Blurty for Ally.
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| Tuesday, January 6th, 2004 |
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| New year's is in about two weeks, I can't wait. Last new years was incredibly brilliant - I ate some wintermelon for the first time and upchucked in a trash can. The trash can had been strategically placed outside a restaurant, so people could get a view. AND DID THEY GET A VIEW!!! I think the manager was actually kind of amused and possibly wanted to hire me for dinner entertainment but it was hard to tell, I wasn't paying attention to anything he was saying, there were so many veins bulging out of his head at once it was all I could really think about. Ha ha ha. Anyways, this year I have sparklers and all that cool stuff, seriously, I don't know if I can wait two more weeks |
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| My mom has started crying again almost every single day. Some days it seems like she has everything together and she's fine and then the next day she's so upset, the only other time she cried more than this was when my dad walked out on us. I'm really worried. Sometimes I think about leaving but when it comes down to it, I'm all she has and I could never do that. I used to watch that movie About A Boy all the time because I felt like Marcus but lately it's stopped cheering me up. I haven't really talked to my sister since her atm robbery/faked suicide episode. My dad and I have never been able to talk. I have nightmares all the time. Sometimes I have great dreams but they only make things worse because it depresses me to get up. I think this is what my aunt is talking about when she says 'it can only get better' |
Blurty for Ally.
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