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Blurty for saint rita of casia.
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| Wednesday, December 8th, 2010 |
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my body is fighting me. only because of my period. cramps, sleepy, want to eat nonstop. the normal. i passed my screening so that means i can audition for professional companies come march. that is good sign. |
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| Tuesday, December 7th, 2010 |
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| i signed out assistant direct both the combat show and macbeth. throw on that i am also designing costumes/ hair/ make-up for the opera. i hope i don't do anything wrong. i hope i can handle this. | ||||
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| Friday, December 3rd, 2010 |
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| I have to head to mississippi tomorrow. will be leaving at 5:30am. I would rather sleep the day away. | ||||
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| Thursday, December 2nd, 2010 |
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two days back to school and I am already over it. so close to being done, only two quarters to go. i'm back in combat and my arm is killing me. holding the rapier is harder than i remember. |
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| Tuesday, November 30th, 2010 |
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haven't updated in a bit. too busy to write, then too happy in my vacation. tomorrow starts the winter quarter. only two more to go. may 2011 can't get here fast enough. |
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| Sunday, October 31st, 2010 |
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| only two-ish weeks left of the fall term. now is the huge push of papers. I thought the last few weeks were rough but I just know it is going to get crazy busy. so close, so close. | ||||
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| Thursday, October 21st, 2010 |
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Lots of wonderful stress. School is done in exactly four weeks and we are working hard to get it all fit in. Much homework. I am always working on it. It is getting there but slowly. not much longer until the show opens. My father is coming to see it. |
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| Wednesday, October 20th, 2010 |
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| only a week to go. where did all our time go? seems just like yesterday we were at auditions. i feel like i am doing a not so good job on the show. not sure what it is but something feels off. | ||||
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| Friday, October 15th, 2010 |
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the last friday before our first workcall saturday. i would rather get drunk alone tonight and sleep the whole weekend. i had lunch with three of the other undergrads. it was nice just to be mellow for a little bit. |
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| Thursday, October 14th, 2010 |
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| lame day. you know what? scratch that. it was a great day. i got tons of work done, lots of work on my hair/makeup work. did great work on my scene. tomorrow i am working on my medea project. got an important letter in the mail. but then i have shitty rehearsals R3 and it puts me in a bad mood. i want to punch a puppy. | ||||
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| Monday, October 11th, 2010 |
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| the start of a new week. i have work call for the next two saturday so i am going to be losing my free time. maybe i can squeeze some in between classes and rehearsal. and if i can make sure every bit of work is taken care of by tonight, that is even less work during the week i need to worry about. | ||||
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| Saturday, October 9th, 2010 |
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| another weekend of nothing but homework. i spend all my time trying to get ahead but for what? | ||||
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| Thursday, October 7th, 2010 |
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| no class today. was in bed until 9am. it was very nice. since i am so ahead with my work, i might have a relaxing day. don't have the money to go out but maybe just bum around the apartment for a bit, perhaps knit. | ||||
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| Tuesday, October 5th, 2010 |
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| all the homework for the week is done. i just need to get my two big projects together. i know they won't be finished this week but a lot of work can be started. i also need to get more monos together. i have boards in four weeks. i have one great shaw piece but i am still looking for another that will work with it. so much play reading. | ||||
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| Monday, October 4th, 2010 |
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the whole weekend was spent doing homework. i really want to get ahead this week wiht my classwork, so I can get all the hair/make-up sketches/design/break-downs. i hate it when people get sick in the department and spread it around. i get sick so fast, so i try to avoid people around the building. i really don't want to get sick. my body is a bit weak and can't handle it if it happens. |
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| Sunday, October 3rd, 2010 |
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my body is still trying to work through the cryotherapy from wednesday. the new cells are trying to push out the old ones and it is bothering me, just gross. always have to make sure my clothes are ok. such trouble during school/rehearsals. the weather is turning to fall. i can smell the change. i love fall weather. my goal this week is to get ahead with all my homework. almost there. |
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| Wednesday, September 29th, 2010 |
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| just got back from my doc appt in alabama. i had to leave yesterday so i could attend a 10am appt. the cells were pre-cancer, so they froze the cervex to try and kill the "bad" cells. i have to go back in six months and have another pap smear. it will be every six months for two years, just to double check that the cells haven't changed again. it hurt like hell. my body cramped and had such a surge of pain. but... i am glad it is all over. | ||||
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| Monday, September 27th, 2010 |
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| leaving tuesday at 12pm to head back to alabama for my biopsy. ready to have all this taken care of and not think about this shit anymore. just an answer to my questions. | ||||
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| Saturday, September 25th, 2010 |
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| something I haven't brought up here is my obgyn thinking I might have cervical cancer. I had a biopsy on 9-1 and I have to return to alabama to have another. maybe me not wanting to bring it up is because I just don't want to deal with it on some level. | ||||
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| Friday, September 24th, 2010 |
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| who wants to punch me in the face? anyone? | ||||
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Blurty for saint rita of casia.
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