[Thursday, May 8th, 2003 @ 7:50pm]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | Kings VS Mavericks Game- GO KINGS ]

So, I need to update don't I? Normally, I'd probably have a lot to say. But, I'm at a lack of..well words. Things were looking up for me..then I got really sick..so I just locked myself up in my room. I had no idea the "guy that everyone seems to be lusting after", was the guy that came over to my room with flowers, and ....practically swept me off my feet. He is a doll, and I can tell why everyone likes him so much. I've decided to just give him some space, because it looks like he may need it. He seems to have a lot going at him right now, and I think I may just be complicating things for him. But, part of me thinks I should talk to him...make sure he's ok. I don't know what to do. But, I still have the flowers he gave me. They made me feel better when I was sick.

I haven't talked to anyone in a really long time. Parker..Candace..girls! Where are you? I misss you. <3 And Max, I miss him too. I just don't miss his feathers.

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so this is dover? [Monday, April 28th, 2003 @ 5:04pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | Mandy Moore- Saturate Me ]

:: Sits down at her lap-top, already changed into her pajamas. Chewing on a lollipop stick:: Mmm. It's been one of those really long days. ::smiles as she thinks about last night, biting her lower lip:: Last night, Josh came to visit, Josh Davis that is. Hrmm. I don't really know what to say about that . I, um...I like his company a lot, he's very smart, he likes poetry, he plays guitar...I mean...come on. So, we were just doing this comfortable silence thing, and he almost just slept over..but the kid is too sweet to do that. I kind of wished he had...it was nice to have his company. I like him a lot. Just..an all around good person.
Then there's my "soul roommate" Jamie. Speaking of really cool, I think Jamie is the definition of it. ::laughs:: He's very down to earth,fun, and he smokes...::chews a bit more on the lollipop stick::, I'm attempting to quit, but it isn't really working. I hope to get to know Jamie more.
Also, I spend a lot, and I do mean a lot of quality time with Max . Max is SO crazy, but I love that about him. He needs to stop with the feather tickling though, that isn't appreciated. He also makes me blush like no other, he flatters me too much. ::smiles and looks out the window::..I think I'm going to go read my AP Gov assignment outside, at least that way..I can get some fresh air.
::clicks update::

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[Friday, April 25th, 2003 @ 3:51pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | AAR- Swing, Swing, Swing ]

So, here I am...my second day at Dover. ::sighs, sitting indian style on her bed, a lap-top sitting in her lap:: I feel alright, and I think I'm adjustin ok. I've met some really wonderful people. I met two Joshs. One being Josh Mason who shared my love of music, especially the guitar. He seems really sad though, and I hate seeing people sad. I hope he feels better soon. Josh Davis absolutley cracks me up. He is so adorable. Even though our conversations are totally random, he still cracks me up. I was with him when it was 12:05 last night, which was his birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSH. I've got him some great gifts I think he'll like, and I'm going to take him out to dinner. I think everyone deserves a great birthday, and besides, he was one of the first people I talked to, and I did the running man in front of him. My girl Candace is sick. I've known Candy all her life, we're very tight. So I hope she feels better, :: takes a post-it note and writes a note to myself Get Candace some flowers . Anyways, I actually did do something social. I attended the basketball game. That was a pretty good time. I don't know, I'm trying to get myself out there, but half of the time...I'm way too embarassed to do so. I just don't have enough guts, but I'll get over it.
::clicks update, and continues to get Josh's presents ready:::

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wilkomenn [Tuesday, April 22nd, 2003 @ 10:21pm]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | The Dover Courtyard.. ]

:: Sighs a bit, more of a relieved sigh than anything else. Puts the suitcase down, and walks in, looking around slowly. Looks over to the bed nearest the window, and picks up the suitcase moving it there. Wipes her hands on her jeans, and pulls out her lap-top from it's bag, turning it on. Looks outside the window for a moment at the bustling quad of Dover::

I did want to come here. I guess that's more then some people can say. My name is Alexis Calaway. Some people call me Alex, Lexis, Lex, Calaway, and I prefer all of the above. It doesn't really matter to me. I'm a sixteen year old girl, now here at Dover. I used to live in New Orleans, Lousiana. My mom owned a few restaurants down there, and I did live quite the life. I just, I needed to escape, I needed to be by myself and get away from the sex-drugs-alcohol vibe that New Orleans gives off so proudly. I do love Lousiana, but I wanted to come to Dover to challenge myself, and of course, I get a much better shot of getting into college. My dad and I refuse to speak to eachother. Well, I'll rephrase that. I won't talk to him. He is just a pitiful father, but I've moved on from him, and from all that pain. I do love my mama. She works really hard, and treats me to the life she thinks I deserve. I know she wants whats best for me, and I know she saw that at Dover, so I suppose a part of me is doing this because I want to make her proud. ::chuckles a bit at what a mama's girl I must sound like, but continues to write anyways: I do enjoy one thing though. Painting. Whether that be on the violin, guitar, piano or canvas. I love to play my instruments. My Uncle played in this tiny jazz club down in New Orleans, and since I was two has tought me to play these different instruments. My personal favorite is the Piano. I think it's what I'm best at. I also love to paint. I like to paint a lot. I spend most of my time painting in fact. I hope I get to meet new people, and experience new things. Here's to Dover
:: smiles, clicking the update button and turning off her laptop. Opens the window, and goes back to unpacking::

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