whoops. wrong link...   
02:35pm 31/10/2003
 
mood: complacent
music: Treble Charger - Dont Believe It All
http://www.deadjournal.com/users/americanpysco98/

check that. ill be changing it in like a month and when i do i'll delete this and give whoever reads that one the new link. otherwise you have to ask.
and if you do have to ask, i reserve the right to not tell you.
because i'm evil. :)
 
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got meself a...DEADJOURNAL!   
10:00pm 27/10/2003
 
mood: There
music: Treble Charger - some song on Wide Awake Bored...
so F using this NS anymore.

LoL

no but i'll be using that.
me the genius (out of habit) spelled psycho wrong on there too. oh well.

http://www.deadjournal.com/users/americanpsyco98

if you want...

and ill make the colors and whatnot better tomorrow. and ill get the sporkies on there tomorrow.

so farewell faithful blurty!

i hated you the whoel time!

-
 
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do do do...   
08:23pm 26/10/2003
 
mood: hot
music: No Air Conditioning...um...Trebs - My Favorite Enemy
nothing better to do.

dont you love my little user picture thing? with the diff pics?

yea i was bored. if you have a cool pic of yourself adn you're hot give it to me. LoL. i just might add it in!

hehe.

or just say you wanna be in and i mite. who noes?

so amusing.

and yet...so sexy. hahahaha.


man i'm out of it.

watched Chicago earlier. amusing movie...highly amusing.
there was something else but i can't remember.

this was a pointless entry.
 
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bored...   
10:01pm 25/10/2003
 
mood: quixotic
music: Monty Python or Treble Charger. flipping back and forth...
attempting to load pics on here. seeing if i remember that old HTML code from 7th grade or something.








haha its jon! one of hot pants's sexy men. ;)

yes. ultimate boredom. could you tell?

heh.

man im sitting here listening to monty python. still cracks me up after 3 years. and remember all the sketches too. its great.
be glad you're not here.
haha.
 
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better description of @ hot pants's house...   
06:14pm 25/10/2003
 
mood: recumbent
music: Monty Python - Constitutional Peasant (not a song but w/e)
for those of you who cared.

which is nobody...:)

so...get there at like 8:40 (thats why we never called cameron...we went over across the street and came back at like 9:45 or 10 or something and then it was too late). anyhow...

they'd rented Malibu's Most Wanted. which we never got around to watching. cuz...like 5 min after i got there mrs. hundley came inside and was like "there's 3 boys across the street wrestling in the grass"
so we got up and ran over, uv cors...

their dad was there...fat old guy trying to be all cool and whatever. you know how some parents are like that? yea mine tell my friends about what they're doing putting cardboard, dog food, and cat litter in teh dirt "to make it better quality dirt" (referring to the sand pit of a backyard where only weeds survive)...yes. anyways. last night.

that guy sorta put me on edge for some reason. he wasl ike too nice and whatever. that sorta freaks me out.

but anyway. he like invited us in and was like "help yourselves to the pizza and soda and whatever else you want" and his older son (15? 17? somewhere around there) was flopped on the couch watching high school football championships or something like that. me and hot pants and sarah just looked at each other. you know how it goes.

so we're sitting there like ok this is just weird but we dont wanna leave that soon its like rude.
so we're just sitting around...mkay...

then the guy gives us a tour of his house cuz hot pants knew who used to live there and he'd remodeled alot...
woo exciting. then he takes us in his backyard and shows us his boat. i was all like freaked out and when we walked on his dock i held onto the banister he's gonna suffocate us and throw us off his dock or something...nobody's gonna find us...
but we just went back inside. it was just sorta...something strange. strange feeling. uncomfortable.
so anyhow. we eventually head back over to hot pants's house..
do do do ::heading back::
go into her room and we all sorta sit around...get online for a few see if brit boy is on. (no). talk to a few people...
look at some pictures of tom delonge (who else at hot pants's house?)
saw her lovely desktop bg on her comp...haha. :-)

i wanna steal it. but i wont.

thats basically it. then her mom came and was like "i gotta bring erika home now" so i came home.

thrilling huh? but it was like weird at that guys house...:-/

glad we left...kid was hot though. one of them.

haha...O:-)

well. apparently i get the priveledge of going out to dinner with mum, dad, sister, and her boyfriend.
exciting.

suppose ill be home later. maybe we'll do something exciting like go to target. but thats highly unlikely. we'll probably just come home and ill fall asleep early and nothing exciting will happen. unless i find somebody to hang out with after we go out to dinner, ill be turning in pretty darn near dark.

happy daylight savings time!

and i want my watch back.
 
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well...   
04:55pm 25/10/2003
 
mood: bored
music: Treble Charger - Business
just got back from hanging out with alex and cameron and (i can't spell) jasmihn? jahsmin? jasmin? yea her.
i can't spell ok?

anyhow. that was amusing. roam around his house, roam around my house...laugh at each other's families/belongings etc.

got tired as hell at the barn today. fought with my stupid horse who tried to buck then rear then just not move forward. pain the ass.

so now im sore, bored, tired, and sitting around ready to go to sleep at 5pm. really pathetic, i know.

haha last night was funny over at hot pants's house.
the scary guy and the three kids across the street..."yes next time i go out in my boat ill come knock on your door and you can come"
two fat kids and one normal-width-ed kid wrestling in the grass to see who's the "best"
a scary fat old man trying to act like the "totally cool parent" in a bathing suit OUTSIDE IN PUBLIC (boxer-like ones thank god)
and embarrassed 15-17 year old son "dad they're my age not your age. you're in your boxers..."
"now im afraid that lady's gonna call"

had to be there. it was sorta scary. thought he was like gonna choke us and throw us off his dock or something. i for one was holding onto the handrail the entire time...
scary!

haha...yea. so anyhow...

im bored.
There's better ways to let me know
Leave a message, slip a note
In a place I'll never find
Should be careful of what you say
Could all catch up to you someday
Ignore it twice, you know
It won't go away

But everytime I listen
I get your words stuck in my head

And I know it's not my business
Do I mean anything at all
Cause I've been waiting for so long

Someone tell me what went wrong
Am I still getting dragged along
I've got the scars to prove it
You say you're happy and content
But every fight's the main event
And now I'm in the corner spitting blood and spent

But everytime I listen
I get your words stuck in my head
And I don't think I see things
Quite the same as you would want me to
Cause I can't be that cruel


dont ask.
 
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and...to top it all off...   
08:22am 25/10/2003
 
mood: awake
music: on downstairs. news channel 8 on in the kitchen...
the damn azn still has my watch...

other people: ill try to get there ASAP, which could mean anything.

-
 
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man...   
05:51am 24/10/2003
 
mood: contemplative
music: something i'm hearing from my sister's room....BNL?
all i can really say is yesterday (during school) was mostly frightening...after school was amusing, and my entire evening (from like 5 on, which is like tennis and everything after) was just a little...strange.

and crysta...you weren't helpful. lol

haha stacey sorta was. in a way...i think...maybe...no...
but thanks anyway guys...

ya anthony im not mad...and you were the one not talking! dont blame me! i tried!

eh but its ok. dont worry about it.


dont listen to me at 5 am either. or 6. i cant even read the clock. fuck it!!

im going downstairs.
 
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well.   
08:57pm 22/10/2003
 
mood: devious
music: Treble Charger - Business
nothing interesting really...

except math. haha...man. i dont even wanna type it all. still cracks me up.

and yes anthony...that is why i am "the way i am"
or whatever conclusions you drew from that. which was probably nothing but i'm a disturbed, strange person and you're scared of me or something.

haven't had anyone scared of me for a while. would be amusing...

in a way.

but then it'd get old.

but whatever!

haha.

man. this is a really lame post. but. i have a headache. so the random things running in my head aren't coming out because the keyboard is too loud to type that much.

adios.

I know it's not my business, do I mean anything at all?
 
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pointless.   
06:00am 22/10/2003
 
mood: drained
music: too tired to turn anything on.
grabbing some stuff from my profile to put in here. happy 9 days before halloween by the way.

bucsgrl4eva: stoop
AmericanPsyco983: stoop kids afraid to leave his stoop!

tombenjibong182: the stomach!!!!!

bucsgrl4eva: ah the good old dayz
bucsgrl4eva: where turkey basters coold be used n the form of a spoon.

the stomach!!
 
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hmm...   
07:13pm 21/10/2003
 
mood: sore
music: Flashlight Brown - Ready to Roll (haha its been a long time)
heard some interesting stuff around school today...

dont really wanna type it cuz i dont noe who reads this. probably nobody but if thats the case, well then i can't feel stupid cuz nobody noes what im saying. but whatever. that didnt' even make that much sense...

but yea. alot of strange and interesting things...very interesting.
some good for me, some good for others, some bad for me, and some bad for others. well. can't think of anything bad for others but ill get back to you when i make something up.

moving on...
im really freakign sore and crap from tennis. you'd think being on your feet for about 3 hours wouldn't be that bad would it? its fun but im just like...tired.
the whole prospect of standing for another 20 minutes or so in the shower just...i dont wanna think about it.
you know what i mean?

but whatever.

yea but taht PSAT sure was exciting wasn't it kiddies? i have to admit, the one advantage FCAT has over it is that there's time to sleep during FCAT.
but oh well.
i'm considering making a petition to get like a naptime. like advisory, but make it official. you know what i mean? like its actually called "sleepy-time" or something gay. lol. who knows.
but that would be nice.
yea its always an option to sleep DURING class but then sometimes you get liek smacked by the teacher. i can imagine Dent slapping the top of my head with a ruler...you noe?

oh hey food. adios
 
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Random Amusement - Bits ripped from monday afternoon convos   
02:31pm 20/10/2003
 
mood: bouncy
music: Treble Charger - American Psycho
Jelly B Thuggin: you could put it in your profile
Jelly B Thuggin: but everything has its price...
AmericanPsyco983: i could also steal your font and stuff and write whatever i want.
Jelly B Thuggin: yeah
Jelly B Thuggin: true
Jelly B Thuggin: ok
AmericanPsyco983: i could make something innocent be evil and warped.
AmericanPsyco983: lol
Jelly B Thuggin: how about this?
AmericanPsyco983: ...
Jelly B Thuggin: i think that crysta is some kind of evil robot that worships hitler as her god
AmericanPsyco983: haha
AmericanPsyco983: nice.
Jelly B Thuggin: or
Jelly B Thuggin: crysta told me that she likes to rape, kill, then eat small boys
AmericanPsyco983: is that supposed to be shocking?
Jelly B Thuggin: no

Tha CheatK20X6: but unlike you
Tha CheatK20X6: i cant get bad grades this grading period
AmericanPsyco983: well!
AmericanPsyco983: if i do...
AmericanPsyco983: im screwed.
AmericanPsyco983: cuz of history
AmericanPsyco983: stoopid ms dent.
Tha CheatK20X6: yea uhh.. you got like straight A's and a C last grading period
AmericanPsyco983: ya but now i might get a b in spanish...
Tha CheatK20X6: i NEED straight A's and a C THIS grading period
AmericanPsyco983: lol
AmericanPsyco983: and i mite have a C in history.
AmericanPsyco983: so...
AmericanPsyco983: thats not ogod.
Tha CheatK20X6: COMON
Tha CheatK20X6: i had a D in history last grading period!

bucsgrl4eva: heres a dime
AmericanPsyco983: woot.
bucsgrl4eva: go by something
AmericanPsyco983: money.
AmericanPsyco983: but.
AmericanPsyco983: everythigns too far away.
bucsgrl4eva: dont spend it all in one place

AmericanPsyco983: redneck hick uncle from them mountains of jow-ja.
Jelly B Thuggin: haha
Jelly B Thuggin: of course it has to be spelled jow-ja
AmericanPsyco983: lol of COURSE. how else?
Jelly B Thuggin: spell it like you say it
AmericanPsyco983: yup
AmericanPsyco983: *he says it
Jelly B Thuggin: unless your a sitty foke
AmericanPsyco983: lol
AmericanPsyco983: of course!
Jelly B Thuggin: uv cors?
Jelly B Thuggin: uv cors, uv cors!

wow. hard to believe you can be that amused in an hour, isn't it?

well. i was amused.

you're probably not. but you know what...i really...oh i dont wanna do this anymore im bored.

prima-donna self absorbed,
wide awake and never bored,
party binge and purge and see
results of plastic surgery;

spotted at the hottest shows,
interview on Charlie Rose,
they all want a piece of you...

and now i know how far you'd go,
to be the next freak show,
american psycho...
 
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man...   
06:22pm 19/10/2003
 
mood: amused
music: Off By One - High School
took the PSAT practice thing...blah.
got an 1160 or something...570 math 590 verbal or something similar.
crap.

but whatever.

man. getting home at 3am doesn't really make you energized all day, does it?

but at least i dont' play russian roulette...i do other strange things when home alone or with certain friends but never have i done that...haha. nice.
i mean getting some freaky kid who lived near my friend to come out and like molest my friend at 2 in the morning is bad but we weren't randomly shooting each other with cap guns. but whatever.

haha not as good as the turkey baster days though.
no nothing nasty, just highly amusing 3am entertainment. almost like watching clueless at 4am when you've been up since 5:30.

but yes. we'll not go into that..
haha

good times.

this is a rather amusing song i have on right now...
Did you hear that mikey kissed a girl
Could it be your girlfriend or some other stupid hoe
Did you hear that Timmy shaved his hair
How much do you bet Janes not wearing underwear
Her IQ is smaller that her skirt
She pretends she wants it but she is just a flirt
Joey slept with Susan and now they're going out
Get ready cause

This is high school

Passing notes about what happened Saturday night
Is it possible that there could be a fight
Meet at the oak tree approximately 3pm
I will beat your ass cause now you're in high school

Now you're in high school

Oh how we love these high school days
Don't want to leave wish we could stay
I'll really miss those cheerleaders
They are the highlight of my year

Did you hear about how Mr. Halls
Turns his back to the class so he can scratch his balls
Susans dumping joey she says he sucks in bed
But not as good as she does

This is high school, this is high school...


the sick part is...half of that is true.

hah. and its only the 2nd 6 weeks.
pathetic, isn't it?


well. i think im gonna go sleep. or something that involves the same amount of energy.
 
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nothing happened. just me being boring. :)   
03:38pm 19/10/2003
 
mood: mischievous
music: Treble Charger - Over My Head
um...nothing happened...haha. just the exciting trip to Atlanta. so thrilling. why is this called an event? it asn't called that in deadjournal...im such a moron. lol.

i need new music. if you have any songs/bands/etc tell me. or send them to me or something. i'm kazaa-less.

um...ok well Atlanta was cold...freezing...broke my glasses so i was roaming around after dark in sunglasses (yes at 3am when we got home too)..."its over a hundred miles to st pete, we got a full tank of gas, half a pack of twizzlers, its dark, and im wearing sunglasses"
but you dont get that do you? you're so uncool. all of you. haha!

yup. so.
no interesting drama going on in my life...nothing at all. i think thats good though.

and notice the lack of emotion crysta has...
AmericanPsyco983: got my glasses fixed thank god.
AmericanPsyco983: didn't wanna wear my sunglasses to school tomorrow.
Urban Kayak2388: haha
AmericanPsyco983: walk into mrs dent's class...
AmericanPsyco983: ::turns black::
AmericanPsyco983: AHHH!
AmericanPsyco983: ::starts tripping over stuff::
Urban Kayak2388: hahaha
Urban Kayak2388: that would be so great
AmericanPsyco983: woudln't it?
AmericanPsyco983: i see the emotion you show and the compassion.
Urban Kayak2388: yes, it would
AmericanPsyco983: its been duly noted.

blah. forget you. i have emotion.
just not shown. but...if i'm actually mad/sad/happy/whatever, you know. at least. unlike some people.

yea. enough of that.

i feel like ranting but i dont have a topic.

::avoids taking the PSAT practice thing::

ho hum. im bored. i think im gonna go play a game or soemthing equally amusing.
 
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