem is, I've never actually lost weight in a healthy way. I want to but I don't know how.
And I REALLy hate this rain. For goodness' sake it's August and we get 9 months of rain that usually is NOT August.
And I'm mad because I was going to go to adoration tonight and chose something else. It was a social activity with friends that wasn't in itself harmful but (*&(&*%&^. I should have gone to adoration for some long overdue much needed Jesus time.
I want an old plate I don't need or something so I can break it. |