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alex alex alex [25 Sep 2003|04:13pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | how about NO ]

rOxYcHiCk4253: u have control forever lol

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random [25 Sep 2003|04:04pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | mandy-can i get a "your gay" ]

Brianne asked me why im going punk,nicole says im her goth(she is my "prep") anna says i havnt changed and skyy says she misses me..kaleb asked just to make sure im not leavinf them or something ilke that(yesterday).
uhh...im pregnantlol alex,ANYWAY im going to sarah's tomorrow.and im going to make fun of charlie her GIRL dog.Whatever i dont see the change..neither has alex anna or sarah...nicole is playing with me b/c we had a super cool convo...:
xsickx0fxyoux (10:51:49 PM): im going goth
xsickx0fxyoux (10:51:52 PM): i love those kids
xsickx0fxyoux (10:51:56 PM): i wanna be like them sooo bad
Nicole LD09 (10:52:01 PM): whyy
xsickx0fxyoux (10:52:02 PM): and im actilyl serious about this
xsickx0fxyoux (10:52:05 PM): i have no idea
Nicole LD09 (10:52:08 PM): haha
xsickx0fxyoux (10:52:08 PM): i just love them
xsickx0fxyoux (10:52:13 PM): like they way they are
Nicole LD09 (10:52:21 PM): what? depressed?
xsickx0fxyoux (10:52:36 PM): there not tho
xsickx0fxyoux (10:52:39 PM): they seem like that
xsickx0fxyoux (10:52:40 PM): but there not
xsickx0fxyoux (10:52:47 PM): there the funnest craziest nicest people !
Nicole LD09 (10:53:15 PM): ooook
xsickx0fxyoux (10:53:37 PM): lol
xsickx0fxyoux (10:53:38 PM): im wierd
Nicole LD09 (10:53:39 PM): lol
xsickx0fxyoux (10:53:39 PM): i know
Nicole LD09 (10:54:12 PM): no its cool.. i think you could pull that off.. wait..
are you gonna wear BAGGY stuff??????
xsickx0fxyoux (10:54:30 PM): lol
xsickx0fxyoux (10:54:31 PM): yup!
xsickx0fxyoux (10:54:33 PM): lol
Nicole LD09 (10:54:38 PM): oh
xsickx0fxyoux (10:54:45 PM): i dont thing i could
xsickx0fxyoux (10:54:49 PM): they would fall off me
xsickx0fxyoux (10:54:50 PM): lol
Nicole LD09 (10:54:55 PM): hahaa



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ryan hurt me....that has more than one meaning. [25 Sep 2003|03:38pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | the hero will drown-story of the year ]

today was funy ryan pinched my but and i know i have a HUGE mark.it hurt very much.:'(.uh.....nick-ole-E's par-tay is tomorrow and its gonna be super cool!!ar...i cant go to the movies though...errr..i so damn confussed about ryan and zack,i mean i dont think i like ri-on anymore...but yea.I do like zack.ADAM IS MY FUCKING BEST FRIEND,besudes sarah and anna and alex and HOLLY IS COOL AND NO ONE SHOULD BE MAD AT HER!well im gonna uh...go...whatever.LIFE SUCKS!!!

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erg... [20 Sep 2003|11:16pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | Kittie-Brackish ]

Sara's(my old best friend) dad died this morning in his sleep.He didnt wake up...it was really sad.I feel so bad for her.when I find the artical in St.pete times.Ill post it but till now:'(.SADISH!AHA.I got bright pink highlights.And these japanish people did my nails black and pink(half and half) and got mad cuz i picked to colors and did um' really hardly.I almost cried!ahah.Uh....I went to 3 malls..and I found my kurt cobain sticker!!yea!!!lol.UM...er..zackish stuff...i think i said yes to him..but im not sure i want to.DAMN.I love ----. no one will ever know!!

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HA NICOLE!!! [18 Sep 2003|04:31pm]
i love bam soo much fukcing more than nicole and bam loves me!!ahahaa.

Congratulations!!!! You won the Heart of BAM
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BAM [18 Sep 2003|04:14pm]
You are Bam Margera.You are the ultimate
daredevil,death metal guy and the ladies love
you.your original and like using the word
haggard.your the best and the leader

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dude i love you...you are indeed a great and true
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not from bam...he is mine muahahahaha

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stupid bitch [17 Sep 2003|03:42pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | abanded-God's mistake ]

today was funny shit...ryan and me were having fun and screamin at each other in math and he flicked me off so I did it backand kyle goes" damn you look hott when you do that".haha ish.Sarah had a shirt that said johnny knoxville on the front so on the back i wrote "bam is all mandy's" and "miss mandy margera" and "bam and mandy forever" and ish ish like that....then nicole put and nicole and ashli put and ashli's and i felt like crying...cuz he is all mine!!!!ahahaha.erness.....ah...lindsey's a peach.hA.
.x.bam's babe.x.

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BAND [17 Sep 2003|03:42pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | funeral of hearts-him ]

oh yeah....the band's name is abanded,ahah....the site will be up in a few.

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Votes [06 Sep 2003|08:20pm]
Megan-Sweet Marilyn
Shane-Sweet marilyn
Mike-R for rejection
John-Sweet marilyn
Josh-R for rejection
Carley-Sweet Marilyn
Austin-R for rejection
Paige-R for rejection
Karlie-Sweet marilyn
Sunney-R for rejection
Bekah-Sweet marilyn
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Band [06 Sep 2003|08:04pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | cute without the "e" cut from the team-taking back sunday ]

Anna and I finally finshed everything we neded for our band...except for the name.I think its should be
"sweet marilyn" and she thinks it should be "R for rejection"Leave a comment telling us which you think is better.
Zack & Jeff voted for sweet marilyn(there smart).

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[06 Sep 2003|08:03pm]

You are Not Ready to Date Again

And deep down you probably know it.

Your ex is the number one thing on your brain.

And you're still suffering from the post break-up blues.

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funny [06 Sep 2003|05:59pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | Jaded-MeST ]


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Stright Edge [06 Sep 2003|05:58pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]
[ music | AFI-Smile ]

Straight-edge refers to a philosophy that's most basic tenets promote a drug free lifestyle. It developed as an offshoot of the punk rock/hardcore scenes of the early 1980's when the term itself is believed to have been coined by Ian Mackaye, in the self titled song, while he was the singer of the seminal hardcore band, Minor Threat. Mackaye eschewed the nihilistic tendencies of punk rock, promoting instead the simple (almost simplistic) philosophy of "don't drink/ don't smoke/ don't fuck."
In the 12 years since the demise of Minor Threat, these simple beliefs have transformed the minds of scores of teens worldwide. Increasingly disenchanted with societal ills, young men and women adopt the straight-edge doctrine as a blueprint to better first themselves, and then the world in which they live. While the original definition of straight-edge only included the rejection of mind altering substances and promiscuous sex, modern interpretations include a vegetarian (or vegan) diet and an increasing involvement and awareness of environmental and political issues.

As noted, straight-edge grew out of the punk rock/hardcore scene and so music plays an important role. The Teen Idles, an early 80's Washington, DC hardcore band, and something of a precursor to Minor Threat, can arguably be called the first straight-edge band. Since that time there have been hundreds if not thousands of bands who've so labeled themselves. Early bands included Minor Threat, SSD and Uniform Choice. In the mid to late 80's, straight-edge hardcore reached a zenith, especially in the greater Metropolitan area of New York City. This atmosphere led to the creation of Gorilla Biscuits, Bold, Wide Awake and arguably the most prolific band of the era, Youth of Today. While the bands of this period did much to popularize straight-edge, they also contributed to its closeminded and antagonistic aspects. The attitude between straight-edge and the rest of the world often took on adversarial tones during this time, largely becoming "The positive youth crew versus people who drink, smoke and/or do drugs." Many people dislike straight-edge and its adherents because of such intolerant views.

Straight-edge today, while nothing like the "halcyon" days "back in '88," still offers a viable and positive lifestyle. Bands such as Strife, Mouthpiece, Earth Crisis and Snapcase, continue to proliferate and bear the standard. While its detractors often claim that straight-edge(rs) are no more than suburbanite, cliquish, fashion victims, few can argue that the philosophy is still valid. The drug-free lifestyle has left its positive impact on more than one wayward youth. Perhaps the ideals and ideas are more pertinent today than ever as the focus begins to reach beyond affecting merely oneself to altering and improving one's society and environment.

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gay clay [05 Sep 2003|04:59pm]
[ mood | numb ]

clayk567: ur never in the mood wrist cutter
xJaDeD x StupiDx: go to hell
xJaDeD x StupiDx: i dont cut my wrists
clayk567: u shoud

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[03 Sep 2003|04:08pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | mest-until i met you ]

wow alot of thing have happened.....ill fill ya in later.

lemme just say this:
"Sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we love leaves us, but the truth is, it's not our loss, but theirs, for they left the only person who wouldn't give up on them."

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er [30 Aug 2003|10:35pm]
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Thing [27 Aug 2003|04:44pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | your mom ]

You Are Loss
You are Loss.

Your life defines tragedy. You have experienced
great hardships on an unimaginable scale and it
has jaded your view of life.

What Emotion Are You?
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Quiz.. [24 Aug 2003|04:51pm]
[ mood | cranky ]
[ music | Aslyn-Thats when I love you ]

To be honest, it sometimes feels like everyone's dumping their troubles on me. Like I'm the pillar of support for everybody. I don't mind, honestly, but sometimes its a little tiring...


The ULTIMATE personality test
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is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry? [23 Aug 2003|04:19pm]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | Adam's song-blink 182 ]

EVERYTHING is so wrong..ryan left the school..and everyone is treating me really diffrent.Like someone close to me died...wierd..cuz thats what it feels like.So many things remind me of him.He is never off my mind.Everyone of my teachers asked me how I was doing and if I was ok.I told them yes..but I know im not.Ill just sit there and think of what I would have done if I knew it was his last day.I know after he came into my class I should have gone after him,but as usual I was thinking stright.It was then I realise I really really love him.He's the only one I have ever loved.He is so perfect.He is so sensitive nad that was the thing I adrmired most cuz I cant pick out one thing I love the most but I can the most I adrmied.I went to the dance.Everything was going fine until the slow dances came on.I danced with adam and zack..his best friends from coach.It wasnt the same.I felt so safe,so right when I was with him,and it wasnt that often.No one hugs or kisses me like he does/did.He has this certain feel.I could know it was him with my eyes closed.I started crying after dancing w/adam.It fully hasnt hit me yet.Heather was the only one b/s kaleb and anna,who was there.Heather was there the whole time.The whole dance with me.I love her soo much.I hope I dont lose her to.We have gotten so close.I feel like I have known her my whole life rather than 3 weeks.She is the greatest.anywways.It was really hard for me to walk in to science and see his empty seat,everyone was looking at me,guess I looked the way I felt..shitty,and before lunch I told myself not to look for him,but I did.I went all those *secrect* way to my classes just to see him.Even though I knew he wasnt there.I looked for him b4 and after school.Its really hard.I want to talk to him but at the same time dont.I only wish I could have said good-bye.Everytime I sit down and think of it I get sick(literally)I like have to take all these pain killers.I get really bad head aches from all the crying.My brother even misses ryan.I miss him so much,I wish he never left me.All those nights we talked till one of us feel asleep,im realising were problly never going to have them again.Why me?Why do all these thing happen to me.Whatever.

Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?

I love him.

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quizzie izzies [17 Aug 2003|10:13pm]
you're This Time Imperfect (the secret song)
where'd you go.. haha get it? cuz you're
invisible and no one sees what you're going

AFI What Sing The Sorrow Song Are You?
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Be proud of yourself, and go out into the world
with pride, for you are an AFI fan. Either
that, or you are one lucky guesser, my friend.
Maybe you should take up gambling. . .

How much do you know about AFI?
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very sexy, hot, and the best. good for you

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