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Jeremiah Rangel

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[25 Aug 2003|11:40am]
[ mood | eep ]
[ music | Intuition :: Jewel ]

Billy told me to update so I am.

Have I ever told you guys how much I like pools? I like pools a lot. I wonder if Billy likes pools. I hope he does.

Hmm...pools. I want to go swimming...with Billy...in his pool.

Okay, that was my wonderful sucky update. Love it.

I'll Stop The World And Melt With You

[22 Aug 2003|07:58pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Simple Plan :: Perfect ]

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Okay, yeah, I'm bored. dkfljghdjfh BILLY JUST BOUNCED!! Oh no...

I may have to lock myself in the bathroom again...but I won't. That would be...bad?

I must go now. I'm sorry this update sucks, but nothing is going on in my life. Except the other day I acted real weird and I took a shower with my clothes on...but yeah.

I'll Stop The World And Melt With You

[20 Aug 2003|12:11pm]
[ mood | Jere-ish ]
[ music | Mya :: My Love Is Like..Wo ]

Hi. I love Billy. Now shhh.


Branden is cool because he talks a lot about how cool it is when you have a lot of sex.

Congratulations to Quinn for no more emo-ness.

And uhm..woo for Quinn and Branden..hee.

I'll Stop The World And Melt With You

[19 Aug 2003|05:16pm]
(( OOC: won't be in tonight and thursday night, until early next morning(s). Babysitting..oh the joys..))
Melt With You

[18 Aug 2003|11:12am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Bulimic :: The Used ]

Who will you have a threesome with? by i_rape_sporks
Nickname
DateNovember 4, 2040
WhereA Tour Bus
First PersonJeremiah Rangel
Second PersonJeremiah Rangel
Created with quill18's MemeGen!


I know you're supposed to do your nickname..but come on! What the fuck is with that!

I'll Stop The World And Melt With You

[16 Aug 2003|04:58pm]
[ music | On My Own :: The Used ]

*taps fingers on keyboard thinking of what to type*

I asked Billy to marry me on Monday. I know this will work out. I love him with everything I have. I'm just so fucking scared I'll somehow fuck everything up and he'll leave me. God..I can't even imagine life without him.

Billy, I love you, okay? Don't worry. I'll make this work. I really am trying and I really want it to. Just try and work with me.

Melt With You

[11 Aug 2003|02:47am]
( OOC )
I'll Stop The World And Melt With You

[10 Aug 2003|08:46pm]
[ mood | wow ]

I just..Me..Billy...we...wow.

I'll Stop The World And Melt With You

[10 Aug 2003|02:21pm]
[ mood | horny ]
[ music | Without You Here :: Finch ]

Oh. My. Fuck.


I reeeeeaaaallllyyyy neeed Billy. For certain purposes..:x


Branden needs to quit trying to be my groupie! It's not cool!

I'll Stop The World And Melt With You

[08 Aug 2003|11:03am]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Hate To Say I Told You So :: The Hives ]

Branden stole all my popsicles!! He is evil and he must die for that!

HiBillyYou'reHotComeOverHereILoveYou

I'll Stop The World And Melt With You

[07 Aug 2003|04:56pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | P.I.M.P. :: 50 Cent ]

Ew, what the hell. I feel like crying.

Billy, you left me!

Now I'm gonna go cry.

I'll Stop The World And Melt With You

[06 Aug 2003|08:09pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | Greymatter :: Finch ]

I fucking hate this. Every fucking single time...It's like every time I finally become happy, some shit has to happen and make me feel like shit.

Hi, my name's Jeremiah. About two people don't hate me. Let's celebrate.

Fuck this..fuck it all.

I'll Stop The World And Melt With You

[06 Aug 2003|10:18am]
[ mood | horny ]
[ music | Billy breathing.. ]

*slowly climbs out of bed, trying not to wake up Billy*


I feel so amazing, but yet at the same time, so shitty. I never wanted to be the reason people were upset. And I am now..two people.


Oh well..what can I do? At least I'm making someone happy.


Oh and, THE PORN TOOK OVER MY TV LAST NIGHT!! Okay, I was looking through the channels to see what was on and I went by this porn thing and I tried to change the channel and it wouldn't change and the tv wouldn't turn off! I dealt with people having sex on my tv for about four hours and then I had sense enough to unplug the tv...It was so not cool.


And umm...yeah. That's all.


*reads over the entry and clicks update. Climbs back into the bed, kissing Billy on the forehead, then wrapping his arms around him, falling back to sleep*

Edit: Eew, I just watched TRL and Mest is a wannabe. Ha we own. And I watched the Girls 'n' Boys video, only 'cause there are hot people in there.*cough*Billy*cough*

Melt With You

[05 Aug 2003|12:38pm]
[ mood | angry ]
[ music | Enigma :: Trapt ]

I was never the type who would give up on something I wanted. Then there was you.The first time I met you, I remember being so scared. Then you spoke to me. I was so captivated. At the same time, I was so scared of falling in love with you..but I did. You didn't know until you were with someone else and I had already caused you enough pain. I remember the first time I told you I liked you and you said to me that you were glad you didn't have to be the first one to say something. That was right after I had broken up with my boyfriend. You and I shared a kiss that day, one I'll never forget. The next day, I threw you away and got back with my boyfriend, asked him to marry me as well. I knew at the time I had hurt you terribly. Now that I've broken everything off with him, I want you back..but you're already with someone. I know that everyday I will add more and more to your confusion. I don't want or like doing it, but it's happeing and it's hard for me to stop. I've confessed my love for you, and as much as I want you, I want you to forget about it. I've completely fucked you over now. I just want you to be happy in life and you seem as if you are with the one you're with now. I'd always end up hurting you somehow. I've already done it to many people and I think you've had your share of it from me. And yet again, now, I am purposely hurting you. I don't know why I do this to people. I hate doing it. You told me that you still liked me even though I have done so much shit to you. I feel like I'm pushing you to hate me. I've got my mind set on never being with you, and I'm pushing you to that so that it becomes true. Maybe it's a sign that I'm supposed to be alone in life. But don't get me wrong, if you ever wanted me, even though I've caused so much shit with you, I'd go with you. Sorry never really works, but..


I'm sorry, Billy.

It's so hard to sit here and lie. You should know by now that I do want you. You're the only thing in the world I want. But I told Quinn that I wouldn't take you from him, and I won't.

And Matt, I'm sorry.

I'll Stop The World And Melt With You

[04 Aug 2003|06:53pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | Hollow Man :: Trapt ]

Uhhhhhggg..

Matt and I aren't together anymore...*sniffs*

And uhmmmm....I feel all asshole-ish. *nods*


woo?

I'll Stop The World And Melt With You

[03 Aug 2003|08:46am]
[ mood | Fuckin Insane ]
[ music | Fuck if I know... ]

I thought I knew myself and what I wanted in my life....


Guess not. I'm such an asshole. Please, someone, just let me die.

Melt With You

[02 Aug 2003|10:56am]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | New Found Glory :: My Heart Will Go On ]

I'mmmmmm baaaaa-aaaaaaaaaaaack.

Didjamishmeh?

I miss Matt like whoa to the maximum.

Imma shut up because I had a lot of sugar tonight.

Fireworks suck ass....not good ass.

Melt With You

[16 Jul 2003|04:21pm]
( ooc )
I'll Stop The World And Melt With You

[15 Jul 2003|06:55pm]
[ mood | quixotic ]
[ music | Swing Swing :: All American Rejects ]

I'm getting married.

What else can I say? I love Matt, I asked him to marry me, he said yes. It's hard to describe how I feel but extremely in love. I'm finally growing up. For the first time in my life, I'm completely happy. This is just amazing.

Now I'm off to go hang around with Matt.


Jere

Melt With You

[14 Jul 2003|07:39am]
[ mood | quixotic ]
[ music | The Grinch on TV ]

I was worried that when I told Matt about Billy and I he would be so upset he wouldn't forgive me. That we would never have another chance together and that he would never look at me the same. Thank God that didn't happen because then I would be sitting here right now writing a sad and depressed entry.

Matt and I are back together, for good, this time. I don't know why I ever tried to break things off between us, but I did, and it was stupid. And it's not happening ever again. I deserve to be stoned (not with weed..NICK) and thrown into a river for trying to break up with Matt. So if I do it again, you all have my permission to throw giant rocks at me. Yay!

sap I feel so blessed to be in love. Honestly, I don't believe I deserve this or Matt, but I thank God for both. Matt is the best thing that has ever happened to me. Even as a friend, he was so great to me, and now it's about a million times better. I never believed in falling in love, especially not with my best friend, and this is a smack in the face. It's like I have to wake up and realize that I'm not 16 anymore. I can't be goofing off all of the time. It's just...I feel so...changed. For the better. Like, I'm something so small in this world but I can feel so great, so amazing, when I'm with him. /sap

Ahh, okay, that sucked, but now I feel less...stupid. Anyways, the Grinch is on and I want to watch it. Oh yeah. (I love people with penis-nubbed noses!)

Jerejere

I'll Stop The World And Melt With You

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