saint rita of casia's Blurty

Subject:	fever when you say my name
Time:	9:50 pm.
Music:	"bum like you" by robyn.

I really need to write this paper for class but... I've written three already so my brain is a bit drained right now. Little zombie pun for you.

Tired, tired, tired. Lack of sleep for this crazy class but it's just due to the amount of reading and papers to write. Still have nightmares but they don't seem as freaky as the past ones.

Saturday is going to be good. Yeah for Birmingham!

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Subject:	air caribe
Time:	6:23 am.
Music:	"takes a lot to laugh, takes a train to cry" by bob dylan.

ok, woke up in a much better mood today. but i keep waiting for the negative feelings to creep back into my thoughts. they just like to creep back in without any warning. so sneaky!

i really don't have to be up this early. my class doesn't start till 9am and there is plenty of parking now that most of teh students are gone. i could get to school at 8:45 and still park in my primo spot near st. francis.

my class is going to be fun. we have to write a paper a day but that is nothing! i could write a paper in my sleep.

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Subject:	senor (what are you waiting for)
Time:	8:39 am.
Music:	"as i went out one morning" by bob dylan.

I'm in such a crappy mood today. I just woke up kinda pissy. No real reason for it, got really good sleep last night. I'm not even fully sure I'm in a bad mood. Maybe I'm just pms-y. Maybe I just need a Diet Coke. I don't know.

Does it get better than this? Does it ever get better? Is this how I'm going to feel and think for the rest of my time? Is this all there is to life?

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Subject:	in the itchy
Time:	6:59 pm.
Music:	"handle me" by robyn.

All my working out has left me with a pulled hamstring. some pain so I'm resting today. but tomorrow, after my Zombie class, I'm off to the Rec center. Packed my workout bags for the week.

Had fun with Dan last night. We went to Swen then hung out at his place. AuDrey came by and told me I was looked really cute in my dress. I poo-poo-ed the comment, as always. She then said I always look cute and "to deal with it". Funny!

As with most Sundays, I have been kinda down today, but I bet that has more to do with
1. No workout today.
2. It's Sunday. Always a bummer.
3. Period starts this week.
4. Summer school starts tomorrow. No break.

But "The Simpsons" comes on in one minute, so that is a plus!

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Subject:	she shudders just like that
Time:	1:08 pm.
Music:	"with every heartbeat" by robyn.

Love my workouts. Just got home from my Saturday one. Feels great, I have have that nice muscle burn in my legs, I love that feeling! My skin seems to love the workouts too. It looks really healthy and glow-y.

I need to buy some children's books in German. I read at, like, a third grader's level in German!

I should go eat some peanut butter.

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Subject:	beyond the reach of elimination
Time:	8:58 pm.
Music:	"dream on" by robyn.

I got an email from my EN311 teacher today. I'm required to be on facebook for the class, to get homework and reading assignments. Fucking lame. I'd rather rape baby seals with salad tongs. But I didn't want to sound like a diva to my teacher ... so I'm back on facebook. Please shoot me in the face. Please. Please. Please

Moving On!

Good News:
A) Passed Geology 101, Math 100, and Drawing 110. Modern Art and German haven't had their grades posted. They need to get on it. So yeah! That makes me happy!
B) I had a FANTASTIC workout this morning. In one week, I've had five workouts. My body is getting stronger by the minute. So nice to have all the natural happy vibes in my brain after a workout.
C) I have two days off till the summer semester. Not a whole lot of time but enough for me to rest and get some US Weekly reading in! I can't wait to sleep in Saturday and Sunday (and by "sleep in" I mean get up around 7am, better than 4:30am!)
D) Had dinner with my parents last night. Wonderful! Had dinner with my father tonight and I showed him some of my favorite episodes of "The Simpsons". Wonderful and fun!
E) Dinner with Dan tomorrow!

thugs and badmen, punks and liars, fucked up interns, pigs and snitches, rest your weary heads, all is well, you won't be strip-searched, torn up tonight, you won't be cut up, bleeding tonight, you won't be strung out, cold, shaking to your bones wishing you were anywhere else but right here, so dream on

thieves and muggers, tricks and hustlers, cheats and traitors, scum and low-lives, rest your weary heads, all is well, you won't be sad or broken tonight, you won't be squealed on, ripped up tonight, you won't be back-stabbed, double cross, face down teeth knocked out, lying in a gutter somewhere, so dream on

Freaks and junkies, fakes and phonies, drunks and cowards, manic preachers, rest your weary heads, all is well, you won't be pushed down or messed with tonight, you won't be lied to, ruffed up tonight, you won't be insane, paranoid, obsessed, aimlessly wandering through the dark night, so dream on

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Subject:	haven't been ten years for many year
Time:	3:14 pm.

happy about:
1. four exams down and one more to go. glad to be almost done. this has been a busybusybusy semester. felt really good about my german exam and my modern art preWWII exam. oh yeah, i kicked them in the balls! the others... ugh...
2. my summer classes (except geology 102, which can blow me hardcore). zombies and more modern art! yippy!
3. i'm working out again, an hour and a half every single day!

pissed about:
1. Sb is yellow.
2. P needs to give me my stuff back.
3. can't find "i'm not there" anywhere on dvd... pout!
4. my hardcore workouts have made me gain some lbs.

now for a nap

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Subject:	tell me so, i thought as much
Time:	10:04 am.
Music:	"zoo station" by u2.

I'm so very lucky to have a friend like Dan. He came over and let me talk his ear off. And I found out that he loves "Freaks and Geeks" as much as I do! I thought I was the only one... Felt so good to get some of those tears out of my body.

Two good workouts this weekend but now my arms are sore. Ouch.

Once I finish my breakfast, it's time to get all serious about my studies. Finals. Finals. Finals.

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Subject:	it was all over the place
Time:	8:54 pm.
Music:	"let it will be" by madonna.

"going to head out soon to hang with pw. yippy skippy. even though it's outdoors, it's downtown, and it's a crawfish boil ... I'm still going to have some fun."

what a loser I am. pw's girlfriend gave me the stink eye. I couldn't even talk to him without her standing next to him. lame. it was such a waste of time.

so I made the chose to drink tonight. I hope to have a few beers and fall off to sleep.

ps. thank you d, you have been making my day lately!

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Subject:	just push on my lies, push on my gears
Time:	8:44 am.
Music:	"remember when (side a)" by the back keys.

Today is Buckaroo's birthday. He is 4 years old. That is like 35 to us. I did find out that Maine Coon cats are one of the more slower maturing breeds. They can keep growing well into their 2nd year. Slow.

Drawing final in done. That just leaves Geology, Early Modern Art, German, and Math. All next week... Makes me tired just thinking about it.

Now I bitch: SB is a liar. There. I said it.

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Subject:	mario savio:12-02-64
Time:	6:40 pm.
Music:	"stories of the street" by leonard cohen.

Free Speech Movement-We have an autocracy which runs this university. It's managed. We asked the following: if President Kerr actually tried to get something more liberal out of the Regents in his telephone conversation, why didn't he make some public statement to that effect? And the answer we received -- from a well-meaning liberal -- was the following: He said, "Would you ever imagine the manager of a firm making a statement publicly in opposition to his board of directors?" That's the answer! Now, I ask you to consider: if this is a firm, and if the Board of Regents are the board of directors, and if President Kerr in fact is the manager, then I'll tell you something: the faculty are a bunch of employees, and we're the raw material! But we're a bunch of raw material[s] that don't mean to have any process upon us, don't mean to be made into any product, don't mean to end up being bought by some clients of the University, be they the government, be they industry, be they organized labor, be they anyone! We're human beings! There is a time when the operation of the machine becomes so odious, makes you so sick at heart, that you can't take part; you can't even passively take part, and you've got to put your bodies upon the gears and upon the wheels, upon the levers, upon all the apparatus, and you've got to make it stop. And you've got to indicate to the people who run it, to the people who own it, that unless you're free, the machine will be prevented from working at all!

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Subject:	bury me under the weight of my words
Time:	9:39 am.
Music:	"4 minutes" by madonna.

I'm almost ready for exams. I have my self-port for Drawing and I need to print my math pratice final. A little bit more prep and I'll be ready to spend the whole weekend buried under my notes and books. Lucky me!

I'd share a good conversation from last night but I don't want it to come back to bite me on the ass. Perhaps I'll just say, "thanks for talking to me last night. hope to do it again sometime."

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Subject:	just need to check out the check ins
Time:	9:41 pm.
Music:	"time will tell" by the black crowes.

It is the last of week of school before finals. I've got such a tower of work to take care of before Friday. It can be done, I just won't have too much fun this week! My poor Netflix DVDs are just doing to sit next to my tv waiting for me to watch them. Won't find the time till after May 8th. Goodness. Better keep up my water and vitamin intake. I need those B vitamins!

After I went to the movies this afternoon (saw 'Baby Mama', good but obviously written by a man!), I stopped by WalMart. I had the pleasure of running into Dan! I've been meaning to call him or email him since we last hung out. Was it three weeks ago? Four weeks ago? I can't remember! We hung out at my apartment for a bit. I couldn't chat too long, I still had German homework. We are going to try to hand out one more time the week after finals. After that week, he has to go to his summer job in Georgia and I won't see him till August! Yikes. Who will I hang out with over the whole summer? Pout!

Glad it rained today. The ground needed some moisture. Part of me wishes it would rain everyday but then ... well, it would flood! And that would be bad.

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Subject:	for russian yesterdays
Time:	10:14 pm.
Music:	"house by the sea" by iron and wine.

this is my first breath today. I'm under a huge amount of homework and the stress is going right to my forehead. crazy pain in the ol' forehead region. I should take something but everything has caffeine in it. I have to wake up at 5am to study AGAIN for my math test. We'll see how it goes. but for real, school is kinda kicking my ass right now.

friday is going to be good!

ps. my fav episode of 'sex and the city' is on right now. 'the agony and the ex-tacy'. changes my life everytime i watch it.

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Subject:	i'll bash it good (he has really grown)
Time:	1:47 pm.
Music:	"i'm slowly turning into you" by the white stripes.

Demeter is rocking my world right now. Rain and Salt Air and Martini just have me in the mood for summer.

School is over in two weeks (then one week for exams), where have I been? The semester has just run right past me. It has been a crazy four months of German words and math problems and drawing squares.

I'm back to crochet. I haven't done any crafting for a bit. it's fun to be back.

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