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Friday, May 26th, 2006
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4:20 pm
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~Stronger~
Ooh hey, yeah
Hush, just stop
There’s nothing you can do or say, baby
I’ve had enough
I’m not your property as from today, baby
You might think that I won't make it on my own
But now I’m…
[Chorus:]
Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My lonliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger
That I ever thought that I could be, baby
I used to go with the flow
Didn’t really care ‘bout me
You might think that I can’t take it, but you’re wrong
‘Cause now I’m…
[CHORUS:]
Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My lonliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger
Come on, now
Oh, yeah
Here I go, on my own
I don’t need nobody, better off alone
Here I go, on my own now
I don’t need nobody, not anybody
Here I go, alright, here I go
[Repeat CHORUS]
Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My lonliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger
current mood:  determined
current music: Anything to piss you off!
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| Friday, January 20th, 2006
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5:45 am
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Just a toy
And once the toy becomes useless, you go and find another one to get your jollies off to.
Just a broken toy
current mood:  angry
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| Saturday, December 31st, 2005
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4:59 pm
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Crowded streets are cleared away
One by One
Hollow heroes separate
As they run
You're so cold
Keep your hand in mine
Wise men wonder while
Strong men die
[Chorus]
Show me how it ends it's alright
Show me how defenseless you really are
satisfied and empty inside
That's alright, let's give this another try
If you find your family, don't you cry
In this land of make-believe, dead and dry
You're so cold, but you feel alive
Lay your hands on me one last time
[Chorus x2]
It's alright [x9]
current mood:  indifferent
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| Wednesday, November 9th, 2005
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1:24 pm - Behind My Eyes
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Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
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current mood:  apathetic
current music: Behind These Hazel Eyes
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| Friday, August 19th, 2005
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11:41 am
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[2x]
Fuckin' posers
It's almost over now
It's almost over now
Yeah
You think the way you live is okay
You think posin'
Will save the day
You think we don't see
That you're running
Better call your boys
'Cause I'm coming
[Chorus]
You can't be me
I'm a Rock Star
I'm rhyming on the top of a cop car
I'm a rebel and my .44 pops far
It's almost over now
It's almost over now
Yes
You ain't heard that we swallow guys
It's too damn late to apologize
When you see the mantle or will you see the skies
It's almost over now
It's almost over now
You think that you don't have to ever quit
You think that you can get away with it
You think the light won't be ever lit
It's almost over now
Almost over now
Something's on your chest
Better get it off
There'll be no one left when we set it off
We ain't gonna take it no more
Since
It's almost over now
Almost over now
You have to plenty of time
There was no rush
But it was your dream to be like us
You're in dreamland so you don't care
And as you wait
I'm standing there
[Repeat Chorus]
You don't succeed cause you hesitate
You think we're fly
But we levitate
Just be yourself
Don't ask us why
'Cause if you don't we'll make you fly
[Repeat Chorus]
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Yeah, that's what I think of you.
current mood: whatever
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| Tuesday, June 21st, 2005
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10:42 pm - The Woman Comes Around.
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| Monday, June 20th, 2005
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11:54 pm - fufufufufufufufufufufufufufufufufufufufuffffffffffffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
goodnightgoodnightgoodnightgoodnightgoodnightgoodnightgoodnightgoodnightgoodnightgoodnightgoodnightgoodnightgoodnightgoodnight
GOOD FUCKING NIGHT OUT THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
**bashes head against desk in frustration, then kicks comp to Mars**
current mood: manic
current music: goddammit!
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10:34 pm - WHAT?!
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I came I saw I kicked some ass
The pain I cause it makes me laugh
'Cause the way I do my thing is strange
I just inject myself into your veins, yeah
Can't run can't hide
There's no way out
The sun will rise and it's about
Time for the wreckoning
Time time for this girl to sing
Damn if I thought that you would change
And my life would stay the same
When you don't even care about me
You know, you don't give a damn
Well things will come and things will go
And one thing I know for sure is that
You don't give a shit about me
And so I'm walking out the door. (oh yeah)
Can't move can't breathe it's gettin dark
The beast has come to steal your heart
So you better practice your scream
Well you may not live your dreams
Things will come and things will go
And one thing I know for sure is that
You don't give a shit about me
And so I'm walking out the door.
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
Oh, it's time
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
Oh, it's time
Damn if I thought that you would change
And my life would stay the same
When you don't even care about me
You know, you don't give a damn
Things will come and things will go
And one thing I know for sure is that
You don't give a shit about me
And so I'm walking out the door.
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
Oh, it's time
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
Ya don't give a damn
And I'm running from my problems
I got my funny face painted on
And then I'll think of what you said to me
And then I'll think of what you did to me
I'll think of you and probably laugh
And then I'll think of you and probably laugh
And then I'll think of you and probably laugh
You're the one I'm running from
Damn if I thought that you would change
And my life would stay the same
When you don't even care about me
Ah no, you don't give a damn
Well things will come and things will go
And one thing I know for sure is that
You don't give a shit about me
And so I'm walking out the door.
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
Oh, it's time
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
Oh, it's time
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
Ya don't give a damn
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
The wreckoning
I'm walking out the door.............
6:18- 8:05- 9:53-12:01-4:53
current mood: kick-ass mode
current music: Boomkat: The Wreckoning
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9:26 pm - I Want Love
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I want love, but it’s impossible
A man like me, so irresponsible
A man like me is dead in places
Other men feel liberated
I can’t love, shot full of holes
Don’t feel nothing, I just feel cold
Don’t feel nothing, just old scars
Toughening up around my heart
But I want love, just a different kind
I want love, won’t break me down
Won’t brick me up, won’t fence me in
I want a love, that don’t mean a thing
That’s the love I want, I want love
I want love on my own terms
After everything I’ve ever learned
Me, I carry too much baggage
Oh man I’ve seen so much traffic
So bring it on, I’ve been bruised
Don’t give me love that’s clean and smooth
I’m ready for the rougher stuff
No sweet romance, I’ve had enough...
(Guitar solo)
A man like me is dead in places
Other men feel liberated
But I want love, just a different kind
I want love, won’t break me down
Won’t brick me up, won’t fence me in
I want a love, that don’t mean a thing
That’s the love I want, I want love
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Random passage:
“I want you,” he repeated softly and Kagome could not look away from his eyes. “I want to have you by my side. I want to have you in my home, in my bed. I want you to be with me, always, not only for some hours at night. I want to be with you without you being afraid of your friends noticing you’re away. I want you to fall asleep in my bed after hours of passion. I want to lie by your side and watch you sleep. I want to love you again when day comes and then again when the sun is high. I want to keep you and I don’t want to have to bring you back. I want you,” he finished huskily.
Passion by CiraArana
Can be found at: http://kagsess.eternal-adoration.net/fanficread.php?fid=1038&cid=9&Go=Go
**wanders away to contemplate**
current mood:  indescribable
current music: you don't wanna know!
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| Sunday, June 19th, 2005
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9:11 pm - Looking Around
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2:52 pm - Golden Hum
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| Tuesday, June 14th, 2005
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10:00 pm
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| Monday, June 13th, 2005
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10:02 pm
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| Friday, June 10th, 2005
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6:19 pm
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| Thursday, June 9th, 2005
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10:25 am
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The only reason I'm awake besides my side hurting is that I had a nightmare last night.
I don't get to sleep much and the one time I really do I have a nightmare about
miscarrying.................
I woke up and my face was wet, so I was crying in my sleep.
I feel like crying anyway..just want to curl up in a little ball and die....
current mood: sick and scared
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| Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
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2:36 pm
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| Tuesday, June 7th, 2005
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12:05 pm
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| Monday, June 6th, 2005
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5:11 pm - Behind Blue Eyes
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No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
And no one knows
What it's like to be hated
To be fated to telling only lies
[Chorus:]
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
No one knows what its like
To feel these feelings
Like I do, and I blame you!
No one bites back as hard
On their anger
None of my pain and woe
Can show through
[Chorus]
Discover l.i.m.p. say it [x4]
No one knows what its like
To be mistreated, to be defeated
Behind blue eyes
No one knows how to say
That they're sorry and don't worry
I'm not telling lies
[Chorus]
No one knows what its like
To be the bad man, to be the sad man
Behind blue eyes.
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**But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free
No one knows what its like
To be mistreated, to be defeated
Behind blue eyes
current mood: miserable
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| Sunday, June 5th, 2005
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11:23 pm - ~Warning Sign~
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A warning sign
I missed the good part then I realised
I started looking and the bubble burst
I started looking for excuses
Come on in, I’ve gotta tell you what a state I’m in
I’ve gotta tell you in my loudest tones
That I started looking for a warning sign
When the truth is,
I miss you.
Yeah the truth is,
That I miss you so....
A warning sign
You came back to haunt me and I realised
That you were an island and I passed you by
And you were an island to discover
Come on in, I’ve gotta tell you what a state I’m in
I’ve gotta tell you in my loudest tones
That I started looking for a warning sign
And the truth is,
I miss you.
Yeah the truth is,
I miss you so...
And I’m tired....
I should not have let you go....
So I crawl back into your open arms....
Yes I crawl back into your open arms....
And I crawl back into your open arms....
Yes I crawl back into your open arms....
~
current mood:  depressed
current music: Coldplay
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10:52 am - -_o~
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ecstatic
aggravated
uncomfortable
sick
sore