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| 08:13pm 25/03/2004 |
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mood:  pissed off music: MWH-Safety Dance
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i feel so...AHH.FUCK OFF! right now..and nothing happened either..i just wish everyone would leave me the fuck alone..the only thing i can listen to right now is COB--bodom beach terror..or Bleeding Through--Insomniac.....im pissed off for no reason..fuck! thats just fuckin great! i want to throw knives at my wall or something..and i fuckin miss davis.he was awesome.and now..hes gone and his hair is blonde..howard will not leave me alone.trish will not stop calling my house.i need to talk to niki.and jon keeps tryin to cheer me up..sarah wants me to send her the silver and cold video but my email account wont let me do it and i cant do it on aim..trish wants me to go with her and alex to see davis..ashley has court tomorrow...i need spring break!!!!!!!! the whole spring break i will not be home..ill live at jens house..well right music till we suffocate...or something.i really wish my family was goin up to jersey so i could be home alone..but noo..they dont trust me they think ill have weed and smoke the shit..but if only they knew I HAVENT DONE THAT IN A YEAR!! im not a stoner like i was before, and they dont want to believe that cos of what i listen to and how i dress..and my mom is not letting me out of the fuckin house sunday through thursday..i can only go out on fridays and saturdays..and have to be back home by eight..i didnt get in trouble..my grades are good enough for them..so why!? its cos they think theyll have to do all the driving and shit..when i walk to and from bristoe station most of the time...!i dont get it.!.ill walk anywhere in manassas as long as its not to trishs house or the mall!!im so pissed right now..im listening to the safety dance..dont ask its all my computer will let me listen to..im going to sleep. |
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| 03:27pm 04/03/2004 |
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mood:  blah music: misfits
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today was boring..i was texting justin all day..he kept saying boo...weasels live in joes pants...wow, interesting..i need new misfits cds..i need money to buy them first
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| 03:10pm 04/03/2004 |
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mood: blah music: misfits
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today was boring..i was texting justin all day..he kept saying boo...weasels live in joes pants...wow, interesting..i need new misfits cds..i need money to buy them first
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| 07:30pm 27/02/2004 |
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mood:  accomplished music: vmg:::glaciers
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hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi.im bored...there is never anything to type in this thing....oh yeah...wahoo, band practice hopefillu this weekend...!.so i skipped school got caught and got to ride in officer braziers car...WOOHOO THAT WAS AWESOME!!!!! I WANNA DO IT AGAIN! i mean so many people were staring at us.it was so fuckin stupid, but hey...got brought to school by a cop..wow what an accomplishment..OSBOURN SUCKS.and mrs outlaw and mrs gately fuckin hate me...oh god..im so bored...afi...b-e-a-utiful.... |
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| 08:54am 11/02/2004 |
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mood:  bouncy music: avenged sevenfold
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hai! i miss my mum guys...trey...your my mum....im in science..ahhhhhh.notetaking next class ahhhhhhhhh help the trees are humping the cars..donnell loves howard oh so very much...africa is the 5th american state in the dominican republic of russia.im not done.why dop i have to hurry up ? aaron carter lover ..too bad hges gay and all..HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA.NO.jk, lol...lmao..rotflol..whatever those little abbr..thingys are.two of a kind equals butter on bread.hahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahhqahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahqahahahahAARON CARTER SUCKS BIG DONKEY DICK BALLS!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| 09:45am 03/02/2004 |
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mood:  cold music: avenged sevenfold
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ergh..my computer doesnt work AGAIN...so im on my bros computer and it sucks cos i cant talk to anyone anymore on aim..so.HI.im bored, no school thank the almighty lord cos JESUS LOVES YOU HOWARD.!.o.o yeah..im gonna fail the latin exam..i know it.oh well..im takin german next year..so cool.i cant type much..im n0ot even supposed to be on this website...crapnoodles.g2g bye...wahhhhhhhhhhhhh. |
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| 10:44am 29/01/2004 |
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mood:  weird music: afi:::this time imperfect
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ok,yeah hi.im in graphics..i passed the midterms with a D..go me.and goddamn howard and niki called my house at 10 last night..i was..well i dont knw what i was doing but i had 23 incence sticks burning and 11 cones burning.when they called i felt like i was aflying.soo..hello bob.we have band practice today so im happy.its right after school, so i had to bring my bass to school, i wasnt to happy bout bringin it to school, cos ppl go 'you play guitar?' and im like ITS A FUCKIN BASS...GUITARS ARE SMALLER...lol its kinda funny, i shouldnt get mad should i? oh well lol.im a dumbass.oh go possession of the mind is a terrible thing...i need the misfits..badly.and im gonna kill nathan cos the cds he burned for me are all scratched up and i cant afford to buy another misfits cds..oi.i love AFI..there are no flowers, no not this time, therell be no angels gracin the lines, just these stark words i find, id show a smile, but im too weak, id share with you, could i only speak, just how much this hurts me...yeah.i play that song all the time now..lol, i can play the bass line too.its great and peachy.well im gonna go rome on mxtabs for the rest of the class.........bye now. |
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| 08:58pm 28/01/2004 |
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mood:  angry music: afi-this time imperfect
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hi, im bored.im gonna be so bored.its cold.theres snow on the ground.yeah.hi.again.antonio is boring.and so is jess.i g2g, my brother wants to get on, and of course being the bitch my mom is she is kicking me off after ive just got on....damn them. i fucking hate my whole family.i gotta get away. |
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| 09:20am 11/01/2004 |
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mood:  busy music: aus rotten
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yo yo yo homiezzzzz.lmao.howard came to my house.we left.came back for awhile.called niki.howards dad came and picked us up.picked niki up.went to mall.met jeff and jesse there.hung out.howard left cos hes a baby.jesse made him mad.after he left, we hung out, smoked, jeff and niki did.i dont cos im sXe, lmao HAHAHA, and jesse dont smoke ciggerettes.then, we went out in the cold.left.
lol, ok yea at the mall before howard left, jeff bought a balloon from the dolla store (had helium) can you guess what jeff and jesse did?
yea they sucked the helium.it was funny.they did it again too. my day was fine UNTIL MY DAD DROPPED NIKI OFF.he started bitching.i was like damnit.then we got home, and i was mad, so i cussed my mom out, and went into my room and started to laugh histaricaly and then cleaned my room.AND THEN! NO AND THEN!AND THEN!NO AND THEN...funny funny movie.
and then i went on the computer and started makin the bands NEW site, cos we found out our band name was already taken, so now we are using Apathy Intervened..yea.go us.PEACE OUT YO.
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| 09:16am 11/01/2004 |
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im bored.old town was fun.so hopefully jesse will sing in the band, because i think lots of singers in a band sounds cool, like Thursday and Brand New and bands like them..noones on...i was so bored i cleaned..thats not good.ok, this is short but oh well, im gonna go learn a song on mxtabs.....
ZombieDude16: Bye Bye and like i said dont let my Zombies Bite!
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| 09:17am 10/01/2004 |
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mood:  awake music: chevelle
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i have a life now, its really scary.ive been out with friends to much.AHHH!mahah.woah...i need new converse shoes, ya know how cool they get when theyre all ripped and old lookin? well mine have gotten beyond that.i have to ducktape one shoe.its not cool.im asking my mom to buy new ones..all i have is 16 dollers..its not enough..:'( |
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| 05:25pm 09/01/2004 |
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QUACK! if youve never met Slappy Stink Pickle The Constipated Duck, then he'll make you constipated! |
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| 09:21pm 08/01/2004 |
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mood: weird music: AFI:::He Who Laughs Last
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ack, something happened today, but i cant remember what!!!!goddamnit.the last thing i remember was hiding from mrs outlaw after school, i mean i couldve left, but im an idiot, i was there with amber, ashley, trish and tony in the art room...cleaning..not fun,then me and tony went downstairs to the fishbowl, and ms outlaw was coming down the hall, so i had to run from her, and tony ran to. and i was runnin and hidin from her cos i had detention with her today.i didnt want to go, but she said if she caght me, shed suspend me, and i dont need to miss any more school days, i need to pass!so ill prolly have ISD tomorrow or next week, and probably with amber too.she dyed her hair, and it looks really cool, but trish stole ambers to be hair cut, and she knew damn well amber wanted it.and right now nathan is being really annoying going on about zombies eeating my ass off and stuff.I GOT MY AMP AND BASS FIXED! SCORE!im so happy now.ok im gonna go.i have a history essay to rite...fun. |
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| 10:10pm 07/01/2004 |
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mood: angry music: Dimmu Borgir
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the thing that i hate most:::when people dress punk or goth for the fashion. it gets me so pissed off, like howard! the only reason he dresses "goth" is because he likes the way it looks, and he doesnt even listen to the music, he listens to fuckin country, on top of all that, he calls himself the most gothic person at school.NOT TRUE, now i dont know the most gothic person at school, but i sure as hell know its not him. hes overplayed evanescence and rob zombie and murderdolls.i love the murderdolls and rob zombie, but not when he starts playin dragula and twist my sister OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER.
another thing:::jr-he thinks me and my friends are stalkin him or whatever.WELL IM SORRY WE GO TO THE SAME SCHOOL AND PASS DOWN THE SAME FUCKIN HALLwAYS! AND IM SORRY I LIVE RIGHT DOWN THE STREET FROM YOU AND HAVE FRIENDS THAT LIVE PAST YOUR HOUSE!IVE BEEN GOING DOWN THAT STREET FOR 6 YEARS NOW.JUST STOP!I USED TO THINK YOU WERE PRETTY COOL, BUT YOUR COMPLETELY FULL OF YOURSELF!!WE COULD SERIOUSLY CARE LESS ABOUT YOU, BUT THERE IS HOWARD, AND IVE SAID SORRY COUNTLESS TIMES FOR WHEN HE CALLS YOU AND ANNOYS YOU! AND YOU SAY I DONT HAVE TO SAY SORRY, BUT YES I HAVE TO!HES SO FUCKIN GAY!HE WANTS YOU!WE DONT!
as you can see ive had a pretty shitty day.
my life sucks.just like everbody elses.
i hate you all. |
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| 09:39pm 06/01/2004 |
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mood:  anxious music: Dope
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When Death Arrives
Death Of A Nation
pH Low
Dead Generation
Shock To The System
Retina
Infested
which one sounds best? doesnt matter as what, say as a name..? |
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| 09:19pm 06/01/2004 |
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mood:  drained music: Dope
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i nearly fractured my arm just to get out of gym.im so retarded.i couldve just faked it, but noooo, i had to be a jackass on a halfpipe.anyway, in drama today i drank a wee bit of some lemon bacardi.it was kind of strong.but ok.and nathan WANTED to try it at lunch..!i thought he didnt do drugs and drink alcohol?hahahaha, it was great! he actually asked if he can have some, and he knew what it was to.and he liked it.thats weird.im listening to less than jake, the only song i like is All My Best Friends Are Metal Heads...the one thats on THPS4.ok so now i have a dope cd in my cd player.theyre ok, i guess.afi is better.way better.**gives high five to sarah** |
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| 10:05pm 05/01/2004 |
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mood: awake music: Anti Flag
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ive fallen into a fantasy that i cant get out of, and i cant find it in myself to rise up.
i once believed in anarchy.then i realized,without the government, i wouldnt be drinking clean water, i wouldnt be listening to the music i listen to now.i would be saying "uhg uhg" and beating other people on the head with a club. id be living in a god forsaken CAVE!
:::::My Conclusion:::::
-----------Anarchy wouldnt exist without the government.
i can hate the government all i want, but i know, that deep down, i thank the government for giving me what i have today, a roof over my head, unwanted education, and some of the greatest fuckin music ever.
this is one crazy fucked up world if you ask me. |
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