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San Jose.. [15 Aug 2003|12:22pm] [ mood | nostalgic ] [ music | En Rai by: Do As Infinity ] I went home to San Jose last week, sunday to wednesday. It was nice... seeing all the places, I had so many memories with each street that passed by. Hey, I remember that park, I went to a birthday party there when I was in the 4th grade.... and look, my friend used to live there, but then she moved... Remember when someone died at that gas station? Hey, that used to be a pet shop, now its a Starbucks... things like that. It was nice seeing my family and my brother, most of all. ^_^ I miss him... well hes gotten better that playing the guitar and he gave me some of the music hes been listening to, Do As Infinity. They're nice... I likethe song, ' En Rai ' the most, I think. Its soft and sad... kind of reminds me of my days when Tony and I were living with him. And how I used to be depressed. Well heres some new pictures that I took while I was at my mom's house last week: You're Trully... Hans, my parent's doggie... Me and my lil girl... Luna being sleepy... Luna and Tony's feet... Isn't she just a bundle of furry joy... Thats all! Oh and download 'En Rai' by: Do As Infinity because I said so! ^_^ ~Heidi 1 comment|post comment

Busy... [08 Aug 2003|01:09am] [ mood | busy ] [ music | Best Friend by: Kioro (this song reminds me of my brother) ] http://www.aerorhapsody.net/heidi/busybusy.jpg <-- thats what I've been busy doing lately, with the help of EQPixel Army, of course. And I made myself a new sig too: Thats all. ^_^ ~Heidi post comment

Kitty Cat [04 Aug 2003|03:00pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Dearest, by Ayumi Hamasaki (one of my fav songs) ] Today I made Luna a play box of out the box we got from Tony's Parents. ^_^ They got us a sweet looking toaster. Its a modern design and it looks really nice in our kitchen. ^_^ I'll be having some toast tomorrow morning. My mom called me today. She wants us to go over her house on the weekend and install their new dial up. Since we moved out, they don't have any need for high speed internet. They use the internet just for e-mail, shopping and some business junk. =) I want to see if my Luna would play with Huntz, my parent's dog. I bet shes way faster than he, but I'd love to see him play. I have a job interview at Bath & Body Works on thursday, and my mom wants me to work full time. She said, come borrow the other truck we're not using so you can work in the day to save up for another car of your own. Sounds tempting... maybe I should. I'll have to ask Tony, because he hates driving my parent's truck. But I think everything should be fine, because I plan on getting my eye exam on friday or saturday and hope to have my contacts by monday. WOOT I CAN SEE CLEARLY AGAIN.. well, I hope so. I've been having funny dreams lately, I hope they go away. ~Heidi 1 comment|post comment

Nobody said it was easy... [31 Jul 2003|09:44pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | The Scientist by: Coldplay, one of my fav bands EVER.. <3 ] The Scientist by Coldplay, seems to be my theme song lately. I love coldplay, their music has always been appealing to me. Yellow made me happy! That song was popular when I was a senior, I think... ask Thu! I made my own poem titled Yellow, I forgot how it went... and even if I did remember it, I would be shy to share it. ^_^; Well, this song, The Scientist, it makes me feel sad... and the lyric, "Nobody said it was easy..." seems to describe my life right now. I thought that living on my own would make me happier. Yay, I'm a big girl and I can do everything on my own now... well.. its nice, but not fun at all. Money - its the source of all troubles lately... and I still don't have a job, I'm so close to signing up for like a telemarketer job or something... anything. I know that right now, I can't afford any luxuries like makeup, clothes, air freshener or anything else a girl likes, but doesn't really need. It all goes to: rent, utilities and food. Sometimes I think about how it used to be, when I was in high school... Show mom and dad the 4 awards for high california test scores and pre-engineering grad tassel and I got almost anything I wanted, if I asked enough. =P Back then, there was no difference between fruity $6 shampoo, and bargan $3 regular sent shampoo. Sometimes I think if I made the wrong exchange for my freedom. I don't feel that I am ready for all this, or maybe I'm just scared. Just being here alone all day with nothing to do makes me sad. Ugh, great all the people reading my journal think I'm a weirdo now. *Lol* Well folks, we can't be happy all the time, because reality hurts. ~Heiidii post comment

I'm waiting in the dark... [28 Jul 2003|09:59am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | I'm with you - Avril Lavigne ] *sigh* I woke up this morning and I couldn't figure out what I want to do today. So I fixed up the apartment some, threw away old papers, gave the kitty a bath, reloaded the dishwasher... nothing exciting. I think today I'm going to revamp Divine Legion's webpage. *Lol* Verant is always 'revamping' zones so why not a webpage? =P I want to give it a modern vibe, its too basic. I wish I knew how to use PHP to makes websites; a lot of everquest guilds use that to create their webpages. Maybe when thu comes over next month she can teach me, if she knows how! ^_^ I'm so excited because 4 of my friends from back home will be visiting me for a week. Chansophy, my crazy aquarian twin! We've been friends from middle school. Thu, my beau artisan! The three of use have always hung out and we we're always together in high shcool. ^_^ Dustin, Chansophy's X-boyfriend (they're just friends now) hes a really good guy... totally down to earth and easy to get a long with. Steven, Chansophy's friend and now ours, hes really wacky but kindhearted. ^_^ I don't know him very well but he seems like a talented guy. Charming... I think. hehe Well Dustin and Steven know how to play instruments. Chansophy and Thu have some interest in singing and playing music, and well if I haven't told you already my Tony can play almost anything. =P He has a gutiar and is fairly good with that. He sings too, me as well. I wouldn't call myself a singer- probably something far from that. =P Yeah, I sing a lot, I do my karaoke thang, but I'm not diva. After my depression I guess I lost my tune, or something. I can't really sing as well as I used to. But hey! Practice will correct that. And who said I was going to sing pop music, if anything? Now now, I'm not trying to say I'm going to put together a band. =P Maybe if we all lived together but we don't. =( Maybe one day, but we have talked about it before. ^_^ I've always wanted to be a rock star! *DUN DUN DUN! begin scary music* ~Heidi 2 comments|post comment

Summer storms [25 Jul 2003|12:16pm] [ mood | enthralled ] [ music | The music from Crono Trigger... ah the memories. ] Wow... the weather has been weird. Its warm, like high 80s and low 90s but there are some dark clouds across the valley on the other side. (not on top of us) Sometimes I can hear some rumbling from the clouds and it feels like its going to rain... but it never does. Theres a hint of humidity in the air too, which is different because its always dry here. a few nights ago it was raining and it was warm at the same time. The last time I was in weather like this was when I was in Hawaii. Tony and I have a party to go to tomorrow and I hope the weather is nice. His co-worker Brandon just got married. ^_^ Its nice how hes making new friends. *sigh* I have yet to venture out there in this new state and meet people of my own. My computer isn't working... it just doesn't want to start for me. I guess I'll be stuck on this laptop, everquest less for a while. I don't like playing on Tony's computer because I hate this keyboard. I used to the keyboards that are split down the middle. He has one of them old skool all in one keyboards. =P Well we think it might be the power supply, or maybe the mother board. Oh well... to keep me busy I copied Tony's SNES emulator to my laptop so I'm playing old rpgs. Right now I'm playing Crono Trigger. I love this game sooooooo much. ^_^ I think I was playing this right before I got into the internet. I forget what year it was... 1993 or 1994 maybe. The music makes me think about how things used to be when I lived back in San Jose, being in middle school and collecting sailor moon cards. And the first person I fell in love with, online. Ah those were the days. Ooops I love you Tony. =P ~Heidi post comment

Girls don't like boys... [23 Jul 2003|12:41pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | Genesis of Next by: Globe (Cyborg 009 ending theme) ] Girls don't like boys, girls like cars and moneeeeeeey... *Lol* At first I didn't really like this song but I guess I got used to it. I also downloaded the song from Cyborg 009 the ending theme. I really like it. Its soo wacky and weird. =D Kinda like me... My Cat pissed me off today. I woke up and did my usual stuff- 1) Wake up, wash face and cat's eye crud, 2) Put dirty dishes from last night's dinner in da dish washer. 3) Feed Cat her medicine... And I made my breakfast... 3 pretty, fluffy, yummy pancakes. So I finished them up and grabbed a class of milk. I turned on the TV to watch MTV's Real World. And then... the little shit jumps on my little end table. This would be fine, and she does this all the time but my pancakes broke her landing. OMG! I barely look like 4 bites of the yummy goodness. =( So now they're all torn up and kitty litter flavoured. =( So I chased her down and screamed at her. Jeebus.. I hope she calms down or something. Shes not like a dog either, if I tell her, 'NO!' She'll just turn around and do it again. Blah... I painted my nails brown today. I wish I could color my hair too, but Tony doesn't wanna blow $10 on my hair. And him, he needs a haircut anyway... but who am I to say anything, I have to fucking job yet. I'm really hoping that he'd feel up to going job searching for me again. But I guess today seems alright.. I'm not too unhappy or anything. I've noticed that my temper has been a little stronger lately, but I think its just due to the cat and how shes super hyper. ~Heidi 3 comments|post comment

Dead... [17 Jul 2003|12:46pm] [ mood | gloomy ] [ music | Where is the love by Black Eye Peas ] Today I have this dead feeling. I guess it started yesterday when I checked my credit card balance... and well lets say I had it maxed, and had a payment late.. so you can use your imagination with that. *Lol* I hope I get a job soon to pay it off. Also, I think my kitty is sick. She was sneezing a lot last night and this morning. =( We might have to take her back to the doctor if she doesn't feel better today. She can't even meow, it sounds more like a sniffle whenever she tries. =( Or maybe I'm just being a paranoid momma cat. =P I tried playing EQ yesterday, with my enchanter, but it just didn't feel right. People in my guild are all over 50 and I'm feeling outta place. I hate leveling fast because it doesn't give me time to make money, to buy new spells. =| I'm missing Boon of Garu and Boon of the clear mind. Garu is going for like 700pp in the bazaar, but I just don't have the money. So I thought maybe I'll just take a break off the chanter for a while and visit my main server, Ayonae Ro. Tony said last night that he wanted to go back for a few days to see how everyone is doing. I like stromm, but I went there to have fun, no to be pressured into leveling and having all my spells and junk. /begin whine ... I don't know if I'll make the next level cut. I think I have a month or a little less to make it to level 54. letsee, level 47-54... some of you who already know me, know that I can't just spend days and days leveling 8 hours a day. Its not fun for me. /end whine... Soooooo... I dunno. I got my pretty new picture from here: http://auroreblackcat.free.fr/ While you're at it visit Nati's page here: http://www.nati-art.com Pretty goth style art.. both ladies are very talented, I wish I could do something like that. ^^;; ~Heidi post comment

rrrowrr [15 Jul 2003|04:17pm] [ mood | cheerful ] I named my cat Luna. =^_^= At frist I liked the nam Kula, or Linna. But when I brought her to my auntie's house for my family's usual gathering they told me that I have an aunt named Linna. *Lol* So my cousin, Desiree said I should name her Luna, which sounds simliar. And we've been Sailor Moon fans since like forever. <3 Luna is a med-long haired cat... eerrrmmm I don't know what breed she is. She looks like a normal american cat to me. Shes dark brown with light gray-green eyes. Shes about 9 weeks old, 2 pounds and about a foot long. =^_^= Maybe I'll hassle Tony into bringing me into the 99 cent store to get a one time use camera, so I can get some pictures of her. I hope I'm a good momma cat. ^_^; she likes to sleep near me every night. But for play time she plays with Tony a lot more. Hes better at taking damage from her also; she has sharp claws, and she always will because we'd never de-claw her. Bah, I've been so caught up with the cat that I haven't been playing EQ lately. My cousins spent the weekend, and I was out with my parents on monday... so its nice to finally have a normal day. ~heidi 3 comments|post comment

Here kitty... [12 Jul 2003|09:28am] [ mood | excited ] [ music | Love-Destiny, by Ayumi Hamasaki ] Woot! I'm adopting my kitten today. We're going to petsmart in an hour or two. And I'm soooooo excited. =) Also, my brother will be flying in from california. Hopefully we can fit all this and Tony's Phinny raid all in one day. My mom called me the other day and I said they could stop by. I hope we go out to eat or something because I don't wanna cook for them. ^_^;; Or them inviting us to their house because I want Tony to get his Kedge robe.. and if he made plans with the guild already I wouldn't want him to break it. ^_^ I'll try and steal my dad's Diggy Camera and take a picture of my new kitty, until then, JA NE ^_^ 2 comments|post comment

...And you don't know why. [10 Jul 2003|10:56am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Everything you want by Vertical Horizion ] Time to fill out applications... Hrm, I got one from Panda Express... PANDA! Remember that commerical?? "Panda wants to go to lunch!!" That reminds me of my cousin, Jay, who did such a funny verison of it. I couldn't sleep again last night. Blah nothing new. PANDA! post comment

It hurts... [10 Jul 2003|01:08am] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | The sound of me typing in the middle of the night. ] Sometimes I feel like an idiot... Like, I don't even know what makes me happy anymore. I feel like I've been torn between what I want, and what I think 'we' want. It drives me crazy. post comment

I'm the Firestarter! [09 Jul 2003|02:23pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | Firestarter by Prodigy ] The Charle's Angels movie was cool. I really like the fighting scenes, and the music they tied in with the scenes was perfect, I think. After seeing the movie I jumped online to download Prodigy's 'breathe' and 'firestarter'. I usually don't like hard rock.. or whatever they call it. =P But it makes good background music when I'm playing EQ....mezzing.. and getting killed. I'm going job searching again today when Tony gets home... Oh! We're planing on getting a cat first thing next month. But I'll have to put some boxes or a covering on the patio so the cat can look outside without being seen. They aren't allowed where we live, but hey... =P We want a kitty anyway. She'll keep m company when Tony's at work. If the seller asks for my address, I'll have to give them my parent's address because sometimes they actually check if pets are allowed. Crazy huh? I'm kind of angry at this apartment complex because when we first visited, they said pets were allowed, but then upon finishing paperwork a week later, they said they weren't allowed... but we both really like the location so we stayed anyway... hrrrmmm I kinda regret that. =P I think some of my friends from California are coming next month to visit.. problem is.. we have a 1 bedroom apartment, and I have 4 friends coming. I don't even have pillows!! *Lol* Or food to feed them all.. oh well. I'll tell them to bring money and pillows. hehe ^_^ I'm the firestarter!!! ^_~ 2 comments|post comment

Aww baby... [07 Jul 2003|04:07pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Rock wit you ~ Ashanti ] Woah! I really like Ashanti's rock wit you remix. Hehee, she borrowed some of Michael Jackson's music from his Rock With You. Their voices sound kinda similar...^_^ I moved here from LiveJournal because it was slow... and annoying. I like the word 'blurty' too. It seems kinda kinky. *sigh* I miss having things to do. I usually play EQ or watch TV all day. I play Shenmue 2 sometimes, I'm not sure if thats the right spelling. Its a nice lil RPG for X-box. I wonder if my brother will bring me any new games when he stops by this weekend. Hes coming to vegas for a wedding... I wonder who will get married first, me or my brother? *Lol* hopefully its him. I'm still searching for a job... cept the bad thing is that they all want to interview me in the morning. And I have no car until after 5, because my boyfriend uses the car when he goes to work. I've had 2 Wal-Mart interviews, I hope they call me back. I'm looking for anything really because I need money to help with bills and stuff. But I can't work too much, due to our income limits on our apartment. =P Sometimes I wish I were back with my parents, but then we get along much more when we don't live together. Last time I saw my parents was on the 4th weekend. My dad is such a dork.. =) Hes your typical happy go lucky filipino dad. I was happy when he gave me $20, but then when I asked how he got it.... It turns out he 'stole' the money from an ATM... he says he saw it stuck in the slot where money comes out... so he pulled it out and kept it! I told him I was worried that they could have caught him for something like that. *Lol* My parents also gave me a $25 block of frozen shrimp... ah gotta luv mom and dad! <3 So Tony and I will be eating shrimp for awhile. I love it fried, like tempura style. I love japanese food! I dinged 45 with my enchanter from Stromm... and talked to my old guild on Aro about me not wanting to manage the website anymore. I'm glad my friends understood how I am feeling. I just don't feel like being a bard right now. I guess when I dinged 60, it was such a relief. I've been playing her for nearly 3 years so I just needed a change, a big change. I like Stromm, Tony and I are doing well for a noob server. I'm in a SMR with average gear. Hes a Rogue close to finishing his epic, so hes very happy. Thats all for now! ~Heidi post comment

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