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Wednesday, May 26th, 2004
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8:20p - Sometimes You Just Gots to be a Ho
I've just moved in with my older and younger brothers, all except the youngest, who lives with our sister in a whole other state. I am not living here permanently, just for the summer, in fact, but the point of all this is that it's a house being rented out by five (now six, counting me) people from ages 18 (my younger brother) to 24 (ironically, his girlfriend) and I am now sleeping with one of the guys in the house. Not one of my brothers, of course, just another guy who I am in no way related to. Except that we live in the same house for the summer.
Now, here is where we get into the morality grey area. My older brother has yet to hear of my escapades, and while my younger brother and his girlfriend assure me that he will be okay with it, but we are still a bit worried to tell him. I think the guy, we will now refer to as L, is way more worried about this than I am, because I know for a fact that no matter how angry my older brother could EVER possibly be, it will be nothing compared to the shit I'll be getting all summer from my best friend, a very sweet boy who I must admit is likely the only man I will ever love. Moral strike number one.
And then there's the Irish situation, as I like to refer to it. My older brother, just the other day, met this Irish guy and gave him his number saying to call since the guy is really new to our area and knows no one. And then he told the guy that his sister really loves Irish guys...which she does. Reports say he was not only Irish, but hot and well dressed, therefore likely a good boyfriend. And while L is a sweet guy, he is not Irish. IRISH!!!
Moral strike number two.
This is obviously a doomed relationship. I don't even THINK of it as a relationship, so much as me getting laid and driven around and spoiled. He's kinda clingy, too. We've been together like, half a week. One day if you only count the days since I decided not to just ignore him. And already I know it's not going anywhere. And yet...I can't really break this to him. I think he would be really sad, as he seems very attached. I DID tell him I'm mean, but really, I tell all my boyfriends that, and I've long since learned they just don't believe me.
Moral strike number three.
I'm out.
current mood:  indifferent
current music: "All My Life" Foo Fighters (1 comment |comment on this)
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