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Thursday, November 25th, 2004
3:37 pm - End With Clarissa
Hmmp unfortunately had to stop things between us which breaks my heart. She didn't have strong enough faith. I can't write much as I'm in a class and not sure what to say. I would like to keep this updated more but am so busy now days. Will be better next year when I have internet in my room. Is quite frustrating not having it. Grr indeed. I am coping quite well without Clarissa. I hope we can stay in contact. Over than that things are going quite well really. New girl called Michelle has just moved in to replace Rhea. Will write again soon.

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3:24 pm - End With Clarissa
Hmmp unfortunately had to stop things between us which breaks my heart. She didn't have strong enough faith. I can't write much as I'm in a class and not sure what to say. I would like to keep this updated more but am so busy now days. Will be better next year when I have internet in my room. Is quite frustrating not having it. Grr indeed. I am coping quite well without Clarissa. I hope we can stay in contact. Over than that things are going quite well really. New girl called Michelle has just moved in to replace Rhea. Will write again soon.

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Monday, October 11th, 2004
3:36 pm - Uni Enrolment
I haven’t written on here in quite a while now. Mainly just because of time and not having any what with Clarissa. She keeps me very busy! Also I feel bad that I spend too much time on the Mac/Net when she is there so I kind of forget about writing in my diary. Believe it or not I am not actually at University, sitting in my room, great view outside, and a hungry belly because I can’t be bothered to cook anything quite yet. It is 4:36 so I shouldn’t be doing any food anyway, am just very hungry! Not sure what I’m going to do as haven’t got any frozen food with me. Its weird things are a bit like a holiday at the moment. No lectures, work, meetings or lecturers. I’ve just been drinking and socialising. I kind of wish that the course would start, because I want to know how everything is going to be like.

I miss Clarissa just ever so slightly! Cried when she had to leave. Everyone (Mum, Dad, Jo, Sarah, and Clarissa) didn’t stay that long really but I think it was better that way because then I couldn’t get too attached to them. There are still things to sort out at the moment like forms, enrolment, student loan, rah too much stuff!

Am going out to Shafts tonight for the party thing with Toby Anstis, ooh fun lol. See how it goes. Worthington’s is £1.55 cool :), looks like that’s my drink for the future. I better go now to cook some food. It’s scary stuff!

current mood: apathetic

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3:34 pm - Uni 1
I haven’t written on here in quite a while now. Mainly just because of time and not having any what with Clarissa. She keeps me very busy! Also I feel bad that I spend too much time on the Mac/Net when she is there so I kind of forget about writing in my diary. Believe it or not I am not actually at University, sitting in my room, great view outside, and a hungry belly because I can’t be bothered to cook anything quite yet. It is 4:36 so I shouldn’t be doing any food anyway, am just very hungry! Not sure what I’m going to do as haven’t got any frozen food with me. Its weird things are a bit like a holiday at the moment. No lectures, work, meetings or lecturers. I’ve just been drinking and socialising. I kind of wish that the course would start, because I want to know how everything is going to be like.

I miss Clarissa just ever so slightly! Cried when she had to leave. Everyone (Mum, Dad, Jo, Sarah, and Clarissa) didn’t stay that long really but I think it was better that way because then I couldn’t get too attached to them. There are still things to sort out at the moment like forms, enrolment, student loan, rah too much stuff!

Am going out to Shafts tonight for the party thing with Toby Anstis, ooh fun lol. See how it goes. Worthington’s is £1.55 cool :), looks like that’s my drink for the future. I better go now to cook some food. It’s scary stuff!

current mood: apathetic

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Sunday, August 22nd, 2004
6:15 pm - Wow Been Away For 3 Weeks
Monday I filmed Fiona's react event. That was quite cool. Hard to get great shots, very windy day too. Might be a bit of money in that. Also cath has asked me to do a disco. More money. I am also filming a video at Leslies farm tomorow morning with some kids. Lots to do then. I have unfortunatly got a cold at the moment. Didn't help me and Clarissa arguing yesterday loads. We just don't know what to do about Uni. Her life is so tough at the moment. What with family, money, house, job etc. I need to try and be less selfish and treat her better.

I went to stay with Nanny and Grandad which was so nice to spend precious time with them. Went into town a couple times, bought some cockles. I also went for a coulple drinks in the winterbourne arms. Clarissa stayed for a few of the days which was really good. She really enjoyed it, as did Poppy who seemed very at peace and at home! Nanny and Grandad loved having them there. I bought a old school mega drive in the cash convertor shop for £40. Had all the ace old games I used to play, 4 controllers, and a multi-tap. Back of the net. I've also bought a digital camera recently. A Sony Cybershot W1. A like quite a lot. Taken some cool pics on it. Clarissa bought a Nikon F16 SLR camera in the cash convertor shop too. Is a real nice camera and came with lenses too. Bargain deal. I put her old canon on ebay for her and its going for £100 to a guy in USA. Back of the net. Just waiting for her to come back at the moment from her mums visiting dom her brother.

Me and Clarissa went camping last week with Liz and her french exchange student Morgane. I quite enjoyed it, got a bit tired though as we were staying in Llandovery which was about 4 hours away! I had camping at Soul Survivor week after too. It did go a bit pear shaped because of the weather and because of my tiredness. I was a bit selfish towards the end of the weekend, but I think Clarissa could have been perhaps more understanding. We sorted it out a bit in our argument yesterday. We went for one of the best adventurous walks I've ever had to a waterfall. With scary evil cows! We also visited Liz's Uni in Lampeter and went to the beach. Will try and update tomorow about Soul Survivor because that needs an entry itself.

current mood: sick
current music: Mo Horrizons - Prince Charles' Latest Affair

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Monday, July 26th, 2004
8:20 pm - Firm Acceptance
> Just accepted my place at Glamorgan on Ucas so thats quite cool.
>Me and Clarissa are trying to stay together, also good.
>Went to Pennisula on Saturday which rocked. Dad drove a 350T

Anyway just a brief update!

current mood: good

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Friday, July 16th, 2004
1:04 pm - Desicions, Desicions
At the moment I am faced with many I have to tell ya.
> Hopefully waiting for info from glamorgan uni so I can go in Sept.
> Trying to work my head around all the finance jargon for going to Uni. As is dad.
> Me and Clarissa are trying to decide whether to stay together or not while I'm at Uni etc. She isn't happy at all at college unfortunatly, well fortunatly you never know.
> Am going to marshall at a Rally tomorow I think. Need to find out the details about it!
> Clarissa has a french exchange student living here at the moment, her name is Eleouise. She is quite cool I have to say, likes good music etc. Bit tall and scary though!

Anyway thats most news. I've left college now and am not going back. Waiting for Clarissa to ring me at the mo so I know when to go and help her with the paint.

current mood: okay

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Friday, June 25th, 2004
4:56 pm - Ucas Off, & Open Day Tomorow
Yay well done me. Manged to get it sent off today, with Maddies help. I also sold my hard-drive, & nearly finished the learning link video. Rock on. Clarissa has been at home today but hasn't that great a day as she spilt juice in bed this morning, she also had to go into college and do some work. We were meant to be going up to her mums tomorow on the way back from Glamorgan but her mum wasn't too friendly and don't think its going to happen. I was going to give up my time etc, and cancel on mike for sunday school. Sigh. Tonight I think were going to grab some tea, then Rich and his daughter are coming round then Jucuzzi I reckon. Anyway better be off now as I am waiting for Clarissa to finish phoning all her students! Hopefully Glamorgan will be cool. Good luck me.

current mood: accomplished

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Thursday, June 24th, 2004
4:34 pm - Turnt Into An Argument Week
Unfortunetly. Clarissa has some issues here and there from previous occasions. I can't seem to do very well talking to her. She is so stressed with money, work and life. Its such a hard job to keep up with trying to make her feel better. I try my hardest though because I care about her so much. Hopefully we will be able to talk better to each other and learn from arguments.

Its Sarah's 16th today which is slightly scary but cool. She got a PSone from dad which is quite random I do have to say. I bought her a Pilot voucher as thats what she wanted from mum apparantly. I better go round hers in a mo actually. Finish UCAS stuff after England play Portugal in the quarters. Come on England!!!

current mood: hopeful
current music: Down - Seed

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Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004
4:59 pm - Stressful
Man, am finding stuff a bit on the stressful side at the mo. Work at times is just so ahhhh! The media guys aren't being nice at all really. I'm glad I have Clarrisa to help me moan to. She's having a rough time at the moment too. Anyhoo nevermind. I'm trying to sort ucas stuff out because its gotta be sent off on friday really. I've done the personal statement, just need to fill in the form now! Gonna try and do some tonight.

Me and dad went to Castle coombe race circuit on sunday. It was oh so good! Not many pics up online, but I took some myself so I will put them up on my mac in a mo. Me and Clarissa seem to be having a good week it has to be said. Fingers crossed it will carry on. I'm just finishing off some bits then I will start tea coz she said she will be leaving at 4:30 but its 5 now! K write later.

current mood: cynical

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Wednesday, June 16th, 2004
12:16 pm - Wow, I Bought A Mac
Hey! Not wrote on here for over 2 months, that can't be good at all really. I'm gonna give a news bullitin update...
> Still with Clarissa, coming up 5 months now :-) Yay. Has had its ups and downs over recent times, but thats coz its getting more serious.
> Bought a eMac which I love. Nothing wrong with it so far, and I have made a trailer for the Noise '03 Project which was my first attempt on my Final Cut Express 2 software. I then spent a lot of time working on Gang on the green too. I'm so proud of that! I made a DVD of it and might sell some copies of it on pistonheads. I also have broadband here now at Clarissa's.
>Dad's Tiv still is beautiful as ever. Want to make a movie on that at some point.
>Work is very busy (even busier for Clarissa bless), and unpredicatable. I am trying to sort out going to Uni at Glamorgan hopefully. If I can manage to squeeze in this year then that will be great because it means I obviously finish the course sooner and also don't have to find job/money for another year if I don't get the college job. I need some money over summer which is going to be a pain. All stuff I need to sort out. Clarissa is a bit worried about everything.
> Sarah is just finishing up on her GCSE's infact I think she finished school yesterday. Good for her, lets hope she gets the results.

Thats about my life at the moment to be honest. I better be off now. I worked from home today (well on my mac at clarissa's) so I could get on with IFP edit. Might meet up with Mark this afternoon after I get my hair cut. Am waiting for Clarissa to come back on her lunch though.

current mood: jubilant
current music: Sonic & Silver - Longboat

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12:16 pm - Wow, I Bought A Mac
Hey! Not wrote on here for over 2 months, that can't be good at all really. I'm gonna give a news bullitin update...
> Still with Clarissa, coming up 5 months now :-) Yay. Has had its ups and downs over recent times, but thats coz its getting more serious.
> Bought a eMac which I love. Nothing wrong with it so far, and I have made a trailer for the Noise '03 Project which was my first attempt on my Final Cut Express 2 software. I then spent a lot of time working on Gang on the green too. I'm so proud of that! I made a DVD of it and might sell some copies of it on pistonheads. I also have broadband here now at Clarissa's.
>Dad's Tiv still is beautiful as ever. Want to make a movie on that at some point.
>Work is very busy (even busier for Clarissa bless), and unpredicatable. I am trying to sort out going to Uni at Glamorgan hopefully. If I can manage to squeeze in this year then that will be great because it means I obviously finish the course sooner and also don't have to find job/money for another year if I don't get the college job. I need some money over summer which is going to be a pain. All stuff I need to sort out. Clarissa is a bit worried about everything.
> Sarah is just finishing up on her GCSE's infact I think she finished school yesterday. Good for her, lets hope she gets the results.

Thats about my life at the moment to be honest. I better be off now. I worked from home today (well on my mac at clarissa's) so I could get on with IFP edit. Might meet up with Mark this afternoon after I get my hair cut. Am waiting for Clarissa to come back on her lunch though.

current mood: jubilant
current music: Sonic & Silver - Longboat

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Tuesday, April 6th, 2004
7:31 pm - Spring Harvest '04!
Am at a Internet Cafe in Butlins, Minehead. Random or what. Haven't been able to update in ages because our computer is kinda dying so we need to get it sorted. I've also been a bit ill, had a bit more time off work. Got a cold and stomach felt a bit wrong again. Lack of energy too. Not too great! But getting better now so thats cool. Had a good birthday which was nice. Been fun at Spring Harvest so far. My time is going to run out here soon so I better finish up and get back to the Chalet. Its good because I can watch the big top evening celebration on the TV. I'm gonna have a nap after that. Nice to update and check mails after so long! Bye bye!

current mood: enthralled

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Friday, March 19th, 2004
1:03 pm - Hospital Week
Back at home now and updating after a long perioid not. Through being in Hospital however, not just due to lazyness. I'm still groggy and my hands are cold so I cant see me typing too sucessfully. It was so weird. After I finished my update in my diary I sorted out my oil with Jo and then headed over to Clarissa's. We chatted a little bit then watched a bit of Pride & Prejudice. I was feeling quite shattered and dead to the world so I decided I would go on up. My stomach felt a bit funny but nothing different to normal really. I got my head down to sleep but kinda didn't really get anywhere and found myself popping to the loo twice thinking I was going to be Ill. In the end I was, 3 times. It was horrible. The first time Clarissa didn't know whether I would have wanted her there with me. I bloody did! But it was a bit hard to shout at her. I did in the end and she came, I felt much better when she did and was there. In bed I tried to slowly get back down to sleep but as soon as I laid down again I tried to be sick. The total was up to like 5 times now and it wasn't funny anymore, well It wasn't funny after the first time to be honest. Clarissa had said earlier that it might be worth going to Casulty. So I said to her later yeah ok. She rang mum and got her to meet us over there. This was at like 3:30 in the morning. I got Clarissa to drive slowly because I couldn't deal with her driving fast. I was quite week and feeling quite crap. When we got there we managed to find a parking space ok, and the A & E was empty pretty much. I saw a doctor pretty quickly and I had all the tests, temp, blood, urine, body check. I was sick which was my bile once when I was there. That was unpleasant, I got quite hot after that. They put a canstine thing in my arm to inject stuff. I then got brought into a proper A & E bit so someone else could see me. I dropped off to sleep for 1/2 hour or an hour I think which was good. Clarissa and mum were still there when I woke up.

I got brough up to ward 10 were I was going to be situated on the childrens ward. If I remember rightly all the curtains were closed but they were all kinda just waking up, or the nurses were swapping over. I can't really remember all much else from that morning. Mum and Clarissa kinda alternated between seeing me. Clarissa would come lunch time briefly and for a couple hours in the eve/tea time. Mum was mornings and afternoons. I had other visitors too like anna, esther, hannah, fabia, gill, helen, katie, anna again when she was working. I was quite lucky to be honest. Helen was working there so she popped in quite a lot and gave me some grapes and a nice big bottle of lucozade. Esther stayed on a bit too after the others had to go back.

I had a drip in my arm which was kinda good because I went through about 5 or so bags of that stuff they pump through you to re-hydrate you. Was a pain for moving around though, eg loo! I was also on anti-biotics and anti sickness plus some parecetomol tablets. After the 2nd day I was allowed to come off the drip which was a relief because it meant I had my mobilization back. The nurses there were all really nice I have to say, very friendly and caring. I was glad in the end that I was up there on the teenagers ward. I think my time with the dieing 80 year old, and pre-op women or whatever would have been very hard for me. There was a nice spirit up there on that ward. On my ward I was the only guy throughout really. Since I was in the the ward there was a girl called Alice who had some problems, not sure what exactly. Dietry ones maybe. Similar to Madge I think her name was who was anorexic. Both lovely girls and chatted occasionaly. A westfield girl was in on my last day, Sarah who I recognised, she kept fainting or something. Nicole was having her apendix out, she was a quiet pretty girl. That was it pretty much, Carly was in for my first day and a bit, carly from school. It was a surprise to see her. God blessed me with lots of different things to help me get through. I am so thankful for that Lord.

After some sleep and much rest I was on the mend so they discharged me 2pm yesterday. I was thankful to get out of there as you can imagine. It was hard at times, at nightime bit spooky but I think I coped. I whiled the time away playing on old favs on the sega megadrive, reading lots and playing connect 4 with Clarissa! lol.

I hope things dont go horrible between me and Clarissa due to this week, if she's worth anything to me it will only improve things. We watched Monty Python other mums last night for a bit because didn't get to see her yesterday. She's lost her mobile she reckons, the silly moose! I'm going over to the farm with mum soon I think. Gonna make Clarissa and Mum a thankyou card though.

Thankyou Lord again.

current mood: groggy
current music: UB40 - Tell Me Is It True

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Monday, March 15th, 2004
6:50 pm - The Beast Has Arrived
Had a good week last week, infact so good hardly got to update. Its impossible to really even get on the net on thursday and friday though, but weekend was hard to coz it was mums 40th and also spent a day with Clarissa on Saturday.

Working wise it went fairly well, I got lots done on the showreel but then it crashed on me just as learning new stuff on it. Still, going good. Thursday night it was just me and the girls, Laura and Kate. Was nice, missing Clarissa though lol. Friday it was me, Kate, and Tasha this new girl. Sinead was meant to be working but she pulled out. Wednesday I stayed round Clarissa's again. We've been talking about stuff over the weekend, not as heavy but just more queries from her about age because of my mums 40th I guess. Also lots of querying about my faith. I have been pleased with my answers I guess. I have been honest. She kinda has a faith but its a different sort of one that I've got. Its hard to explain, and understand for that matter.

Had a really enjoyable weekend though. Saturday I went round and we popped into town to do some bits which was good. We then made some lunch and headed to dads becoz Trev had arrived! Was mega lush. Clarissa had a chat with dad and jo and then we went to have a listen. I sat in the driver seat and revved it 7000rpm man it sounded lush. Lol. There was a 350zx parked on our road too that was lush. Me and Clarissa set off for Charmouth. Just as we arrived there it bloody started to chuck a gale! I didnt bring a coat being the stupid person I am. We managed to have some lunch and brave it and I hugged up close to her to keep warm. We had a good hour walk and poppy was having a nice time. Just as we were getting back it started to pour down again. We were really blessed I think. We headed back and on the way we stopped off in Beaminster and went in this really cool shop called @home. With some of the lushest stuff in. Cilla and Camilla was just across the road too. We really stopped to go in a pub and get a drink. Which is what we did before we got back. We had a cheese feast pizza then headed over to mums to watch gangs of new york which is quite good to be honest. Wasn't concentrating much though, too much red wine! lol.

On sunday I had to get up real early for a school service. It was quite good though, not many there unfortunatly due to the horrible weather still. After that I went straight to clarissa's to pick her up for the family meal because it was mums 40th. We had a really nice time. Gran and Grandad were down and Uncle David. Sarah had split up with Steve though which was surprising kinda. Their back together though I found out today, after him buying her a new mobile :S. We all got on well in the pub for roast. And everyone liked Clarissa. We stopped off for a drink and then went off to go to bed for a while before my youth service. It was real nice, there was only 3 extra people that turnt up but it was still nice just to do it for ourselves. I'm mega tired now. Had to get up for work and walk the dog up top this morning with Clarissa at 7:20! Argh.

Work was ok today. Had a chat with Phil about career stuff and he basically said he was unsure of my position and would have to see and find out. So I guess theres nothing more I can do in that kinda area. But he did say about education so Im gonna ring bournemouth and find out what courses there are part time/full time etc etc so that'll be good hopefully. Anyway gonna shoot now. Round clarissa's again surprise.

current mood: sleepy
current music: Mikey Payload - Aim

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Tuesday, March 9th, 2004
8:10 pm - Mind Blowing
Wow the sex was awesome last night. Was about an hour long. Didn't make her cum but she had a good time defo. As did I. We decided to have an early night and not go out anywhere. Same might be happening tonight but not sure, i'm gonna have a pint in the bell before I go back round hers just to make sure if she doesn't want to go to hardington. Dad kinda said about not spending any time round here, but I dont know what all the fuss is about to be honest.

Today has been fine, no work on the showreel unfortunatly because mac went down again. I've managed to get other things done though. Not that bad day. Clarissa didn't go in again, had a bit of rest. I had lunch round hers though. Had a pizza there as well for tea because she had cooked it earlier. We went on a walk at ham hill. It was lovely and we had many laughs. She told me about a story of when she was younger and had a miscarriage which was a bit horrible. Dam stupid guy's fault really. Kinda worked out though I guess, better than abortion. I wacked her ass when we were playing with the sticks, bit too hard. She went off on one. Literally. She forgave me though luckily. Were getting on well this week so far. Yay. Anyway better be off. Staying round again tonight I think.

current mood: jubilant
current music: UFO - Roxanne

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Monday, March 8th, 2004
7:27 pm - So Many Worries Through Her Mind
Saturday I popped round to the Perris' and Anna was the only one there. We chatted lots which was lovely. She had passed her driving test somehow lol! We decided to go for a drink because I was anyway as I needed to drop in my dabber. Wasn't too busy in there, considering Ireland beat us in the end at the Rugby!
I just mulled a bit at home to be honest, waiting for Clarissa. She didn't get back till 9:35 in the end! She was a bit hurt still strangely from Friday lunch time thing. I went round, we talked, she cried, and worried. I thought she was gonna push me away completely but she didn't. I think she's accepted what we have and is going to try and see how it goes. I know probably this won't work in the long run because of the age, and career etc. But still i love being with her at the mo, and why not be with her. We can see how things work out. She's a real friend to me if anything. Just a friend I love spending time with, having sex with, and a friend that makes me mucho happy. Yay.

The night ended quite good in the end. We did have sex, and I actually used a condom. I came real quick, was a bit grr like but o well. We had sex basically on 3 other occasions too, never came once, but once we had it for ages. She reckoned an hour?! Was really nice tho I have to say. The morning sex that was, much better. I didn't go to church. I went to Tesco's and got us some orange juice and croisants. Then I had to get ready and smart for Sarah Hills birthday meal in Frankie and Bennies which was really nice. Few of us gathered there.

After that I went back to Jon's so we could discuss about our talk. We did, and had a chat as well which was good to catch up with him. I borrowed Rich's DVD of 24 and watched the first episode of that which is pretty good. After that It was my youth thing where I had to do the talk. It went fairly well, not a kinda normal talk because Jon was doing it with me as such. I was a bit nervous too. Humm but yeah it went kinda well. We sung some aweful stuff afterwards but still I guess it was fun. I will continue tomorow because must dash to Amelia's now to lend her my sigur ros cd and then go round to see Clarissa. Bye.

current mood: morose
current music: Matt Redman - Through Many Dangers

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Saturday, March 6th, 2004
4:01 pm - Working A Lot At The Bell
Tuesday night at the bell kinda was a bit busy because there was just me and James all night, this geezer who normally only does sundays. There was no Rob or Gav either because Gav is away ski-ing and Rob was bowling or something. James had to leave at 10:30 too so I had to close the bar down on my own practically, apart from Gail who did bits.

Wednesday was a normal day. I did some bits on the presentation work and then went round Clarissa's for some lunch. We went to Tesco's and got some scrummy food. After that I went home to have some lunch I think and then went to work at the pub. I had to cover someone elses shift during the afternoon. It was pretty boring I have to say. Dan corke and his friends were in a lot and they were on the fruities so I was watching them do that. Its all money though I suppose. In the afternoon Clarissa hadn't had a very good day so I booked for us to go to the carpenters arms to have a meal. I had chicken in a blanket which was absolutely gorgous! Clarissa had Steak and Ale pie. We got a Bruce Almighty out on video afterwards and watched that but she fell asleep a bit so we didn't get to watch the end of it till thursday. Bless her. She went on her period on weds thank god. Bit of a waste for paying for her meal lol. Only joking. We couldn't do anything even though I placed some condoms in her bag at work.

It was hard to get up on thursday moring though, we had a shower together. Thursday was another find day really. I got shouted at a bit though, well I didn't get shouted at but the steves were a bit annoyed because I was hiding in the engineering computer block thingy room and they wanted me to let camera's out. Grr.

Work was fine, I went round mums like normal. Work was normal, me Kate and Laura so yeah quite enjoyable. Although kate had another sore throat.

Friday was fine except I kinda upset Clarissa. We said about lunch but then Emma said about M & S, I kinda forgot about lunch but I wasn't actually gonna go to M&S in the end once I had remembered but it was to late because she already went on her lunch for only 15 mins. I was a bit stuck as to what to do. She eventually text me later on saying it upset her. She didn't really text me all night, I was worried. But she's been texting me since late once I sat down after work and she seems fine, but we'll see when she gets back. Unfortunatly it seems she isn't getting back till 8ish I reckon. Depends on how long it takes to get back from Andover. Work wasn't too bad last night, kate went home ill though. Trig was fine, Sinhead was working and she was ok. Pregnant ok though! I got annoyed at Rob and Gail though being nasty and sarcastic. Oh well. Enjoyed my pizza and pint then went home.

Today I had a sleep in till about 10:30 which was very nice. I sorted out my bedroom etc then went into town. In the end I bought some choc with a personal greeting to mum iced on it, some bath shower gift set, and some cranberry bubble stuff. Pampering for her 40th birthday. I got myself some body butter coconut scent, and also some coconut shampoo and hair wax which smells nice. Nice. Had pot noodle and did lazer, then sorted stuff out on net and now just waiting for Clarissa. Might pop lazer stuff round to perris' and see if jon is in. Been listening to some bangin drum n bass on iTunes radio stream. Yeah.

current mood: refreshed
current music: John Rolodex & Cartirdge - Lifeforms

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Tuesday, March 2nd, 2004
4:46 pm - Quiet Drink In Hardington
Had a nice time with Clarissa eventually last night. I went round mums for tea and scrummy it was too. Then I came back eventually and went on the net then played on WRC3. She then finally rang! I finished off my rally then headed on over to hers. She drove us there so I could have a couple drinks which was good. We decided to venture to the mandeville arms or however you spell it. It was really quiet in there so we sat down next to the fire and chatted and had fun. I slept round hers which was lovely. Got up to no good again lol. I am SO gonna remember to bring condoms round hers tomorow lol.

Today has been not bad to be honest, more doing things which need doing really. Anyway gotta flipping work tonight. So better be off to have some tea.

current mood: bouncy
current music: Clipz - Rodeo

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Monday, March 1st, 2004
7:27 pm - No Ironing For Me
Good weekend this week, infact a not bad week at all. One thing missing though, Clarissa! On saturday I got up at 8 o clock and was round hers by half 8. She spoke to her sister and mum a bit I think. They made her cry though because they are saying some nasty stuff. Like that she's not worth much and she can't have a life because her sister wasn't keen on joining them on saturday. It was a bit sad really. Her and her mum were just not being that nice to Clarissa. Not exactly saying that stuff but you know meaning it. Hard to explain. But anyway we decided to be happy and go to Taunton together.

I drove us there and she directed because she knows the area fairly well coz her mum. I drove quite well apart from on the way back when someone hesitated at the roundabout and didn't go and I so nearly went into the back of them. Clarissa shouted and luckily I didn't.

I bought Finding Nemo on DVD with Toy Story too, and bought lotsa nice new clothes. Sexy! Lol. Included a pair of Levi's for £10 and a stripey brown and red dennis the menance top. Clarissa got her hair cut in Toni & Guy. £35 uh oh, looked nice though. We parked in the multistorey car pack and its fun because its like a helter skelter!

In the afternoon I went to Fiona's meeting where I had pizza and did a short talk to them about Youth Alpha. Went quite well. Then I met back up with Clarissa in town. Well kinda did but her fone was being gay and I couldn't get hold of her so I bought her a JT calender in the mean time! I got her some flowers earlier too. She was feeling down when I finally caught up with her at her house. But the flowers and Calender cheered her up. We went back to mine and watched Finding Nemo which was ace on the 5.1. Then I very quickly got ready to go out for a meal in Ask. We had garlic bread then I had a chicken and roast vegetables pasta dish. Was quite nice I have to say. I felt Ill towards the end of the evening which was a bit of a downer as we had a good time. Think it was something disagreeing with me or eating too late. I slept round which was nice :)

In the morning I had to get up for church community service. It went quite well and was nice to do another one. Clarissa was a bit niggled that I had to get up and go. I'm gonna invite her to a service sometime. I suggested about getting Clarissa round for roast in eve but she had been talking to her mum again and was gonna go up and patch things up. I popped round again to see her instead before she went. I helped her put her microwave and mums plant into the car. We were both really happy and singing and dancing. :) Anyway today has been fine really. Helped out people today, quite busy really. Better go might be going out for a drink.

current mood: hyper
current music: DJ Ruckus Roboticus - Record Playa Song

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