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lol [05 Feb 2003|06:57pm]
today was pretty funny at skool my friend kevin hes like 6'2 we were fighting today...lol we were in the foreign arts lab and we were sitting by each other and we were giving each other looks like uhhh i cant believe he/she actually sat by me lol and i was like eww y did u sit by me kevin?? and hes like i sat here first u sat by me go away so i stayed in my seat and we had to make these Dear Abby things and i was reading his and mr newman took over his screen with his computer that was on the front desk (the teachers can go on anyones computer and start messing with it from their desk) lol so yeah mr newman wrote: kevin is not cool so says amber and kevins like no mr newman amber is a loser lol so yeah we got done with our work and i kept hitting him and hes like u no what when u have kids ur gonna beat them probably hes does this lil fake crying thing of a little kid and says: my mommy beat me for no reason just bcuz i said something wrong lol i cracked up laughing and then i got up out of my seat to get a magazine and he pushed my chair away a few inches and when i got sat back down in my seat i almost fell and he started cracking up lol that was mean tho!!!! well im done with my updates for now
Amber
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:( [05 Feb 2003|05:16pm]
ok i think i made a mistake but i dunno yet... i kinda broke up with chris but were seperated yeah i like seperated better well actually thats what we did...i told him i wasnt feeling right about the relationship and everything and really i wasnt..so i have a feeling im gonna get ignored for a while back to finding more ppl to talk to :\ well today my neighbor beat up this girl i told him ur not supposed to beat up girls but he didnt care too much ::sigh:: guys these days well neway i miss both chris's now im confused i no ill get back with the other one probably 2morrow so chris if ur reading ill come back to u maybe tomorrow i hope well ttfn
amber
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not again [05 Feb 2003|02:07pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

ok chris thinks basically that im using him i think thats what he was hinting at i dunno i care about him and everything and i guess i dont show it i dont know how to thats what made my other relationship end all of a sudden i didnt know how to show how i felt and honestly i still dont im scared to get hurt and the best way of not getting hurt is to not try to be with neone and sometimes i think that if ppl have a problem with something i do or dont do bcuz im not comfortable with it yet then just dont be with me i dont want to lose chris but i guess ill give him the choice of if he wants to still be with me and i hope he does still (chris as in the one im with now) but yeah neway skool is fun today ill update when i get home! bye

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harlem shake! JT Cheerleaders bust it out! lol [04 Feb 2003|09:56pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music |
Oh nelly
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::sigh:: i miss ppl...i miss how things were before...before april of last year i feel so out of place i knew that this would happen just not that far next year was supposed to be good well ok but not great and then the next year great it was a pattern we could stick threw it things wouldve been ok no differences...then now...a break? different ppl? maybe we'll see if we were meant to be together forever? it was kinda rushed but it seemed right didnt it? ::rambles to self::

neways
i dunno i miss it him you that bastard i no i love somebody now but im sorry i just cant help it its messed up!!! well i think i should change the color of my journal to like something cute instead of pink lol its getting on my nerves byeeee
ill write something else if i can think of something im so mad my ujournal doesnt work nemore!!! theyre messing up!!! bad ujournal! ;D

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more updates more to come soon [04 Feb 2003|05:51pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | ur mommas a ho ]

hi all
how is it going? me? hmm...interesting ive got this problem this week with ppl...i cant say what but i just have a problem with them...and remember ppl u can comment on nething just be nice and ill add u as one of my friends okie thanks! yeah well neway tonight i have cheerleading again 1 more month and its over and ive got to try out again... how many ppl like my new icon?!?! me!! joel is hot and so is benji yummm :D well im bored...ive got..20 about 25 minutes and i was going to go to sleep but ppl came on so i guess i would stay im trying to get matt to say something funny so u ppl can see what a dork he is KissMyWull: im sick ok that wasnt funny but oh well shut up lalalalalalalaalla jeff hugged me again i was fall asleep on my desk and he came up and hugged me and then brent came up and practically violated me and rubbed his ass on my head and hugged me lol jeffs like: you just got a little violated there but thats ok there can be another guy lol i died laughing lol my purring buddy is on!! w00t!! i want sex...lol not really but neway im still love with CHRIS! DAMMIT! i guess i always will i cant help it maybe he'll figure out that i love him sometime probably when hes in need...i figured that i would talk to him and maybe he would fall in love with me again but nothing has worked so oh well i dont talk to him much neway thats his fault by the way...but my fault we broke up and his for liking somebody else! well neway i gotta go get some sleep ttfn
amber

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hey [04 Feb 2003|05:08pm]
im tired i dunno what to do today went like this
1st period i fell asleep basically
2nd i did just about the same thing but i actually got my homework done in class
3rd i had some fun beat up wilfredo for being an idiot lol he likes the girl with the pimples all over her face lol
4th went to study hall and lunch
5th i had fun in mr newmans class again
6th bio was stupid
7th computers was stupid too
i think chris is mad at me...hes being really quiet hmm...well i think im off to sleep and have an orgasm lol j/k byee
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testing [04 Feb 2003|12:48pm]
[ music |
y doesnt this thing work!!!!
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testing

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testing [04 Feb 2003|12:03am]
[ music | testing ]

testing

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[03 Feb 2003|11:40pm]
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[03 Feb 2003|11:39pm]
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testing [03 Feb 2003|11:38pm]
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my day [03 Feb 2003|03:58pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | go to the floor-Missy Elliott ]

hey ppls this was my day

Morning: got up took a shower looked for clothes...settled on a purple hoodie vans and jeans and a shirt
1st period: not much happened jeff hugged me lol i told him i saw him at walmart and he was trying to be my "chair" lol dork
2nd: math...enough said (bruce is in that class tho... ::drools::)
3rd: lol mr carroll was so funny today.. maybe ill stay in band a little longer..i dunno but ive got a problem i have cheerleading practice from 6:30-8:30 and band rehersal for a concert thing at the same time so i guess ill go half and half...
4th: band again and lunch lol matt was sick and stuff but i made him still get my drink...and take my tray up lol hehehe! so now i owe him some pop.. :\
5th: hmm... mr newman was hilarious!! once again
6th: miss setina is a les!!!! and she keeps adopting sick children... :(
7th: looked for colleges online...hahaha very fun NOT!
oh well im really tired i think im gonna update my other journal ttfn!
Amber

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sleepy [03 Feb 2003|12:17am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | missy elliot-gossip folks ]

im so sleepy but im trying to stay awake to talk to chris...man im gonna be tired for skool and i still have to finish up some homework that i didnt finish yet..dammit!!! stoopid skool...especially my skool its pretty gay and ghetto my bus driver is pretty neat he didnt really like me at first but then the guy started saying bye when i got off the bus so woohoo! my right eye keeps closing dangit!
well...lets see what else can i talk about...2morrow will probably be an interesting day..hopefully i get up earlier enough cuz otherwise ill be late like usual chris is so cute! hes so much better than that stupid ex boyfriend i made the mistake of falling in love with...gah! stupid me well ill probably update about my day at skool hooray! should be fun! well im off bye!
Amber

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new stuff [02 Feb 2003|11:08pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | Only hope by: Mandy Moore ]

new stuff has been happening... ive got a new boyfriend hehe his name is chris bovino lol i love him a lot hehehe!! i told him that today and about shocked him to death oh well 2.01.03 thats for us! w00t! hmm... ive got to change my journal its ok now...but its really plain and i want to put in a background with these white stars and a black background with blue text...just have to get it all together...i could do that on like a saturday or something but neway ive got a song for chris!! its called only hope by switchfoot :* well im off to go and fix this journal up lata
Amber xoxoxo :)

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hey everyone [02 Feb 2003|09:56pm]
new journal ujournal is always done and blurty is my other one im gonna use now
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