I'm the only one that can rescue me from me

Wheeee [28 Apr 2003|04:37pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

I got voted the top out of Maxim Magazine's 100 Most Desirable Women Of The Year. Eee. Very cool. That's the UK version of the magazine but still. I'm pretty sure they made a mistake somewhere but ah well.

Andddd I've also, finally, picked a movie script to act in. It's going to be a low budget romantic comedy. It'll be called Magic Isle and Sean Connery will also be in it. ee, i know he's old but mmm, his accent. I'm going to play the role of a young American drama student who falls for a fellow actor. I'm real excited about it already. It won't go into major production until after the summer tour but I will get to do a few scenes in the next coupla months. It'll be awesome. I just really don't want it to bomb at the box office. So y'all have to go see it 8274824 times each.

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Running fast in my mind [16 Apr 2003|08:13am]
[ mood | awake ]

I get here in front of this blank box and I don't know what to write. It's crazy insane. I have so many thoughts spinning through my head but I can't quite catch at them and write them down. I guess maybe some thoughts aren't meant to be caught and analyzed and understood.

I've been real busy lately with Fighter and tour promotion. The video's definitely had a mixed reaction. From the more artistic response to "it's shit" but y'know, it made them think. One way or another this video got inside their minds. If only for a little while. And that's an accomplishment.

I need to go shower before turning up for dance rehearsal. It's crazy I swear. I never danced so much in my life. I see Justin around the place but we rarely get to exchange more than exhausted/excited looks. We have completely different schedules so I look forward to the day the two meet on tour. Should be good. And maybe more than a little wild. Who knows eh.

Okay, the shower beckons.

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I see your eyes undressing me [13 Apr 2003|01:40pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Can I just say Kid's Choice was hot? Haha, I'm sure Justin is real proud of winning best belcher in showbiz. That's one to save for posterity, hand it down through the family so one day 284783275835 years from now some little kid'll get up in Show & Tell and say "My ancestor won best belch once". And Brit, damn, you looked good in that dress. Was that a suspender on your arm though? Y'know it's meant to go on the thigh right?

So I think we all know what I did last night. Watched Nickelodeon. Quite the thrill.

Hey you in the corner there [05 Apr 2003|01:57pm]
[ mood | ditzy ]

Lalalalala pretty baby.

I promise not to update about food today. Even though I'm so hungry I could eat a horse. WTF. Why do people SAY that? Did some guy like look at a horse and start drooling? Pfft. It's weird. Horses are good for riding and giving posh girls their first ever orgasm and wow how wrong did that sound? The SADDLE people, the SADDLE.

Hi, blank stares are hot.

This update was brought to you by insanity.

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Foooooooooooooooooooooooooooood [29 Mar 2003|12:18pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | Fooooooooooood, glooooorrriiiousss foooooood! ]

Dayum I'm hungry.

I was gonna do an update of substance but all I can think about is food right now.

Muffins. Candy. Chocolate. Bagels. Cream cheese. Spaghetti. Jello. Cake. Iced buns. Pixie Stix. Chips. McCoys. Pizza. Pasta. Subs. Pharrell. I mean *cough* no. Milkshakes. Burgers. Hot dogs. Salmon. Carrots. Potatoes. Chicken.

Damn. I need to go shop.

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You think you know me? [25 Mar 2003|05:10pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Boys - Brit <3 ]

Hi, I'm Xtina.

I hate these first entries. I never know what to say. Well I do but I don't want to jump right into making a long-assed update about who I really am. Because that would probably just bore you all right off - not a good start.

One thing I will say though... Don't believe everything you read about me. I'm not dating Eminem, Justin Timberlake, Sisquo, Trace Ayala, Leonardo di Caprio...blah blah. Trust me, I think I might've noticed if I was. And I am not a whore. Just because I choose to wear raunchy things on stage and speak my mind in interviews doesn't mean I'm a bitchy whore. I dress the way I do as part of my job. You don't see me down the grocery store in a pair of leather chaps and a bikini top. It's an image people. It's me saying "Hey, I can do what I want. I'm nobody's puppet anymore" and it's me being true to myself. See, I tried to fit that all-American cookiecutter virginal sweetheart thing, but it just isn't me. I'm too opinionated. Too sexual. I'm too....me.

Talk to me on xDirrty Xtina. Get to know me.

Don't be someTHINg, be someONE [25 Mar 2003|04:33pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

/\ /\ Coco Chanel said something similar to that. She said "How many cares one loses when one decides not to be something but to be someone". It's true too. People spend so much time trying to conform to the things they think they should be; to feeling how they think they should. It's a waste. You should concentrate on living, on being yourself. Nobody else can do that even HALF as good as you can. Henry Miller said "The aim of life is to live, and to live means to be aware, joyously, drunkenly, serenely, divinely aware". That's what I'm trying to do. Sure I still get held back by my past and by other people's conceptions of me. But I'm trying to burst through; trying to get back to me. So many people think they know me. They think I'm sex crazed, a slut, a bitch, a Britney second-rate wannabe. I'm none of those things. Well maybe except the bitch part but who honestly doesn't have a little bitch in them huh? I'm not gonna sit here and tell you how I'm so complex and hard to understand, that I'm a forgotten romantic, that I'm torn between hurting and loving. I'm just gonna say - you don't know me. Maybe you should try before you put me in one of those little boxes and wrap me up with giftwrap and place me on the shelf labelled Known.

I shouldn't listen to this song so early...*cough* [25 Mar 2003|09:50am]
[ mood | horny ]
[ music | I Can Tell You Wanna - 504Boyz ]

I Can Tell
(feat. Jamo, Mac, Mercedes)

You ain't gotta say too much
From the look in your eyes
I can tell you want to fuck

And you ain't gotta call me ya boo
Just as bad as you wanna fuck
I wanna fuck too

Now you ain't gotta say much cuz I was peepin you
Lookin at yo hips got me thinkin bout how deep
In you um tryin to go
You heard about No Limit Soldiers?
We get up in it and hit it harder then De La Hoya
I thought I told you soldier draws
Cover my balls, Um known for rippin the pussy walls
I heard you got that kill
I can see all in yo grill
Can you ride me like a black Mercedes?
And make me do that shit I never did with other ladies?
I got a woman so i'm not lookin for love
I just wanna fit yo glove
Get a couple of uh-uh's
Shove it in your mouth just like a thug
And uh, hit me on my pager if you want it
Its soldier passion
So get up on it if you want it WHOA-WHOA!!!!

You ain't gotta say too much
From the look in your eyes
I can tell you wanna fuck

And you ain't gotta call me ya boo
Just as bad as you wanna fuck
I wanna fuck too

Put me on the counter in the kitchen
Now baby pour my body with some ice cream
Lick me from head to toe
Bending me over
69'll be the next thing
I wanna taste your body all night long
From sun up to sun down I wanna make you moan

You ain't gotta say too much
From the look in your eyes
I can tell you wanna fuck

And you ain't gotta call me ya boo
Just as bad as you wanna fuck
I wanna fuck too

Can I light a candle?
And kiss you in the places light won't show
I'll take my time and do it slow
I'll do my own exercises
Right between your thighs
It's so very pleasural, I'll go places he won't go
Lets keep it on the low-low
So he won't know
Now lets take it to the floor

You ain't gotta say too much
From the look in your eyes
I can tell you wanna fuck

And you ain't gotta call me ya boo
Just as bad as you wanna fuck
I wanna fuck too

What the fuck is a blurty? [22 Mar 2003|04:18pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | Peep Show - Joe ]

I'm Christina and this is my blurty. If you know what a blurty is, let me know. I think I'll call it my BJ.

That was my first entry. Ya know it rocked. Don't hate.

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