01:34pm 19/01/2005
 
music: starla - SP
alright, quick explaination.

i was once perfect. good student, polite, smart, w/e. stopped trying. parents not happy w/ that. they get mad at me. punishment commences. one leftover from my perfection - i dont eat when im upset, dont want to get fat. now dont think about it, it just happens. when im upset i dont eat. i also have this thing where if i dont eat i get catatonic and depressed. so i dont eat, im depressed right? so it gets worse. went to doctor - wouldnt speak to him or look at him. being sent to another. may have to do blood tests. but goddammit they cant make me eat. and they cant make me talk.

would say more, but at school. no internet allowed at home. not eating till i can get on again. i am fucking twisted.
 
   

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