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[13 Jul 2003|07:23pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | WEEEEEEEEEEE! By Jeremiah Rangel ]

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I'm so happy!

Melt With You

[12 Jul 2003|01:09pm]
[ mood | confused ]

I'm really confused right now.

I'll Stop The World And Melt With You

[12 Jul 2003|11:53am]
[ mood | scared ]

It may be cheesy to do your own band's songs, but when it describes how you feel, it all works out.

Sitting underneath the moonlight
Missing my baby tonight, this feeling's just not right
The last time we touched it's been so long
Heris lovin' keeps me strong and I know that nothing's wrong

But I feel so alone today
Cause I miss my baby
A love I've been missing for so long
Heris lovin' keeps me movin' on

Never understand the way she makes me feel
When she holds my hand I hope that God had this planned
And she was his angel, lost heris wings for this world
To come down here and save me, she's my baby

But I feel so alone today
Cause I miss my baby
I know that she's the one for me
I know that she thinks the same about me
And I feel so alone today
Cause I miss my baby
A love I've been missing for so long
Heris lovin' keeps me movin' on and on and on
Heris lovin' keeps me movin' on

I just keep holding on
But I'm not that strong
Without you
I just keep holding on
But I'm not that strong
Without you

Cause I feel so alone today
Cause I miss my baby
I know that she's the one for me
I know that she thinks the same about me
Cause I feel so alone today
Cause I miss my baby
A love I've been missing for so long
Heris lovin' keeps me movin' on

Matt, that's to you. I love you.

I'll Stop The World And Melt With You

[12 Jul 2003|12:51am]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Myself ::crying, again ]

I'll leave the lights down low
so she knows I mean business
And maybe we could talk this over
Cause I could be your best bet
Let alone your worst ex
And let alone your worst...

I wanna hate love you so bad
But I can't (but I can't) stop this
anymore than you can

So honestly, how could you say those things
when you know they don't mean anything
And you know very well
that I can't keep my hands to myself,
hands to myself

I wanna hate love you so bad
But I can't (but I can't) stop this
anymore than you can

This is all wrong and it shows
There's certain things I promised not to let you know,
(I've got a silly way of keepin you up on the edge of my seat,
I've got a silly way of keepin you up on the...)
not to let you know
I never let you, never let you, never...

You've got this silly way
of keeping me on the edge of my seat
But you're only counting the clock against the train
And I'm miserable, oh
(I've got a silly way of keepin you up on the edge of my seat,
I've got a silly way of keepin you up on the...)
And you're just getting started
I'm miserable, oh
And you're just getting started

You've got me right where you want me
(let's never talk) Let's never talk, let's never,
let's never talk about this again because...
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
I didn't want it to mean that much to me
I didn't want it to mean that much to me

Anyway... yeah

Taking Back Sunday :: Bike Scene

Melt With You

[11 Jul 2003|08:23pm]
[ mood | Fucking shitty as all hell ]
[ music | Myself ::crying ]

I'm sorry Matt. I'm so sorry. I just couldn't do it anymore. I'm sorry times a million.

I'll Stop The World And Melt With You

[10 Jul 2003|12:39am]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Cute Without The 'E' :: TBS ]

MHMYEAH

I love Matt.

Billiam didn't die, yay.

My new name is Jeremiah Obediah Massiah...Thanks Snowcone..Tony.

I drew a penis on Matt's stomach and Billy's cheek, and Tony's ankle.

I got Nick to sniff pixie stix.

Jess is my little sis and I will tickle her when she least expects it.

Matthew, again, I love you.


{Edit:} I drew a penis on Torry's stomach and on Nick's forehead, too. {/Edit}

I'll Stop The World And Melt With You

[09 Jul 2003|02:19pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Mest :: Lonely Days ]

This isn't fucking happening to me...


How? When? Why?


I am so confused. I can't feel this way, I always promised myself I'd never even have these thoughts.


God, don't let me fuck everything up, please? I don't deserve it.

Melt With You

[09 Jul 2003|01:27pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Billy, Nick, and Jessi ]

Billy, you're not going to die.

I promise.


I won't let you.

Melt With You

[08 Jul 2003|03:47pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | The Blue Light Specials :: Kikyorownass ]

I guess I won't be breaking it off with Matt. Why? Because I love him with all my heart and I can't bear to see him be hurt.

Billy, I guess that my bass player is back. Sorry your's isn't. Damn, now we can't elope.

I'll Stop The World And Melt With You

[08 Jul 2003|02:18am]
[ mood | scared ]

Well, a lot of stuff has been going on lately. A lot of which I'm completely confused by. A lot of that is in my head.

I'm serioiusly contemplating one of the worst situations of my life. I just need time to think.

Anyways, Benjizzy and Jessica, thanks for the help. Matt, when and if you get around to it, come see me, I need to talk to you. I miss you.

I'll Stop The World And Melt With You

[07 Jul 2003|01:49am]
[ mood | productive ]
[ music | Bofunk being a bitch. ]

Doo doo doo doo wop. I miss Matt. Katharine Hepburn is my mother, I was her love child, that bitch. Nick looks like a giant turkey. I'm gonna steal Tony's pain killers. Uhm....Jere is so stupid....NO HE IS NOT! I got a nice booty too. Wanna see it, I 'll show you if you ask. Woop. That's all for now.

Melt With You

[02 Jul 2003|11:44am]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | Avril :: Mobile ]

Well guys, I haven't updated since...a long ass time ago. Why is everyone dead? Nick's BORING. *laughs lightly* No, he's not. Torry's back. Yay. I guess.

When you all get un-dead, will you tell me? Thanks.

I'll Stop The World And Melt With You

Uhm..yeah [17 Jun 2003|07:35pm]
[ mood | angry ]

Okay, I'm facking bored so I'm posting this, again, and it will keep me occupied to read the answers, hell yeah.


I ____ Jere.
Jere is ____.
If I were alone in a room with Jere, I would ____.
I think Jere should ____.
Jere needs ____.
Jere will never ____.
I want to _____ Jere.
Jere can ____ my _____.
When I think about Jere, I ____.
Someday Jere will _____.
Jere reminds me of _____.
Without Jere ____.
Memories of Jere are ____.
Jere can be ____.
____ is how I describe meeting Jere.
Worst thing about Jere is ____.
Best thing about Jere is _____.
Jere _____.

Enjoy

I'll Stop The World And Melt With You

[17 Jun 2003|06:19pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]
[ music | Fiddy Cent :: 21 Questions ]

New layout = fucking sexxxi.

Mhm.

Just smile and nod.


Matt, get your ass over here, I'm missing you.

I'll Stop The World And Melt With You

[17 Jun 2003|12:46am]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | Whitney Houston :: I Will Always Love You ]

Do you ever have those feelings for someone that you just can't seem to ignore? If you were to stop feeling that certain something about a person that makes you go crazy? If I were to ever stop having this feeling for Matt that I have, I don't think I'd be able to do anything. In these past three weeks, I have fallen madly, deeply, and insanely in love with him. He's all I ever think about and mostly all I want to think about.

He's perfect in everyway. The way he touches could make your legs just collapse and you'd fall right over. His kiss is addictive, like a drug. Everytime he smiles, I have to stand back and pinch myself to remind me that this isn't a dream.

I'm surprised it isn't. For five months, I was so worried about what would happen if I were to tell him I had those feelings for him. I thought he'd tell me I was a sick fuck and never want to talk to me again. I could imagine him ripping out my heart and feeding it to a pack of starving dogs.

But it was completely different. It wasn't at all what I had expected, and I thank God for that. When he kissed me that night, I thought I was dreaming. I definitely wasn't. These past three weeks have been the most amazing ones of my life.

I never thought I could be so in love with anyone, ever. I thought the only love I'd ever feel for anyone, wouldn't extend past a friendship. But I was wrong. God, I was so wrong.

Matt, I thank you for everything you've done with me since becoming my boyfriend. I love you more than you could ever know. You are the one I want to be with for the rest of my life, but I can wait for that for as long as you'd like. The longer I spend time with you, the more I can build up our relationship.

*scratches my head*

I don't have much else to say, except I love you. I could say that over and over, but I don't think my fingers are up to typing that much. But know that I do love you, with everything I have.

*scans over the entry and clicks update, crawls back into bed, slipping under the covers, getting close to Matthew and kissing his forehead before falling asleep*

Melt With You

[16 Jun 2003|09:23pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Intuition :: Jewel ]

I made names for a lot of people. Here they are:

Matt- Matty-boy, Hew
Nick- Baby
Tony- Tone
Aly- Tree
Christina- Sexxxi
Jordan- Mute
Paul- Psycho Boii
Benji- Benjizzle
Joel- Joely
Britney- Mrs. Wifey
Billy- Willie
Sarah- Buffy

Those are the names I have picked out for you all.

Nick has decided to give me the name, Speed Queen.

I'll Stop The World And Melt With You

[16 Jun 2003|07:17pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | The Lions Sleep Tonight :: The Tokens (oldies rock) ]

Today has been boring and all night tonight I shall make up names for everyone I know.

*nods* I will, it'll keep me occupied until Matt gets here so I can have fun with him. *grins*

I'll Stop The World And Melt With You

[16 Jun 2003|02:05am]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

So, I went out drinking with Aly and Nick, last night/ this morning. I don't know what's wrong but I had no fun, whatsoever. I had a terrible time. I know exactly why, I just don't feel like saying it. I don't wanna get anyone pissed at me. It was just all around bad. I got to be designated driver, woohoo. Yeah, I didn't take a sip of alcohol all night, I missed Matt, too. I got some stuff planned for him and myself tomorrow. *grins*

I don't even know what else to say. I talked to Matt for about an hour today, but I also hadn't talked to him once really all weekend. Weird. I haven't had a good conversation with Nick, alone, since..God knows when. *shrugs* Oh well, what can ya do?

I feel as if somethings really missing in my life right now... I don't know what it could be though. I have the perfect life. I'm in a pretty successful band, I have a boyfriend whom I love, I've got great friends, and I've got a huge, kick ass family.

*thinks back to last night*

I know what it is. But, why does something small and stupid make me want to just break down and cry? I can't fucking stand it. I don't like it, I don't like the person.

Yes, a person is fucking me up. How the fuck did that happen? I'm worried for someone else.

I need to sleep on it. I could just be exaggerating the situation, but right now, in my mind, I'm definitely not. This is one of the worst situations i think I've ever been in.

Fucking help me.

[edit @ 4:10 A.M.] I told Nick everything, and he actually understood me. Wow.. Nick, I love you, yes I do mean it in a friends way so don't get all freaky. Nick, you're my best friend, I'm happy about that. *smiles* I'm off to go to sleep and dream about Matty-boy. Yes, I just said Matty-boy. How cool. *clicks update and crawls into bed, pulling the covers over my cold body, closes eyes with a vision of Matt in head, and falls asleep* [end edit]

I'll Stop The World And Melt With You

[14 Jun 2003|10:30am]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | Matt playing with Bofunk ]

The show last night was great. There was no possible way I screwed up when I was singing "Yesterday" and "Night Alone." Most of the kids at the show were cool, except this one girl who yelled out that Benji sucked or something. I was about to say "Yeah, so what if he sucks Tony?" but I didn't. Tony kinda went off on her. The rest of the kids were really excited to see us. I'm just glad to be playing live again.

By the way, I got a new cat, Bofunk. Ass and Hole ran away or something whilst I was gone. Stupid cats. Oh well, they smelled bad anyways.

I'll Stop The World And Melt With You

[13 Jun 2003|03:16pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Hands // Jewel ]

Yes, it is true. I got to meet and go out to lunch with Jewel today.

She's coming to our show tonight!

I am the coolest.

Melt With You

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