ugh, I don't feel well at all. It's kinda my head (my headaches have been hardcore for the last year) but it is also my chest and back. I assume those are from workingout so much. Like hell I'm going to stop my workouts ... I might something new though.
I've had the worst nightmares the last few night. Saturday night I had an awful one about JMS and Sunday night, fuck, it was about Jeremy and it was so upsetting. I woke up in sweat and tears. I was so shakened by it, I had to take my one day-off from class. I was that upset. It was ... god damn ... it was the worst.
With all my nightmares, I almost don't want to sleep. I wake up in fits of fear. This can't be ok, right?
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