| 11:09p |
doing great
I feel really strong and stable right now.
Living with Jenn, Melissa, Em, etc was always fun, but something about it...I don't know...I was never completely mentally healthy. I'm certainly not blaming it on them. But something about life right now...I feel like I have permission to be ok. I don't know how else to describe it.
I have felt so alive now for months. It's not like I have a bad life, it's not like I've ever been depressed. And I'm certainly not saying that in these past few months, I haven't had my moments. But overall...I'm a really well-adjusted person. I'm a very, very positive person. And God gave this all to me for a reason.
Please pray that he helps me to share it with others in a way that glorifies him.
Please know that I am here for you right now...I'm so here for you...if you need a pillar to lean on, God has given me the grace to be that right now. This strength wouldn't and couldn't just be for me to have to myself.
Let me know how I can best be a friend to you.
I also have a feeling that God has some pretty exciting things in store for me within the next 2 years. I have a feeling about what kinds of things those are. But that's between God and myself, at least for now.
JOY! |