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Sunday, January 18th, 2004
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9:29 am
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well, blurty sucks, i have been unable to login for the past month and a half so i've decided to get a new journal, i'll post wat it is when i get it set up....peace
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| Friday, November 7th, 2003
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9:50 pm - to one and all..
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well some people have been saying that its time for an update and i guess they are rite lol. a pretty lot has happened in the past month or so, i finally got my license now. its good to be able to hang out with friends and all now. it definitly is great to have a bit more freedom.
i have a truck now for those of u that dont kno, its a '93 ford ranger. its not spectacular, but ive been putting a lot of time and money into it so its all coming together.
theres been some disagreements between me and a close friend. idn if u read this or anything, but im sorry about watever i did that made u say that. i did nothing out of the ordinary, nor do i feel that i did anything wrong. if u disagree, tell me.
conclusion - lauren is the coolest; she has finding nemo on dvd and updates her journal regularly.
current mood: happy
current music: smile empty soul - bottom of a bottle
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| Sunday, October 5th, 2003
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11:12 am - its about that time for an update...
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i havent updated in a while, so i guess i should do that lol. lets see....my car is still bein fixed, and i went to pick it up yesterday then something was wrong with the temp gauge and there wasnt anything wrong with it when i took it in....stupid idiots...anyway
yesterday was a full day, went to get the car, then worked 2-10, then went to the homecoming dance, then the diner, then finally home lol its all good tho, the dance was pretty fun. didnt dance much, but o well.
i'd write more, but i gotta do my english then go to work
-28 days til i get my license-
-matt
current music: something corporate - fall
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| Tuesday, September 9th, 2003
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9:06 pm - jus one of those days...
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have u ever had a day where u just feel really good about everything, but for no reason?
i had one of those days today, i jus felt like i could be myself, i havent done that in a long time...i mean, i dont really even have a reason to be happy, its not like i didnt have some classes today, or didnt have a lot of homework, but it was still a great day.
feels like im meeting a lot of new people so far this year which is good, its nice to always be around people you can talk to.
i hope things keep going like this, it'll be nice to have people to hang out w/ outside of school only someone is always working or somethin like that. but thats how its gonna be for the rest of highschool basically, those who have jobs are gonna keep them and those that dont are gonna have to get them soon.
got some new resolutions this year:
im gonna be me and thats it, im not gonna change for anyone else, or act differently because someone wants me to. if someone wants u to do that, they arent reall ure friend because they arent accepting u as who u are
i gotta get over this whole bein freaked out about doin stuff in front of the class, if i dont get over it now, it'll only get worse
last but not least, gotta meet some new people and stop worryin about bein single or not. dont get me wrong, as much as i'd like to be in a relationship, i'm not gonna stress about it
grades....gotta keep those up this year, save the slacking off for next year lol
well........i guess thats about it, feel free to comment on my thoughtless rambling...
current mood: good
current music: simple plan - meet you there
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| Thursday, September 4th, 2003
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4:06 pm - lil somethin i wrote today about someone....
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Stuck in this game of life,
Losing, always losing,
You play me for a fool every time,
Wasting me away, breaking my heart,
Time after time.
I try to convince myself that I am ok,
That I don’t need you,
That I don’t want you,
That I am happy,
But it is no use,
I realize the truth,
Time after time.
I thought I knew you,
Your every thought and emotion,
I thought you cared,
Once again I lost,
Time after time
I told you how I felt,
I tried to make it work,
I tried so hard,
Then you dropped a bomb on me,
Blew my world apart,
Those words, those few words,
"Let’s just be friends",
Tear me apart,
Time after time.
I put on a smile,
And told you it was ok,
Nearly brought me to tears that night,
But I couldn’t let you see that,
It would only make it harder on you,
Didn’t even walk you to the door,
I couldn’t,
I just got back in the car and went home,
The memory plays back,
Time after time.
We didn’t talk for months,
It’s hard to say which hurt more,
You just wanting to be friends,
Or to be happy when I saw you again,
I hurt,
Time after time.
I still put this face on for you,
Try to be happy for you,
You tell me about these new guys,
And it just rips me apart,
Time after time.
Saw you today,
You said you were sorry,
Sorry that we ever went out,
I’m sorry too,
Sorry for doing this to you,
I want you to be happy,
Time after time...
©MattT
btw, heres my new car
current music: finch - awake
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| Thursday, August 28th, 2003
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10:22 pm - long time since a real update...
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well its been quite a while since i put a real update in here so i figured now was as good a time as any lol. lets see, i'm still workin at kmart suprisingly, i didnt expect to still be there but i think i'll stay til i get my license then i can find a good job and not hae to worry bout how far away it is. school starts in one week, i dunno if im ready to go back, it doesnt feel like its been a summer lol. i cant believe we r gonna be juniors, time is flyin lol. i think we've gotta start gettin everyone together again to hang out and such.....
the boat hasnt really gotten too far, still sanding and such, i hope to be able to spray the white on, or at least prime it before cold weather sets in, should make it easier come springtime.
i think i found a car that im gonna buy, now everyone muast promise to hold back the laughter, but his car is gonna be my daily transportation til summer when i'll have to find somethin to tow the boat, but i digress, its a '97 taurus w/ 89000 miles in ok shape. hes only askin $2600, so i'll have plenty left to rebuild the boat motor should i choose to do that. im still waitin for the guy to call, but hopefully it'll b soon..
today was an alrite day, got an early start today around 5, and we went down the shore to crab and saltwater fish. it was alrite, didnt catch much, but definitley got burnt lol
thats all i can think of rite now, but this update should last another month lol
current mood: satisfied
current music: deftones - knife party
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| Tuesday, August 26th, 2003
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12:09 pm - my schedule this year...
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1- trig. smith
2- cabnetry hirsehlein
3- physics-h safko
4- us 2-h staff
5- lunch
6- gym/health taylor
7- eng 11-h zaccaria
8- german 4 lane
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| Thursday, July 31st, 2003
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11:05 am - update on the boat...
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just about everything is off of it now including the motor so i've been sanding it getting ready for paint. the floor and the transom need to be replaced which will be a major project then the interior has to be done then the motor rebuilt. i'll update again later
current mood: hungry
current music: american hi-fi - my only enemy
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| Monday, July 28th, 2003
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8:34 am - mornin everyone
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yea, havent updated in a while, but o well lol. nothing interesting has happened so i didnt see a need to. anyway, this past weekend my dad and i pulled the motor off the boat and we r gonna start rebuilding it. in the meantime, i have to finish the last of the sanding so i can start designing the interior theen paint the outside and inside. anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRYSTLE!!!! i didnt forget lol if u give me the stufff to get into your journal, i can probably do the clear background thing. ttyl
current mood: sleepy
current music: the distillers - city of angels
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| Monday, July 14th, 2003
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10:23 am - one of those weekends
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this weekend was very interesting, on friday sheri and i went to see Pirates Of Caribbean, it was a pretty good movie but then at the end i was a little disappointed, but things happen. then i worked saturday morning and there were a lot of things that werent going well but thats wat work is all about then i came home and my parents went out for the afternoon, so that was the best part of my weekend, then i worked sunday morning to come home and find out that my parents had gone through my room "looking for something" and just invaded my privacy like that. i hate it
current mood: aggravated
current music: brand new - sic transit, glory falls
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| Tuesday, July 8th, 2003
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11:31 pm - lots of stuff
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havent updated in a while, but i think i'm gonna get rid of the boat, there is a bad cylinder and its not worth fixing at this point
i think i may have found a prospective vehicle, im hopin to look at it tomorrow. its a '93 ford bronco XLT 4x4 Auto, air conditioning, cruise control, tilt, sterer, r/def, full power, 112,090 miles for $6995 in berlin
maybe i'll update again tomorrow, i dunno yet, later
current mood: anxious
current music: simple plan - simple song
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| Wednesday, July 2nd, 2003
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10:35 pm - there she is
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thats the boat, i forgot to take some more before shots, but now the inside is gutted and im sanding that ugly green paint to get it ready for a fresh coat of white, i'll post more 2morrow, later
current mood: anxious
current music: alkaline trio - stupid kid
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| Wednesday, June 25th, 2003
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11:16 pm - things never work out the way you want
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yes, its a fact of life, things never work out the way you wnat them to. sometimes it works out to be better, and others its worse. im not sure what it is yet this time, but ash and i are over (if there was anything ever there). she always said she wanted to go out, but she was always "busy", so i brought it up and we got into this discussion/arguement thing so o well, time to move on, shes not worth the troble over the past few months, and waiting just isnt working not to mention the fact that she just doesnt care.
anyway, enough ranting for today, this summer is goin relatively well, so thats a good thing. still workin about 30 hours a week and my raise should be comin up so im gettin even closer to buyin a truck so thats cool. i should be pickin up my boat on saturday so thats cool. a lot of my money will be goin into that too to get it ready for next summer. hopefully i will be able to get some pics up on here soon after i get it, but its a 19ft cruiser, so it'll be good for in the bays and down the shore.
i was kinda hopin to get out of the house tonite, but everyone was busy so we should be gettin together friday so that'll be cool. hopefully i'll be goin down to the shore next week and the week after that, but still tryin to work out the details of that.
lets see......my party thing will probably be sometime in july so everyone has to tell me the times that they CAN'T go so i can try to find a day where the most people can come. its probably gonna be from sometime around 2 or 3 til dark, there will be food and stuff to do, so if u wanna come, let me kno
anyway, download some 'fall out boy' songs, they r a really cool band, u will probably like their stuff
current mood: blank
current music: fall out boy - the patron saint of liars
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| Tuesday, June 17th, 2003
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10:24 am - bored
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geez, first day of summer and i am bored out of my mind....
current mood: bored
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| Tuesday, June 3rd, 2003
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5:10 pm - i need more free time...
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i havent really had time to update this lately, but i have the night off, so i figured i would let everyone in on wats new. today was the baseball game, it kinda sucked, we were only there for like 1 1/2 hours and chris and i spent about an hour of that waiting in line for food. other than that, liz wants to have a beach trip thing on the 24th or 25th of june after everyone is outta school. if anyone is interested in goin, let one of us kno, we are tryin to work everything out for rides and such. lets see....i also plan on having a pool party thing after school is out, i havent decided on a date yet, but if u are reading this, u are probably invited lol. hopefully im gonna update some more later, but i have to go for now, btw, if anyone knows of a Ford F-Series pickup 4x4 for sale, please let me know, im gonna be buyin a truck as soon as i can now that i have enough money, later people
current mood: good
current music: mest - lonely days
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| Thursday, May 22nd, 2003
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3:40 pm - long time, no update....
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today's my first day off in a while, so thats cool. i dont have much homework either so i think im just gonna relax today and not do it. geez, im gettin junior-itis already, i just dont feel like doin work anymore lol. today was an ok day....
in algebra we had a sub so we did a packet thing,
in chem we took a quiz from yesterday then watched a movie,
in english we read "to kill a mocking bird",
in german we did wat we always do in german,
then woodshop, im almost finished my very comfortable chair,
then history we had a sub and a quiz,
then lunch,
then drivers ed...
pretty easy and uneventful day if i do say so myself.
current mood: okay
current music: get up kids - i'll catch you
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| Friday, May 16th, 2003
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8:39 pm - this stinks
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my first nite off in a week and im sittn at home alone and there's no one to talk to, worse yet, ash is actin all depressed sayin she wishes somethin good would happen in her life. this comes the day after i tell her i really like her and asked if she wanted to go out sometime. i thought she actually liked me too, w/e
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| Wednesday, May 14th, 2003
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10:56 pm - no time....
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well, i dont have much time to do anything rite now....hey ash if u read this, i'm off friday if you'd like to go to the movies or somethin, i should be free after 4 or so, i really hope we can do somethin, love u, matt
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| Saturday, May 10th, 2003
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1:15 pm - new survey!
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*THIS OR THAT*
1. Pierce your nose or tongue? neither
2. Be serious or be funny? it depends on the situation
3. Boxers or briefs? boxers
4. Whole or skim milk? i dont reallly drink milk
5. Single or Taken? somewhere inbetween
6. Simple or complicated? simple is good
7. Law or anarchy? i don't care
8. Flowers or angels? ummmm
9. Grey or gray? gray
10. Read or write? write
11. Color or black-and-white photos? depends
12. Sunrise or sunset? sunrises, its the beginning of a new day
13. M&M's or Skittles? M&Ms
14. Rap or rock? rock
15. Stay up late or wake up late? both
16. TV or Radio? radio 100.3
17. Is it POP or SODA? soda
18. X or O in Tic-tac-toe? i don't care
20. Eat an apple or an orange? apple
21. What came first the chicken or the egg? your mother lol
22. Hot or Cold? cold i guess
24. Tall members of the opposite sex or short? doesnt really matter
25. Sun or moon? the moon, they put a man on that lol
26. Emerald or ruby? ruby cause red is better than green
28. Left or right? right
29. 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? one best friend
30. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? chocolate
31. High or Drunk? i think i'd rather be drunk
32. Green beans or carrots? beans
33. Low fat or fat free? im not fat lol
34. What is your biggest fear in the world? my biggest, ummmm, yea
36. Kids or no kids? kids
37. Cat or dog? dog
38. Half empty or half full? half full is the better answer but quite frankly, thats just not how it works lol
39. Mustard or ketchup? ketchup
40. Hard cover books or soft cover books? hard cover
41. Newspaper or magazine? magazine
42. Sandals or sneakers? sneakers
43. Wonder or amazement? amazement
44. Red car or white car? red
45. Happy and poor or sad and rich? happy and poor
46. Singing or dancing? hey, singing while dancing lol
47. Hugging or Kissing? kissing
48. Corduroy or plaid? plaidness
49. Happy or sad? happy
50. Purple or green? green
51. A year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendship? lifetime of friendship
*PRESENT*
What's in your CD player: bush, aar, the ataris
What color socks are you wearing: white w/ gray toes and heels
What's under your bed: junk
What's the weather like: i've seen better, but thats ok, i dont like havin to work on nice days
What time did you wake up today: 12:07 pm
What's playing on your TV: nothing
How many close friends do you have: a few, they kno who they are
How many enemies do you have: hmmm
*FUTURE*
Who do you want to marry: dunno yet
Are you going to college: yes
Where do you want to go: someplace warmer near the ocean
What is your career going to be: i wanna be an engineer i think
Where are you going to live: near the beach, someplace warm
How many kids do you want: 2 or 3
Kids' names: don't know yet
Where do you want your honeymoon: hawaii would be nice
What kind of car will you have: '69 GTO convertible
what age are you going to marry: 22 - 25
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1:04 pm - the dance
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last nite was the dance, it was awesome, probably the best i've ever been too. a few of us went over laurens house before the dance and had pictures taken, then we all went to the dance, and we got in there and it was empty lol. we were like the second group of people that showed up. a total of 60 some people probably came, but it was still fun. then i found out that ashley was there:) im really sorry ash, i didnt know you were there yet, but yea, it was great dancin w/ her. after the dance, lauren, mc, sheri, and i went back to laurens again and chilled, i left at 1 about halfway through the ring (not a scary movie), and they slept over there. i got home and talked to ash again:) she had just got bac from the diner. then around 2:30 i went to sleep then woke up around noon today, but i have stuff to do, maybe i'll update when i get home from work, i dont know yet,later
current mood: ecstatic
current music: brand new - jude law and a semester abroad
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