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[11 Jun 2004|11:25am]
damn it the whole thing i typed just erased!

EvErYtHiNg YoU mEaNt To Me [06 Jun 2004|08:17pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Avril Lavigne: My Happy Ending ]

i haven't been able to write in a while. computer was busted.

what is a dream?
A series of images, ideas, emotions, and sensations occurring involuntarily in the mind during certain stages of sleep.
A daydream; a reverie.
A state of abstraction; a trance.
A wild fancy or hope.
A condition or achievement that is longed for; an aspiration: a dream of owning their own business.
One that is exceptionally gratifying, excellent, or beautiful: Our new car runs like a dream.

Why can't our dreams be real? Maybe because it's not meant to be in real life? Last time I had a dream somewhat like this it came true. Last time things were good. Why can't they be this time? Why does everything have to get fucked up. Why can't my dream be real and I can just dance with you for the rest of my life.

you occasionally cross my mind [31 May 2004|09:12pm]
[ mood | refreshed ]
[ music | Lil Kim and 50 Cent: Magic Stick ]

harry potter 10:00 friday night with emily and joe! then sleepin at emilys! woot woot! i'm excited

yea so today i went for a run with stacey and megan. then we went home and i thought i was goin to jairas but i couldn't coz noone would take me so me and stacey went back to megans house and then we walked to culvers and then we watched house of the dead. woot woot. then they left and i played badmitten with my brother and then i ate dinner and yea...stuff like that.

i miss my baby :-(

havent updated in forever man! [30 May 2004|10:00pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | dashboard confessional: Pacific Sun (i think) ]

omg i cant remember the last time i updated. my computer's been acting like SHIT! ok well i think it was friday...hmm...ok saturday i got up at freakin 8 in the morning to go to robbyns house. we were talking to the lesbians friend and yea...she has a crush on me! (puking) we told her i had a boyfriend...i wish. then we went to get megan. we met her halfway there. then we went back to robbyns house and hung out in the basement and made fun of jim. :-P he's so gay he won't go out with robbyn coz he likes me and i won't go out with him coz...well hes gay. then i had to go home because i had to go to a party at the quesse's house with the macnameras and the pinters. it was really boring and missy kept wanting me to go to washington park with her but i didn't wanna. then i came home and emily came here and we ate sub sandwiches and played badmitten and talked to johnny and all other shiz. it was fun. today i woke up around quarter to 9 and there was a big ass storm goin on. i got up and my dad made me bacon and then i got in the shower and got ready for church. then we went to church anddd then we went to culvers and thennnn we went to my grammas. then we came home and played badmitten till the big storm came and then we had to go in the basement coz the alarms were goin off. anddd yea today was pretty boring.

.:take my breath away:. [28 May 2004|09:59pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]
[ music | goo goo dolls: sympathy ]

eh...meggan n stacy came over today. we went for a run. stacy yaked all over the sidewalk. it was pretty funny. then me megan stacy robbyn adreah n andreah's friend all went fishing and robbyn caught one!!! omg it was so scarry! i have a fear of fish. then me n jaira n britney n abby went to the mall n we saw brian n jake n brittany n kristin n megan n burkhart n a buncha other people there and i got sick and stuff. was fun. oh yea...the lesbians moving next to me. oh shit.

let me know that you love me...let that be enough [27 May 2004|11:10pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Switchfood: Let That Be Enough ]

ah woke up around 10. went to robbyns ya know. we went to pick up boonie and i finally got to see wear she lives and her dog has huge tits. lmao. then we called stacy n jim n they came. yea jim was and i was really tired and all the sudden i started thinking about josh. i thought about that summer and i really need that removed from my memory because...ugh. that might have been the happiest time of my life but it's making the rest of my life seem so much more depressing. then i thought about the way billie is to him and i thought about how she fucks everything up. she's right up there with torchia on my hate list. i think they're tied for first. ah well me n brit went to the carnival at the mall. it sucked major ass.

eck...redbull [26 May 2004|10:43pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]
[ music | eck...whatever ]

drank some of that red bull shiz. wooooooeeee!!! i was high. got my hair cut today. then went to robbyns then went running then back to robbyns. that seems to be the daily routine now.

you're a touch overrated [25 May 2004|10:22pm]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | Blink182- Down ]

today was fun. went to the mall with my mom and finally got that khaki skirt. then we went to master stirfry and then went to pick up brian. then i came home for a little bit and megan n robbyn came over and then stacy came and we went for a run and then back to megans house. we went on the computer n were talkin to guys n stuff. haha fuunnn. then we went to dairy queen and i ate dinner. then back to megans house and played kicked the can and pranked people. lmao i was JANE. JANNNEEE. thennnn went home.

damn i need a male companion

Let It Burn [24 May 2004|11:21pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | Usher: Let It Burn ]

went to robbyns for most of the day. got suffocated by jims ass and about 50 pillows, went blind for about a half hour, smashed my face on a pool table, and got a shitload of water dumped on me. 6:30ish emily came over n we watched big fish. woot woot...didn't understand it.


new look [23 May 2004|10:51pm]
[ mood | sick ]
[ music | the breakfast club ]

new summer look. woot woot!

tell all the english boys you meet [22 May 2004|10:48pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Jude Law and a Semester Abroad ]

...bout the american boy back in the states...the one who would do anything for you

ah today was good. brian woke me up round erm...9ish er so and i went n just sat around till 10 when megan called and asked if i wanted to run. so i was all like yea. then i went on the comptuer and nathan called and wanted to do something. then round like 1:30 megan came here and we waited for stacy but she didn't come till 2:30 so yea...we just hung around and this really hott guy walked by!! i was excited! then stacy finally got here and we went for a run and then after that we went to culvers and got some ice cream baby! woot woot! then we came home and we had mud all over our shoes from crossing the ditch by the highway so megan went home and me and stacy cleaned our shoes. then nathan came and said emily had to eat at johns north star and would be here later. so me n stacy n nathan n brian hung around and watched cheaper by the dozen till emily got here. then when she got here...we still just hung around. i thought it was fun. yeaa....

your smile fades in the summer [21 May 2004|10:52pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]
[ music | Blink182: Feeling This ]

woke up round 8 today and watched 50 first dates. tanya called round 9 er so and we all met up at mcdonalds round 12. it was me n tanya n jessica n abby n kelly n molly. then after we ate we went back to abbys grammas house. it was so funny we were lookin at a phone book n we saw someone's last name was mecum so we called them n jessica is like hello i'm a boat salesman and i would like to know what's your last name n the ladys like mecum and jessicas like ME CUM TOO!!! aha it was soo funny! thenn i went home and layed out and then round 8ish went to the baseball park with tanya n abby. after that we went to tanyas grammas for a bit and she gave me mashed potatoes n stuff. it was funnnnn.

Hello Sweet Summer [20 May 2004|09:48pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Blink182: Adams Song ]

an excellent start to the summer vacation. didn't get up till 8:30. hung around the house till 11:30. then robbyn came n got me so i could go to lp and clean out my locker. then i came home n emily called me while i was cooking lunch. then around 3ish or so robbyn n megan came over n we went to robbyns house and we played the slot machines and listened to loud music and did the worm! but i chipped my tooth doing it. :-P then me and brit and cassie and tanya were supposed to go to graduation but they moved it in the gym instead of the stadium so we couldn't and so me and tanya just went to the oglesby softball games. went there around 6:30 and yea it was fun! great start to summer...let's make this one the best!

NO MORE SCHOOl!!! [19 May 2004|09:19pm]
[ mood | high ]
[ music | THe Cosby Show ]

school got out today!!! omg it was so much fun. me and chelsea drew a HUGE picture of aub on his board. haha. then in health we took a test but in science we made rockets and then in spanish we watched selena and english we kindda just sat and talked and omg 6th period was the best!!! me n jimmy n josh all left class and stole a whiffle ball from pe and were playing baseball in the hall. then we went to mrs vickery's room and we were having a fiesta! lmao it was greatt!!!

[14 May 2004|10:09pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | emily singing ordinary day ]

awe tonight and last night were so fun. last night me n tanya went to chales's game n she brought myke and we met emily and kayla there. it was fun. :-P then tonight me n jessica n tanya n sammi n britney n abby went to steak and shake and then the mall. at the mall we met up with jake and miller and we saw tons of people there like hailee n kayla n brittany n burkhart and like TONSS of them. it was fun. then these hott guys mooned us and i bought a cell phone cover. haha.

ah...the joy of frisbee [12 May 2004|07:40pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Usher: Let It Burn ]

played ultimate frisbee today as it was the last day of practice. it was so fun it was raining outside before so it was all wet and i fell about 50 times. i hurt my finger though! it's all bruised.

finally! [08 May 2004|11:25am]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | jason mraz: you and i both ]

i took 31 seconds off my best time in the mile yesterday :-D

i dont think i've ever been so happy in my life...

ok we were all huddled in our blankets watching chelsea do triple jump when hailee comes over and tells me that the mile was starting like NOW! i had to hury up and get my running shoes and stretch and i had to piss like a bitch but i didnt have time. we went and waited in the bullpen and i didn't even freakin have time to be nervous. then the official came over and asked our names and stuff and told us what lane we were in. we went to the starting line and i forgot and the starter made me go find the offical and find out the lane i was in. ugh it was embarassing:-P. finally they started and i started out fast ya know and i was gonna stay with this one girl in the black uniform but i figured hey...i'm not even i passed her. i didn't even need to think of a song in my head! it was like i wasn't even running. i didn't need to think or anything it went by so fast. i guess i passed like 4 girls but then in the last 100 of the race one of the dixon girls passed me. it's ok though. i like got across the finish line and i could walk and i ran into a timer and then this guy was holding me up and mrs adams comes running out and was like holding me up. i kept tryin to say what was my time but all i could get out was what and shes like what's you time? and im like yea and shes like NICOLE YOU GOT 7:09 YOU TOOK OFF 31 SECONDS! and i was like so happy! and then i was ok and i could stand up and i was putting on my sweats and abby parsons comes running with my inhaler and like throws it at me but i didn't even need it and everyone was like AWWE SHES OK LOOK AT THAT SMILE. and then abby n kaitlyn n chelsea came to walk a lap with me and chelsea who was all mad before coz of triple jump (even tho she made finals and it was her first time doing it) was was like happy and was like OMG THAT WAS SO COOL NICOLE YOU WERE PASSIN EVERYONE N STUFF and kaitlyn told us the story about how abby ran into the hott guy in the orange hoodie tryin to get to my inhaler and it was just so fun. i'm gonna miss track so much :-(

im so lost [05 May 2004|07:53pm]
[ mood | optimistic ]
[ music | Alanis Morrissette:Everything ]

but oh well. things are going great besides the fact i'm grounded. and i think i have a new love. :-\ who knows...i still kindda like whats his face.

can't talk long im grounded

woah [28 Apr 2004|08:19am]
[ mood | nauseated ]
[ music | The Darkness: I Believe in a Thing called LOVEE ]

i tried updating yesterday...didn't work

well it's about 8:20 AM right now and i have to shit like an elephant so i'm out

omg [21 Apr 2004|08:49pm]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | my brother playing the violin ]

utica is like fuckin gone. jaira said she saw a dead body. dan had to go around spraypainting x's on peoples houses that were ok. it's crazy. i never thought something like this could happen here. this is the kindda stuff you hear about in like china n shit. i was so scarred though. mrs. adams didn't stay in school and a bunch of the utica kids didn't even show up. i'm almost positive they're all alright though. all i heard all day was stuff about the tornado. after some dumbass told me ivcc's roof blew off i stopped believing anyone who wasn't from utica. i know for a fact ivcc's roof didn't blow off because i was there for a track meet which amazingly wasn't cancelled. yea but i'm gonna go now i'm pretty tired.

oh you who so deviously turns off the fan

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