saint rita of casia's Blurty

Subject:	i hope it's not me...
Time:	10:20 am.
Music:	"ramblin' (wo)man" by cat power.

I think I'm tired of people and their lies to me. I'm tired of the kids in my GN class taking advatage of me. They always take, take, take and I never say "no". I'm too scared that if I say "no", they will hate me. I can't deal with more people hating me.

(but i am tired of always being at class, taking the notes, doing the homework and having them take it all from me, with the words "you're so cool, we should hang out" ... they never mean it. those kids are too cool to hang out with me)

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Subject:	beware of dog
Time:	9:20 pm.
Music:	"company in my back" by wilco.

I was promised a night out tonight. However ... I just know it won't come through for me.

So I'll sit on my sofa and watch "Saturday Night Live" tonight. Fucking lame.

I'm even wearing a pretty, new dress tonight. And my hair is done. And my nails are pretty.

But I'm stuck here because I know if I call you, you'll just yell at me.

can you please call me?

UPDATE: i was yelled out... why can't i get out of these sort of situations?

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