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all my life - kci and jo jo |
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well i never got to see my babiez.. ugh oh wellz ill be alright.. i miss him so much though.. ill see him soon though well i hope so.. i miss him so much god he makes me soo happy.. i cant wait to see him.. oh wellz though.. im bored.. god i hate not being able to see him everyday.. i just want to kiss him.. and hold him and feel him wrap his arms around my waist and kiss my neck.. ugh i hate this.. this distance thing is killing me.. but he'll be back soon.. i just dont know when.. ugh anyways though.. enough getting depressed and not being able to see my hunny.. i got to take holly to work soon.. i went shopping last night it was soo much fun.. i got all this cool stuff.. ugh anyways though.. i dont really have much to say though.. not alot of drama that i wish to talk about.. or even care about .. so i guess ill be off of here.. buh byez.. Justin i love you baby..
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[01 Feb 2003|07:11pm] |
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i love you.. faith evans... cuz i do love u justin |
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well i just broke up with justin.. i told him that i loved him and that i wanted to be with him but until he can prove to me that im the only one that im going to break up with him.. and he was like ur going to listen to my punk ass uncle and i said no im following my heart and i told him that i love him with my whole heart but that he needed to prove his love for me.. and he said how am i supposed to prove it and i said if you love me you will.. and he hung up on me hes pretty mad at me.. i cant blame him but i dont konw why he hung up on me and wouldnt continue to talk to me but oh wellz.. i feel like crying but im not going to.. im going to be strong.. i miss him so much and i know its going to be hard for him to prove anything but i mean if he loves me he'll find a way.. well i dunno.. there isnt much else to say.. this is my second time writing this time.. and having to write this sucks but what can ya do.. i mean i love him soo much but i had to do this.. it was the only way i would know if he was really in love with me and if he really wanted to be with me.. well i got to go buh byez.. love always..
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