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there you gooo XD [04 Jun 2004|04:17pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | "dareka no Negai ga kanaru Koro"-Utada Hikaru ]

I love these things
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Friends only time, you knew it was coming [04 May 2004|02:40pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | "Lucky chachacha"-Minimoni ]

My journal is now friend only friendly lol, I've noticed that I say some stuff in here that has gotten me into big trouble and I've also wanna complain about some people near me and I don't need them finding out! So woo! If you like what you see and know me and I semi-trust you leave a comment, drop on by and have some fun while you are here, I swear I don't bite too badly. ^^;

Oh and if you wanna join can you do like two simple things for me:

1. Not be an assfuck and complains about everyone all the time, or about homosexuals or gay marriage at least get a small clue before saying such silly things ^^;

2. Comment! I hate feeling like I'm talking to a brick wall, it creeps me out when I do it at home enough Oo;

That's all, now bye bye!

Absolute Destiny Apocalypse

hmm [01 May 2004|05:43pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | "Fortune smiled on you"-Oh! My Goddess ]

Today is my little Sister Hannah's b-day. Woo, go her. I guess? There's not much to say really, I spent the night over Julie yesterday and we went to woods, which was actually a LOT of fun for me. I felt sooo old there! I know I'm not old but I was there way back when there was the bus!! Ok, no one knows about the bus but it's been around from the day woods started and hasn't been moved in like 20 years. They also took out the sand part and paved it over to make a parking lot. Which is kinda dumb because the parking was fine before and anyone hardly comes anymore. But, another thing was that everyone there was an emo or was like 13 year old and had no clue how good woods was back like a year or two ago. Not that I'm complaining about little kids, but little annoying kids who think their cool because they got a fairy on their shirt is where I draw the line. We didn't even hang out at woods most of the time, which was fine by me and I got stopped by an asian lady who asked if I was going to prom. I just had to be like '@_@' yeaaa. It was scary and she told me I looked very pretty. Yep, I felt strange after ward.

I wannna go to the mall really badly, maybe I can find someone to go or something, I don't wanna be stuck home and I gotta buy Angel Sanc. one!! If I don't I'll gooooo crazyyy. Just kiding, lol, but really, I will be sad. I also have to buy hair bleach, maybe when everyone is gone from the house, maybe they will take me up there if I find someone, hopefully. I just don't wanna be here, that's all. As bad as that sounds.


[21 Apr 2004|09:14pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | "Chiriyuku bokura"-Plastic Tree ]

001) What time are you starting this?: 9:14 p.m. 04/21/04
002) Name?: Katie [Katiekans, Katiers]
003) Date of birth?: Novemember 10
004) Sex?: All female baby
005) Height?: Like 5'6", 5'7"
006) Eye color?: Hazel
007) Weight: Don't know but everyone claims I have to be like 120-130. I don't own a scale in my house anymore, XD
008) Location?: Maryland
009) Where were you born?: Maryland

010) Have you ever failed a grade?: Nope.
011) If you have, what grade did you fail?: N/A
012) Do you have crush on someone?: Yea
013) Do you have a bf/gf?: g/f
014) If so, what is their name?: Julie
015) How long have you been together?: Almost two months this time
016) What are you wearing right now?: A black tank like top and felix the cat pants, XD
017) Would you have sex before marriage?: Have and wouldn't if I had another chance
018) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?: No way in hell
019) Are you a virgin?: no.
020) Do you smoke?: Not often.
021) Do you drink?: Not often.
022) Are you ghetto?: Um..I was told I had a black girls attitude?
023) Are you a player?: No.
024) What are your favorite colors?: Periwinkle and pink
025) What is your favorite animal? Cats and wolves.
026) Do you have any birthmarks?: no
027) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: In kendo before, hell ya. In DDR, hell ya, in a physical fighting way with intents on killing someone, no.
028) Who are your best friends?: Jamison, and Annie
029) Have you ever beat someone up?: In kendo, yes
030) Who do you talk to most on the phone?: Hm..Julie right now
031) Have you ever been slapped?: Yeah, when playing around
032) Do you get online a lot?: all the time
033) Are you shy or outgoing?: Shy at first then really outgoing. People say I am so strong willed that's why they like me so I guess that counts
034) Do you shower?: All the time, every day
035) Do you hate school?: Not really.
036) Do you have a social life?: Yes. Most of the time

037) How easily do you trust people?: Too easily when depending on the person, I've gotten my heart hurts too many times in such a manner

038) Have you ever lied to your bestfriends?: Sometimes, like at first and then I told them I lied
039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing? Not really. My family maybe
040) Would you ever sky dive?: yea if my ears could take it.

041) Do you like to dance?: To techno and club mixes hell ya. I love to dance.
068) Have you ever been out of state?: Yep.
069) Do you like to travel?: Sometimes.
070) Have you ever been expelled from school?: No.
071) Have you ever been suspended from school?: no.
071) Do you want to get out of your hometown?: Yes
072) Are you spoiled?: no.
073) Are you a brat?: I guess, maybe? How would I know?
074) Have you ever been dumped?: Yes.
075) Have you ever gotten high?: no.
076) What's your favorite drink?: DR. Pepper, and Root beer
077) Do you like Snapple?: Somewhat. strawberry Kiwi.
078) Do you drink a lot of water?: Yes
079) What toothpaste do you use?: Aquafresh, yummy
080) Do you have a cell phone or pager?: Cell phone.
081) Do you have a curfew?: A rough time to be home by unless I call and let them know whats going on
082) Who do you look up to?: Jamison
083) Are you a role model?: No wya in hell
084) Have you ever been to Six Flags?: yes
085) What name brand do you wear the most?:Forever 21, XD. I wear jeans and I like them either really baggy or tight and the tight ones are easier to buy.
086) What kind of jewelry do you wear?: bracelets, beads, handcuffs, collar, pedent from an ex, wristbands, shit like that
087) What do you have pierced?: Nothing yet. But lip will be done in 7 more months! And maybe the Marylin Mon. soon
088) What do you want pierced?: Tongue, bottom lip, ears, nipples, bridge, eyebrow more like that.
089) Do you like taking pictures?: Love them
090) Do you like getting your picture taken?: Not really but as soon as I dye my bangs hell ya
091) Do you have a tan?: No. I'm albino
093) Have you ever started a rumor?: nah
094) Do you have your own phone/phone line?: I did
095) Do you have your own pool?: yes
096) Do you have any siblings?: My sisters.
097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: um.....boxers if I HAVE to choose
098) Have you ever been played?: Most likely.
099) Have you ever played anyone?: No.
100) Do you get along with your parents?: Their alright
103) Have you ever run away?: No.
104) Have you ever been fired from a job?: Nah.
105) Do you even have a job?: No.
106) Do you daydream a lot?: Yes.
107) Do you have a lot of exes?: YES.
108) Do you run your mouth?: Alot.
109) What do you want a tattoo of?: Lots of things, Kyo on my back [Love that which is KYO!!] and I wanna get a black rose on my breast, and some on my collar bones, and full arms and much more
110) What do you have a tattoo of?: Nothing yet
111) What are your favorite flowers?: Hm....I love carnations and roses
112) What does your ex bf/gf look like?: Tall,very thin, blonde hair that is spikish, is almost 18, had his ears pierced, eyebrow, and nose done also.
113) What does your most recent crush look like?: Sexi, thin, tall, black hair
114) Have you ever been bitched out?: Yea
115) When was the last time you bitched someone out?: today, but I didn't mean to
116) Are you rude?: Yeah at times.
117) What was the last compliment you received?: Um....?
118) Do you like getting dirty?: I love playing in the mudd,
119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie?: Innie.
120) Are you flexible?: Hell no
121) What is your heritage?: Caucasian Scottish/ Irish/Austrian.
122) What is your lucky number?: 15 or anything to do with the number 5 or itself [i,.e.10, 25, such as this]
123) What does your hair look like right now?: Black, about to shoulders.
124) Could you ever be a vegetarian?: Yea, if I wanted to
125) When was your last real heartbreak?: When my mom said she favored my sister over me.
126) Describe your looks?: Um...people tell me I'm very cute. But I don't know how they mean it or what they've been smoking @_@
127) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?:Pink like my bangs will be biotch. XD, nah, if it had to be just one color maybe I would stick with just black

128) Would you ever date someone younger than you?: yes.
129) Would you ever date someone older than you?: Do it alll the time.
130) When was the last time you were drunk?: Long time. Almost 2 years
131) When was the last time you went on a date?: Hmmm I gfuess Last friday counts.
132) Would you rather give or receive oral sex?: Um..receive so I don't screw up
133) Have you ever given?: none of your business
134) Have you ever received?: Look up ^
135) Have you ever had an eating disorder?: Nah.
137) How many rings until you answer the phone?: 2.
138) Have you ever been skinnydipping?: In my bathtub. Hubba HUbba baby
139) If yes, when was the last time?: this morning
140) Do you look more like your mother or father?: father
141) Do you cry a lot?: sometimes, I love crying.
142) Do you ever cry to get your way?: No.
143) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be?: Left arm.
144) What phrase do you use most when on the phone?: "what?"
145) Are you the romantic type?: I try
146) Have you ever been chased by cops?: Um...yea I think if you try dodging them at the mall "chased" by them.
147) What do you like most about your body?: Hm...maybe my boobs, people seem to like them a lot
148) What do you like least about your body?: everything, I have the worste hourglass frame ever, my stomachs skinny so it cause my hips to be very wide.
149) Who did you last hook up with?: Ed
150) When was the last time you threw up?: I duno? Let me go check my calander!
151) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: Brunettes out of the two.
152) What do the shoes you last wore look like?: Purple and black Sugar, pirate shoes with the velcro action
153) Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly?: I would like to, and sometimes I show a hint of it. I hate my body so I usually don't show off much
154) What about cleavage?: Lots when I can
155) Is your best friend a virgin?: Yes he is actually
156) Have you ever fucked someone up?: um...
157) Have you ever been fucked up?: um...
158) What color are your underwear right now?: Purple.
159) What theme does your room have?: Black and white with a asian theme [like with Geisha figures on my walls and anime posters]
160) What size shoe do you wear?: 8-81/2 in women
161) What jewelry are you wearing now?: bracelets, collar, necklace.
162) What is your screen name on AIM?: DemonicKyo07
163) Would you pick a wedgie in public?: No!
164) How are you feeling right now?: A bit creative actually
165) When was the last time you were at a party?: Long time ago, I am invited to them but I don't trust the guys that ask me to go.
166) Have you ever given a lapdance?: Yeah,sadly...and it was to my one friend Ben!!! XDDD -makes face XD-
167) What do you sleep in?: sleep clothing
168) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: Yeah, I guess?
169) What is one of your bad qualities?: I am very harsh on myself.
170) What is one of your good qualities?: I’m loyal to all ends
171) Would you marry for money: Nah
172) What do you drive?: um...nothing
173) Have you ever given or received roadhead?: what the hell are you talking about?!!
174) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child?: Um,......neither
175) What's does your lj username mean?: Masochist_Kiss was suppose to be like 'A Masochist_kiss' in reference to the Dir en grey lyric "Awaken the sadistic" I know sadistic and Masochist are opposite to each other so I put a spin on the lyrics. On Blurty, Ambiguous_Hate was suppose to be blinded, or undetermined hate towards someone or something, and let's move on to Deviant_Dolly on greatestjournal. A dolly that is harsh or unwilling to her Masters. Death_goddess07, long story, long time ago. God can't even stand the sn but it works for me XD. and I think that's all of them.
176) What's your favorite lj to read?: Caggy-chans, and Sonicbutterfly [much <3 to them]
177) When was the last time you cried in school?: um..long ass time.
178) Do you wear Chucks?: No, too worn out by the thugs and wannabe "punks" in my school. They even make heels out of them, come on people?!
179) For two million dollars, would you pose for Playboy?: well it would be playgirl for me. But um...maybe, most likely not.
180) What time are you finishing this?: 9:50 p.m. 04/21/04

Oh and happy late b-day to you Ben-kun -kisses and sexes him up- I know, I know, I'm LATE! So what,. sue me!


Makeup tiiiimmee [19 Mar 2004|10:59pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | t.v. ]

I can't believe I went to school today, really, bcause the only reason I went was to try and see Julie and I didn't go at all. And school was horrible because I saw Elmer and he was touching me and everything and I didn't want it really at all. But I have such a submissive personality that I couldn't really say no. Maybe we can go see Eternal sunshin of a spotless mind and I can play some pump it up as I realllllyyy wanna do. I'm a dork I know. And I gotta buy some stuff for the photo shoot I wanna do. I wanna make a head dress before hand and let the weather warm up a bit and try to get my old boots back from Elmer, even tho their broken no one has to know. ^^; I'll just make them look all in tact, and I gotta start working on Kagome and finish up Kotori. I'm just gonna go gothic or normal the next day and be happy with that. I gotta also go see what new manga's are out. I'm very behind on that and try to get the next X. Well, I wish I had something interesting to say in here but alas. My day was boring rally and I'm gonna go serch for J-rock pictures and try to find something funny with them or something.....oO; Yes, I am boring.


Gonna wash, wash, wash thoe sillies right out of my hair! [16 Mar 2004|01:55am]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | "The final"-Dir en grey ]

Gr, not being able to sleep is getting to me again. So what if I slept 7 hours earlier! I should still be able to go back to bed. And my stomach hurts but I can't stay home because the teachers I have tomorrow will bitch me out, and my world history teacher will fail me based on my out days even if I bring in notes for each day out. Which is dumb because by law he can't. But that's what he put on my inter. report, that I was in danger of getting a D for them. And I gotta make up a test for Alg.1 because I need that to bring up my grade and the longe I wait, the shittier I'll do since I wont remember anything. Also, we leave for England in 3 weeks! Less than a month. Yay. Ican't wait, but I'm afraid of the plane ride actually. And that week is the last week of the 3rd marking pd. So i can't screw up these next three weeks nor miss any days what so ever.

My dad went and got his knee operated upon today. He's home, in bed, asleep. I don't know how he is gonna wake me uptomorrow, but we'll see! Oo; actually I should say today since it is. I hope he get better fast because it's hard to see him there, with this hue lke brace under the covers but I know he'll get better, because he is my father. Unless he works himself to death, which I'm shocked he hasn't done already. He's the type of man that will do so much work and for everyone else that it is impressive. I'm proud of my father, not just as a goo male figure but also as a human. He' caring and would do anything for anyone. That's why I feel so bad when we fight at times, he's too good for my shit. Oh well....I'll make it up someday, some how. Or so I pray. I better be off, bed will be callling soon. I feel it. Night alll!


Blah [13 Mar 2004|08:29pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | "Love is a battlefield"-Pat Benatar ]

me and ed broke up. Wow, because that soo wasn't coming. It's a bit upsetting, you know. It's hard to see him and know it kinda meant nothing to him. And yes, it did mean something to me, I cried the day we broke up because he ignored me that day. I don't get how I can't make anyone happy. Then the bus ride home he flirted with some blonde hair chick on my bus. great. Make me feel any worse? I also hate how elmer is treating me with these mind games he plays. Oh I love uou but youre gonna have to wait to ever have me because I have a g/f who's better than you. Gah. I hate men at times. They just are soo....confusing. I saw r-chan last nght, thankfully. He forgot my T.m.R cd and my diru dvd ><. Bastard. I also saw some people I didn't want to see. i.e Candice and sam. God, make me barf. They look so funny together, sam the "big bad goth' with his black makeup and candice the "bubbly,wanna be punk with her hot topic shirts". And he tstupid, done by some druink off his ass guy, tattoo. XD. damn thing looks like a gopher paw. Also it's fadded so it looks like she did it with pen. I wanna talk to Julie. T_T. Forgive me, my mood is up and down because I'm bored and all alone. It's been a baaaddd week. Gah.


BACK!! [10 Mar 2004|12:01am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | "Ikimashoi! (TRANCE REMIX)"-Morning Musume ]

I changed the layout again! I love this one. I really do. And I needed a change. Go me! I just can't stop listening to J-pop! Ee! How dare me! XD. Oh how mch fun I have. I started a new community on LJ. Caggy is doing my layout for me. Oh how I love her, let me count the ways...hm, well there are none because i don't love her in that way. -Snicker-. I think I am gonna post in here more. Woo woo. I don't know why but I lvoe the layout, so it means much more to me. I'm a visual whore. Well I also found out tonight, Ben-kun is HOT! OMG, he sent me pictures of him tonight, I almost wetted myself. XD. He's such a cutie, I could kiss him! Too bad he doens't live near me. Oh, and I plan to take more pictures of myself soon, like this weekend, I just need someone to hold the camera, that's all. Go me. roarw. And here's a silly, out of the place pic which I love!

Diru )


Long day. [29 Feb 2004|10:18pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | One more dream"-Speed ]

Woo. I saw Peter Pan today, the latest live action on. It was actually really goo, and the visual was amazing, I liked it at least. It was very cute. And how can you go wrong with British accents? Or maybe that's just me. >>;. Oo, and I feel special, I put a picture of me up on my dead journal. Muhawaw! Now people will know what I look lie when they stalk me. Tho I don't understand why they would wanna stalk me.
And woo-woo! My aunt came over and we were playing around with my sewing machine since she is teaching me how to sew and so we started, and somehow I caught on really quickly and was doing really good! yay! I've never been able to do a straight anything befor but somehow I made straight lines. I also busted out this small bag kit my parents gave me and guess what....I MADE ONE ALL BY MYSELF! yea, yea stupid up K-chan. I'm excited even tho it's a small bag, I'm excited because I did everything by myself, I pined it, and sewed it and made sure it wasn't too tight so it came out small and everything. I've never sewed anything before, nor made anything out of a piece of cloth. I am most likely going to start working with patterns the next time she comes over. WAII! That means I'll be starting on clothing and she even mention I might wanna start experimenting with making clothing. I'm happy because that means Kagome is moving right along and also becase she told me before that it took a while to move from basic right into clothing. So, I'm happy...yea. lol. I also go along with Elmer this weekend when he called me back, well I was calling him for a ride. Lol. Yea, and I'm a bit sad Jamison didn't call me, but I understand, his cell being broken and all. Oh well, that's all. Ja ne.


OOOo! Hearts! -Munches- [23 Feb 2004|04:52pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | "Fell in love with a boy"-Joss Stone ]

Wee! I got some of those white candy hearts today. They were all white cause krystal went and pulled all of them out, in a mad fit of 'I hate the white ones' and ed couldn't eat them all so he gave them to me. And I shared them with as many people as I could in lunch, but it was freaky because they would read them and then try to act them out with me. For example, this guy Mark who I think is annoying got one that said 'Mary me' and he wraps his arm about me and informs me now we have to get married, well heres me:

@_@!!!!!!! EE! He's touching me!

Ok, so maybe I wasn't dramatic...at all. But it still was something along those lines. because well...Mark's the kind of guys who thinks he can have sex with anything and everyone. Which he can't. And he screwed around with my friend's head because he thinks he's so great because he knows "karate" and is into ICP. Um..yea....suuure. And Brian kept making hints we should kiss as he read off the hearts which told him so. Ah yes, I wish Ed had been around but sadly, Magic was more entertaining up in the side with catfish, kevin, and some unknown dude. So I let him do his own thing. because that's what girlfriends should do. Also, it doesn't bother me. Maybe I'm a bad g/f? i also had a 7 hour convo last saturday. But that's for another time and another entry XD, if I ever remember it. Oh and I think I wil be ok with english a lot more. My teacher is leaving next friday to deliver her baby and D is there and so what if we don't talk outside class and he's a thug and I'm a white freak? He's so funny that I love it. Well, he's one of those jerks that you can't help but like because he's a jerk. It's....odd. Oh well. Well, that's all going in here gotta spare some details to go in all the other journals. XD.

Ja ne!


Wee [21 Feb 2004|06:04pm]
[ mood | mischievous ]
[ music | "Kung fu fighting" ]

Woo, can't wait for theatre arts this friday. It's gonna be F-u-n. XD. Oh yes, kung fu fighting is always fun. Now, i must flutter off and get ready. I just wnted to update with omething. o.


And no one knows what it's like. [20 Feb 2004|03:20pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | "Behind blue eyes"-Limp Bizkit ]

I really never knew till now that Ed was that guy I wa looking for till now I just had to ask and I would have found that out, which is so funny that I was that scared to know smehing I'm happy about. Well, go me. Because he is ok with my flirting with other people and open relationships so now I don't have to worry when the evil attention whore katie bunny shows up and flirts with others. Yay! Go me! Now Dustin can't talk snap to me because Ed knows he has nothin to worry about. And it's not like I'm gonna go have sex with some random guy, I would Never, EVER do that, even if I wanted attention. Ed's to hot for that. ^^. But there is sometimes I just wanna be touched, like a guy putting his arms about me andtouching my hips, and trailing his fingers down my side. I LOVE that. And ed just doesn't do that. Which hurts a lot. It makes me very self aware, I meanhe desn't even compliment my body! Which is...odd. I mean, everyother guy at least makes a comment about my chest and all. So it feels odd, and then I get depressed because I don't feel right. I like guys being up right and honest about my physical appearence. I think that's what makes a girl sexy, because if no one compliments her, then why get up and spend all that time for nothing?! Oh, and one last thing that makes me happy about this....Dustin can't say SHHHIIITTT to me!!! because Ed doesn't care. Woo, though Dustin is dating ed's cus and well....she hates me I think. Oh well, it wouldn't be the first ime my b/f's friends all hate me. -Shrug- Oh well.

Absolute Destiny Apocalypse

Yay! [14 Feb 2004|11:43pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | SNL ]

Happy Valentines Day! I actually had fun and it was really good, so I'm really happy! I also got to play FF10 today. omFg! I LOVE that game, how realistic it is and how human the character acts, and the graphics were the best! Yes, I am the saddest person, who still doesn't own a Ps2. So I got to play Jamisons, oh it was so great! He's gonna let me play some more tomorrow, if I come. But I'm only coming to his party if Julie comes because I don't wanna see Elmer all alone. That would be too much for me. Anyways, I still can't get over FF10. Ee! I should do a cosplay or something, well maybe I should play the game more first, right? Oh and Jamison gave me flowers today because he didn't think I was getting anything for valentines day and his mommy gave me Andy candies. I'm in love with them! *.*. Oh today was so much funny, and I'm afraid my computer will crash so I'm gonna go. <3 you all. Bye!

Absolute Destiny Apocalypse

Never knew. [05 Feb 2004|04:53pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | "Sanpomichi"-Judy and Mary ]

New classes kinda blow, I mean their alright, but I don't have any classes with Ed nor lunch as far as I know. Krystal has a class with him! How the heck did that happen? I dont understand. He has the lunch aftr me on B days which blows bigger than anything. I was late to class just looking for him, at least i got to see him. Which rocked. Everyone has D lunch this year, like Kristen, and Anthy, and Ed, and Tishia. And, and everyone! I always get sucked like that, but it's ok I at least have nice teachers, well they haven't been assholes yet. But i will have to change my spanish class. God, I mean in my two years there I've only taken spanish for one semester and that wasn't even a full year so how can I pass spanish 2?! Stupid people, and with child dev. which will have to be changed, most likely to theatre arts 2 and maybe comparative religions. That would be neat. or maybe Painting and drawing but all the level 1 art classes are filled with idiots. Blarg, so I kinda don't want to go into that.
I talked to Brian about why he was ignoring me, and he said it' because he really liked, or likes me, what am I suppose to say? I don't want to hurt hm and I do like him but I like ed also. I don't know what to do and I heard about brian and what he do to his ex's. Hm, I'm so lost. I hate that. Oh well, I can't really complain about the whole day now can I? That wouldn't be right, it wasn't horrible nor did I wanna kill anyone in my class. But I hate how when Stevies in my class they think we're bother and sister. Sure, same last name right, but maybe you should ask before you persume? I mean that's what ourlast teacher did when she mention I was as bad as my brother. Geeze. I don't even want to be related to him.


IT"S ALIVEEEEE!!!!! [04 Feb 2004|07:09pm]
[ mood | nervous ]
[ music | "Meant to live"-Switchfoot ]

New layout. Oh, yea baby. Very pretty, I've always loved this pictures of As and love the story so here you go. A change was good. I'm dying down from my Utena High but it will big soon I believe, I do have some coupons to get some more dvds and the black rose is right there on the top, I really wanna see the ending.

Also, somethings been bothering me also, what is the ending of InuYasha anyways?! I've been dying to find out the end of the series. It's been driving me crazzzzyyy! Blah, oh well, I'll just haveto buy the other movie.

New classes start tomorrow, I'm a bit afraid to see what I have, I am more than sure I have health, which will blow bcause if I get a certian tap teacher health guy it will be all work and no pay for K-chan bunny. But I might have Ed in my class! W00! I'll be n sooooooooo much trouble then, I know it. But it will be fun to have him in another class of mine, and I'll most likely still have MiLord which will blow also because that lady is mean! -Snifles- Like super mean and everything. And I do bad in her class. Oh well, I'll figure something out to pass her class barely again ^^;.

Oh and in other news again I talked to Dustin, why do I do this? Why do I talk to him after he's an asshole to me? And now he's dating Brittany, who is Ed's ex, I told him to promise me they would never have sex, god only know what she has. Anyways, he told me Ed might be falling in love with me. And I'm a bit afraid and a bit shocked actually. Why? I guess it's just sary to fall in love after elmer you know? And how much he hurt me, and then elmer mention he might ask me back later on, because he came over my house and said "Well what if I show up on your doorstep with roses and ask you back out" what am I suppos to say!? I still love elmer, and I really, really like ed but we never talk anymore, it's like we have nothing to say, and I don't understand what that means. I mean, ed's sweet, and sexy, and all that...but...blarg. Dustin asked if we had sex yet,I'm like 'no.' lol. And he asked if I wanted to, of course! Ed's hot, not that any of you care. Maybe I'll post a picutre up if I find his homepage again -devils grin- Ok, well that's all, I'll try to start updating this again! I swear!

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woo [21 Jan 2004|09:03pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Gackt or Hyde: who will you get? by deathwish
Where?In a hotel room
What?gentle kiss
The words you"I want you so much"
And after this...Later it will be more serious
Your name
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!

Woo, woo. I can't tye uch my hands are frozen from waitng outsaide for Jamison's mom to pick him u, but I almost pissed myself laughing, jesus, I <3 Jamison! We're gonna get married one day, XD.

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Icons?! [19 Jan 2004|10:50pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | "Traveling"-Utada Hikaru ]

Maybe this is off topic, if it is, I'm so sorry. I was wondering if anyone knew where I could find a gothic lolita icon community or someone that would do it? I would love to have a gothic lolita theme on my journal but i can't, sadly, make icons on my own so maybe if anyone knew of a mana one or something that would be really awesome! ^_^;, thanks you for your time.

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All she wrote [11 Jan 2004|06:09pm]
[ mood | touched ]
[ music | "Born sippy"-Underworld [not the move tho] ]

Main Entry: unique
Pronunciation: yu-'nEk
Function: adjective
Etymology: French, from Latin unicus, from unus one —more at ONE
Date: 1602
1 : being the only one : SOLE
2 a : being without a like or equal : UNEQUALED b : distinctively characteristic : PECULIAR 1
synonym see STRANGE
- unique·ly adverb
- unique·ness noun
usage Many commentators have objected to the comparison or modification (as by somewhat or very) of unique; the statement that a thing is either unique or it is not has often been repeated by them. Objections are based chiefly on the assumption that unique has but a single absolute sense, an assumption contradicted by information readily available in a dictionary. Unique dates back to the 17th century but was little used until the end of the 18th when, according to the Oxford English Dictionary, it was reacquired from French. H. J. Todd entered it as a foreign word in his edition (1818) of Johnson's Dictionary, characterizing it as "affected and useless." Around the middle of the 19th century it ceased to be considered foreign and came into considerable popular use. With popular use came a broadening of application beyond the original two meanings (here numbered 1 and 2a). In modern use both comparison and modification are widespread and standard but are confined to the extended senses 2b and 3. When sense 1 or sense 2a is intended, unique is used without qualifying modifiers.

I <3 Ed, simple and to the point.

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Fear me Dic! [02 Jan 2004|10:23am]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | "Rocket Dive"-hide ]

[This is from a couple days ago, I just wanted to put this up since it means a lot to me.]

I feel so bad, I was so bored and up this morning, I watched Digimon. Yes, I watched Digimon, not that they show if that bad. Actually the animation is a lot better than some stuff and it’s got a sweet air of children dreams to it…aw. Yea, right! During it some of the digimon are invading this one villains place and while in the group of other creatures to be train their instructor is an ass basically so they give him “double fizz”, a soda that when drank by this digimon, the “bubbles go straight to his head”, and strangely enough all the soda comes in are brown bottles that look like wine bottles. Ok maybe the bottle doesn’t explain anything but once the thing goes all red and is dancing about maybe that’s a hint at something more? Or am I the only one who thinks of this stuff? As much as I dislike most of the stuff they put on t.v. I actually feel bad for these shows like digmon, pokemon, DBZ ect. Because that since we are such a conformists country we have to cut them up and make them into bad shows. Since they are cartoons and of course all of our cartoons are aimed at small children since if it’s anything else it’s labeled ‘art’ not that anime isn’t art anyways. Though it’s sad that we are so worried over moral values that we cut up cartoons and edit stuff so that if the main character or hero was a girl it because one of the boys in the show. I mean there are such bad movies and dirty stuff out on TV produced by us, so why worry about animation? Look at CCS, they cut the show up so badly that they wouldn’t even play the first 4 episodes because they wanted Li to be the hero when Sakura was actually the main character. They also cut out Li’s feelings for Yukito which, in my opinion lead to his feelings towards Sakura in a way. [Another time, Katie, another time XD] Also, they changed many of names. Yukito to Julian? Tomoyo to Madison? I think the only good name change was her last only because they switched it to an easier island. So, I couldn’t really complain there. It’s almost as bad as Usagi’s name change. At least they used Bunny in the manga. Yea, I know. Everyone’s complained about these things from the dawn of Anime history watching in America just it gets me mad. Some of these shows wouldn’t be that bad if it wasn’t for what’s done to them. I better stop, before someone gets mad at me.
Ahsauneosajposaupdjpasoupoapoudapojsalkjh09uaslkmpdaosuispmo! –Pants- Alright, all better.

I do not support kissing cousins! Let Haruka and Michiru be who they are!

Just had to get that out. ^_^. I told this man at my church about that in sailor moon and he actually looked like he was in disbelief. It’s funny how they chop things up to be.

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Update, I'm not dead..really! [25 Dec 2003|02:46am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | "Megatron [Upperversion]" -PLC ]

Ok I’ve neglected this space far enough and plan not to do that any more. I don’t know, I guess I’m not social enough or talkative enough to have enough to write in three journals so sue me! Oh wait…you just actually might. XD. Oh how I am in a good mood. Two days ago I went to sensei’s party which was much fun and had a great time. They gave me this really strong beer with vanilla ice cream [I think their past time is trying to get Katie drunk] which was ok if you just ate the ice cream and didn’t really drink the beer so I gave it to Mal. She drank it of course but hey, that’s alright with me. I also got to see the issue of Newstype with WHR on it, which I really did want to see so I am a happy little kitty girl! We also talked about pro Eva becoming live action and anti Eva becoming live action. I heard a rumor that they might use the guy who played Harry Potter but he would be way to old for Shinji by the time the movie came out! So let’s cross our fingers. Shall we? Later on Mal’s mom Lauren tried on my boots and they thought it be perfect to take silly pictures of her like 6 inches taller than she normally is [and believe me, she’s tall naturally] so we went through laughing at that. I also found more Utena fans! Yay for Ben! Also he knows about J-rock and made a joke about teh Goth scene and getting himself all in Goth to go to a club. I could only be amused by such talk of flim flam nonsense! But all in all it was a good haul and I got two borrow two Asian books on tactical warfare. One is on Kendo and another the Chinese art of war. Yay! Now I can plan to take over the world, slowly but surely I will use these to take over our school government. Oh yes, watch out principal, I am coming after you. –Marks an X on his forehead- I’m gonna go to jail one of these days XD. Oh well, not worried about it. –Gets phony French accent- We’ll just have to take over le fort that’s all!

Ok, enough of that. Anyways. Then I spent the night at Mal, we stayed up the rest of the night [since we got over to her house past 1 a.m.] watching Macabre but she feel asleep and I kept waking up off and on. Then her mom got us up at 10 and we went over my house. Gah. I was dead sleepy. Then we rented two movies. Avalon and Millennium Actress which was actually really good. It was created by the makers of Perfect Blue and kinda had that feel to it but it wasn’t scary. It was a feel good make you go ‘aw!’ kind of movie. I enjoyed it.

One last note, my parents got my Princess blade, yay! I loved it, but it was kinda yuckie. The main characters gets a sword through her hand o.O. And then the woman who did it licks the blood off her face. Oh fun!


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