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fuuuck [28 Feb 2004|11:37am] [ mood | good ] [ music | rage against the machine - sleep now in the fire ] long time no speak...erm hi everyone, i kinda forgot i had this thing. To sum up the last few weeks.... Ally dumped me Allie cried Allie met marie Ally wanted Allie back Allie told Ally to fuck off Anna walked in on me and marie... so i had a chat with anna now all my friends at uni know im bi and seeing marie, their being a bit weird with me but it makes life easier. Got my assessed essays back, did really good in theology, not so good in hinduism and philosophy. My dads 50 today! Thats about it. doubt anyone will read it...anywayz byeeee 11 Birmingham slags| Alcohol is the answer, but i forgot the question

[27 Jan 2004|03:42pm] Dumped...... 1 Birmingham slag| Alcohol is the answer, but i forgot the question

*sigh* [21 Jan 2004|05:07pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Incubus - Vitamin ] Got this very very strange girl emailing and messaging me on faceparty telling me to 'stay the fuck away from her girlfriend' so i was like, whose your girlfriend? and she goes 'Alana'....was like what the hells going on, so asked alana about it, and she says she dosent even know anyone called jodie (freaky girl), so hmmmmm thats very strange, i think its just someone trying to cause trouble, and of course i believe my girlfriend over some fucked up internet nutter. Although it did upset me last night. but i just find it a bit funny now, since she sent me a message today sayin 'how would i know her favourite film is american wedding and her room is blue unless i'd been round there and had sex with her' i just laughed since you can see on her faceparty pictures that her room is blue, and it says on her profile 'favourite film - American wedding'. tis a bit suspect, so i sent a message back sayin 'Whats her birthday, whats her dog, cats and fish names, and whats the name of the road where she lives then?' hasnt replied yet. I think its someone just tryin to cause trouble for lack of things to do. Errrrgh well pissed me off though! miss her already dont need some fucked up tosser makin it harder. Anywayzzz...... signed a contract for our house today, it kicks ass, the bathroom is actually nice,wohoo, and we got a huge back yard! kicks ass! £50 a week, including water, not bad. 2 Birmingham slags| Alcohol is the answer, but i forgot the question

:( [18 Jan 2004|01:04pm] [ mood | scared ] [ music | Nickelback - Someday ] I had the most fucked up dreams ever last night. seriously fucked up. I dreamt that me and my parents moved to a random house somewhere, and it was night when we got there, and a old woman who lived next door came to show us around, and my room was the first u passed in the hallway when u walked in the front door. so the old woman and my parents walked in and i stayed outside. i heard a scream and ran inside, and my door was kinda half shut, and i could see the old woman in my room screaming, and i could see blood on the floor. the old woman left and i darent look in the door, so i asked my parents what was wrong and they said there were some dead people in my room. i asked if i could sleep in their room that night, but they said no i had to sleep in my room with the bodies. i walked into my room with my hands covering my eyes, but i kept stepping in blood, so i took my hands off my eyes and pinned to the wall by fish hooks and knives was the body of an old woman and a man with a strange beard, and on the floor in the corner was a body of a guy who'd had the skin of his face ripped off. There was a really horrible look on the dead womans face, and her eyes followed me about the room, so i went and sat in the corner opposite them, and her mouth started to move. Thats when i woke up. Seriously scared the shit outa me, was about 7am and Anna was still asleep so i couldnt get up or anything. just layed there. Fell back asleep about 8am and had another dream that i was in a sanctuary for insane people with some of my friends, and we had to escape by solving a riddle. i figured it out and we started to run, but my friends got eaten alive by these psychos and they started to run after me, then i ran into a forest and i could hear them all around me. Then i woke up again. was about 9am, and went back to sleep again. had another dream that i went round to allys house to ask if she wanted to go for a drink, but she told me she didnt want to because she was going owl watching instead. That wasnt too scary but wasnt nice. I think i have a fucked up mind. they were seriously disturbing dreams :( 2 Birmingham slags| Alcohol is the answer, but i forgot the question

:s [16 Jan 2004|11:02am] [ mood | relieved ] [ music | SOAD - Chop suey! ] Me and Ally split up last night. or more accuratly she split up with me. Then we got back together after 5 minutes of not talkin to each other. The distance thing is really gettin to her, and kept sayin stuff like 'every time u c me youre just gonna drive away again' and ' maybe i can learn not to love you' etc, was heartbreakin, got a few things sorted out though, and off to buy my train tix in an hour to go up and see her. Ergh got a right headache. had a dream that i had to kick a rugby ball in between the post things, teach a pirate how to spear fish, and hold my breath and swim under a boat or else i'd be killed. was erm, interesting. oh yeah also found out that just like rachael, ally has a very strong dislike of jeremy. lol poor jez, poor guy cant get a break. hehe. erm owt else....meetin up with mel in town today and goin shoppin, no lectures on fridays! wohoo! :D oh and got a house sorted out, was hell tryin to get hold of it though, coz its actually a nice house, and still quite cheap. cant wait to move in next year. hmmmm fun fun fun! 1 Birmingham slag| Alcohol is the answer, but i forgot the question

:D [13 Jan 2004|01:33pm] [ mood | ditzy ] [ music | Staci orrico - Stuck ] Right. ive decided that tomorrow after ive handed my philosophy essay in (which i have yet to write) i am going to go into superdrug in birmingham, buy a box of black/blue hair dye and just get it over with. I swear to god my hair is going ginger and im not impressed. And im bored of my hair being brown...so plain and borin at times. Hmmmm how much u bettin i dont actually go through with it.... 7 Birmingham slags| Alcohol is the answer, but i forgot the question

Fuckin hell [11 Jan 2004|07:05pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Anna and tom arguing. hmmmmm ] right. back at uni, glad to be back but missin ally. Got some horrible news this morning. my dads applying for a promotion at work, and if he gets it (which he probably will since apparently he's the only person applying for it) we have to move to Telford in Shropshire within the next six months or so. i cried and told my mum i hated her, finally made some cool mates and got a gorg girlfriend in leeds and they're draggin me all away from it. it took a lot for me to speak to them and say goodbye when the dropped me off. Was so upset. darent tell ally she'll freak. i dont wanna share a border with wales :( suppose i am an adult and i could just live in birmingham all the time when i move into a house next year, and just visit the rents occasionally, but i really will miss leeds i love it there :( grrr bastards. Just to cheer me up ally sent me pics of me and her out on nye. lol dont click if youre (very) easily offeneded ;) http://pic9.picturetrail.com/VOL299/1777644/3421557/42550287.jpg http://pic9.picturetrail.com/VOL299/1777644/3421557/42550422.jpg (wow, public!) Alcohol is the answer, but i forgot the question

*sniff* [10 Jan 2004|08:39pm] [ mood | depressed ] went out for meal with ally, talked about shit, waiter couldnt hear what we were orderin and it really pissed me off. was really nice. went for a drink down batley said a teary bye bye in the car, then she gave me a tiny bracelet that her grandma had given her when she got baptised when she was a baby. its so sweet. *sniff* hmmmmm holdin back the tears right now. miss her already, and she was supposed to be comin to see me on valentines day but got the dates she was workin confused, so now she cant :( *sigh* quite depressed now. just wanna get to uni so i can think about something else. Alcohol is the answer, but i forgot the question

Another update.... [09 Jan 2004|10:49am] [ mood | tired ] ....just out of boredom. went to the pub last night with sally, liz, liz, judda and karen, natalie phoned me to say she darent come because liz w had found out about natalie shagging her brother. and liz is not impressed. i find the whole situation highly amusing, especially since i dont have to deal with it as we're all off back to uni on sunday. Anyway. Found out i could have the car for the night at about 7pm on the condition i wouldnt drink, so phoned ally and asked if she wanted to come as well if i picked her up at about 8:15. she said no because she didnt like last minute rushes and wanted to go out with her mate instead. One was not amused. I had a go at her, and i upset her and she ended up just sitting in all night whilst i was out at the pub. i felt very guilty so told everyone if they wanted a lift to the club they had to leave at 10pm, so everyone squashed into my car and i dropped them off down batley then went home. phoned her and she was still really upset and i was nearly in tears :( was a bit fucked up but she forgave me. Warned her that she has to keep tomorrow 3pm-7pm free and meet me in leeds coz im gonna take her to harvey nichols and buy her some perfume then to a Italian resteraunt (that ive actually phoned up and booked a table for....go me) to make up for me being an arsehole and as a goodbye thing. Hmm will probably cry. hate being apart from her for more than a day, gonna be 3 weeks til i next see her :( maybe even 4. Eurgh. To say that was an update out of boredom it was quite a longish one....doh that was not intentional :p 2 Birmingham slags| Alcohol is the answer, but i forgot the question

[08 Jan 2004|02:02pm] Hell yeah i finished my Hinduism essay. and i didnt even have to lie about my word count...2,479 words on how Dharma affects hindu life. booooo yeah. feel good about myself. work today...ok, had to go to tesco, a shopping village in batley and some local stores to do some market research. now have nothing to do. gonna leave early so i can go and surprise ally at work, since she now works full time. ive written her a letter and bought a card to put it in and gonna say she cant open it until ive left for birmingham. bet she opens it as soon as ive left *rolls eyes* basically just saying 'sorry i cant say i love you to your face but i do love you' etc. hmmm anything else....configured the MAC and PC at work so they can share files over the network *geek* oh my boss has given me a £10 bonus for that lol coz he couldnt figure owt how to do it! get in there....Been talking to rachael a lot more recently. Really dont feel anything at all for her anymore, so i dont feel guilty about being with ally, not that i did before, but im just glad i can talk to rach like a normal mate now instead of havin a go at each other all the time. Oh and almost forgot to tell the best news of today..... IVE JUST ORDERED REEL BIG FISH & GOLDFINGER TICKETS :D hell yeah, cant wait, in March sometime, cant remember the exact date, but yeah well excited! and off to see a perfect circle on 7th Feb, and gonna get less than jake tickets once i find out when my exams are. wooooooooooooooo 7 Birmingham slags| Alcohol is the answer, but i forgot the question

[05 Jan 2004|05:20pm] [ music | Reel Big Fish - Everything sucks ] I love my girlfriend I got webcam to work when dad said it was impossible i dont have to get up in the morning I still have to do my Philosophy essay I still have to do my Hinduism essay I still have to do my Media presentation I still have to pack for university I have to leave my girlfriend on sunday That is all. 6 Birmingham slags| Alcohol is the answer, but i forgot the question

updateyness [03 Jan 2004|12:25pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | muse - in your world ] dont really have anything to update, hmmm except possibly that me and rachael decided to be friends instead of carrying on with all that 'oooooh look at me doin all this cool crap without you trying to make you jealous' shit. hmmm so thats no longer a pain in the arse which im glad of. she can be a nice girl when she wants to be, but like me can be the immaturest prick on earth at other times. yeah so had a good chat with rach last night, went babysitting, they we're only out for an hour to do some food shoppin and gave me £10...haha not bad! went in a strop with ally, for no reason, dunno why i did it. apologised and now shes ill. hmmm. got to finish my theology essay today then start on my hinduism one. decided to leave my philosohy one til last since it'll be the easiest to bullshit if i leave it til the last minute. anywayz...thats my life. woo. 2 Birmingham slags| Alcohol is the answer, but i forgot the question

wicky wicky 2004 \m/ [01 Jan 2004|01:00pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Enrique - escape ] Happy new year!!! had the best night of my life last night, went to allys house, was introduced to her mum and step dad as 'katie from college' lol, was a bit suspect since every time her mum said 'alana' i turned my head as well lol. went out to leeds, went straight to heaven and hell, free drinks £20 in, ally paid me in despite me complainin, in fact i didnt spend a penny last night she paid for everything. hmmm just danced the night away, it was hell tryin to get a taxi, there were non at all and hundreds of people waiting for them, we ended up just diving in front of one and begging it to take us to armly where ally lives, and thats only 2 miles out of the centre....cost us £35....£35 fucking quid!!! wtf!!! i was almost crying it was so cold though, ugh, then when we dropped allys mate katie off the taxi got stuck in the snow and we had to get out and push it, for fucks sake ugh. took us about 45 minutes to get back, fuckin ridiculous. errrrh spent the rest of the night just cuddling tryin to keep each other warm, then did the very cliche thing of falling asleep in each others arms :D (lmao) was so cute. she brought me breakfast in bed this morning, bless her i have the best girlfriend ever :D. hmmm so thats about it, very very tired, but not really got a hangover since i hardly drunk anything last night despite all the drinks being free. anyway hope you all had fun last night, guessin clare did since i couldnt understand a fuckin word you were sayin on the phone :p Alcohol is the answer, but i forgot the question

*rubs head* [31 Dec 2003|10:05am] [ mood | sore ] [ music | The calling - Adrienne ] got a headache :( got up early to do some work. i AM going to get at least part of one of my essays done today, totally buggered if i dont. yesterday was a nice day. went over to ally's and watched moulin rouge, she has the biggest dog in the world, and it kept barkin at me, errrr i hate dogs they scare the shit outa me :( managed to break her bra strap without even touchin it, i think she just blamed me for doin it herself :s. silly woman. hmmm was mums birthday yesterday, so got home from allys then went trapsing all round batley for somethin to get her...chose the westlife cd and took it to the counter to pay, they wouldnt accept my debit card since it only had £6.40 left on it :| where the fuck did all my money go :( got paid £20 for babysittin last night, too bloody right i was there for over 5 hours! 5 fuckin hours i was bored outa my mind. but now i can afford to go out tonight...sleeping at allys and goin out with her and her mates. mmmmhmmmm, should be interestin. happy new year one and all. would be more enthusiastic but i still got a headache. Alcohol is the answer, but i forgot the question

ah [28 Dec 2003|06:20pm] [ mood | happy ] picked up photos, for anyone who cares this is me and Alana: oooh and she bought me a cool quicksilver hat today, i was quite chuffed :D anyway enough updating for one day. 2 Birmingham slags| Alcohol is the answer, but i forgot the question

mhmm [28 Dec 2003|11:03am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Lifehouse- breathing ] last night wasnt in anyway as disasterous as i thought it was gonna be. hmm got to liz's for 7, started fannyin about with her hairstraightners as usual, went for a quick drink in the fleece and met natalie and judda, then got a taxi into leeds for 8:30. went to wetherspoons, got pretty pissed and discussed politics *so refined* met ally and her mate carolyn at about 9:30, but i was scared they were gonna say summat to my mates so i said i'd go off with ally and carolyn and meet my mates in heaven and hell (crap club) at about 12ish. aye so all sorted, went trottin off with ally and carolyn, went to a bar with music since ally kept complainin she wanted to dance. hmmm think people were gettin suspicious of us draggin each other off to the toilets every 5 minutes for a kiss lol. hmmm carolyn kept buyin me drinks, then we went down to heaven and hell me wearin allys coat since she said i looked freezing, which i was hehe, paid £10 to get in and all drinks were free, tres bien. got extremly pissed and bought ally a rose, and she bought me a lollipop hehe and shouted at me for smokin. danced with ally and mates for ages, think my mates scared her a bit, then we went off to the toilets for another kiss, kinda went a bit wrong this time since my mates came in 5 minutes later shoutin my name askin where i was, i freaked and told ally to pretend to be upset about something so we could say we'd just been chattin in the toilets :D lol what an excuse. anyway mates didnt say anything so thats ok, then just went and danced a bit more then went home. was a great night, think ive got some good pics that i'll get developed today. oh yeah and i fell in liz's rose bush when we got back to hers, and ruined my new top :( ah well. hope everyone else had a nice night, i feel very very sick right now. ugh. 2 Birmingham slags| Alcohol is the answer, but i forgot the question

HATE [27 Dec 2003|04:29pm] [ mood | angry ] [ music | Marilyn Manson - antichrist superstar ] God im in such a fuckin shitty fucked up mood, anyone fuckin say a word to be and i'll bite your fuckin head off. had a fucked up argument with ally last night coz she put the phone down on me to go phone her ex girlfriend whose moved to australia, i was severly pissed off about that and now refuse to speak to her. supposed to be meetin her to go clubbin in leeds tonight, still will but im still fumin about it. mum woke me up at 8am this mornin screamin and shoutin so i started screamin and shoutin back, got taken shoppin to batley and bought some clothes to my mums complaints that i have a terrible dress sense and 'your not like normal girls who look nice, and you got fat legs' stupid bitch, thought mothers were supposed to be supportive, but no mine tells me i look like shit and need to wear tights to 'keep the flab in' as she put it. i was so angry i was nearly cryin, i hate the over reactin cow at times. then my dad felt he had to take the oppertunity to have a go at me since he hasnt witnessed me doin any uni work. oooooh yeah so i go to the library for fun do i....and i suppose i sit researching and writing essays on my computer because they give me and enourmous sense of joy. fuckwit. they can both fuck off. now jeremys pissin me off on msn. *rant* i hate today. its been a shit day. and to top it all off rachaels been buggin me again. im gonna fuckin scream. i need to get seriously pissed. and to what allye was sayin about lotr, it wasnt as good as the first one, and i thought it dragged at the end. but if its any compensation ally cried as well, but she hasnt seen the first 2 and for some reason thought merry had died, which is why she cried. suppose i'll forgive her, sent me loads of texts sayin sorry but i havent replied. hmpf. gonna get a pic of me and her tonight so i can take it back to uni. decided were gonna try to have a long distance thing and see how it goes. Anyway. feel slightly better after venting. i had an ok christmas. wasnt particularly impressive, but i did get a remote controlled car. go me. 3 Birmingham slags| Alcohol is the answer, but i forgot the question

[24 Dec 2003|04:21pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | Drowning pool - bodies ] hello....merry christmas one and all....hohoho and a bottle of rum, all that crap etc etc i hate shoppin so late to christmas, so many fuckin people all walkin ino you....bah. went to shoppin centre with ally, introduced her to most of my mates that work there, then we randomly walked into judda who was out shoppin and ally nearly had a heart attack with juddas introduction of 'yo, your allies mate, im judda and im late and got indigestion so im pissed off right now, im nice normally' ok judda. thankyou. ally kept pokin me walkin round clothes shops, then started snappin my bra strap, i was like wtf! calm yourself woman. got a taxi home with her, and driver stopped to get some petrol, and as soon as he walked off to pay ally just climbed on me and wouldnt stop kissin me, until driver walked back and opened the door, think he was almost as embaressed us, and my voice was so high pitched and nervous directin him to my house lol, hmmm yes thats in the top 10 of my lifes most embaressing moments i think. she gave me my xmas pressie, a gorg silver heart necklace and a cute little bear ive called bertie, who wears a nice pink jumper. she got me some other stuff as well *taps nose* nerh. No nothing like that you perv...just personal stuff. aye so wohoo. i got bored today so i started pokin the bag of presents that my parents have got me, ive figured they've got me chocolates and a bottle of booze so far, not sure what type, and theres a few box's and i think a cd, oh welll i didnt ask for anything and they did just fork out over a grand on my new pc so im surprised they've bought me anything at all. anyway will find out tomorrow. if i get some money gonna invest in some tony and guy hair straightners, burnt my hands so many times on jays, but they are the best. mmm hmmmm! anyway merry xmas one and all, ya da ya da dont over feed the reindeers. 18 Birmingham slags| Alcohol is the answer, but i forgot the question

[23 Dec 2003|09:49am] [ mood | tired ] im at work, and im tired, and look and feel like shit, and its freezin. and this afternoon im goin to the library with ally to get out some books on hinduism, then i have to take my dads shirt back to blakes to swap it for a bigger size. gosh what an exciting life i lead. however, i found out yesterday ally owns a moutain in poland, not completly random since she's half polish, which you would never have guessed with her second name being 'czech' would you. also found out she has a step sister. most people learn something new everyday, i learnt *2* new things yesterday. mwahaha bet your jealous. so tired. parents in angry angry moods, i got blamed for my mum dropping the tub of cream on the kitchen floor last night when i was in my room at the time. apparently if i hadnt been stressin her out early that evenin she wouldnt have been distracted and dropped it, stupid biatch. shes such a stroppy cow. oh and i thought i'd be nice and text rachael last nigth so i sent 'hope holidays are ok, happy christmas and new year' then was bombarded with texts about how shes bought a new £200 amp and come out to all her mates about being bi and how this really fit girl fancies her...lol so i sent back sayin 'i only said happy christmas' haha and she didnt reply. Yup i think ive had it reinforced that rachael is one full of herself pratt if ever there was one. hmmm cant wait to see ally, really need a hug, and she gives the best hugs. wont be seein her much after new year as shes startin her new job as a manager at bhs :( hmmmm gonna be sad allie from then on. Alcohol is the answer, but i forgot the question

Hmmmm [20 Dec 2003|04:52pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Rage against the machine - sleep now in the fire ] no one replies anymore, oh well, tis nice to remember what i been doin without hurtin my brain too much. hmmm today. went to shoppin centre, bought Ally (gonna start callin her that instead of alana) perfrume, that D&G femine stuff, mmmmm tis yummy and a cuddly bear thing. bought my dad a nice blue shirt for xmas, showed my mum and she said its too small so i have to go and swap it tomorrow *sigh* chatted to 6 of my mates who all work in Blakes together, twas nice to see em all again. got mum will young album, and some chocolates, ppppfttttttt my mum has the worst taste in music...and she likes white chocolate :( last lord of the rings film tonight, Ally aint seen the first 2 but she said it was my turn to chose the film since she chose love actually. can tell now shes gonna be bored shitless. oh yeah i went in and had a quick chat with her today at work, but i could tell she was really busy and tryin to get rid of me lol so i just buggered off. aye so end of update....i think....anything else....oh yeah i started work back at aston martin and jaguar advertising, been there 2 days and done nothing but scream at a spider that dosent seem to want to leave the office. little fucker. anyway *waves* signing off.... 1 Birmingham slag| Alcohol is the answer, but i forgot the question

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