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Back again~ [22 Jan 2006|11:55pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]
[ music | Koe -Fly ]

Haaai! I'm back.

if you haven't found out o.o;

Don't assume everything on the surface is what you see~

Yup, Vicious has gone and disappeared. So now its just Shizuka and I. I love my Cousin.. <3

And I think Ciro likes me ._.

Your looking at me like maybe I should greived over a relationship fall apart? u.u;

Naaah.. If you see all the heart brokens out there its nothing REALLY to whine about. Not going to give you a big whining trillagy about nothing .. I guess wasn't truly there o.o;

I have Shizuka now. -blushie-

And nothings closer then family =o.o=.

Bloods thicker than Water~

~Chou~

Ah!..Saaa.. [06 Jan 2006|12:17am]
Nani?

Today I was caught but I was not scared...The hands weren't cold they were warm...Who hands could they've been?

I could feel the shedding of ..


My Wings..And Awake again. -breathes-

...Could it be true? Am I really back in my body?

I can see in color now and hear a soft whisper...That lullaby....Totally reversed.

Hands were not who I aspect them to be.

Lord Krayon, A Elder Demon, has let me breath another time. His hands were warm..And so soft..Demons aren't suppose to be that gentle? They do say ..There's always the odd balls...

Oh I'm gracious to Krayon..He went out of his way to bring me back..Could he have heard my calling or noticed my candle out?

I don't care. I'm back now....For now.

Shizuka, I'm coming home!
~Chou~

Toro-Nagashi.... [05 Jan 2006|02:50am]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | Bring me Back to life - Evanesence ]

They say a soul doesn't rest until it cross the river and has safetly made it to the other side.

The Otherside..............

I can't reach that side yet...I never got to say goodbye.


I don't want to go yet...

-flutters by this candle and lets the flame go out-

Shizuka.. Vicious......I'm over here. I'm ready to return to you.

-Flutters by the Old Tree-

....I'm here...We are the remaining....Here I am..Wake me up inside!

~Chou~

Akaichou [29 Dec 2005|06:22pm]
[ mood | Chou ]
[ music | Chou - Tsukiko Amano ]

-Gasps-

[Crimson Butterfly]
Description: The mark on the strangled twin's throat turns into a Crimson Butterfly.
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The crimson mark left by the two strangling hands of the older Twin Shrine Maiden on her younger sister's throat turned into a Crimson Butterfly after the ritual. The younger sister's body was thrown into the Hellish Abyss and her soul flew around the village in its new butterfly form.

Chou~~~~~~~~~~~~~~



Deep undeground, I kept digging a hole
Without knowing where it would lead
With a dirt-covered eyepiece in one hand
I searched for your arm
Scraping together patchwork happiness, and sowing it,
I was crushed by your strength

Burned on Burned on
The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands
Sever a rift in the red-stained clouds with my torn wings
See, I can flutter better than you thought

The eternity that I dreamed while confined in my cocoon
Where will it take seed and blossom?
The morning will eventually come and bring the darkness back home,
And steal my eyes away from me
Fumbling for you by moonlight, overlapping and entangling with you,
I believed I could become your true hiding place

Burned on Burned on
The place of our promise that will never return
Run across the black-stained earth with a torn-off agony
See, I can flutter better than you thought

If you can't hear me, even though I scream
I want you to destroy me with your own hands
While you can still hold me dear
Your arms that hold me back
Turn into a gentle dust
A simply stare at the sky, silently

Burned on Burned on
The inerasable scars left by the palms of my hands
Sever a rift in the red-stained clouds with my torn wings
Burned on Burned on
The place of our promise that will never return
See, I can flutter better than you thought

~Chou~

Why???? [05 Dec 2005|12:59am]
[Butterfly Diary 4]
Description: Diary with a Crimson Butterfly. One side of the page is blank.
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(blank page)

Yae... Why did you leave by yourself?

It's our fault that this is happening to Itsuki. You promised we'd always be together.

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[Violet Diary 1]
Description: Diary with a purple cover. The same words over and over.
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why kill? why kill? why kill?
why kill? why kill? why kill?
why kill? why kill? why kill?
why kill? why kill? why kill?
why kill? why kill? why kill?
why kill? why kill? why kill?
why kill? why kill? why kill?
why kill? why kill? why kill?
why kill? why kill? why kill?


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[Violet Diary 3]
Description: Diary with a purple cover. Written in faint crimson letters.
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YoU Don'T neeD a suBStitutE foR Me.

I aM PArt of akANe nOW.

I AM onE wItH AKanE..

K I L L . I T . KiLL tHAT sTupID dOll!


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IT hUrTs.......................It HuRtS...........
~Chou~

[15 Nov 2005|12:43am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

[Disaster Tome]
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If the ritual is not performed the X will open. Inhuman wretches shall burst forth from the X, villagers will be engulfed by the X, and the sky will be plunged into darkness. The darkness will spread over the land for generations, awaking the X.

We must think of this disaster as a Repentance for our failure to fulfill our duty to the X, which grants us life. We must accept that this is the reason for our existence.

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[Ceremony Master's Note 2]
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An Outsider visited with perfect timing. I'll use him for the Hidden Ceremony, and pacify the X. We must ensure he doesn't escape before that.
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[Ceremony Master's Note 3]
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When the twins were born, I was miserable knowing that they were doomed. They were raised freely, without pain or sadness. They say the pain of the X never stops.

The elder sister must kill the younger in the Crimson Sacrifice Ritual.

It's a cruel, horrible fate.

~Chou~

Why? [14 Nov 2005|01:04am]
[ mood | cynical ]

[Crimson Wing Tome]
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Shrine Maidens of the past and future, made into Crimson Butterflies, return from the X, as guardians of the village. Those that become butterflies ascend to heaven, parting the skies above, inviting the light upon us.
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[Taboo Tome]
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The gate to hell is called the X.

Gaze not upon the X.

Eyes that glimpse the X will be blinded by the X.

Speak not of the X.

The mouth which utters X will be made speechless by the X.

Listen not to the X.

Those who heed the X are trned heartless by the X.
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[Folklorist 10]
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Twin Shrine Maidens are sacrificed in the Crimson Sacrifice Ritual. Boys are sometimes used as well. In this case, they are called Altar Twins. The people of this region believe that twins were once a single being, which was split into two at birth.

The ceremony is based on the belief that when the two bodies reunited as one, the Shrine Maiden will gain the power of a deity. The text says "the older sister must X X the younger and throw her into the X".

The X X part must refer to the most horrible part of the ritual, probably some kind of "sacrifice".

~Chou~

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