just woke up. found this message from P: " I'd like to be able to speak to you again. Can I?" Needless to say we had a heavy fight about five-six weeks ago. He and I should talk again. I hope we can.
I think if I could just heal the fights between me and P, me and ad, and me and JMS ... things might flow nicely.
maybe that is just wishful thinking. perhaps healing can't or won't or shouldn't happen. this is what I waste my time thinking about.
UPDATE: i have had conversations with P and JMS. that just leaves ad. i'd make the first move but ... i'm speechless.
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