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yourestarvingme

Subject:	ELLO moto!
Posted by:	noblecapulet.
Time:	3:34 pm.

So yea. Im here.
Long story short, I have issues.

heres my stats:
age:17
height:4"11
hw (highest weight): 200lbs
lw (lowest weight): 115lbs
cw (current weight): 130lbs
stgw (short term goal weight): 100lbs
ltgw (long term goal weight): 90lbs

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alabamaxpatriot

Subject:	vroom, vroom
Time:	10:50 am.
Music:	"the card cheat" by the clash.

i have a new car. a 2008 volkswagen rabbit in sage green. yea!

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yourestarvingme

Posted by:	miniwheaterxo.
Time:	9:57 am.

im scared to say it, but i think im slowly edging away from anorexia and more towards bulimia
its not on purpose, i just cant stop binging and then im full and i throw it back up.
ive made myself sick more times this week than i have in the past 4 months.
i know its 10x worse than starving yourself, it causes heart failure, electrolyte imbalancees, intestinal ruptures, esophagus tears, pH imbalance, bath teeth etc etc. but it just seems like the only solution lately...

hmmmmmmmmm i really have to try to limit cals..
having them come in you and then back out is way worse than not putting them in at all.

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yourestarvingme

Posted by:	miniwheaterxo.
Time:	9:58 pm.

MASSIVE BINGE!!
1 grilled cheese
1 piece of toast
1 toast and tomato with tons of mayo
3 bowls of cereal
2 hashbrowns

OMFG!!!
so i purged.
worst purge of my life i think, blood came up.
and umm i feel alot better now..
just REALLY disgusted and dissapointed in myself.
im really tired and faint..

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